Heartfelt Gratitude

Real Dream

I am blogging a lot, cause I will not be posting for the next little while, so I wanted to share as much as possible.

Ok I got through and had a real dream. I know that sounds funny, but vs the faux dreams I have been having. It’s funny but the element or one of the elements that real dreams have vs faux dreams has been so obvious for the years that I have been dreaming, but I had forgotten what that missing element was.

So at least that portion of my subconscious is not destroyed, just co-opted. Ok this answers that question, and yes real dreams feel very different than the implanted mind fluff that I have had to deal with, plus you actually rest in real dreams. Even if it’s just a short dream, you actually have energy after. Not always, but your mind get’s a work out that just does not happen with he faux dreams. I don’t want to say what the missing elements are, but to anyone who dreams it will probably be obvious if I did point it out.

The subvocalized thoughts to speech. I have been praying for years, and for anyone who prays they can be silent, but you often have a goal in mind, but you never hear yourself say the words. Well now with the subvocalized stuff, the intentions of the prayers can be heard being translated into speech. That is kind of cool, cause now I know that my unvocalized intentions actually do have a word components. When you pray most times it’s in silence, or you might pray a scripture, but at other times it’s just silent prayers, or meditations, well no anymore. The intentions get translated, and I know the words of the intentions. I have been praying for years, this just does not happen. This is subvocalized intentions translated into speech, it’s kind of nifty.

Gregory a target came to my aid with some really valuable information, when I needed it. Like I stated when it’s not your situation, you just can’t understand the full impact of what the person is going through, or what they have been going through. He shared some very personal things that had happened to him, and I don’t have the words to say how truly horrible and abominable what was done to him was. It’s truly disgusting and there are not the words. These people are the lowest form of filth to crawl the earth, there is nothing else that can be said. I am truly and deeply disgusted by what was done to him, and I do hope that these people will pay for what was done. There are a lot of people who are getting away with a lot of abuses and it is just not ok, it is not alright and it is not acceptable.

I can only again express my deepest sympathies for what was done to him, but I know that it does not go far enough. The violation of his person and his spirit was truly unacceptable, and to be honest there is no true name for such a violation except for unacceptable. That is what it should truly have been termed, unacceptable.

I hope if you are out there you read this, and I do thank you and all the others for the information and feedback that you provided in my time of need. Clearly parts of this are ongoing, and a remedy will have to be made, but there are a lot’s of this that could have been much worst. I want to thank the members of the community, or strangers for the helpful tips that were also provided, such as earth stones. The nice thing about being a part of a community is we truly don’t have to go through these things alone.

Thank you, and I am greatful for the assistance that was rendered to me. I hope that help will be rendered in kind for your own personal situations.

Happy Indigo Ribbon Month.

A weapon against evil.

I keeping seeing this time period and people are growing cold in some ways, many are losing faith in other ways and I don’t blame them at times, we are living in some truly interesting times.

The bible does tell us that towards the end, nation would rise up against nation, the love in many people’s hearts would turn cold, and that family would betray family. Well we are seeing a lot of that come to pass, but surly we have in other time periods seen wars, seen people betray one another, what makes this time more special or different than any other?

[quote]
For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: and there shall be famines, and pestilences, and earthquakes, in divers places. [/quote] Matthew 24:7

[quote]And then shall many be offended, and shall betray (deliver up) one another, and shall hate one another.[/quote] Matthew 24:10

[quote]”And because iniquity (lawlessness) will abound, the love of many will grow cold.” [/quote]Matthew 24: 12

We are in a time period that seems more closer than any other time period to fulfilling bible prophecy. People are betraying each other with the Snitching thing, and in another generation, I don’t doubt that children will once again be betraying parents, the way Judas betrayed Jesus. We are also starting to see the corruption running rampant as well.
We are also closer to being in a time period where at some point in future everyone could be chipped, or laser scanned with technology. For the bible does specifically say that at some point in the future everyone on the face of the earth who is alive at that time will get a mark. (It doesn’t really say micro chip.) It says that they will get a mark in their right hand, or on their forehead, and they will not be able to buy, sell, trade without this mark.
Whenever I hear this, it reminds me of the mark that Kyle had on his arm in the movie the terminator. Kind of like a bar code, but on the surface of the hand or forehead, not under the skin, kind of like how you keep track of your cattle or something.

