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Insanity

[quote]Train: Calling All Angels

I need a sign to let me know you’re here
All of these lines are being crossed over the atmosphere
I need to know that things are gonna look up
‘Cause I feel us drowning in a sea spilled from a cup

When there is no place safe and no safe place to put my head
When you feel the world shake from the words that are said

[Chorus:]
And I’m calling all angels
I’m calling all you angels

I won’t give up if you dont give up [Reapeat x4]

I need a sign to let me know you’re here
‘Cause my TV set just keeps it all from being clear
I want a reason for the way things have to be
I need a hand to help build up some kind of hope inside of me

[Chorus]

When children have to play inside so they don’t disappear
And private eyes solve marriage lies cause we don’t talk for years
And futbol teams are kissing Queens
and losing sight of having dreams
In a world that what we want is only what we want until it’s ours [/quote]

Insanity. That’s what I want to call the new campaign.

I realised that this is insane, tell me something that I don’t know. Getting stalked and tracked around the city. Apparently cause I am so nutty that I need to be kept in my place. My fellow citizens thinking that they are doing something good, when all they are doing is helping enslave themselves and those of us who would fight or at least stand against this oppression. It’s insane. I know I have had two years to try to adjust to this, but there isn’t a moment where I just don’t shake my head and go, this can’t be real.

My democratic country, or so I thought, is nothing better than a Stasi Snitch State with most of my fellow citizens, already ensnared. That is insane.

The fact that some people do realise what is happening, but can do very little about it, or care to, that is also insane.

The fact that I parade around the city seeing if I can lose them every now and then, in this crazy game of cat and mouses, well it’s insane.

The fact that in a few short years, we might all lose our Internet privileges, because the big cable companies want to make it like cable TV, yes people, they want to make the Internet like cable TV, you get access to a few dozen popular sites, and any additional sites you have to pay for to visit. In a night when doing research, hard research, I can hit dozens of sites in just one night. If the Internet was not as available as it is now, I don’t know if I could have done the research which lead to finding out that we are in such deep waters.
I am not naive enough to believe that these people will not eventually find a way to curtail the Internet, and then what? You have seen how well these cable channels, newspapers, etc tell the truth, they don’t. This is one of the last few free foundations and we need to do everything that we can to keep it that way.

Also the fact that I sit idly by and let this happen, that’s insane. Don’t get me wrong, I have done some stuff, but there is not a day that goes by, that I am not going, what else can I be doing? I am not doing enough, I need to be doing more. I mean this is our future, and the future of some of your children.

It’s insane that I daily have to come home, and try to figure out if my websites will still be up or shut down. This week they have really been playing with me, and so it was my time to play back. Anyways on that topic, should the site not be available you can use the http://www.geocities.com/gangstalking/ to access the information or the wordpress blog.

Mark has done a really good job in making sure his site is up and running, but the best example I have ever come across is http://www.hightechharassment.com. I think the way this site is set up, is the likeliest for longevity.

I think it’s insane that these people have stolen everyone’s voices, hopes and dreams and they are emotionally, destroying people with this system that they are bringing in. People are killing themselves, some I do believe have taken the lives of their children rather than watch them suffer the upcoming fate.

I think it’s insane that I have to watch little children snitching and spying, it’s disgusting. I believe in patriotic children, I believe in teaching right from wrong, but there is just something so wrong and so base about turning the innocent into snitches. Hitler did this, and we were disgusted, or have we forgotten? It’s no better because we are now doing the same thing. It’s truly disgusting.

It’s insane that we are not doing more, there is a small window that we can still swing this, and I am not that hopeful, but we must always hang on to hope. If we sit and do nothing, then we will get nothing, and we will be left with nothing, but that future that we can not walk away from.

I think it’s insane that I have helicopters and other planes occasionally helping to stalk me. It’s like one of those movies where they use planes to monitor the inner cities, except our cities do this in the downtown core. That’s insane. This is your Orwellian 1984 crap, come home to roost. It’s insane.

I also think it’s insane that I can’t remember what a good nights sleep is. I find myself now just dosing off at odd times. I don’t know if it’s cause my body after two years of electronic harassment is just finally getting tired, or if it’s that my body is finally adjusting to some really bad stuff I went through recently and am just getting past now. I have not been getting a lot of sleep, and the last few days I am finally sleeping a bit more, just in odd places. The other day I woke up, and my body just refused to move, I was so tired. It’s insane that these pretend democratic countries allow this.

It’s insane that dozens, or hundreds, or thousands are being targeted in this way, and we can not get it together and do something to stop this. It does not take a lot, just the right concerted effort, but we are always trying to second guess as what that should be, which is always part of the plan. Keep them separate, keep them guessing.

It’s just bloody insane. That such a time like this should happen again, unchallenged, unwittingly, unappologetically, it should not be so, but it is, and will be, unless we do something.

That’s always the question, do something, but what?

For the targets out there, do what we have been doing, but more of it. On a daily basis at work, on the street, in the underground we have contact with Citizen Informants. Some know what it’s all about, some do not. Many think that they are following around some dangerous Target, insane, might snap at any minute. Yeah.

Well let’s give them what they are looking for. They want insanity let’s give it to them. I am suggesting. (Suggesting being the operative word.) That we educate them as best as we can. We don’t have to talk to them, we simply need to point them in the right direction.

The offline world is a lot more sheepish than the online world. What if we could show them what they are really a part of, sure many would still do what they are doing, but we might just might be able to swing some light our way. Some desperately needed light.

If our daily encounters with these Citizen Informants, we directed them to sights such as http://www.Thehiddenevil.com or http://www.GangStalkingWorld.com or http://www.TargetedIndividuals, or name a sight of your choice. Mark sites explains really well what is happening, and his site is a real wake up call. What if in our daily encounters, we directed our Citizen Informants there, or to other sites, how much more effective might we be, in helping people to wake up before it’s too late?

I am suggesting what I have always suggested, but just more of it, and a concerted effort. If you are a target, and have nothing to lose, then by all means. Again you have to go with what suits your comfort level.

Small flyer’s, business cards, posters, whatever you can get your hands on, with a few words that are relevant to them, and to our plight. Nothing too wordy.

I am calling the campaign Insanity, cause that is what this is, and that is how they brand the majority of us, so why not use what we have against them? Shine a light back in their faces, hope that we penetrate the darkness. So that this will not be the fate for others.

There are lot’s of local places that do flyer’s really cheap, and lot’s of places online that provide business cards, flyers really cheap. If the targets from London, New York, Toronto, Japan, China, etc all took the time, then we might be able to make a small dent, but it might help tip the scales. This is happening so quickly, and quietly, that by the time those remaining wake up, or those ensnared wake up, it will be too late, if it is not already too late. Think of those zoombie movies that popped up out of nowhere, all of a sudden, that is what it will feel like.

I don’t know if times like these must always come, I mean maybe when a society get’s too decadent, wasteful, and stupid, this is maybe a sort of natural cleansing process, I don’t know. Maybe like how lemmings kill themselves, when the population get’s too much. (Seriously, they all run and jump off a cliff, and drown in the water.) Maybe these times come to bring back order. It reminds me a lot of the movie apocalypto. I don’t know why these times come, but according to Naomi Wolf, there is a small window of opportunity when these times do come to turn it around. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RjALf12PAWc

Mark M. Rich also has his new book out at Lulu.com. http://www.lulu.com/content/3307984 it’s a book that can be passed along to others.

I know it might seem easier to sit back and do nothing, but that doesn’t feel right to me. However what works for one might not work for another. All I am saying is try, in your own small way try, because the alternative that is waiting is just not a future worth having for some.

August 30, 2008 Posted by | Censorship, Citizen Informants, Civilian Spies, Community harassment, community mobbing, Conformity, control, Controlled society, crazy, electromagnetic frequency, Electronic harassment, Fascism, Fascist, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking, Gaslighting, GPS tracking, Gratitude, harassment, Insane, Mark M Rich, mental-salves, mobbing, New World Order, NWO, Police State, psychological harassment, Relationships, revolution, silence, slavery, slaves, Snitches, Social Control, Socialnetworking, society, Spying, Stalking, Stasi, State target, Surveillence, Targeted Individual | , , , , , | 3 Comments

New Worlds

I was watching some videos the other day about how sound affects us, and I remember that at the end of one of the videos it was saying, this world is ending, let’s create new worlds.

Wouldn’t that be cool creating new worlds with sound?

Anyways this post is mostly a fluff post. Not too Gang Stalking Related. Well it is sort of because, I was remembering when my Gang Stalking first started. I was really unhappy, bored consistently, and I had by that stage been putting up with about 7 years of workplace mobbing by that time. It had taken a bit of a toll.

Anyways my energy levels were not at a high point then, and that is when this seems to have had it’s zenith into my life. I think this robs  you of so much if you let it, and I think in some ways you can begin to change this.

Recently I have had to accept so much weird stuff. Gang Stalking, Government creepiness, the world inching to a one world government with civilian spies already in place in most countries around the world.

I have also come to the acceptance that wither we want to believe it or not, we really at times do live in two worlds. That’s hard to fathom. Even if you see it you would hardly believe it, but hopefully in time in your heart you would know it was true, even if you could not verify it in any other way.

That got me thinking about movies with space and time travel, like terminator and Kyle who travels across time for Sarah. Ofcourse if time is not linear, then he really didn’t travel across time, in the traditional sense. It also got me thinking about Dracula.

That movie was great. I mean here is a prince who fights this great battle, only to have his love die, and then he manipulates time and chance to find her again, a chance for them to be together again, only to have it fail, and have her end up with some insipid dude. (No offense to the keeneu Reeves character.)

I think that movie was great and I think if I was going to write a part two to that movie, I would have the roles reversed. I would have a lady waiting for her prince. On the eve of a great battle he falls. Sword in hand, his horse fails and he falls. She senses his death and her heart dies, she grieves for him across time and space, her cries are so loud, and so compelling. He also makes a promise to come back to her, even as he is dying he knows he will come back to her.

The universe hears his promise and her prayers, or whatever happens when a great love is unfulfilled. I think it would be something like the seal song, love’s divine.
 
“Then the rainstorm came, over me
And I felt my spirit break
I had lost all of my, belief you see
And realized my mistake
But time threw a prayer, to me
And all around me became still

I need love, love’s divine
Please forgive me now I see that I’ve been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Through the rainstorm came sanctuary
And I felt my spirit fly
I had found all of my reality
I realize what it takes

‘Cause I need love, love’s divine
Please forgive me now I see that I’ve been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Oh I, don’t bet (don’t bend), don’t break (don’t break)
Show me how to live and promise me you won’t forsake
‘Cause love can help me know my name

Well I try to say there’s nothing wrong
But inside I felt me lying all along
But the message here was plain to see
Believe me.”

