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Reviews with extra views.

Ok I caught a few movies recently and wanted to share that with you. So this is mostly fluff about which movies I have seen and my feedback. May contain spoilers.

1. Don’t mess with Zohan

Ok this is a comedy with Adam Sandler, he plays an Israeli assassin, who get’s tired of the work and goes to to America to be a hair dresser. Mariah Carey makes a guest appearance in the movie.

Ok the movie is funny in ways, because the character is in some ways out of the 70’s with his hair styles and sexual promiscuity.

Part of the movie shows this big corporation hiring these people that look like the minute men, (that militia group) they are hired to start rivalry between the Jewish and Palestinian community, then have the one blame the other for the mischief that happens, but in the end it all works out ok. The message of the movie is one of those can’t we just get along this is America.  Least that’s how I interpreted it. Cause when he goes to America he ends up working in this hair shop for this Palestinian girl that he start to like, after he finishes doing half the older women in town ofcourse, cause that’s suppose to be romantic and funny.

Eg. As part of the movie he literally satisfies the customers in more ways than one. Now most of the hair salon customers are over 60 so it’s suppose to be funny. There are lot’s of sassy over 60 out there, so don’t get me wrong, I am just saying that’s how the movie portrays it.

Now as funny as this movie was, not so much, but good for a laugh none the less, I kept thinking that the other message in the movie, really should have been “don’t mess with Zohan.” In the real world who knows what he was picking up with those adventures. I mean in the real world there is a real STD problem with the geriatric generation. High on that list HIV, HPV, Herpes. Viagra what have you done?

http://www.local6.com/news/9283707/detail.html
http://health.usnews.com/usnews/health/articles/070805/13senior.htm

I thought it was particularly cute in the movie when they find the preparation H, and the mother of the guy Zohan is staying with and sleeping with says she uses it for her genital warts.

http://www.healthandage.com/public/article/3215/Seniors-Are-Having-Unprotected-Sex.html

I kept thinking nice girl in movie, why you mess with Zohan. The title speaks for itself. No seriously if you take the movie for the comedic value it’s meant to give it’s good, but if you put any real spin on it, there are two messages in the movie, and for me the title says it best.

 

2. Sex in the city

Ok I have seen one episode of this show. I really thought it was about woman having sex in the city. Then some girl told me it’s actually about trying to find true love. Ok.
Then some guy at work said see the movie, it’s really nice. Ok. So I saw the movie.

It’s good. It’s actually funny, and you don’t have to have watched the show to get the movie. I won’t ruin too much of this, but someone tries to get married, someone cheats, and ofcourse people have sex.

The guy who cheats was funny, he was like, it was just the one time.  It was funny, but I had sympathy for them both.
In the movie he had been without sex for 6 months, cause of the busy ice queen. I felt sorry for him. On the other hand, I felt bad for her when she was like, I changed for you, you broke us. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t think 6 days, 6 months, or six years is a good reason for cheating, but if something isn’t working, talk about it first, before stepping out.

As it was her friends shared different views on this, some thought once was forgivable, she did not. I do think people can slip up, but in general if you love someone truly, then why step out?

http://www.cheatingways.com/why-do-we-cheat/the-anatomy-of-an-affair/

Contrast this to the love letters that the Kerry character reads a little earlier in the movie. They are from a book of great loves, Napoleon to Josephine etc. I think there are people that can find each other in this world, and truly care about each other from start to finish, and truly leave everyone else out. I think that’s still the concept that I still have.

http://dir.salon.com/story/books/review/2002/02/08/mitchell/

So the movie leaves the question can love last. Sure it can, I mean the Kerri character breaks up with the Mr big character and they get back together, apparently they were dating for 10 years before trying to get married. So I guess it also depends on your concept of marriage and relationships.

All together this movie was worth seeing.
3. Wanted

This was the next movie that I saw. I think Angelina Jolie is just great in this action packed movie. Now the movie is very Matrix, like, with a bit of terminator thrown in. I really liked it.

This was the second assassin movie for the weekend. I really don’t want to give too much away here with this one.

Needless to say there was one part of the movie where she saves him, and it’s that, come with me if you want to live feel. Also right at the beginning, this character does this almost Matrix like assassin move and it’s like wow.

At one part of the movie I started to question the motivation of the characters and if they were telling the truth. I remember when the Gang Stalking thing started and I just came online, I was being told so many things and being directed at who to hate, and who not to hate. I am glad that I did not get sucked into that, because unintentionally, I could have been online placing blame on one group of people, and missing parts of the bigger picture. I thought of this when I was seeing the movie, now let’s just say, you always have to find your own truth, you can’t always trust everyone, not everyone will do the wrong thing when the truth comes out, and some characters just amaze you.

Needless to say, I still really think the Angelina Jolie character was the best and most amazing. I don’t know if this movie needs a part two, but much like the Matrix it shows you some truth about how the real world works, with seeing things, almost synchronicity, but more so. It also has a message at the end.

Unlike 10 years ago when Matrix came out and I totally didn’t connect with that movie at all, till years later, this movie I connected with more so from the beginning, because my awareness higher than it was before. If you are unaware, a lot of these movies just pass you by. I am sure some things passed me by on first viewing, but I hope to see it again. I also like the code in the movie that the first assassin breaks, it’s also very Matrix like when you hear them say that. It’s a neat movie.

I recommend this one out of all the ones that I saw.
4. Jumper
This is an old one, not in theaters, but new on video.
This kid has powers where he can teleport. Kind of how some people can astral travel in their sleep. Why not just call it astral teleportation?

Anyways, it’s an ok flick about how those without powers always have to fear and destroy that which they don’t understand, or fear. Kind of like X-men, but not as cool or anything.

The part that did catch my eye in this movie was that the bad guys were using electricity to control the jumping, there was a line about let’s see how far you can jump with a thousand blots of electricity going through your brain, or something like that. I guess that would disrupt the neural synapse, also make it hard to concentrate on where you want to jump to.

It just reminded me of how people use electromagnetic harassment on targets of Gang Stalking to disrupt their lives, and my consistent question of, what else is behind it. Why do they have to keep us in an electronic cage, what else might be behind it, that we are not aware of, or even suspecting?