[quote] “And he causeth all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and bond, to receive a mark in their right hand, or in their foreheads:
17: And that no man might buy or sell, save he that had the mark, or the name of the beast, or the number of his name.” [/quote]Revelation 13: 16:

The reason for this post is to stop people and remind them, you seem to be giving up your best, most powerful and I think only weapon against this evil. I see a lot of people who reject anything religious these days, and mock organised religion, and with all the scandals who could blame them, but this is no excuse to turn your back on the bible, or if you are not christian, then on some kind of faith, or spirituality. In this post I am going to focus on the christian aspect, but in general our faith as a human species in a higher, or higher powers that are able to deliver us from this evil.

These secret societies which if rumour is correct are part of the wardens of this place, kept themselves secret for years, apparently it worked really well. Every time someone mentioned one of these secret societies several years ago, or even tried to hint at their existence, they were coined crazy, conspiracy theorist ect, but now we see and know that they exist. There weapon was to make people think that this did not exist.

We are also hearing about these large pedophile rings, that go right up to people in powerful and high places. We are also hearing about Satanic worshiping and all other sorts of interesting things. I am not just pulling this out of thin air, for people who have investigated these rings, these are the sorts of things they are finding, along with connections to drug trafficking, etc.

On the other front there is in my personal opinion a real effort to remove or discredit any evidence of Jesus, and thus undermining any faith or relevance into what is written in the bible. Why why do this?
Well apparently the greatest trick the devil ever played was to make people think that he did not exist. (It’s a quote from a movie, but so true.)

If these people in these positions of high power are indeed running and operating these pedophile rings, and all other sorts of disturbing activities, and they are also performing Satanic rituals, then why would they not want to get rid of their greatest enemy? Why would they not want to teach humanity that their greatest enemy was just a myth?

I see a consistent effort to rewrite the bible, I see another consistent effort to disprove the existence of Jesus, or if he did exist to make him less than what he appeared to be. I also see an effort to link the corrupt organised religions of this time period, to the true and pure light and words that many of us have been taught and believed. I do fully believe that if these people had their way, they will in time teach humanity that their greatest enemy, their greatest proponent who could rival them, is nothing better than a myth. Once they do this, then I do believe that they fully have a chance of winning.

There has been a deliberate effort for years, a fully planned, from what I am reading and an learning deliberate effort to remove God from all institutions, to introduce to society practices, and principles that are outside of what many of us know to be the right things, and our societies reflect that very much.

We also see this reflection in many of the children that took up guns, and killed their fellow student. Many of them had and did not believe in anything or anyone outside of themselves and so when they did get desperate, when they did see the society for what it was, many of them did the only thing that they thought they could, they took the laws into their own hands, because if the laws of this world are all you have, and the laws have become corrupted and perverted, then what have you? We see the results of this consistently, but no one ever questions the source of this, or pins it on the real culprit.

At some point I do believe humanity will clue in, we will realise that we have a real problem and yes, I do believe that many will rebel, but they will rebel trusting in their own godliness, which many just don’t have. I think these people will in time teach humanity that there is nothing outside of themselves, and that is the greatest lie, but like Hitler would say “the bigger the lie, the easier it is to get people to believe it.” If humanity is lead into this belief system, which is well underway, then they will have nothing to resist with.

These people have weapons that we can only dream about, technology that we know very little about, while they convinced the majority of people that psi phenomenon does not exist, they have secretly been studying it, employing those with these abilities and knowing more about it than we could even hope to imagine.