I think I would include the scene where Dracula bids Mina to remember and she remembers and cries the diamond tear, that was really cool. Her heart died when she thought he was dead, and would not return to her. http://youtube.com/watch?v=klor7Qr6c3g&feature=related

http://youtube.com/watch?v=zwqCQl-jCBU&feature=related

I think in part two they would get to have that great mind link thing, like Mina and Dracula did. I can’t think what the ladies name would be, but I would have the prince be Aton, Alex, or Adam, or something like that, since Mina has four letters ending in an A. I would like to make the prince for part two be fair and blue to contrast the dark look of Dracula character of part one.

Ofcourse since the world does not believe in happy endings, I suppose that part two will not work out any better than Dracula part one did. That’s a shame, you would think that travelling across time, and the universe giving a second chance for happiness, for two people who grieved and loved each other would work out. Again Mina could have just walked away from her friends and been with her prince, but she choose a different path. Maybe part two should have a different ending.

Anyways, other movie that I liked that dealt with time travel, was forbidden kingdom. Vampire movies were sort of last season. This season if you have to see something, I suggest you see The Forbidden Kingdom. Jet Li, Jackie Chan, action packed can I say anything else? It also deals with the mystical, and it’s amazing. I am a total Jet Li fan. That movie kicked ass, and I had so much fun seeing it. Worth seeing again.

It’s about an monkey king, who loses his weapon, and a traveller must return it, it also has immortals, and a young sparrow looking for vengeance. The movie also goes between two worlds. It has this cool chick, who has this wicked whip thing, and her hair does the same thing. (She is a little bit bitter and does trust the words or promises of men, because they lie, but the chick can hold her own.) She was cool. All the characters were amazing.

Visually it reminded me of the movie hero, and crouching tiger hidden dragon. From start to finish is was amazing. I enjoyed every minute of it. I can’t wait to see part two. There has to be a part two. A movie that good has to have a second part to it. I am almost sure it will. (I hope the whip chick is back for part two if they do.)

So in continuing with my theme about being in two worlds at once, when one world ends, then you just create another. We are these powerful spiritual creatures, that is part of this lie that the world does not want us to wake up to. We are on these amazing journeys, and we have so much potential if we let ourselves.

For the first time in a long time, I am really happy, my energy levels have been getting back to what they were before the Gang Stalking thing. I am more in tune with myself. My dream world and my waking world. Before it was like a lot of the stuff that I would dream, I would not fully remember because I was so distracted by the Gang Stalking, Electronic Harassment torture stuff. Now that I am less distracted, I am a bit more in tune with my dream world and waking world. We travel in dreams, and often live out what we will do in the real world. Stuff is decided in dreams before they are accomplished in the real world. You can have spirit wolrds, that no one can hear touch or feel, but other spiritual beings. Promises can be made it the spirit world, and they can also be broken, just like in the real world. Path can be created, forgotten, and even abandoned.

The nice thing however is that we are not just passive beings on these paths, we are powerful creators, with a fully active say to what happens, and the choices we make. That is the neat thing that I am discovering, and I feel more hopeful than I have in a really long time, because I now know that, when one world ends, you simply create another.

April 27, 2008 Posted by | Asian, black, blue, changing vibrations, Children, Controlled society, david icke, Electronic harassment, ESP, Film, future, Gang Stalking, Gratitude, harassment, Health, Laughter, Life, Matrix, Mind Control, Mind Reading, Movies, Music, New World Order, NWO, past, Precognition, present, Quantum Physics, Record keeping, Relationships, revolution, Seal, Social Control, society, sound, Syncronicity, The Matrix, time travel, vibrations | , | 4 Comments

A weekend in the life of gangstalking.

A weekend in the life of gangstalking. Ok this weekend I was suppose to do some long overdue Targeted Individual shopping, but since I finally am starting to get back to doing my normal things that meant spending some time online and touching base with some people not related to gang stalking. Yes before this began I did have another life.

http://www.Youtube.com.
Ok this weekend was great. My youtube finally started functioning 100% again. I swear I am dating youtube sometimes. For the last two months it did not work as well as it should. The electronic harassment stuff does not seem to bother my computer, but the microwave stuff is not the best for me or my computer.

Anyways I spent the weekend catching up on my youtube vids that I had missed. I caught up on the David Icke series I had been wanting to see for some time. I caught up on some other videos that I had wanted to see. I also got to see the two banned episodes of this show called the boondocks. It was time well spent.
Blogs

Let’s go to newly discovered blogs next. I discovered all these great blogs this weekend. Most of them can be found on the links section of the website, but if you don’t want to visit it on your own, let me highlight just a few of the many I discovered here.

http://apocalypto-wanderings.blogspot.com/

Now this is Bills blog above. He is a retired pilot who lives in Floria. He has a wicked attitude and he is not afraid to scare off perps with the great liberal gun laws that Florida has. (Hey I am not advocating, but it was a funny and refreshing read.) However lately they have been hitting him with what sounds like microwaves as well. He’s a tuff one like me and he is hanging in there. He says that Florida is a great place for targets cause they have all these liberal gun laws. Anyways a nice read and lot’s of fun.

http://badexperiment.com/

A blog by a Targeted Individual. The blog is suppose to be from a Christian perspective. (Aren’t most of them?) Anyways, this target claims to have gotten over gang stalking. I am not sure that is the case, but the blog is a refreshing read. The story is told eloquently and it’s easy to follow and just flows. I really enjoyed this blog more than I expected. I added some of the choice posts from this blog, to the posts with the most section of the site.

http://in2worlds.net/gangstalking-and-targeted-individuals

In 2 worlds. Oh my gosh this blog was just so in tune with what I was going through. Where my thoughts were heading. It really goes ahead of the game. I only got through a few really good quality posts. I wish I had had more time to get through the whole blog, but my weekend was a full one online. However this blog rounded out the day and it just seemed to fall right in line with all that I had read and experienced. For the first time since Gang Stalking started. I really feel like I am falling back in sync with where I am suppose to be. As you saw from the mini blurb I posted on the site.

Finding the potentials. You know from my last posting that I am on a real find the potentials kick. So really this weekend was all about that. I don’t really know how to find them offline. Well accidentally I do, but not deliberately. There was that one time, but I ended up following the wrong person, this is before I understood more of the one handed sign language.

Anyways so I spent some time on google, yahoo, youtube trying to find them. That took up a good chunk of the weekend. However I discovered a site called http://www.experienceproject.com

There was a group called “I Am Being Stalked And My House Is Being Bugged And Wiretapped – Forum ” Can you believe that. There were like 5 people in that group, that had experienced this stuff. None of them had a name for what was happening to them, or anything. I think I can say I hit the jackpot with this group. So I spent the weekend emailing them, and just adding a whack of stuff to their group. Eg. Links, articles, books, videos,etc.

Before i got there they were getting the usual community support. Eg. You are nuts, why would strangers want to stalk you, you are not that important, have you seen a doctor, I was on drugs and thought that was happening to me. etc. Anyways I shone my gangstalking light into that darkness. Notice the haters faded away?

After that I started a Gang Stalking group on the site. This occupied most of my afternoon.
http://www.experienceproject.com/group_profile.php?g=88474

Feel free to join if you wish. Ok, but I did not stop there. I also found one more potential and someone who had questions.

http://www.safe4all.org/forums/message-view?message%5fid=61437

I think this also sounds like it could be Gang Stalking.

Then I found this great Oprah thread. Bout time someone there strikes up the conversation.

http://www.oprah.com/community/message-view.jspa?messageID=449335&stqc=true

I had other fun online, but I think that is the bulk of my shenanigans.

I also felt for once that i was experiencing something really spiritual. I realise that the body can be in one place, but the mind can almost be walking in 2 worlds. Again why discovering that blog was so in tune with my thoughts.

Anyways it was such a fulfilling weekend. I really felt in sync with so many things. I think spiritually I am getting back to where I need to be, where I was before a lot of this started.

The thing I am discovering about targets is more of what I knew. They are these bright, intelligent people. The things that they are into. When I read their blogs, it’s just really shines through for me, and a lot of times I see a lot of me in their postings. It’s amazing, but I am actually finding people I like, and would want to connect to. People that I have this amazing, albeit weird shared experience with. It’s great in some ways, but painful in others, because I wish that I could do more.

Like one potential said to me on the weekend, what’s the point of these sites if they can’t tell us how to get justice or how to get this stuff to stop? My answer is that it’s just knowing the truth, having the shared experience, knowing you are not going crazy. For me when I found out there was a name for what was happening to me, I was so happy. The potential I spoke to on the weekend, was crying, she could not believe that after how many years there was a  name for what was happening.

I do wish that I could have done more, but for now, being able to find her, and put a name to what was happening to her, (provided she was a real target) was all that I could do. I am hoping that by finding them, it will help to give them a fighting change. I know it did for me. I will always be grateful for finding that link to Gang Stalking. It answered years of questions, and it finally confirmed things that I suspected, but would not, could not voice. It was a light and if I can pay it forward I will.

Anyways, I have not heard back from any of the other potentials, but I will keep you updated. They all were sent emails, but wither they arrived, is another story.

Oh I also touched base with DaveinDublin, he has seen the post, but it’s hard to say much else on the subject, so I won’t.

Anyways, it was such a fulfilling and worthwhile weekend. I am sure the outside world missed me, but I was doing what I could do and it felt so good. Also it’s the one weekend where if I was charged with a crime, I could pretty much prove my whereabouts, just by my online postings and interactions. Kinda neat. 🙂

April 22, 2008 Posted by | changing vibrations, crazy, Electronic harassment, future, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking, Gratitude, harassment, Health, Laughter, Life, Online Stalking, paranoid, Relationships, Science, Single, Snitches, Social Control, Socialnetworking, society, Stalking, Targeted Individual, youtube | , | 4 Comments

So where have I been?

I have been taking an emotional break from it all. Sometimes the Gang Stalking thing can get a little bit weary and tiring, I mean we are all human right?

Also the every day mundane stuff, trying to go to work, and then do all the other boring stuff, knowing what you know, and for me trying to make a difference can be a lot.

I used my in between work time to get a fresh perspective on things. I feel recharged now, and am getting my perspective back. In other words, this Soldier is getting ready to go back into the fight.

I think that’s what you have to do sometimes, just take some me time, and that can be hard under any condition, but especially with Gang Stalking.

Now for me it’s not just Gang Stalking, it’s the electromagnetic harassment and microwave harassment. I mean the being followed around stuff is bad enough, but the electronic stuff is just as bad or worst.

Now I could let this stuff totally get me down, and I have my moments, where I am like, I can’t believe this is happening, but you can let it bring you down, or you can bring it down.