Anyways, the movie is cute. Worth renting. The only thing I can think of however is much like the X-men if you really did have such abilities, you would in no way shape or form use them with such frequency, not if you wanted to stay alive.

I always think if people have special abilities or talents they might want to keep their mouths shut, least they end up in government labs. I mean the government is investing large amounts of money into psi phenomenon for a reason. ESP, telekinesis, mind readers, remote viewers, and a whack of other talents we know nothing about. If you are not working for them, then can they really afford to have you running around scott free?

Think about this, sappers above you, mind readers below you, a target would really have their work cut out for them then. Just a thought.

Still the movie is cute, plus it’s a two night rental.
5. Bourne Identity
Believe it or not, this movie really was great. Yes I realise it came out like a billion years ago, but I missed seeing it ok. So I finally saw it, I wanted to catch up on the series, but felt wrong about seeing three before 2, before 1 etc.

This movie is great and I really like the character. I think the trilogy is great, and I am glad to hear that a part 4 is in the works.

This was assassin movie number 3 for me. What can I say about this one, action packed, delivers from start to finish, and apparently even assassins get bored of the blood and guts, sure the pay is nice, the multiple identities are a bonus, but at the end of the day we all just want a little peace.

Oh also forgot, see Iron Man, that movie kicked ass, and I forgot to include it in the reviews.

July 8, 2008 Posted by | Disease, electromagnetic frequency, Electronic harassment, Emotional Vampires, Film, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking, Mind Reading, Movies, Precognition, STD, Syncronicity, The Matrix | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 3 Comments

Been there.

Been there, done that. This whole Gang Stalking thing should seem really alien to me, but it doesn’t. I don’t mean Gang Stalking specifically, but being persecuted, sort of excluded, maybe tortured, it all seems so familiar, and some days I sit and think, been there, done that, probably will do it again.

Which leaves me to wondering, if I really have been there, done that, what was the point, and what is the point of this? Do we really choose these paths? These lives, these destinies? I already told you recently that I do now believe that we exist over and over again. If so then why, and do we really choose these paths? I mean is this torture, persecution something that I would really choose, that anyone would really choose? On a conscience level, I would hope not, but on a subconscious level is there something to be gained? Is there some sort of spiritual growth, and understanding to be had from a life like this? Why are there so many character similarities in the people that are going through these experiences?

I’ve had these thoughts on the brain a little bit, maybe a lot lately. Not saying that I have any answers, but I am asking the questions again, which is something that I had stopped doing with the whole Gang Stalking thing. I mean state torture, does not put you in the mood for quarrying all things cosmic, maybe something about being electronically fried that just ruins the mood. Anyways, it’s an interesting quarry, for those of us in this situation, with a belief in higher things, why are we going through this? Did some part of us choose some parts of this, if not on a conscience level, then on a subconscious level?

Are we destined to repeat these types of experiences in some capacity, do they really help us grow? Again don’t have the answers, just the questions.

I was at a park the other day, and I was actually enjoying myself, it as a large space, so my encounters with snitches were minimal, and people seemed to be more concerned with walking dogs, playing sports, taking their kids to swing, normal stuff people use to do, and still do, but they seemed for the most part to be more into that, than any noticeable citizen stalker following me around. It was nice, anyways. I came to this spot and this dog was doing a pointer pose, you know here they put one foot up, and then point. The dog had the pointer pose directed at a squirrel. The squirrel didn’t notice, but me and a few other people did. The squirrel was just innocently foraging for whatever, meanwhile the dog, clearly had other things in mind. Much like us, and the government that is trying to destroy us.

The dog did this for several minutes all the while drawing closer to it’s target, while the smaller creature sat there unaware. Anyways by this time a bit of a crowd had gathered to see the fate of the squirrel. At one point it looked like it was headed safely up the tree, but then came back, as the predator drew closer, all the while I am thinking, why don’t I do something. I mean I wanted to help the squirrel, but it was almost like you had to wait and let it play itself out. However I did try to do subtle little things to get it’s attention, little noises, telepathic communication, (didn’t work.), visualization, anything to get the squirrel up the tree, without interfering. I am sure some of our stalkers feel the same way at times. It was like being in one of those nature shows. I am sure most people wanted the squirrel to escape, but I am sure some wanted it to meet the other fate, anyways at the moment to dog got close enough to pouch, just as it was about to pounce a noisy large vehicle from the street drove by, broke the suspended animation silence and saved the squirrel. It ran up the tree the way I had tried picture it.

Still I walked away, wondering why I had not just thrown something at it? However we all stood there, even as I stood there, I was like why don’t I just do this or that, but a part of me had to just let it play itself out, but even then I knew I could try to will the outcome, and visualise the squirrel being safe, and try to get it’s attention is subtle ways to steer it out of danger, but I still don’t understand why I didn’t just throw something?

I think the same suspended animation at times holds the human conscience in it’s place. We know we should do something about this creepy future world enslavement that is slowly coming forth, but something holds us in place. we try to do what we can in subtle ways, but we don’t do anything outlandish, that would save the squirrel, but we try to get it’s attention, but no heavy interference. I don’t think the loud vehicle that drove by just before the dog pounced was an accident. I think it was part of the collective will. Even if we did not warn it openly, we could hope for it’s escape, visualise it safely up the tree, hope that something would come along and save it, and so something did. Even if you can’t always do it openly, there can be subtle ways to shape human destiny, or help it along.

At this stage I don’t know if I should tell you about some of the stuff that I have been reading or do a separate post. Hum?

Well been reading about Reincarnation. From the latest book, which I enjoyed, I learnt about matter being able to appear out of nowhere and go back there again. I was reminded that past, present and future do not happen separately on the continuum, but happen simultaneously, or something similar.