If the greatest trick that the devil ever played thus far was to convince humanity that he did not exist, then the greatest trick that will ever be played, and the biggest lie that will ever be told is to convince humanity that his enemy does not exist, and if this trick works, then humanity will fail. You don’t need to take my word for it however, do the research for yourselves, before it’s too late. When I say do the research I don’t mean at these organisations that have failed many of us, I mean do the ground work, pick up your bibles, read them. If you don’t believe in the bible, then pray, meditate, see what comes forth, but arm yourselves, because we battle not just against the powers of this world, but against principalities and spiritual corruption in high places.

[quote]Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.

For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.

Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness; And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace; Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.

And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God:

Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints;

[/quote] Eph 11-17

Where in the world have I been?

Where have I been? God that’s such a hard question to answer. Feels like nowhere and everywhere.

I have a billion movies to update you on.

Harold and Kumar part 2.
The Chronicles of Narnia.
Apocalypto.

A few others that I can’t remember right now. They all have interesting things to say.
Thoughts that I want to share, such as:

1. What if East Germany really was just an experiment? Some people say that when WWII ended, all of Germany could have been taken by the allies, but that they were given orders to stand back, allowing Russia to take over a part of the country. The theory is that the East German snitch society was a planned thing, and if they could do it there successfully, they knew that they could do it with the rest of the world. Don’t know, but it’s a fun thought.

I find it really hard to blog, sometimes I just don’t feel like. A bit of burn out setting in, plus been dealing with other things. Sometimes you are going through a bad situation, (Yeah Gang Stalking, Government targeting is a bad situation.) You are going through that, and then some people come into your life and make it 10 times more difficult, and devastating, and make the Gang Stalking look like child’s play. I have been marvelling at the wonder of that.

2. I think that if I ever go away, my sites would just go offline. As some of you will remember before, my sites use to go down a lot, switched companies and everything was fine, more importantly, I have been online a lot. Recently I took some away time, and the sites were off most of that time. Sometimes I really feel like I am doing this by myself. I know I am not, but sometimes it feels like it. I just wish more Targets would do there part, and get this information out there, back it up, or whatever, but we each journey alone at times.

3. Mark M Rich is ok. I really hope he is a target, and if he is, I really, really feel for him. When I think I have it bad, I just read some of his stuff he’s going through, and it makes me just want to put up with my stuff more. His most recent entry made me pretty sad.

http://thehiddenevil.com/status.asp

If he is a target, don’t know why he has not written about the one handed sign language being used yet? Anyways if Mark is a real target, then he needs some prayers right now.

I am so tired. I have had a lot of my own stuff to deal with. Stuff that was not or who knows, but not Gang Stalking related that I know of, but stuff that really threw me off base, that weird stuff that I don’t like to talk about, stuff weirder than Gang Stalking, if you can believe that.

4. My torture continues. Now that it’s summer, the places where they burnt holes in my skin show up as faint scars, but they are there to remind of of the fun times, I have had over the last two years. (Wow two years of this bs have passed.) No wait that should say two years of my awareness of this have passed, cause this has been going on much longer, if we include the workplace mobbing, and harassment. Two years of being online, and sometimes, I wonder if I have made a difference? I wish I knew how to fix this for so many reasons.

So they have been trying to sensitise me with cameras, and I think with chicks kissing each other. I don’t know, but with all that I am going through, you must be getting desperate, go back to jingling keys, at least then I could respect you. (Not really but, but I could at least pretend to respect you.) Like I said, I broke my sensitivity, and won’t be acquiring any new ones. Once you are aware, you have a fighting chance.

Anyways they took up the level of frying a notch the last month or so. Unlike the army where they aim high, these creatures have been aiming low. I don’t want to go into details, but let’s just say it’s been a shock to some lower parts of my system. Yeah.
Oh yeah the noise thing continues, if I get into a deep sleep, they will try to do something to wake me up out of it. The other day it was the fire alarm at 3:00 am to 3:30 am. Along with of course the all night room shacking, electronic frying stuff. Wonder why they would try to keep targets awake and not let them get to sleep, or electronically monitor them all day, and try to always crowd there space? Are you afraid that targets might get comfortable and dream there way out of this nightmare?