You can see the glass as half empty, or part full. I am still at the part full stage. So I could use the electronic stuff as an opportunity to wallow in misery, or as an opportunity to test out new shielding and to see what does work, and I choose the latter. (Well after giving myself a mental shrug and hug of course.)

Also during my selfish me time, I caught up on movies. I mean with the research and stuff, I have been so neglected for my movies, and it was nice to catch up on a lot of sequels that I wanted to see. The me time was great. Sometimes you just have to remember what it was like to human and stuff. I still had the Gang Stalking, Electronic Harassment around me, but inside my home, that is my space, and that is what you have to claim anyway you can, and if you don’t have a home, then try to make you, your home.

It’s in the mind a lot of it, we can let it break us, or we can break it. (Did anyone ever see the movie brave heart? Good movie)

So anyways of all the movies that I saw or caught up on, I say Pirates of the Caribbean 3 and The Golden Compass, I am legend was sort of boring, (really boring) I saw  a few others, but those were really good.

So fresh perspective. I think we have to wake up the potentials, or get others to help us wake up the potentials. I mean there are more like us asleep and if they were awake, think how much stronger we would be, and these potentials that the state will try to hunt and target like us, are probably the best hope to help try to turn this around.

Also we might not win, but we have to try to do what we can, no fate but what we make sort of thing.

I also believe that revolution starts in the hearts and the minds of the people, long before we ever see it out in the real world, and I think that is where people’s hearts and minds should be.

For me they have been really trying hard to break me, more so than usual. First the electronic harassment, they have ramped up the shacking room thing, so at first it felt like I was in a milkshake thing, being shaken, and then they would do the microwave thing really high, like on blast high, so it was a fun couple of months.

I learnt more about shielding and what works and does not work for me. Needless to say, I have my sleep back, and I feel way better. The harder they try, the harder I have  to try.

I have been coming up with some new spring campaigns that some of us might want to do in public. We really need to wake up people, the ones that are still sleeping. The people that are following targets who are not aware need to help try to wake them up. Remember if we don’t the future will be even more messed up than now.

I also think if people are going to make a difference they need to have some kind of faith. I believe if a revolution is to happen someday in the future, then you need God now as much as the Israelites fleeing Egypt needed God. I can’t see a successful revolution in hearts, minds or deed without a strong guiding hand, stronger than the enemies at the gate.

I feel more hopeful, considering the buggers are trying to really have a go at me, but I am happy to be here, trying to help, trying to do what I can. I have the chance to make a difference in the lives of others, and that is something I always wanted to do, and no matter what was happening to me, it seems like this is something that I was always going to be doing.

We are watching the world wake up from history, and we have a chance to change history.

I am choosing to have my cup be half full for the time being. I am actually fairly happy right now, and that’s not just because I saw date movie, which was pretty funny. No, it’s because I have hope, faith, and I believe in God, and I believe in his power and ability to make a difference, I also understand more than before than faith is one of the most powerful things in the world.

So I am more hopeful than before, but I do know that there is a road ahead, but I will not let them make me miserable. You can be alive and dead inside, I choose to be alive, the outer man parisheth, but the inner man remains, (something like that, it’s from the bible, it just means that we get older, and decaying on the outside, but the inside person grows stronger daily.) I believe that to be true.

I bring you what hope I can. I give what I can, and what I have to give. I bring peace and hope and share that where I can. I know it’s a pretty scary time, for those of us who are awake and know what’s happening, but it’s also an exciting time, because we can stand and we can make a difference, we can do what we can, we can make or break history, we have the power, it’s all about how we choose to use it.

So anyways, if you can find some me time, no matter what you are going through, I suggest you do.

April 10, 2008 Posted by | changing vibrations, Electronic harassment, Film, Food, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking, Gratitude, harassment, Laughter, Movies, revolution, State target, Targeted Individual, vibrations | 2 Comments

Don’t play the game.

The last year and a half has taught me many things about being a target offline and online.
Finding out that the world is nothing like what you grew up believing it to be has been a real eye opener. Democracy is an illusion. Democratic countries use covert war tactics to keep the domestic populations in line. These tactics range in brutality and there ability to simply disable a threat to outright elimination.

These tactics are nothing new and have been a part of the system since the system was in place. Be it using Red Squads on new immigrant populations to infiltrate, or to destroying certain unruly elements. Civilian Informants have always been around, and I am guessing that they always will that’s the disturbing part. Each unruly element then becomes integrated into this system. Some countries rule as outright dictatorships, their brutality is obvious and overt, other countries are not so obvious. They enslave their populations and control them in other ways. They use the citizens of the state to be the eyes and ears of the state. They use the citizens to control their unruly elements, to infiltrate, betray and destroy.

Anonymity. When I first came online, and finally found out about Gang Stalking, I tried to make contact with many of the Gang Stalking Groups. I have always been fairly anonymous online and that remained. The first thing I noticed about many of these individuals is that they wanted to know who I was, where I was from, my full name, etc. Most of this information was never provided. What they used to try to garner this information was a guilt trip. How can we trust you if we don’t know who you are? We have lot’s of perps trying to infiltrate us, if we don’t know who you are how can we trust you? We have nothing to hide, what are you trying to hide. These arguments in some degrees made sense, but what I would later discover is that these people would try to use city, and any other information to figure out who you were as a target, and then if you had a sensitivity they would try to use that as they further tried to psychologically put you off.

I believe if you are a target, you never have to share your identity with anyone. If you are going to be doing activism offline, this changes ofcourse, but offline you can be as open or as anonymous as you choose to be, and don’t let anyone tell you differently. A real target has plenty to hide, as far as safety is concerned offline and online. That is not to say that we should be hiding, but each target must decide their degree of comfort with revealing details about themselves.

The other thing I discovered online is that depending on what people thought my gender was, the early conversations and discussions changed. When I first came online, I still did not know a lot about Gang Stalking, that’s an understatement. I knew nothing about Cointelpro, had never heard of Red Squads, etc. What I did know, I tried to use in discussions and on forums with others to try to bring awareness about what was happening, in the hopes of getting this stopped. At the time I still believed that we were looking at something that was easily manageable via education and awareness.

I found that on forums if people thought that I was male and I was holding my own or winning via a debate on Gang Stalking, the persons that I was debating with would then go for personal attacks, these personal attacks usually tried to focus on maybe I was some sort of pervert, a pedophile or even sexual harasser of some kind. If you can’t win the debate then attack the person you are debating with, or their character. I found on other forums it was the same, if assumed I was male/female and the discussions were going in my favor, the personal insults would change based on the gender that they thought I was at the time, or gender I said I was at the time.

I find that on forums where I am perceived to be female, if I am around people who choose to use personal attacks, or character assassinations they tend to be more gender based, I find that you get a great deal of sexually explicit comments, or things that try to assassinate your character making you seem slanderous, almost deserving of the treatment. I also find that on forums where I am perceived to be female vs male, the personal attacks also quickly go towards, mental competency more quickly.

I find that on forums where I am perceived to be male, that if personal attacks are to be used they still center around trying to make it look as if you are some sort of pervert, character assassination of mental competency is also used, but not as readily in debates. These are some of the differences that I have discovered along the way.

Ofcourse online you can be just about anything you want to be. On one of my favorite forums I discovered I am a pixel on a screen. Neither male, more female, neither Asian, European, African, Spanish, neither gay nor straight, just a pixel on a screen. The interesting thing about the online world is you can literally be anything, and anyone you choose to be. I find that in the last year and a half, I have learnt a lot about how people treat you depending on the perception that you choose to let them believe, or give them about yourself. In reality online you really are nothing more than a pixel on a screen if you choose to be.

That is not to say that you still do not have to be careful with character assassinations, or critical personal attacks. You will find online, just as offline, the idea is to same, ruin the targets credibility where you can. Paint the target to be someone or something undesirable, someone deserving of their treatment and targeting. Offline this can put you in physical danger, and online this can put you in danger of a different sort. I think on online we still have to be very cognisant of this fact if we are going to be posting on forums and trying to bring awareness to the things that Targeted Individuals go through.

The nice thing about being online is I can honestly say that I like about 99% of the people that I have met and interacted with. Early I had a few negative run in’s. Also I had threads deleted, when I did win debates or was able to trap Perps as I was calling them at the time, into slipping up. Eg. I once had a Civilian Spy pm me, with personal info about a website that I ran, that they could not have known about because the website had not been made public. The pm’s were deleted in a matter of seconds of me pointing this out. I did save a copy however of at least one pm, but things like this were common in the initial months. Since then my online interactions have been extremely positive. Then there is that 1% of the online population that I have to remember my own rule with. Just don’t play the game. There is one popular forum that I find the majority of people are pretty decent to associate with, and then there are specific elements that still after a year and a half, are deeply intent on slander, and character assassinations. This would not be a problem, except a lot has changed within the last year and a half. As cute as these were a year a half ago, they are no longer cute. They certainly do not further the cause of Gang Stalking, and in fact serve to ruin what some have worked hard for. Ofcourse that is the idea, realising that, I do try to remember my own rule and just don’t play that game. This at times will mean just walking away.

I have had to learn to do this offline, so I am pretty well versed on this. I have had Civilian Spies, try to provoke me, and set me up in a variety of ways. Even before I knew what Gang Stalking was, I realised that sometimes you just have to walk away. There are times in the past that I have been tempted or provoked to physically removing the provocation from my path, I don’t regret any of those times, or actions that I have taken, but looking back and knowing what I know now. I can see that these people were being used to set me up so that who ever was observing me, would be able to say, yes it was an unprovoked reaction to something innoculate, or unprovoked, when in reality you are consistently being provoked, and people are consistently observing, looking for just a reaction. The same is true online, finding out what makes the target tick.

A year and a half ago I think I was more willing to play the game and put up with character assassinations, insults, slander, because nothing was as important as getting information out about Gang Stalking. A year and a half later however, things are different. The research that I have done has taken endless days, evenings, weekends, it’s consumed most of my free time. The phone calls to lawyers, police, advocates, other institutions, private investigators, community workers, etc, the semi-undercover interactions with the Suburban Spies, has taken a lot of time. I have put most in not all of my free time over the last year and a half into finding out what is really behind Gang Stalking. As we can see, character assassination online can be just as dangerous and damaging as they can be offline. We know that in Korea, China, cyber violence is so prevalent that 1 in 10 of the population is affected by this. This is similar to online mobbing, but it often escalates to offline community harassment. In the last few days I have had to relearn a lesson that I thought I already knew, and that is to just not play the game.

I like 99% of the people that I interact with online, then there is that 1% element who do nothing, but try to destroy people’s reputations with slander and character assassinations. At those times you just have to remember to not play the game. You also have to remember that it does not help the cause that you are fighting for, in fact you put yourself at risk of doing just the opposite, and if you care about what you are doing at all, then at those times you just have to remember to just walk away and just don’t play the game. As a Targeted Individual it does come with the territory and just like offline it’s good to be cognizant of this, and govern yourself accordingly, when possible. I know we are all human and it’s easy to fall into this trap, but avoid it when you can.