There was one quote that really caught my eye.
http://cotu.nomadlife.org/past/2004_12_01_archive.aspx
 The author is talking about Reincarnation, why he can’t quite believe it, but can’t quite dismiss it either. He says:

[quote]
“Even though I immediately sensed that the ‘sign’ wasn’t what it seemed, it was years before I came to see it the way I still do. For some reason, I was given this gift, this weird, irrefutable demonstration that there is a more to the world than its surface. That whatever we’re all about, whatever the universe is, it is far more than just some empty, mechanical, material machine. There is some. . . force out there, something beyond knowing, that we can nonetheless–on some level–feel, and see and interact with. My petty life, and all my personal concerns, in some way connected up with something so big, so far beyond myself, that it could choreograph a little performance like that tailored perfectly to what was going on in the mind of one confused kid.”[/quote]

What does this have to do with Gang Stalking, it’s the whole of why we are here, why we are having this experience, why some of us have even made it this far, and where do we go from here. Why other will get the right search term to lead them to the concept of Gang Stalking and others won’t. Why others will connect all the dots in time, and others won’t. How we are going to figure this out. I don’t think I would have gotten here with just logic alone, when I did, I checked the facts, rechecked, removed what did not fit, looked for other answers, but some of the times I found the path best guided was when I reached out to a higher source, force, a power within, without, whatever you believe.

I think I have been here, I think I have done this, or something similar, I probably will again. I am asking the questions however, as to why, what my purpose is, and how I can do what I am meant to do, in this moment.

Just some stuff that I thought might be nice to share.

July 4, 2008 Posted by | changing vibrations, Citizen Informants, Civilian Spies, control, Controlled society, ESP, future, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking, Kilmeer Gill, Life, male, mental-salves, New World Order, NWO, past, present, Quantum Physics, Science, silence, Snitches, society, Stalking, Syncronicity | , | 2 Comments

The Veil

I have been distracted lately. Since discovering the site in 2 worlds. I have been thinking a lot about this stuff.

It’s nothing new for me, infact before a lot of this workplace mobbing started, and Gang Stalking started, I use to research stuff like this all the time for fun.

I love finding out about the fact that our science is really messed up. The time lines are so bad, carbon dating is not accurate, and the Greenhouse effect, is probably a natural phenomenon that the earth has seen before, and will again. (Pole shift anyone?). Small little things like that.

I also loved reading and learning about the spirit, weird phenomenon like PSI stuff, spiritual contracts, NDE’s, past lives, etc. I was so up on this stuff, and my library records probably reflected this.

I keep this in mind because again with the targeting sometimes the reason that you think you are targeted is not the real reason. The types of people being targeted are pretty specific. Smart in many cases, moral, independent, free thinkers, not conditioned the way society said we should be, etc.

I keep wondering if I should start another blog for this. I know this blog is suppose to be about Gang Stalking and it had the odd other post stuck in there from time to time, but lately my mind has been elsewhere, and rather than not share that with you all, I would rather just start another blog in addition to this one to keep the two separate. Actually what I really want to do is keep the same blog, and have you journey with me on my path of transformation, but I do realise that might not be possible depending on the stages that you are in. (Torture and psychological warfare, do not exactly make good bed fellows with spiritual journies, but they can.)

My Gang Stalking still continues, some days it’s all that I can do not to wish the snitches away, but that would mean wishing pretty much all people away. (I am ok with that.) I like my alone time. I love my privacy, to have that taken away has been a real violation. I don’t mind my privacy invaded by people who have my best interest at heart, but I do mind my privacy being invaded by those who do not. In fact I mind it a great deal most of the time, but sometimes there is not much you can do.

So what have I been thinking about? Sometimes I feel like the whole world already knows and I hate that, because my thoughts are private, and anyone who cares about me would respect that. I don’t care if a few close people know my thoughts, but not the whole world.

Anyways I have been thinking about the beliefs that we are spiritual beings having a physical experience. Before this started, I use to read about spiritual contracts. Some people believe that we are spirit and that we come here to earth agreeing to have specific experiences, agreeing to meet specific people at different times, even agreeing as to when we will go back. Some mothers have reported having spiritual or dream encounters with their future unborn children, and making an agreement with them that they would have them incarnate with them for a time, and even knowing what they would be coming here to do. Pretty interesting stuff.

http://ezinearticles.com/?Spiritual-Contracts—-There-Are-No-Victims&id=279881

I believe the spirit world is all around us, it’s not some far off concept, not by a long shot. I also think that it’s nothing more than a thin veil, that many other cultures have learnt to transcend. From Shamen, to spiritual reader, etc.

I think that dreams are how the spirit world communicates with this realm. Eg. Because most of us in society are not aware of this fact, that realm communicates with us the only way it can, via dreams. Why the imagery is so messed up or different is beyond me, the translation is weird, but that what happens. Dream books seem to be aware of these translations and some are really good with helping to break down this barrier.

I also think that this realm communicates via synchronicity. Eg. You are trying to find the answer to something and suddenly a sign appears, a book falls, a picture, object appears, mostly signs, billboards, etc. I believe that’s just one way our minds communicate with the spiritual. It’s how we reach each other at times, and how those in other places reach and touch us.

I do think we come here with purposes, deciding what we want to do, however I also fully believe that we can get distracted, lose sight of that path, or never fulfil what we came to do. The challenge is to stay open, not let the pain, burdens and heartaches of this world hold us down.

I believe we start off in this world being very much aware of the spirit realm, but as we grow, unless you are from a culture that actively and openly nurtures this, then you lose sight of this really quickly. That is also why young children show greater PSI abilities and then lesser by age 5.

I believe in societies like ours, children especially are exposed too quickly, and conditioned too quickly to lose sight of this. I believe our societies foster families that don’t have the time to nurture these attributes in children and so we raise these violent, unproductive beings when we could raise up these free spirits, that have amazing knowledge and abilities. (Healing, mind reading, telekinesis, etc)

I think these are amazing abilities because we don’t know any better. We don’t realise that these are things that we all start off having the potential to tap into, however due to abusive childhoods, sexual, physical, emotional, psychological, even underprivileged childhoods, etc we loose track of that.

Children are not trained up in these ways, infact they are conditioned from birth, with tv, school, church, work, etc. By the time many of us enter adulthood, much of this has been depleted, we have often fully lost touch with any of this, or the capacity to fully tune into this stuff. Much like changing channels, or vibrations, we tune in and out of this stuff like we do with people.