The psychological harassment continues, and even with all my private information violated and out there, they still don’t seem to be able to psychologically get the control they need. Some people have no real power of their own, and so they have to try to control others, or make others look weak or inferior, maybe mental. That’s not real power, but it is control. Just like others like to have power over children, and those that are young in spirit, easy to manipulate and control. The world is full of these types, no real power of their own, and so they take it out on others when they think they can, the old what can I get away with? And so these types will continue to get away with it, till someone put’s them in their place.

During the day they try to leave when I do, I had a bit of fun with them the other morning, which had snitches up and down the stairs trying to find me. Oh and the other night I want on my balcony at 2:00 am in the morning, the grounds were empty at first, then within 10 minutes the snitches were let out, it was funny. There were like about 6-10, who all of a sudden needed to be outside.

During the day they have cut back on trying to hit me with the cars, for the time being. They still have to try to crowd my space, or try to bump into me, but I have that pretty well handled. I have my days. Sometimes they get a little too fresh, and then I retaliate.

I am holding down income, for the time being. I found out that some people at my last job, due to a situation that I did not want to be a part of, cost me my last job. Being a state target is not bad enough, trying to keep a job to survive is not good enough, and then I have to have parasites on top of that, coming and screwing things up for me more. Anyways leaving that Karma to balance itself out.

Sometimes I don’t see this getting better. People are too base and common, not always, but how do you get to this? I mean we had the books, 1984, etc. We saw East Germany, and yet here we have it, societies where people would happily snitch out their own mothers. I just don’t get it.

5. Been dipping into the reincarnation stuff again, well not just that, but a lot of stuff. Picture this. You are born, you are in some other realm, like a spirit realm. You come here to have experiences so you can gain understanding and grow. You do this several times, each time you leave the earth realm, you go back to being yourself, but maybe you also join the whole again, until you are ready to take form again. You reincarnate again as someone new, but all the memories of the past existence are in the subconscious mind. Interesting thoughts hun?

Mark on his site said he was worried about mind readers. He should be, we all should be. you know when this stuff all started and people would talk about this stuff, I use to wonder if they were being up and up, or if they were just snitches making this stuff up. Now I know that they are on the up and up. I should say on the up and up about the mind reading, cause there are people that talk about this stuff that are still not legit.

I also know that there is way more going on than a lot of us know. I do know that there is more than one realm, there is a spirit realm and this realm, and who knows, maybe plenty of others. It still brings me back to the reasons that some of us are targeted. The real reasons, might not even be anything close to what we thought.

http://targetedindividuals.com/Community/forumdisplay.php?fid=27
I mean I still think the personality profiles fit, but I always wondered why so many targets seem to have some kind of spiritual leaning.

If there is a spirit realm, I accept that it might be more messed up than this realm, but I hope that we don’t have snitches there, but probably. Maybe there you can have kids, and families without all the craziness of having to watch them be tortured. Maybe.

What I do know is that we are creeping towards the one world government thing. Sometimes it feels like it’s going very slowly, like a snake digesting it’s food, or a frog getting boiled in water, but it’s getting there, by degrees and if we don’t put a halt to it, no one else will.

I don’t know how to stop it right this moment, I can’t even begin to think how, I just know that we have to try. People are so willing to give over their wills to this, then they don’t have to think, or function, it’s like letting the state seduce you, then you don’t have to think or feel for a time, but by the time you wake up, you are in a really bad situation, and won’t be able to come back from it.

I guess I will do what I always do under these trying times, pray, sometimes we forget the power of prayer. Sometimes when I have had the greatest breakthroughs, it’s been during those times. I encourage you to do the same.