Going forward, can we ever really hope to change what is happening in society? Democratic countries do the same if not worst than what other countries do. Much of the populous in democratic countries are complacent with and to a degree or aware of what is happening. Much of the populous in democratic countries in someway shape of form are aware of, and are parts of the system and are fully aware and going along with what is happening to some degree. These types of behaviors are not new or uncommon, and this is how the state commonly deals with dissidence. The only thing is most of us think of dissidence as marching at rallies, and being outspoken at marches. Most do not think of dissidence as whistle-blowing, writing and unpopular news article, or standing up for yourself at work against a big corporation, unfortunately the people that rule this world see it quite differently. Controlling dissidence means preventing the rise of another Messiah that could electrify the masses. It means identifying these elements early, in all their variations and dealing with them accordingly.

The last year for me has meant joining in, but staying separate. Over the last year I started with a website that was 100% open to the public, to a website that is open for reading and forwarding information only. I think had I left the format open the way I had initially intended I would have been distracted from my research. The elements that usually join these forums are not there for anything constructive, real targets are often lost in the cross fire, and it does not help. I find for me, researching on my own has been the most effective thing that I could do. I also find that if you visit some forums, you can look back a year and a half ago and realise that they are the exact place that they were. Nothing ever changes and no progress is ever made, and it’s intended to be just like that. The same with many offline movements. You are meant to feel like things are progressing, but much like the forums, things don’t really change that much.

Though I am doing what I can, life is still a struggle at time. I try to remember that you can not let yourself get isolated, you do have to try to keep in touch with some people, keep people updated on what is happening. Activism does help. I find that if I was not doing what I am doing, things would be 20 times worst. Being aware of what to expect saved me from getting sensitised to other things. Eg. When the electronic harassment first started, they would burn me almost 24/7 in my home, and try to sensitize me to loud power tools, drilling. Being aware that this possibility existed, I was able to psychologically not let myself get attached and not form a negative association. This really helped a great deal just being aware, and I was able to avoid that trap.

Offline some people are scared. The ones that do realise what this system is do not want to go against it. They will not discuss this in many instances. More people in society are Citizen Informants than I could ever dream of even imagine. People close to me, co-workers, stores that I enter. We probably have as high, or higher percentage of Citizen Informants in the city where I am, than East Germany did. Which is pretty messed up for a democratic country.

I read a report yesterday from someone who has travelled to many European countries, he reports that some countries are worst than others. So again the concentration of Civilian Informants will probably differ depending on where you are, what I am seeing and witnessing here is large scale.

Going forward what is the best approach? Some people think that open revolution is the best approach. I think that revolution starts in the mind. People who are controlled and attached to a system of conformity would be better freeing their minds first, before anything else. Once the mind is free then anything else is possible. I think if you have a revolution and have the same mentality you had before this all began, then you will be right back where you started from. I remember recently reading about a slave that had just been recently freed from the still thriving slave industry. This slave was freed physically, but he could not conceptualise freedom, and so he stayed with his master, and eventually agreed to become a bondsman again. It’s like the baby elephant. You restrain a baby elephant with a really strong restraint, it tries to pull and pull and get free, eventually it learns that it can not, be free by tugging on the restraint. Eventually it stops trying and then you can restrain a 1000+ pound elephant with a restraint that can not really hold it in most cases, because it’s mind has been bound. Free your mind and the rest will follow is how the saying goes. I think that is true in a lot of cases. From what I am seeing, people offline are still just comfortable enough. Some do realise what is happening, but if they are not being whipped physically, many will not risk rocking the boat. Why should they, they would loose out on the MTV, Myspace, what is the celebrity of the week is doing. You know the things that really matter in this world.

A year and a half later, I am more aware of the situation than I have been before. I have come closer to a place of acceptance than I have been before, but I am still a long way off. The problem is more encompassing than I realised, but that still does not mean that there can not be a solution, however part of that acceptance is realising that the world has always been like this, and is likely to continue to be like this, unless some cataclysmic force intervenes, or human society raises their consciousness to a higher degree.

At this time I see a world slowly in some ways, but in others rapidly moving towards a one world government, a global society, where the population are educated, think, and act the same way, with every-one’s loyalty being to the State, and not to each other, not like we have known it in the formerly traditional ways of the world. People are comfortable with this brave new world that they live in. They like the advantages that it affords them. It does not require a high degree of morality, in fact it requires just the opposite of that. It does not require, bravery, chivalry, loyalty, honesty, in fact the opposite works best. In does not ask for faithfulness to anything but the state, you can not trust anything or anyone in most cases. Like attracts like. People are comfortable being around their own kind. If the people running the world are of the immoral or the corrupt then they will advance their own kind, and that is what you will find at the helms of institutions, and other centers of power, all the way up and down the line.

We are not the first societies to ever deal with these happenings, we will not be the last. The power is with the people. There will always be more of us than there are of them. If we remained loyal and true to each other then yes we could have the potential to defeat this system, but this system knows that and has us all in constant states of fear, mistrust, and disloyalty. 1984 has come upon us in subtle ways. It’s not just about staying alive, but staying human, and yet many of us will betray each other the same way the characters betrayed each other in the book. The State counts on this one true aspect of human nature.

Is there really any hope? There is always hope, that is one thing that is so good about human nature. There is always hope, even in the deepest darkness, the worst fathomless pit there is always hope. I find that the targets I meet, many of them have a profound faith in God, or a higher power, or something outside of themselves. I wonder if that does not go a long way sometimes toward being singled out. The highly moral, the ones that can not be easily corrupted, conformed, or controlled. You probably fit a personality type that you are probably not even aware of. It’s a blessing and a curse, but it’s probably a large part of what brought you here. I don’t always like the situation that I am in, but I know that if I have a choice to be on this side of the fence then this is where I would choose to be. I don’t like being burnt in my home, I don’t like the things that come with my targeting, the tactics that are being used to destroy my life, even the knowledge that the ultimate goal of this is to destroy me, but I would rather be on this side of the fence, than the side of the fence that could torture innocent children while they sleep in their home. That could harass men and woman and torture them in their homes. That could destroy women and men and ruin their reputations and lives. That could send innocent people to their deaths via suicide. That could see innocent people falsely institutionalised. That could cause innocent people to snap and mass kill others. I don’t always like this side of the fence, but I know it has to be better than the other side of the fence. So I carry on. I know that it doesn’t seem pleasant now, but I know this has built character, it’s helped me to become more of the person I was always going to be, always wanted to be. As strange as this sounds, the events of the last year and a half, have helped me on my path to becoming who I was meant to be. This journey though unplanned to my conscious mind, was probably always going to happen in one capacity or another.

This time has been unpleasant, painful (electronic torture is just not what it use to be), psychologically testing, but it’s helped me to be stronger on so many levels. It’s challenged me, almost daily. I realise just how useless hate is. It’s a wasteful emotion and it does not accomplish what needs to be accomplished. For me I read the bible a lot when I was younger, but it’s really given me a lot of perspective as far as many of the lessons, psalms or proverbs. I see that others have been though similar experiences, where is seemed like the world had become evil, and my faith keeps me going, as I am sure it does many other targets. I now have a better understanding of Nazi Germany and how people can turn on each other and betray each other. It comes on so slowly you almost don’t see it coming, but by the grace of God, or whatever power out there that like’s me, I was one of the lucky ones. I do consider myself to be lucky, because I spent so many years not knowing what was happening, knowing something was not right, and just before this could fully consume me, I was able to find out what this thing was, well to a certain degree. That does not mean that it’s made this evil time any better in anyway, but having an understanding is like a weapon unto itself.

I am grateful for this and when I look at the alternatives, or the targets that never got the chance to realise the evil that was upon them till it was too late, i do consider myself lucky. I might not win, but I at least have a fighting chance, many others did not. I also have the opportunity of helping others. I don’t have to sit back and passively take what is happening to me. I can share what I am going through, I can make the path easier for others who are going through the same thing. This is something that I can do and am happy to do it. This as most targets know is one of the most productive things we can do. Any sort of activism really helps you find your center and is a good source of strength.

Looking forward, I am hearing about targets that have been going through this for 10 years, 20 years, etc. Targets of Cointelpro have been hunted down since the 70’s and just because the government said that Cointelpro had ended the populas believed them. There are many targets of Cointelpro still in jail, murdered by the state. There organisations destroyed, personal lives disrupted and ruined. That is how the state then and now deals with dissidence, but even though the world is aware of this, and has seen this, it has not stopped this. People still hold onto the belief that if they just stay within the lines, nothing like this could ever happen to them. That is a mistake, but most people will not believe it unless it happens to them, and even then most would rather not believe the truth.

Going forwad what we can do is hope to light our own individual candles, and share that light with others, if enough lights shine forth in this darkness at the same time, then maybe we can bring about a change, at the very least we will be able to provide each other with some comfort within this darkness that has come over us again in this time.

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Tribute to Heath Ledger.

My tribute to Heath Ledger.

Ok now that a lot of the crazy stuff is out of the way. What he took, what he did not take. Who he dated who he didn’t, there is nothing else left, except for who he was, and what he did for any one person in his own special and unique way, and so this post goes out to him.

I think there are very few people that I actually think well of in this world. I am not that big into celeb gossip anymore, but there are a few people that I do like/admire for some reason. I like the Jolie-Pitt’s and a few others, don’t know why, just do. I don’t think you ever have to really have a reason for liking someone, you just do.

I think he was a good actor, didn’t see all his movies, but the things that always struck me about him was that sense of humour that he displayed in movies, behind the scenes. There was just something really human about him, that I think came though really well.

I really liked him in 10 things I hate about you. If Shakespeare has to be redone for our time period. I think that movie did a pretty decent job. I think taming of the shrew has always been a good comedy, and I think they capatured it well. However I think Heath in that role, showed a great deal of the capacity he was going to have as an actor. I still enjoy that flick.

I thought I would not enjoy it as much since his passing, but I caught it by accident recently, and I still laugh as much as ever, and I think I am just a little more appreciate of the movie. Sometimes people are not here for a long time, but what they leave behind is lasting. I know it’s not like an academy winning movie, but it’s made me laugh more than a few times during this crazy Gang Stalking stuff. It’s one of those movies, that gives me a few moments of normalcy, in a sea of churning, consuming abnormality. For that I am grateful.

Anyways, I just discovered this seal song that I like, and I think it’s just as good as any to leave behind in this tribute post. So here goes. The video for the song is really good. I recommend it.

Title: – Love’s Divine lyrics
Artist: Seal.