The world hurts and abuses us, and leaves us emotionally downtrodden, enslaves, most don’t realise it, and so we loose touch with these amazing people that we could be, that we all have the potential to be. In any given time period ofcourse there are some that by the grace of God, make it though unscathed, untouched and able to help guide, or teach others, but it’s so rear, when it should be the norm. Our society does not have our spiritual best interests at heart. It’s not in their interest to see these things fostered, and so everything is set up in place for these things to fail.

I liked the movie the golden compass, when it showed them trying to get the kids to grow up and remove their spirits from them. I think that’s why we have people in powerful places and positions, who are helping to run child porn rings. Children are an amazing and precious commodity and very few get to be nurtured in society the way they deserve to be. I don’t mean money or privilege, that helps, but it’s not the be all and end all.

You will also find in society if you try to present new concepts, ideas, or if you discover something that goes against the grain, or that is outside of the norm, then you will get shot down, often your discoveries will be removed, and if you don’t keep quite about it, you will be on the governments most wanted list.

We could have paradise, but we have a painful prison instead, and it’s not necessary. That’s part of the real truth. It’s so sad when you really tune into this. It’s also hopeful, because when you do start to realise that we are powerful, we have choices, we can change our lives with thought, sound can create and call things into existence, the world changes for you overnight and then you have a new reality, and new concepts that you have to try to decipher and understand. The world holds many mysteries and adventures just waiting to be had, often time we have to just tune into it, or let ourselves be open to it, but most in society can’t because they don’t know how, they have never learnt, or they just can’t or won’t let go of these restrictions that have been placed on their minds.

We can help each other on these paths, but we still have to have our our experiences, our own journeys. Love is the highest power, the greatest law. We are all one, but we are all individuals. (Makes no sense right?) Think of Star Trek next generation. Auto is this cool creature that comes from this world where they can all meld into one, and share each others thoughts, experiences etc, but then he is one individual as well, who can step away from that and have his own unique experiences. Even the borg on that show are another interesting concept. We are one, we are a human collective, a human conscience, and yet we are individuals who have our own experiences and make our own choices.

There is so much in society that explains this, many have tuned into this before, and will again, and the only limitations are those that we place on ourselves and those that we let our society place on us. Most in society are so not in tune with these concepts, infact these concepts are anathema to most in society, which is really sad, because these concepts could help free our society from the unseen bonds that hold us in place.

Most of us in society do not have caring nurturing relationships, not truly, not with our kids, not with our parents, not with our spouses, we don’t often really know how to. Thus the breakdown in marriages, kids hating parents, friendships that don’t last etc. Our society is set for these associations to fail, and if they don’t fail on their own, the society is more than willing to give a push. I often wonder at the people getting targeted. I even wonder about high profile cases in the news, like the Mormons. Did society really care, or is it just that we had no access to them, not enough snitches, they were raising the kids without these limitations, just some thoughts. I am sure there might have been genuine concerns, but after ruby ridge and Waco, these things now come to mind.

Anyways, how can you have truly loving caring relationships with others if you have never been taught? Also how can you be truly open with someone that you don’t trust, or feel has your best interest at heart? How can you ever fully tune into that person? Most of us are use to and accustomed to substandard relationships that leave us bruised and broken in many cases. We learn to close ourselves off emotionally, people in our society seem to be great at physical closeness, be it hugs, physical intimacy etc, but most are not ever able to achieve emotional, psychological, spiritual closeness.

Also sometimes when you can achieve these states they can grow stronger in some cases, so strong that a deep emotional bond is created, however in other cases do to abuse, emotional, physical, Psychological, Verbal etc, they can become diminished. We are in a society where many of us expect to be betrayed, abandoned, belittled, dis-respected, and it’s all good. However that’s not good, that’s not healthy, that’s not sane, and the more we let ourselves get exposed to this, the more we become closed off, and then we often bring those to other relationships, and those newly created walls, that are designed to help us handle the pain of the situation often remain in place.

Innocence can get corrupted overnight, we start off being trusting people. Most of us are not prepared or equipped to handle, sociopaths, psychological manipulators, people who do not have our best interests at heart, we often start out believing that the world is a good and safe place till something teaches us differently. Then we have to figure out how to deal with the new knowledge, the new world view.

With Gang Stalking, I thought I had a fairly good idea with what was going on. The years before I knew the term mobbing, or gang stalking, I knew what people were doing to some degree, and that it was wrong, and hurtful and yet they kept doing it. I just thought how horrible they were, cause if you are doing something and you know it’s hurting someone, and you keep doing it then obviously you don’t care about the person. This created a lot of distance with friends and family, but until I found out about Gang Stalking, only then did I come to realise just how deep the betrayal was.

See when you don’t have the full picture, or even 5-10% of the picture, you have some vague idea as to what is going on, but you really don’t. Until you see the full picture, you can’t really know what is going on. I knew I was being betrayed, but I had no idea how bad it was, till I found out about Gang Stalking, or how widespread it was, or how many people were involved. Once I did know, I again had to make adjustments to deal with the new reality, but some situations are like that, you get about 5-10% of the picture, and then you miss out on the other 90-95%. It’s like having one way text messaging, you can send, but you can’t receive, or you receive one or two short bursts, but you are never clear on what is happening, you never get to see the whole picture and therefore can not truly make proper assessments, decisions or judgements.

That’s always been one of the more irritating parts with the Gang Stalking stuff, the rumour mill. Everyone in your life knowing more about your life than you do. People getting one side of the story and assuming it’s the whole story, picture, when you often have no idea, didn’t say that, or weren’t aware of that. After about 10 years of this, I am almost numb to this. I have had to come to places of acceptance where I do realise I might never hear the full story, where I have to formulate opinions and ideas with about 5-10% of the puzzle. Life is more fun when you have all the pieces of the puzzle, but it’s just not always possible.

The other irritating part is the concept of intimate infiltrations. The fact that some people will try to get into your life just to see how they can screw you over and hurt you. Friendships are hard to form this way. Family well some of the worst has been done. Love, well being the romantic sort, that does put a damper on things. I believe in the concept, the possibility, but love has to love you back, or then is it truly love? If you have someone in your life that is not true, not loyal, not faithful, and does not have your best interest at heart, then are you really loved? My logic says no, and that is what the dangers of intimate infiltrations are. Ofcourse that is why targets have to be so careful.

Even if it’s not intimate infiltrations and it’s just regular romantic relationships, I have seen the strong and the wise brought low with bad decision making. Eg. Samson with Delila, (I always wondered why he didn’t kick her to the curb?) I mean here is this chick gathering all his secrets, and then spilling them to his worst enemies. So not cool. Then Solomon and his women, took him away from the very God he loved as a child, he should have stuck with Sheba. Then there are more modern examples, Whitney and bobby, she went from Queen of pop, the children are our future, teach them well, let them lead the way, to crack. I think the years with Bobby, his cheating, and fathering kids with other chicks did not help her self esteem, and she seemed to have at least some before him. Then there is Diana, beautiful princess ruined by her choice. I remember that she wanted to walk away before the marriage, but the names had already been engraved on the plates. Great kids, but a marriage not made in heaven.

Then I have seen others come together, Brad and Angelina, great combo. I love watching the path that these two walk. The kids that they bring into their relationships, Angelina and her concept of finding her kids in the world. I think they are just on such a cool journey. Also Cudos to Keith Urban for cleaning up the act when Nicole came along.

I think in any situation that the right people can have a profoundly positive effect on another person and that is what we are here to do for each other. I think in other situations people can have a profoundly bad effect on each other. I think the right people who really care about you and love you, have your best interests at heart, do right by you, and do not betray you, help bring out the best in you. I think if you are worried about what your friends are doing, family, or even spouses on a consistent basis, then you might not be on the right paths with those people. You can’t choose your family this is true, but you can limit contact with them if you feel that they are betraying you, the others can all be chosen and or removed on these life paths that we are creating for ourselves.

Right now I still feel really good about my path of transformation. I am physically limiting people that are bad for me on my path, and I am trying to do the same on an emotional, spiritual and psychological level, which takes more work. Sometimes people come into your life for you to learn a lesson, concept or just experience something. I find that people are transitional, and you can’t always count on the fact that they will be there for you, the only one you can count on is you, and God. Still I am trying to be more open, trying to tune into the spiritual.

I find that it’s hard. My spiritual self is still so different than my conscience self. My conscience self has seen a lot of the grit of this world, it’s hardened, logical and accepts the pit for what it is. I think my spiritual or inner self is still more hopeful, trusting, believing in love everlasting, happy endings, truth, loyalty, friendships, trust. I find for me it’s difficult to tune into the spiritual because the one is so different than the other. That’s what’s so neet about this world, you can find that you don’t even really know your own self at heart, and that can be a discovery in and of itself.

I still look forward to learning more, getting back to basics and concepts that I use to know, new concepts that I want to understand, like about sound and how it affects us. How we interact with it. I want to know my whole being as a person, I want to continue to be purified. Like all those before me have been, by difficult experiences. I want to understand why I sought this experience, what I still hope to or need to learn, and I look forward to new people I might meet along the path. There are still a few good people in the world, so much to discover, see and do. I have a new feeling inside that was not there before, or rather has not been there for a long time, and that is because I am tuning into me again. I did not do that during the mobbing, Gang Stalking, because these things are designed to kill and trap the spirit, leave it broken and wounded, and this experience did not do this, if did just the opposite, and so on my path I don’t want to let it anything that will do what the Gang Stalking failed to do.

So that’s my very long post about the veil, and the thin layers that divide us all. We are all so close to being one, but then we are all so separate. Find experiences that will let you be free, that will let light and love in and that will let the veil be torren down more and more. Interact and connect with people who really want to help you on your path, and who truly love you, avoid others who don’t. Keep an eye our for dreams and synchronicities, they are how the sprit(s), the divine within us connects with our hoping to be divine. Enjoy the journey, rise above this experience that will try to hold us down, and make make us lose sight of God, the divine, and our true purpose and true calling.
 That is what this Gang Stalking stuff has done and we have the ability to choose not to let it do this to us. We can rise about this, I did not say that we can stop, this, but maybe we can in time do that as well, but we can rise above it in the mean time.

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New Worlds

I was watching some videos the other day about how sound affects us, and I remember that at the end of one of the videos it was saying, this world is ending, let’s create new worlds.

Wouldn’t that be cool creating new worlds with sound?

Anyways this post is mostly a fluff post. Not too Gang Stalking Related. Well it is sort of because, I was remembering when my Gang Stalking first started. I was really unhappy, bored consistently, and I had by that stage been putting up with about 7 years of workplace mobbing by that time. It had taken a bit of a toll.

Anyways my energy levels were not at a high point then, and that is when this seems to have had it’s zenith into my life. I think this robs  you of so much if you let it, and I think in some ways you can begin to change this.

Recently I have had to accept so much weird stuff. Gang Stalking, Government creepiness, the world inching to a one world government with civilian spies already in place in most countries around the world.

I have also come to the acceptance that wither we want to believe it or not, we really at times do live in two worlds. That’s hard to fathom. Even if you see it you would hardly believe it, but hopefully in time in your heart you would know it was true, even if you could not verify it in any other way.

That got me thinking about movies with space and time travel, like terminator and Kyle who travels across time for Sarah. Ofcourse if time is not linear, then he really didn’t travel across time, in the traditional sense. It also got me thinking about Dracula.

That movie was great. I mean here is a prince who fights this great battle, only to have his love die, and then he manipulates time and chance to find her again, a chance for them to be together again, only to have it fail, and have her end up with some insipid dude. (No offense to the keeneu Reeves character.)

I think that movie was great and I think if I was going to write a part two to that movie, I would have the roles reversed. I would have a lady waiting for her prince. On the eve of a great battle he falls. Sword in hand, his horse fails and he falls. She senses his death and her heart dies, she grieves for him across time and space, her cries are so loud, and so compelling. He also makes a promise to come back to her, even as he is dying he knows he will come back to her.

The universe hears his promise and her prayers, or whatever happens when a great love is unfulfilled. I think it would be something like the seal song, love’s divine.
 