Then the rainstorm came, over me
And I felt my spirit break
I had lost all of my, belief you see
And realized my mistake
But time through a prayer, to me
And all around me became still

I need love, love’s divine
Please forgive me now I see that I’ve been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Through the rainstorm came sanctuary
And I felt my spirit fly
I had found all of my reality
I realize what it takes

‘Cause I need love, love’s divine
Please forgive me now I see that I’ve been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Oh I, don’t bet (don’t bend), don’t break (don’t break)
Show me how to live and promise me you won’t forsake
‘Cause love can help me know my name

Well I try to say there’s nothing wrong
But inside I felt me lying all along
But the message here was plain to see
Believe me

‘Cause I need love, love’s divine
Please forgive me now I see that I’ve been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Oh I, don’t bet (don’t bend), don’t break (don’t break)
Show me how to live and promise me you won’t forsake
‘Cause love can help me know my name

Love can help me know my name.

February 24, 2008 Posted by | changing vibrations, Gratitude, Heath Ledger, Laughter, Movies, Seal, Tribute | 2 Comments

The system.

I have a lot to update you with. The reason I don’t write as much as I should. I feel somewhat unlike before that it won’t make a difference I don’t think things will change. It doesn’t mean I am giving up, but I see the world, and more or less accept it for what it is.

Things to tell you about. Well let’s start with Mark’s site being gone. Rich-Essence.com is finally off the air. I knew this might happen someday. I had downloaded his pdf file realising that this might happen. I have seen about 3 or 4 sites dealing with Gang Stalking go off the air since I have been online and when I came online, I saw people writing and asking why sites dealing with gang stalking were off the air, well now I know why.

If Mark didn’t make it, it really sucks. I have been a bit bummed out about this. I mean he’s smart, smart has to count for something right? So I don’t know, there was no update from him, since March 2006. The site was up, but I did realise that meant that maybe he had just paid in advance or something. I don’t know. I hope that he is out there somewhere, but I have seen a few people not make it, so it’s hard to say. Anyways the best we can do for each other is to preserver each others memories, so I would ask people to download his pdf and to read it and to remember him if he did not make it, and to hope for him if he is out there somewhere still. http://www.Gangstalkingworld.com/Handbook/TheHiddenEvil.pdf

Also in regards to this. I am wondering if anyone out there in the blogasphere would be kind enough to download my site, just in case for whatever reason it should become unavailable, at least the information gathered would not be lost. You can download a copy of this free Internet program and it will let you copy any website. http://www.surfoffline.com/ Also you can get the ebook, now at lulu.com. http://www.lulu.com/content/1008709

Anyways in regards to Mark one way or another, I just want to take this post to say thanks for all the information you left out there. At first some things didn’t make any sense, but as the pieces started to fall into place, it made a lot of sense. This does not happen in a vacuum, you were so right. This system that we are up against is systemic, and all encompassing. We we never looking at just a few corrupt turns or events, or a few nasty people wanting to make other people’s lives hell. What we have here is a system that most of our population is taking part in and not saying a word about. It is a controlled society, and at one point or another, most people are absorbed into the system. I don’t know exactly how it happens, because in my worst dreams, I could not have believed that society and the world was like this.

I do now know that we have seen times like this before, in countries. Hitlers Germany, McCarthyism in the States and others times. Where a whole society goes insane or get’s corrupted and goes along with this madness. In those times targets had to flee and leave, because the whole of society was going along with it. This is something that I could not understand, no it’s something I would not let myself understand or believe, because it was just too horrible to believe, but the truth has been there all along. What we are seeing, it’s nothing new, it’s been there all along. We are just seeing the outward manifestations of this system.

See when I got online, I was just looking for help with the harassment that I was experiencing. I was getting mobbed, and harassed at work, I noticed corruption, and finally I noticed the corruption extended to the human rights commission, I knew that could be right. Had no idea how I would prove it, or even get people to believe me, but in going online and doing the harassment site, I realised that I had not been the first person to notice this either. Tim Fields bless his soul, in doing his bullying site, had also noticed the corruption and just before he died, was going to start to look into it. He didn’t get the chance to, but I think he probably realised what I did. http://www.bullyonline.org/action/obstruct.htm

[quote]Many targets of bullying report that they seem to be obstructed every step of the way in their pursuit of justice. The management refuse to investigate, or use an untrained investigator, or whitewash the case. The union refuses to help, or initially shows interest but suddenly changes sides. The solicitor initially shows interest but then starts acting in a manner which suggests they have the other side’s interests at heart rather than yours.

The employer’s lawyers apply for, and obtain, adjournment after adjournment, then obtain a pre-hearing review which the tribunal chairman handles in favour of the employer. In the tribunal, favour is shown to the respondent (employer) and you get the impression that the verdict has been decided in advance. Your solicitor, the respondent’s lawyers and the tribunal chairman seem to know more about your case than you think they should.
After the tribunal you’re left with no option but to privately sue the employer, the union, and your solicitor, and appeal the tribunal decision, but by this time you have no job, no income, your savings are gone, so is your health, maybe your marriage too, and there’s no prospect of ever being employed again, especially in the professions.
Sound familiar? If so, you might be surprised to realise how often this happens. Mostly it’s in cases from the education sector, although it may happen in any public sector case, for example the NHS. Occasionally, but less often, it happens in private sector cases, and in rare cases from the voluntary sector.[/quote]

Then I would also come across these great great articles and reports, which also added credence to what I was seeing.
http://www.news.utoronto.ca/bin6/060321-2139.asp [quote]Minority women face ‘double jeopardy’ of racial and sexual harassment in the workplace Policy-makers, human resources personnel need to be aware of gender/ethnicity vulnerabilities

New research at the University of Toronto is the first to empirically document that women who are visible minorities face a double dose of harassment in the workplace – based both on sex and ethnicity.

Professor Jennifer Berdahl of the Joseph L. Rotman School of Management and Celia Moore, a PhD student, tested the “double jeopardy hypothesis” by surveying workers at three male-dominated manufacturing plants and three female-dominated social service organizations.

“If you add up their sexual and ethnic harassment,” says Berdahl, “minority women are harassed more than others.” [/quote]

http://www.crvawc.ca/documents/WorkplaceHarassmentandViolencereport.pdf
The report is really long, but again it also has the same kinds of people being targeted, and the woman in this report, are again reporting the same kind of systemic corruption that I starting to see. Lawyers, tribunals, judges, you name it. At this stage however, you think, but many it’s just a few bad apples right? It’s not though. This is something that is systemic.
I would again see this at the landlord tenant tribunal, when I had to take the landlord to task for the harassment that I was experiencing. Again what I was seeing looked systemic, but I just did not want to believe it.

I would also notice that some articles online go missing. Important ones like this. Make a stink go see a shrink. An article talking about how employers are using psychiatric reprisal to shut down whistle-blowers. After what I had experienced with Carol the H/R person at CIBC in regards to her attempted reprisal to my human rights commission complaint this made sense.
[quote]Peter Downs

May 2001.
Reprinted with consent of The Progressive.

On October 5, 1998, Norm Crosty sent a letter to the labor relationsdepartment at his plant. Crosty, for thirteen years an electrician at Ford Motor Company’s Wixom, Michigan, assembly plant, complained that he could not do his job because so many of his bosses were taking the necessary equipment out of the plant to work on their homes or personal businesses.

The next day, the plant director of human resources invoked a Ford program for combating workplace violence to bar Crosty from the factory and ordered him to see a company-paid psychiatrist or lose his job.

A little more than fourteen months later, and 725 miles away, officials at Emory University cited a similar concern about violence to justify using armed guards to escort Dr. James Murtagh off university property when Dr. R. Wayne Alexander, chairman of the department of medicine at Emory, ordered him to see a company-selected psychiatrist or lose his job. Six weeks earlier, Murtagh, a professor of pulmonology at Emory, had filed a false claims suit against the university, alleging that it had misspent millions of dollars in federal grant money. He claimed the university diverted money from research grants in order to pay for salaries and trips for administrators and some staff. The specific allegations were sealed by order of the federal judge.

Crosty and Murtagh don’t know each other. It is unlikely their worlds would ever intersect, but they have at least one thing in common. They both are victims of an increasingly popular employer weapon against whistleblowers: the psychiatric reprisal.
[/quote]

http://www.bullyonline.org/workbully/bully.htm
See when you are going through these situations on your own, it seems like you are the only one that this is happening to. However, when you start to see the bigger picture, all the reports of workplace mobbing, the who is getting targeted, it makes more sense.
[quote]
1) How do bullies select their targets?
The bully selects their target using the following criteria:
bullies are predatory and opportunistic – you just happen to be in the wrong place at the wrong time; this is always the main reason – investigation will reveal a string of predecessors, and you will have a string of successors
being good at your job, often excelling
being popular with people (colleagues, customers, clients, pupils, parents, patients, etc)
more than anything else, the bully fears exposure of his/her inadequacy and incompetence; your presence, popularity and competence unknowingly and unwittingly fuel that fear
being the expert and the person to whom others come for advice, either personal or professional (ie you get more attention than the bully)
having a well-defined set of values which you are unwilling to compromise
having a strong sense of integrity (bullies despise integrity, for they have none, and seem compelled to destroy anyone who has integrity)
having at least one vulnerability that can be exploited
being too old or too expensive (usually both)
refusing to join an established clique
showing independence of thought or deed
refusing to become a corporate clone and drone
Jealousy (of relationships and perceived exclusion therefrom) and envy (of talents, abilities, circumstances or possessions) are strong motivators of bullying. [/quote]

Again the pattern of who was being targeted. The none sheeple people. (The bright, those who excel, the whistle-blower types. The other reports as mentioned above indicate also Woman, and minorities. )

What was not clear then is the fact that most of these people will not only be targeted for their smart, good characters, but they will be targeted because they are not part of this system. This creepy, zoombie, informant, whatever you want to call it system. The ones who are also getting targeted also seem to be blissfully unaware of this system.

We are not, or were not aware of this system, but more importantly we were not a part of this system, and I think that is the key underlying reason that we are being chosen, targeted, and decimated.

But we are just average people, right? So why are we being chosen? No we are not average. We are anomalies to this system of corruption, that most of the rest of society is a part of, and that is just one more reason we are a problem, or could be a potential problem. When you are not going along with a system that is systemic, and maybe you make a wave or get noticed, then that is a problem for this system and that is where it starts. The targets are chosen with good reason. We are not a part of this system.

This following is not the best analogy I could have chosen, but this is how I feel. It’s like in those zombie movie, and the rest of the world get’s zombified, and a few survivors are left, and the zombies are trying to turn, kill destroy the survivors, cause they have something that are not. Eg. They have life, brains, whatever you want to call it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vIkNDfm6hBQ Let me simplify it. In an enslaved society, no one likes a free man.