“Then the rainstorm came, over me
And I felt my spirit break
I had lost all of my, belief you see
And realized my mistake
But time threw a prayer, to me
And all around me became still

I need love, love’s divine
Please forgive me now I see that I’ve been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Through the rainstorm came sanctuary
And I felt my spirit fly
I had found all of my reality
I realize what it takes

‘Cause I need love, love’s divine
Please forgive me now I see that I’ve been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Oh I, don’t bet (don’t bend), don’t break (don’t break)
Show me how to live and promise me you won’t forsake
‘Cause love can help me know my name

Well I try to say there’s nothing wrong
But inside I felt me lying all along
But the message here was plain to see
Believe me.”

I think I would include the scene where Dracula bids Mina to remember and she remembers and cries the diamond tear, that was really cool. Her heart died when she thought he was dead, and would not return to her. http://youtube.com/watch?v=klor7Qr6c3g&feature=related

http://youtube.com/watch?v=zwqCQl-jCBU&feature=related

I think in part two they would get to have that great mind link thing, like Mina and Dracula did. I can’t think what the ladies name would be, but I would have the prince be Aton, Alex, or Adam, or something like that, since Mina has four letters ending in an A. I would like to make the prince for part two be fair and blue to contrast the dark look of Dracula character of part one.

Ofcourse since the world does not believe in happy endings, I suppose that part two will not work out any better than Dracula part one did. That’s a shame, you would think that travelling across time, and the universe giving a second chance for happiness, for two people who grieved and loved each other would work out. Again Mina could have just walked away from her friends and been with her prince, but she choose a different path. Maybe part two should have a different ending.

Anyways, other movie that I liked that dealt with time travel, was forbidden kingdom. Vampire movies were sort of last season. This season if you have to see something, I suggest you see The Forbidden Kingdom. Jet Li, Jackie Chan, action packed can I say anything else? It also deals with the mystical, and it’s amazing. I am a total Jet Li fan. That movie kicked ass, and I had so much fun seeing it. Worth seeing again.

It’s about an monkey king, who loses his weapon, and a traveller must return it, it also has immortals, and a young sparrow looking for vengeance. The movie also goes between two worlds. It has this cool chick, who has this wicked whip thing, and her hair does the same thing. (She is a little bit bitter and does trust the words or promises of men, because they lie, but the chick can hold her own.) She was cool. All the characters were amazing.

Visually it reminded me of the movie hero, and crouching tiger hidden dragon. From start to finish is was amazing. I enjoyed every minute of it. I can’t wait to see part two. There has to be a part two. A movie that good has to have a second part to it. I am almost sure it will. (I hope the whip chick is back for part two if they do.)

So in continuing with my theme about being in two worlds at once, when one world ends, then you just create another. We are these powerful spiritual creatures, that is part of this lie that the world does not want us to wake up to. We are on these amazing journeys, and we have so much potential if we let ourselves.

For the first time in a long time, I am really happy, my energy levels have been getting back to what they were before the Gang Stalking thing. I am more in tune with myself. My dream world and my waking world. Before it was like a lot of the stuff that I would dream, I would not fully remember because I was so distracted by the Gang Stalking, Electronic Harassment torture stuff. Now that I am less distracted, I am a bit more in tune with my dream world and waking world. We travel in dreams, and often live out what we will do in the real world. Stuff is decided in dreams before they are accomplished in the real world. You can have spirit wolrds, that no one can hear touch or feel, but other spiritual beings. Promises can be made it the spirit world, and they can also be broken, just like in the real world. Path can be created, forgotten, and even abandoned.

The nice thing however is that we are not just passive beings on these paths, we are powerful creators, with a fully active say to what happens, and the choices we make. That is the neat thing that I am discovering, and I feel more hopeful than I have in a really long time, because I now know that, when one world ends, you simply create another.

April 27, 2008 Posted by | Asian, black, blue, changing vibrations, Children, Controlled society, david icke, Electronic harassment, ESP, Film, future, Gang Stalking, Gratitude, harassment, Health, Laughter, Life, Matrix, Mind Control, Mind Reading, Movies, Music, New World Order, NWO, past, Precognition, present, Quantum Physics, Record keeping, Relationships, revolution, Seal, Social Control, society, sound, Syncronicity, The Matrix, time travel, vibrations | , | 4 Comments

You tube is controlled.

You tube is controlled.

I already knew that, but ususally they don’t make it this obvious. Ok you might have read my blog post that I just did and in that post it included a link to a video about how sound affects our bodies by David Icke right. ok. I just checked on the video and it’s off the air. I blogged like about 2 hours ago, and it’s off the air.

Here is the link. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BpVCz32Wp4Q

Also the user account has been suspended. (karmic_plight) All within less than 2 hours. Now you tell me that it’s just one more coincidence. Anyways having seen it happen time and time again, I am not surprised.

However having seen it before, that’s why I don’t like to share videos or article links anymore, because this happens all the time. Not just videos, but names and places. It’s just sometimes better to leave them off or out.

This is the super creepy system that you are currently going along with, and bowing down to. So did they get rid of the video because it showed David Icke saying something that I think kind of contradicts what the bible says. He said in the video the word was with God and the word was sound, but if I recall the verse it’s the word was with God and the word was God. If he really is a disinfo agent, then it seems to me the big play he would be going for and is going for is to do what needs to be done to get this system in place, and that is go get rid of Jesus. Tell us enough truth, so that we will believe the one lie that is not the truth. I mean that’s the play they pulled with gang stalking. They gave us all the details, made it so believable and the one point that would lead to the truth, they lied about. Everything was correct, how the operation worked, methods, tactics, just they lied and said it was vigilante gangs and it was the government. See you can’t pass off a lie by lying, you have to mix in just enough truth to make yourself convincing. Having listened to David Icke, I can say that he seems to speak the truth for the most part, or believes that he does, but then when he gets to things like Jesus never existed it makes me think, yep this might be the play that I just saw being repeated.