The majority of targets, all that I have encountered, were as blissfully unaware of this system, as I was. At least if they were aware, they have not said anything. I don’t think they were aware anymore than I was. Cause why would we be aware that most of society was a part of this? This cute little snitching, signally, spying, lying, corruption network? I don’t roll that way, so I didn’t think others did, but that’s naive, because I know others do. What i did not know is that most others in society do. Yeah the movie the Matrix had a lot more value than I thought. Because again, who would think that we are enslaved, not in chains, but in a very different ways, when we are taught that we are free? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k88iqFpxeIc

I know a lot of these people don’t want to be a part of this, but I know equally that a lot of people do, and people are not willing to do anything to change this. I don’t exactly know how people get inducted into this creepy system, but I now know that it’s systemic. (I don’t even want to say it.) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z-mknABEP8s

At some point your kids, your parents, friends, and other family will probably be a part of this system, and they will go along with it. If you have no idea what I am talking about, then I am happy for you. A year ago, if I read something like this, I would have been like, what the heck, and probably would have dismissed it. Same thing I did when I saw the Matrix.

If you know what I am talking about, then I get why you don’t say anything and why most will not do anything to change this, but it does not make it right. Also since I am seeing it from this perspective, I can see the evil of this system. I understand that from the other side, the other perspective, many people think that this is great, and that continues to boggle my mind. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kcihp85wfQM http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RA7cRwUiU-E

The truth will set you free, but first it will make you miserable.

Spiritually where I am? You would think this sort of targeted systemic attack would be bumming me out a lot more than it is. I mean it does in someways, like when I see another real target off the charts it’s like a bummer, but then in other ways, I am happier and more self fulfilled than I have been in a long time.
Last year this time. I didn’t know WTF was going on. I was being burnt in my home, I was seeking help from all the responsible channels in society that we have been taught are there to help. Canadian Human Rights Commission, Amnesty International, Police etc, only to be told like other targets before me, that they could do nothing to help. Realising that the police were a part of this. Watching politicians take part in this, ofcourse being betrayed by the ex-family, didn’t help either. I didn’t have a clue as to why. I really not only felt alone, but I was alone, and to say that is was me against the world, I see now is not that far off a sentiment.

Well now I sort of have a clue as to what’s going on. At least I have what I can accept for the moment. I am still alone, but I have me, and that’s good. I am way more connected, and informed than I was a year ago. I also see that the more things change, the more things stay the same. Wither you are a target of the state that lived 2000 years ago, or a modern day target, the set up’s, slanders, and tricks of the state are all the same, and things end up just about as well for modern day targets.

Mark was also right that we have seen this evil before, past times, Salem witch trials etc. It’s the same insanity, but unlike those times where we can say it was just a small little group that did some bad things, we have a society going along with this and willing to also do some bad things to targets.
Yet truth feels so good, it’s so cleansing. Like I literally feel happier than I have in a long time. I am closer to being self actualised than I was a year ago, if this self actualization thing even means anything in today’s society.
I am better spiritually than I was, I am still not where I want to be, but much better than I was. I feel more balanced internally, and I think that’s just cause I have had to be to get through this. Now don’t get me wrong. I am still being electronically harassed in my home. I still get these electronic skin burns sometimes. (Or something that looks and feels like that.) Still you get accustomed to stuff. I am not saying I want this to be a part of my future by any stretch of the imagination, but if it’s something that I have to go through, to become who I am meant to be, then so be it.

I also realise now, my chances of finding a decent world, where there is little or no corruption is not likely to happen. It does not mean that I won’t find decent people though. I like to think that I have online sometimes. The places I blog, I get people that I encounter that I like to think of as good, so I think there is still hope, but I tend to be the overly optimistic sort.
So I am still trying to survive the best I can, being a target, does change things somewhat, but I have to believe that there is still a way to go against the grain and survive, I have to believe that. Faith can move mountains, it can part seas, and it can help all people in times of trouble and tribulation. So it’s really causing me to try and find my spiritual center. Not saying it’s easy, but day by day, I do what I can.
In someways I am a little bit heartbroken, the world is nothing like what I thought it was. It’s much more evil and corrupt, than I realised. Heck it is evil and corrupted to the core, still others have gone before, and others will come after, and the world will keep on turning. It is as it ever was, all that’s changed again is my awareness of this and my coming to terms with this.

I am trying to swim with this tide, through the tide? It’s determined to encompass me, but instead of splashing and frailing, I realise that water has a flow, it has a natural pattern, and if you are going to get through this, you have to find out how it flows, and try to let it flow around you. Else you just get caught up in the tide.
So I am trying to get my priorities in order. Survive, fight acne, and make the world aware of what’s happening. I had to upgrade the fighting acne, skin care before world dominance.
Dietary, I am actually eating I think healthier than I was last year, and I am happy about that as well. What else can be said.
Others have come and gone, the reason the information was not more readily available, is because the drones of these powers that be, monitor and shut down, or decimate those trying to get the information out. There are not enough real targets out there to keep preserving the information, so each target almost has to start from scratch. (In every generation a new target is chosen.)

http://www.uow.edu.au/arts/sts/bmartin/pubs/98il/il05.html
[quote]Spread information
Having information is only a beginning. It’s no use if it sits forever on some shelf. To have impact, information needs to be circulated. The general principle in challenging the hoarding of information in bureaucracies is to “spread” it, namely make it available to those who can make use of it.[/quote]

My making people aware of this, will not make any more difference than those people who fought to make people aware of the scandals in the catholic church, in fact some have suffered extremely for their efforts, and for what? People still hand their boys and girls over to these men, week after week, or leave their kids alone with them. Children are still being sexually prayed upon, and the catholic church has now made investigating these instances more difficult than ever. Now all complaints of this, must go directly to Rome, courtesy of some statues that the new pope put in place. The same new pope who was responsible for seeing that that laws were in place that allowed for this cover up to continue.
People had the power to change this, they had the power to walk away, threaten to walk away until the system was fixed, and could really protect their kids, but they didn’t. Instead big money settlements were made, and again we were taught that money could cover for a multitude of sins, which still continue, as much as ever. The people who let these systems happen, have risen to power, and the innocent are the only ones who continue to get slaughtered. People had the power to change that system, but they did not. Those who fought to expose this, and those victimised by it, are the only ones who have not risen in power.
Making the world, the few in the world aware of this system, who are not aware, will most likely not change it. Because these systems in one way or another work for many people and that is why they have no desire or inclination to change the system. There is no need. If it works for you, then you have no need or desire to change it, and at some level this works for these people.
As long as they go along with it, it supports their corruption, sins, secrets, and let’s many do what they should not do, so it works.

The reason targets are so targeted is because we are anomalies to this system and just one target out of control, free, not following the status quo, can be a problem. Just like some of the young men who died via the year of the gun, once a part of this system it won’t let you leave, just like any slave society. For some reason in our blank little lives, most targets have managed to be too good, none bribe-able, nothing to black mail with, nothing to threaten with, and nothing to use to make them a part of this system, so they are sought out and destroyed in other ways, or just placed in situations with people who are parts of these systems, so they can be effectively watched and monitored.

There is more I wanted to say, but this post is already way too long. So again my situation is not ideal, but it could be worst. There are thousands of people getting mobbed, bullied, harassed, gang stalked, whatever you want to call it, targeted by a system that they have no idea about, my situation is bad, but it could be worst, cause at least I am not a little bit aware of what is happening, and I stand a better chance. So again I am going to look at the half full glass senario for as long as I can.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5-LnenoWfD8

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Ship Shape Spies.

Big improvement on the S.S. Suburban Spies.
Ok there has been some kind of massive over haul with the way things are being run, now they actually look like someone owns them. As we all know someone does own them, the government and they are snitching and spying for the state, so the least the state could do was dress them up and trick them out appropriately.

Ok I am not sure for the reason for the changes, I am guessing, because they were making themselves so obvious that they could be seen from space, hello.

Also I was noticing this poser guy, that is the only word for him. He was dressed in like over 30ish rap gear, which so did not suit him, and then he was all like covering his mouth and doing nothing else, expecting people to signal back, it was so obvious he was being a poser. Even I was like, I don’t know you. I saw him again this week, and his posing was doing way better, he was sitting back and just observing them. That’s the way you learn. I don’t know what he was thinking. He still had the horrible over 30ish rap looking outfit. It just so doesn’t work. Not sure what his deal is.
 
Anyways, changes that I have noticed.

Better postures, now they actually look like a suburban spy force, rather than people who crawled out of bed with nothing better to do, and decided to collect government spy-fare cheques. Or do their delinquent state duties.
Outfits. I have not seen any really tragic outfits that needed mentioning. Again I haven’t seen anything amazing this week, but again, at least they look like someone owns them now.

Signalling. For all you targets out there, at least the ones who live in my city. This week the spy force totally went underground with the signalling. NO more crazy, outlandish on watch eye signals.
They have actually opened up a dictionary and learnt the word subtlety. Thank God. It was so bad, their signalling. I didn’t want to totally diss them at the time, but big improvement. Eg. This Asian guy on the train, did the pretending to be sleeping thing, but he’s really good at it. He only opens his eyes to see who else has come on board and to give directional signals. He was really good at what he was doing, same with the woman who was his cohort. I would say he was the conductor of the moment on that train car. They were doing this really cool back to back and face to face thing, which really works, good for them, bad for us targets. Of course I had to have some fun with it, but he really did a good job.

So they really are being way more subtle, if you want to see them in action, you are going to have to do what the poser guy is doing and just observe them. They have dramatically improved. So targets be more alert.

They also now are better at coordinating the train arrival with getting everyone in position on the platform, so that is way better. Can I ask anyone, why they still feel a need to come and sit with me? Do I look lonely to you? Really. Do your spy thing, but stay away from me. You still get the odd few who have not opened the dictionary to learn the word subtlety.

So today at lunch it was funny. Cause it was Easter Sunday right the area that I lunch in, the washrooms were closed right, so as they tried to do their usual pretending to go to the bathroom, it was funny to watch spy after spy, slam into the closed door. The looks on their faces.

Then now when they walk past me to stalk me at lunch, instead of walking over to try to see what I am eating and doing, they actually are trying to be pretending to be not spying, but it’s still so obvious to me. After spending the last nine months of my life openly being stalked by them, tortured by them, and having my life invaded to such a unspeakable violating degree, it’s not likely that I would forget them.

Our society is in trouble though. If the numbers that I am seeing on the train are any indication we are in such trouble. I mean seriously, on the train I am seeing well over 85% taking part in this. That is being modest. Now I don’t know if I am seeing more of a concentration of this cause I am a target, but remember what I use to do is I would go from car to car to check, and I would walk from the front to the back or whatever, and each car was the same.

I can tell you I work in an small office of under 50 and everyone but me is taking part in this. Now I don’t know if they have been inducted since I started working there, but I don’t think so. They have been put on alert however. Yeah I’m nutty. Sure.