The other reason the video might have been removed is because it does talk about how sound affects us, and how it can be used for us to make changes to our surroundings and environment. It spoke of how you had atoms in random formation, and then introduce sound to the mix, and they form patterns. It spoke of how our heart beats to sound, how our very thoughts create sound and when we are upset, unbalanced or out of sort those vibrations change. I speculate this might be the other reason the EMF, electro magnetic frequencies are being used on targets. Outside of the tracking and monitoring. We have the power withing to make changes to our external world, just by thinking it, and apparently sound is a big part of this. (I was not aware of the sound part of this before.) So eg. If you don’t want a Stasi like world, where we are all chipped and tagged, let’s find a decent ending that we do all want, and collectivly think on that. Hint, hint.

Now think about this, I blog a simple post, keeping in mind I am heavily under surveillance/observation, and then the video and account are removed, and the account is suspended. Youtube is the biggest file sharing site on the Internet, but these creatures can pull the video, and kill the account in like 2 hours. Do you see the reach? Do you see the danger? Yet I am still not impressed. Irritated to be sure, but not impressed. I have seen impressive and this is not it.

Also can you say obvious. Now you might want to just write it off as paranoid, but when I see things like this happen over and over again, I don’t know what else to think. I checked back on the video, cause I thought this might just happen, cause it’s happened before.

Anyways if anyone is interested in finding out more about how we create, how sound and vibrations are used, then that is someplace you might want to start with, and in future will have to try to find better ways of getting the info out to you. Interpret it how you will.

July 8, 2007 Posted by | Censorship, changing vibrations, david icke, discrimination, electromagnetic frequency, Electronic harassment, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking, government corruption, harassment, High technology, New World Order, NWO, Online Stalking, Police State, politicians, Red Squads, Snitches, society, sound, Syncronicity, Thought Police, vibrations, whistle blower, zero tollerance | 11 Comments

A year in the life.

A YEAR IN THE LIFE
First off, it’s been close to a year for my survival as a T.I. Targeted Individual. Well that’s not wholly
I was was a target for years before I became fully cognizant of it. It’s a year since I became aware that I was no longer in Kansas anymore.
Realising it was the government doing this would come much later, after many hours of research, and consulting with others, learning about the history of Cointelpro and the modern day forms of this, which matched to a tee, what me and other targets were experiencing.
Finding out that my government was capable of this sort of corruption and Communistic, Stasi like tactics was the biggest shock of it all, second only to the fact that my fellow citizens are willing to go along with this.
THE ASSASSINATIONS. JUST A FEW.
Things like this happened to John Lennon, Martin Luther king, and at least back then you had to be semi famous for them to do this, or at least part of a cool group like the panthers, or civil rights, anti-war, where nowadays, I guess it’s those threatening whistle-blowers, and outspoken types that have to be watched, cause we could be dangerous, we could get people to think for themselves, grow a will of there own, seek independence, realise there is something incredibly wrong with a system like this. So I guess that makes some of us the new it people, without knowing why. 

http://oldies.about.com/od/britishinvasion/f/lennonfbiwords.htm

http://www.whale.to/b/lenn.html

[quote]From early in 1972 John Lennon knew he was under surveillance,  being followed in the streets and with his telephone tapped. More ominously, in late 1972, he told Paul Krassner, a left-wing friend of Yoko Ono’s in San Francisco from the early 1960s: “Listen, if anything happens to Yoko and me, it was not an accident.”
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Princess Diana 10 years ago, mentioned that she might die in a car accident, do you see the world rushing to get her justice. Martin Luther King, placed under covert investigation, marked for death an a month later he dies, even after we have documents that say this much, do we see justice for him? So if the rich and famous don’t stand a chance, and this has been going on for years, then what is really going to change now? Just curious, just a thought.
POINT OF INCEPTION
A year later still not closer to finding out my exact point of inception. Maybe as long as you are outspoken and a leader type you get a file opened automatically. Several hundred thousand Canadians did just by attending our universities and colleges over the years. http://www.spying101.com

All I know is unlike what I thought most of the last few years, this monster probably began before my job with Rogers wireless/cable. Rogers however was where I first noticed the workplace mobbing, but apparently not the inception point, like I had first thought. Since this corrupt system is systemic why should I even still bother trying to find my point of inception? It the curious part of me I guess. still trying to find patient zero, where the big bang started, the moment that set it off, if there was a moment. Things like that I still need to know, the micro stuff that affects me, and not the macro stuff that affected everyone else.
POLITICS AND PRINCIPLES.

I do now know that people along the way used the situation to further set me up. To make what was a bad and unspeakable situation worst. Eg. CIBC. I had Stephen Snell a manager at CIBC who consistently brags about his friendship with our current Prime Minister, Stephen Harper. (He does actually know him.) He lied or misconstrued an incident at work. As far as I am aware he took something I said purposely out of context to try to frame me and me it look like I had said something threatening to him or violent when I had not. Like how low can you go?

At the time of the incident I sort of had some inclination of what he was doing, this is way before I learnt about how targets of these sorts of investigations are routinely set up. I sent him an email so that he was very clear about what had been said, and the context it had been said in. However my understanding is he did not make any attempts knowing this to get the matter rectified, and since I was not suppose to be aware of this, it was hard to follow up on this.

In retrospect since working at other jobs, I have now learnt that the mobbing I was experiencing and constantly complaining about was purposely being done and coordinated. That was shocking, cause I had no idea when I was working at CIBC. Purposely being done, to create a self-fulfilling situation. My fellow sheeple going right along with it because they were asked or told to. That is messed up, and not just asked or told to by anyone. They are doing this because they are part of these programs. That is just so wrong. Looking back, some of the things people said, and the way they did stuff, now make sense, but there is no way, I could have figured this out, or believe it. These are the sorts of yes men, and woman at the helms of society.