I can also tell you, I have seen this in other things, eg. People are so use to the signalling and signing that they do it on camera in some cases. I don’t want to point out the examples, because things go missing too easily in cyberspace. However I don’t think that the numbers I am seeing taking part in this are wrong.

It’s like a cult. The people that are in it, can’t see that anything is wrong, or that they are a part of something bad. Many of them, not all of them, because some people don’t want to go along with this. Like the ones who died trying to leave this, or became socially annexed. Remember this is running from top to bottom in our society. It has been for some time. More than likely decades in one form or another. I spent years on the planet, and I had no idea. I spent eight years or more, being a target of this, and I had no idea, till last summer.

From what I have read and researched, I fully believe that this is what is causing a lot of the workplace mobbing and suicides that we are seeing. It’s also causing people like me who don’t figure this out in time to become jobless, homeless, forced suicides, mass slaughter, institutionalisation, or jail.

I don’t see how this is getting stopped. Eg. A month or so back, I saw a guy on the train, he was like mentally ill or something, it was kind of like obvious. They were watching him right. That was then. Today I saw him again. He looked more together, but more importantly, he was signalling. Now I wasn’t absolutely sure at first, but I am pretty sure, more importantly, when he got off the train, no spotters were following him that I could see. That means he is like one of them now. That’s creepy.

Did anyone see those alien movies where they take over the planet, like body snatchers or something? Just where a few people see the truth and realise what is going on, and there is no way to get the truth out. I can not be the first person to have noticed this, but our media can’t or won’t talk about it. The agencies that should be protecting us are not, or they are owned or influenced by the people that we are trying to seek protection from. I won’t even go over my CHRC (Canadian Human Rights Commission) complaint, that is going nowhere fast. I faxed it so many times, and each time, they either didn’t get it, or oh there is now a page missing, or oh we think there were two files opened. We can’t use everything in the complaint. Just like all the other people before me have found. It’s just irritating. Where is justice to be found?

Anyways if you do have a spy force that is going to take over the planet someday, at least they won’t all look like tragic fashion victims, who can’t coordinate simple signalling, or who don’t know the meaning of subtlety. On the other hand, the planet is going to be taken over by a spy force, the people controlling the people. I never understood this, mental slavery. It’s the worst kind, when you don’t know that you are bound. There are no bonds so many do not know that they are bound. The ones that do, they can’t get free. It’s like finding out too late that you married into the mob, or a cult or an abusive person with the wrong connections. You find that you can’t leave.

The things is if they could find a way to pull it together, before the whole world is snitching they could maybe get out of this, but they don’t. Like I use to wonder why the slaves did not ban together and just rush those slave masters and get free. It’s cause slavery is more than physical bonds. It’s mental. It’s like you have an elephant right. As a baby, what they do is they chain it with a really strong chain, well it tries to get free right, like any sane thinking person or creature would try to do, well it can’t cause it’s only little right. Well as it grows, it can totally get itself free if it wanted to, cause it grows strong, but even if they use a rope to tie the elephant with, it won’t try to escape, because it’s learnt that it can’t. It’s a total myth, but the elephant has been bound mentally as well as physically, and even though it could easily now throw off the physical bonds, it can’t throw off the mental bonds.

It’s the same for people. You get them when they are young enough or naive enough and you enslave them, physically or even just mentally and then after awhile even if they could get free they stop trying, they think they can’t. But it’s a myth, yet so many can’t get their minds around it, and so the system stays in place. It’s really bad, because over here we are taught how democratic we are and how free we are, and it’s a real wake up call, to realise that this is going on in society, and with such numbers of people, how could they all be taken in like this? I know over here we are really polite and stuff, and if the government asked, most of us would try to help out, cause that’s the kind of people we are, and many are not seeing the dark side of this. They either don’t know the truth or just don’t care. Just like Germany. I mean that whole thing, must have given them back such a sense of community, belongingness and togetherness, that they just over looked the fact that they were sending their neighbours the Jews off to death or concentration camps. What lies did they tell themselves to get by? Or did they just have a completely separate reality? I don’t really know, I can’t try to really exhume that part of history, and dissect it, but I think what we are coming upon is very close and similar.

So how are people going to see the truth? I didn’t. I know this signalling crap has been going on since I was in college, and I am sure even before them, but I just could not have wrapped my mind around this. I mean we are taught that only the Russians and Chinese and Germans spied on their citizens and had them being citizen spies. We were taught that we were just not like that, but that was a lie. We were exactly like that too. It was just a lie, but I bought it, hook line and sinker, like so many others in society. Which also makes me wonder what else we were lied to about? When you start reading about history and things that happened, things that never made the history books, you see the same patterns of repression, and the same periods in history. Many of them passed and sanity came back once more, and ofcourse we can all hope that this is all one more such time, but what seems to be happening seems to be on a much wider scale, and I am not sure there will be a period of sanity again.

I grow hopeful when I think of people like Rosie O’Donnell and saying the truth no matter what it’s going to cost her. It’s funny America is suppose to be free speech and stuff, but I see death threats to Rosie, and all these other hateful, and character assassination messages and they are so unnecessary. I mean she has a right to ask questions, questions that some people want answers to. I mean if the US government can come up with Operation Northwoods, the sister plan of 9/11, then why not 9/11? The US government has in the past, made plans to mass murder it’s citizens with terrorist actions and then blame it on others. Hijacking of planes, dead people in many cities, if they planned it once, why not a second time? It’s like the wife who finds out that her husband once planned to have her killed, in a skiing accident so that he could get his hands on her inheritance. Then 10 years later she gets killed in a skiing accident, and he get’s his hands on her inheritance, but everyone is going, he would never do that. Yet they have the proof that he would do that, cause he planned it before. Anyways I am not going to fault people for wanting to think well of their government, but just wake up and have a slightly opened mind. It will break your heart, and destroy you if it’s true, but so will living with lies in time.

I guess that is also true with the suburban spies, some have seen the truth and the truth has set them free in some ways, but it’s probably making them miserable in others. Simply put, ignorance is bliss. I am seeing the dark side of this, thank God. If I wasn’t I might think it was cool, or suave to be a Suburban Spy, these people get to play at this, and I have to fight for my survival. Well really we all do, cause the truth is not very pretty, and I feel bad for the ones who finally start to understand what God they are truly serving.

April 9, 2007 Posted by | 9/11, Bullying, concentration camps, Cultural diversity and multiculturalism, discrimination, Electronic harassment, Gang Stalking, GPS tracking, Gratitude, harassment, High technology, Iraq, Laws, metropolitan police, mobbing, New World Order, NWO, politicians, Politics, Red Squads, sexual harassment, Snitches, society, Stalking, zero tollerance | 3 Comments

Mindless Conformity.

Well I have had a couple more opportunities to test out the brilliance of the suburban spy force, who will from here on in be fondly referred to as the S.S. I think that title is very well suited for them.

The SS is what the German soldiers of a time past were called and now that is what these ones will now be called, because I think the name rather suits them.

Anyways I had an opportunity a couple of days ago to see if our spy force were up to their nasty tricks again. I saw some woman screaming at the top of her lungs, heading onto the subway. Now from a distance I was not sure if she was just another annexed victim of society or if she was indeed being harassed by our new SS. So I got on the same train car to check.

Well I could not see anyone around obvious that could be bothering her, so I left it at that. She was white, about medium height, short brown hair, red jacket, and I think she had colourful eyes of some sort, but it was hard to tell as she was screaming out her lungs about the end of the world and repenting. Now since I didn’t see anyone obviously bothering her, I left it at that and got off the train when she did at the next stop. She headed outside and I figure screaming on the streets is no ones business but hers, so I left it at that. Plus since she was screaming about the end of the world, who am I to judge her as crazy? With all the weird things happening now, she could be on the right track, plus her screaming had subsided.

After I got off the train I then realised of course since my lovely computer is probably being tracked all over the city, I say this with good reason, that it might have shown me at the location and the brilliant spy force, and the masters pulling their puppet strings, might have chalked it up to me screaming at people on the train. God knows they are sleazy enough for anything. After that incident at the library with the frisky perp I think that they are capable of saying and doing just about anything. I am happy to say that in the 8 years or more of getting gang stalked I have managed to not have any sessions where I had to yell at any of these creatures in public. God knows the temptation has been there however.

The point with this clip trip is I didn’t see any obvious signs that she was being bothered and since I could not see anything that happened before her outburst I could not predict if she was targeted or not, but I was tending towards not. Which reminds me that I still have not been able to follow up on the bug lady, whom I do believe is a target of this harassment. She is white, petite about her 40’s, I came across her recently and I am sure that she is a target of this. I have tried to clue her in to what was happening, but I don’t know if my message was received. 

Also the coworker who has been placed beside me full time to spy on me, the one that I mentioned that use to be a target, but is now one of them, I just found out that he had a military background. I was not aware of this, and now it has me wondering if this is where his targeting might have started from? I have met many people who have told me that they had military connections. I can’t recall what he said he did in the military, it has something to do with communications and weapons. Now there is another target who runs a gang stalking site and he use to be in the military.

So the force were in better form over the last couple of days, which is good to see. I saw almost marching poses, and straight backs on many of the ones who were stalking me over the last couple of lunches. Usually you get the ones with the dreadful postures, and they look just dreadful as suburban spies. The last couple of days they were in better form. However the ones on the train are still in need of work. No offence to them.

One really good mention that I found in particularly good form recently not only had the make up trick down pat, but she was also working with one of my favorite tricks, which I call TDRMT. Now as a target I use this one myself, so I can’t go into any details, but she got top marks from me for the performance. She looks sort of eastern European, short dark hair, a SS if I ever saw one. The outfit to match. Now I know the SS force need to have people who look regular, but they really need to work on some of these people. Eg. The overly pushy female from yesterday. I love the ones that are so overzealous at what they are doing, that they end up being just so bad at it. This was here, and then she had attitude to boot. I clearly would not have given this one the red badge of courage or anything else. SS like this are irritating, not good at what they do, and oh where do I begin. I have seen many more people using the picking at the nose to mask directional signals, now again very effective, but can I just once again say gross.

I have seen slightly better coordination this week, but I can’t believe that they are using these people for Suburban Spying. I see constant gaps, and things that they should be paying attention to, but because they are too busy with the harassment of people like me, they are busy missing these things. Being stalked and tracked like an animal has made me more observant to say the least, but it’s also made me realise that these people are not going to save the city from anything, but themselves. At the core they are just average people, and they are keeping an eye out in the course of their day to day jobs, but only what they are being told to watch for. I could explain it, but why bother.

So the city in reality is no safer at all, and all that is happening is that we have people tracking the wrong people in my opinion. They are going after people who might actually be smart enough to help them should an emergency happen. These people are well left up to their own fate. The things they should be watching they are not, and the things that they should be not watching that is where their eyes are glued.

Busy bodies can be a good way to know which laundry detergent this and that person is using, and who is sleeping with who and who’s child is wearing second hand clothing, but this information is only going to go towards black mailing people later on. I am not sure it would ever actually go towards saving the city.

Then you have the spy force that has to see which products targets buy, and which brands they use. This can be effective, except by now, much like the people who make home made drugs, real terrorist would have figured out a work around that these people would not be looking for I am sure.

Their flaws are obvious and just as easily exploitable as ever. I am glad I ended up on the hunted side of the blanket. I mean I am not glad to have my life interrupted this way, but it’s made me a better person, I can honestly say that. It’s given me more substance, something that many of these people lack or start to lack after doing this for awhile, and substance is what you need to see things around you clearly, not a bunch of scared mindless, conformist robots that jump at the sight of their own shadows.

March 27, 2007 Posted by | Cultural diversity and multiculturalism, discrimination, Gang Stalking, Gratitude, harassment, High technology, Laws, mobbing, NWO, Snitches, society, Stalking | Leave a comment

The run down.

The psycho civilian spy force.

Ok these members of society that are suppose to be protecting the city, but who are in fact mobbing people out of their homes, apartments, and communities.

They are driving innocent people to their deaths, or to the mass homicide of others.

They are causing others to lash out violently and to be placed under arrest, or worst, to be committed to mental hospitals.

These people are doing society no good, and they are a harm and a hindrance to those around them. Some citizens might be genuinely trying to do their civic duties, but too many are using these new found powers to hurt and harm others.

So here is the run down on how the civilian program is working and will continue to work, until someone gives these people the wake up call they so richly deserve.

1. They like to dress themselves, and their children in military fatigues. Why I don’t know. Cause if they really think that they are soldiers, they are the worst soldiers on the face of the planet. They could protect a fly, much less the city that they currently fester and infest with their stupidity. I guess thinking of themselves as Soldiers guarding the city gives their meaningless lives purpose. That’s great, just stay out of mine then. I am sorry but can we find another type of perp dress? Don’t get me wrong, so perps, pull off the military look rather well. Girls and guys, and I have to give those ones an A for effort, but then you have the others, who just throw on something military looking, that does not go with the rest of the outfit, and it’s horrible. Functionally stupid and fashion victims. Not a good combo.

2. They use the one handed sign language to communicate. Cover month, or pretend to be yawning to begin communication. You can touch your nose to indicate a few things, like I know or pointing and touching the nose for directional signals, the double blink would be I understand, and the touching of the eyes to say they are on watch. Now they are many others but if you care, you go out and you try to learn their language, or get a book on one handed sign language, or hold down a perp and tickle them till they confess what their language is. I don’t know and I really don’t care.

3. They will try to box in the target. Eg. They will try to sit in square formation around the target, you know, should the target do anything crazy or terrorising, like telling them how lame the target things they are. This is likely to be interpreted as crazy or a terrorist threat, and will undoubtedly get the target stalking even more by our civilian forces, which is undoubtedly lead by inspector Clouseau and his relatives.
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4. This one is funny and it took me years to even realise. When they are trying to provoke you, eg. Jiggle keys, cough at you, slam down lap tops, smack hands together loudly, whatever the idiot perp activity of the day is. They will do it to something specific. Remember perps can not think on their own. (I think I mean that literally.) So for example, in my case, on the subway they will try to perp me off to the subway stops. Eg. Every time the driver reads a subway stop, they will do a perp action to try to provoke a reaction from me. On the bus, it’s every time the bus stops and starts. On the street I don’t know. So in your case just look for a pattern or count off the times, these creatures, are like trained lab rats, except less intelligent.

Wow someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. That would be me.

5. They do use something below the dry wall to cause the vibrations in your homes. Eg. In my last place I lived there like a year and a half and nothing. Then one afternoon I went grocery shopping only to return to the smell of paint and the floor vibrations, and future electric body burns. Well when I moved into my new place. I had one good night of sleep, no paint smell no vibrations. I went to work the next day. I came home only to be floored by the stench of paint, which still resides and when I finally went to sleep the vibrating floors. I also found traces of paint splatter, or that stuff they use to slather over the walls to even it out. Whatever that stuff is called, like plaster or something. Also I found a small bit of copper, and it looked like it had been soudered. So it’s some kind of wall modification. I don’t know if they do anything below the hardwood floors, cause I am not an expert, but it could be both.

6. How many people are a part of this? I work in a smaller office now, and I can tell you, that every single person I have meet so far in that office is a part of this, including one person that came in on my heals who I suspect is a government, or security shrill. (I have no proof of this yet.)

7. These people are seriously stupid. I would feel sorry for them, except for the fact that they are destroying people’s lives and I can’t find it funny. They really do seem to be going after decent people. I meant someone recently who I think is another target. I have not had time to confirm it, but based on our brief meeting and the things she said it sounded like it might be the case. She just seems to be that decent, discriminating taste sort of person. These are the ones that they seem to go after. That person at work who always does the right thing, never breaks the rules, the highly moral. The worms of the earth get to eat and devour the flesh of these people. Great.

8. I think they check their phones for the jobs in the area. I was leaning over someones shoulder rudly, trying to read what the hell was on the phone. I could make out something about jobs in the area, but not much else. I say this, because I notice that you will have them on the train, they will be checking their phone. Then one will read something, then that one person will figure out what the sensitivity is, and then translate that to the others who will then begin the perping. So something is on their phones, that they are reading, and learning info about the specific target.

9. Did I mention that they were stupid, functionally and otherwise? Do I need 5 people in the washroom when I am going to the bathroom. Some being rude enough to actually try to peek through the stalls? Are you on crack. (Don’t answer that. I already think I know the answer to that question.) People if the target is in the bathroom, they are stationary, and unless they are going to slip through a hole in the floor, they are probably not going anywhere. Yet perps will be so intense on doing their thing, that they will follow you into the bathroom, and if it was permitted, they would follow you into the stalls.

10. Apparently there is a way to repel them. It sort of how you would use garlic or a cross to repel vampires. Perps really hate having their covers blown. They really think that they are being covert. Even when they are signalling so horribly that the moon men from space could make them out. Now there are some people who signal very well and they are extremely subtle and they get high marks from me. Even though they are perps and trying to destroy my life, it does not mean I can’t give high marks when I see quality signaling. The others should be sent to perp remedial school. (Well they all should be, but some more so than others.)

First the good. Spanish ladies and the pretending to do the make up while perping. This is an art form in itself to watch and witness. I think they should be given a gold medal. They do it so expertly and so well. These chicka deserve high praise.

You have the Canadians with the coffee cup to mouth, which is like putting your hand over your mouth, or the fake yawn. (Oh that’s the other thing. When perps yawn and they don’t cover their mouths. They are not being rude, they just don’t want their fellow perps to start signalling again.)
Some will use a pen or other objects, for the strokes down the side of the check, again very good signalling.

I have seen the caribbean perps, use the handkerchief to do the three wipes to the forehead. This is great you just pretend to wipe away some sweat a few times, and the signal is passed.

The signal that I love not the best, are the perps sporting glasses, one quick tap to pretend to adjust it on the face and you have the watch signal passed. This one is cool.

Now the bad. The Indian or Pakistan way of doing the nose thing gross. Eg. The men pretend to pick at the nose while passing the directional signals. It’s crafty, but gross. The target(s), eg me, find it gross, and just so you know, your fellow perps find it gross as well. Just so you know.

Oh and the lame perps who have to rub their whole face to get the eye signal across, just so wrong. Eg. They will close their eyes and pretend to run the eyes repeatedly. It’s just too over the top, you need to find a way more subtle way of doing this. I swear I was like so about to reprimand one yesterday. If you have to be a perp, it’s called subtlety. Goss. Look into it.

Dislikes. I saw a young girl, she must have been 6-7. The child was passing off signals. Her trash mother was with her. You know the type, the child is dressed in mixed matched clothing and perping is the first time they have had anything in their lives to call their own. She had her child passing signals. I find this gross and offensive. Why do I think this is the type of parent who would also trick out their child to some gross fat man for rent? I just find it wrong. Trick yourselves out, not the kids. (For the child’s part, she was pretty decent at the signalling.)

Honorable mentions. The teens are really good at this, as are many of our Asian friends. Both can perp and appear to be really natural. The teens especially. They can make a date and perp and it’s all flowing for them. I guess kids learn languages better than adults, they are just so good at it, most of the ones that I have seen, and it’s almost seamless. The kids are good at this, but with teens they are old enough to make choices and if they want to take part, it’s their business.

OH another honorable mention. The kissing perps. Eastern European or some sort. I don’t think Russian, but I am not sure. Anyways, this was a few months back, when I was just noticing the perp signals. They were all pretending to snuggle, then she does this lean back thing, and perps while looking over the shoulder, while he is supporting her, with one hand on him. (I can only speculate as to the other incredible, gymnastic feats these two get up to, but they also get honorable mentions in the good perping category.)

11. Find the conductor. Now like I said, perps do not seem to think for themselves very well. So their seems to often times be someone who is conducting things. Eg. Someone who is telling this perps to go here or there. Don’t get me wrong, they will also instruct themselves to say who should get off at this stop here, and that stop their, but what I have been noticing is their seems to be a master conductor. Usually this person stays on the train longer than the others and they tell the perps where to go and what to do. So my new game is find the conductor. Oh maybe I should save my games to play with perps for another post. However there are several and they are all fun for the bored and stressed out targets to play.
This is what I have said before, but I will say it again. I think that they are getting the lists from other countries. I think this goes on in other countries, and has for many years. I think they are using the people in other countries that use to be a part of this system over here. It’s the only way to account for the large concentration of this that I am seeing. It’s crazy, so many people are taking part in this bs. I can’t believe these people are that stupid. However I get that that they genuinely believe that they are protecting the city, or keeping an eye on potentially dangerous people, but this is crazy.
Anyways that’s been the run down for this week. I am not sure if this will be a one time post or a multiple post. Now keep in mind that the army garb is specific to my city only. I have heard in other cities they use the crappy baseball caps and other things, so some things are only city specific, other things are universal. I don’t know if the language is universal yet, but I am trying to find out. I suspect that it is. Oh and yes they do use money terms. Eg. They will say stuff like do you have 2 toonies, I guess in the states it would be like 2 Franklin’s or something like that. I think this is covered in Terrorist Stalking in America. I would not really know however.

March 8, 2007 Posted by | Cultural diversity and multiculturalism, discrimination, Electronic harassment, Gang Stalking, Gratitude, harassment, High technology, Laws, metropolitan police, mobbing, NWO, Online Stalking, politicians, Politics, Snitches, society, Stalking | 1 Comment