The other factor that is still creepy and hard to understand at times, is that via directed conversations about things that I had done or said, very specific things, these people knew what was happening inside my apartment. I suppose I am suppose to be impressed by the scope and the power of this, but I am just not. Even with everything that’s happened, I just think it’s so sad that there are so few in our society with any balls of their own. Any minds of their own. Any wills, any courage, any gumption. It’s just leaves me even less impressed. I guessed I learnt a long time ago about who to fear, who had power, and who was really impressive, and unless you meet those standards, you are just so not it.
HINDSIGHT 20/20

Hindsight is 20/20. A lot of things people said, did, why they were scared of other certain people, I just could never get it then. When you are not aware of this stuff, there is no way it’s breaking through. Your mind just does not work in this corrupt fashion, so how could you ever become aware of this stuff? I was lucky. I know it seems weird to use that word to describe my present situation, but I guess in a way I was. I had something super duper weird happening in my life, it was ongoing for years. I knew the people around me were taking part, but could never figure out why people were going along with whatever was happening. Remember at the time all I was aware of was the mobbing, the harassment outside of work, and that there was some super duper, nasty stuff being said about me. I had no concept that the world was like this. (Don’t know why, the bible does mention that the world is corrupt, Jesus was a target of the state, and Judas did spy on and betray him.)

Wanting the truth badly enough was the lucky part for me. Opening myself up to the fact that when the truth about whatever was going on came out, it was going to be pretty big, encompassing, and a lot of betrayal would be uncovered, this I knew. The rest I could never have imagined.

Before I figured this out I knew my Internet activity was being tracked. I knew this because again things that were of a personal nature were making their way online, and there is no other way it could have been happening.  I started to suspect internal monitoring, so over time I did little things, said little things, and in time had it confirmed. I don’t know what was more creepy, suspecting or finally knowing. It was not just the people at work, seems a few of the people in my community on my street were aware of what was going on in my apartment.

Since then I have learnt all about technology that can listen through walls. That these creatures Suburban Spies seem to have a network, that they like, use, to communicate with each other. (If you didn’t like it, and it didn’t work for you, you would just not be a part of it. I honestly believe it works for these people and that is why they are a part of this. Everyone else is doing it. That mentality. It’s that simple.) It’s also how our society is, but unless you see this in action, you just won’t get it. I still have trouble wrapping my mind around this, some days I get it, other days I just don’t. I just don’t see how our society could be like this, how could I have spent so much time here, and be unaware? So sometimes I get this, then other times I don’t.

NUEROLINGUIST PROGRAMING
Later on at CIBC, just before I quit. I noticed that people would call in, which is normal, but in the course of the conversation, I noticed something that I had not noticed before, and do not believe or think too much was being read into the interaction. I notice what I guess might be called a form of nuero linguist programing. I had not heard the term at the time, but I think this is the likest scenario to what was happening that I have been able to find. They would call in and in the course of the conversation get you into a series of yes responses. Our scripting on it’s on did this as well, but this was something else. It was like you were blank and just mindlessly responding to programing? It’s hard to explain, you would just mindlessly give a series of yes responses, but normally not be cognitive of it, but just before I left, I became aware of this. It’s almost like being programed or something. I never noticed it for most of the two years that I was there. I know some workplaces use nuero linguistic programing, but the way it was being used in this circumstance, I do not think could have been on the up and up. I really don’t know how to articulate it very well, but if it can help someone else, then this was happening, and more than likely is still happening. 
http://www.watchman.org/na/nlpexpo.htm

RESEARCH
The freak show at my home, and at work were a bit much to handle, so I quit and spent the next ten months doing research to try to figure out what was happening. The research is online where most of you can see it. It involved talking to the police, Amnesty, crisis centers to see if they were getting reports of this type of stalking harassment, centers for the marginalised, reading articles, talking to other targets, however I would not get a clear picture until the ten months were over and I went back to work in the real world. That was an eye opener for the scope of this thing. It’s systemic. There is no getting your name cleared really, cause this goes from the bottom to the top. That’s the part that’s hard to wrap my mind around, is that large chunks of society are part of this. From what I am seeing, we are at over 80% if I go by my ex family. We are at 100% capacity. My job immediately after CIBC again 100% capacity taking part in this. What I see on the trains is 90-95% capacity. I always give the more conservative figure of 80-85%, but what I come across is really 90-95% capacity. Again however this has changed since last year. So again as a target what I see, might be a larger concentration than what is actually happening in society. I hope so, but I am doubtful. If this is the case, then getting my records cleared and this stopped, is not the likely. Least not without some spiritual interference. Yes I do believe in a higher power.

During my time of doing research if you will all recall, that is when I was introduced to the fun world of electronic harassment/torture. I spent most of last summer, fall, winter getting accustomed to being electronically shocked, burnt in my home. Unable to believe that stuff like that happened, could happen, and did happen in the world. Not only was I being monitored like an insect in my apartment, my neighbours were taking part. My landlady knew what was going on, and had for some time. I judged these people so harshly back then. There was no way I could understand the scope of this, not back then. I do now sometimes, but then it goes cause I just can’t believe that this much of society could go along with this. I grew up with these people, shared the same culture, music, movies, books, mentally? Yet they are willing to go along with this? I guess I have always lived in the world, but not been of the world. The bible recommends this cute little thing, about living in the world, but not being a part of it. The more you live this lifestyle, the more you understand what that means.

I guess the wills of my fellow humans were bought and sold a long time ago when they choose the things of this world. The giving in that was just so comfortable at the time. Doing whatever anyone else was doing. A lot of real targets don’t seem to fit this bill, or have anything that the world could use on them. Nothing to threaten, bully, or bribe them with, and so this seems to be what is being used to systemically destroy them. Yes there are people in the world that are still not aware of this, and there will be again.

WAKING UP THE SHEEPLE PEOPLE.
I recently started listening to one of those speakers who know all about the New World Order, Illuminati. I admit that I had avoided listening to them for the last year, because I just wanted to get my mind around some of this stuff first. The whole secret society stuff took a back seat, I had so many other things to try to understand. I had heard of Free Masons, and each time I tried to research them, I just for some unknown reason, keep thinking they were carpenters or something. Seriously. I knew they were like ancient, and they would pass their craft down the line, and that others joined them to be successful, they helped each other but other than that, every-time I heard the name, I was like, oh that carpenter society. For some reason every-time I tried to learn more about them, that is as far as I had gotten. A year ago I didn’t care about secret societies. I still don’t. Even if they rule the world, I still find it hard to care about their business, except for where it affect my world, that’s where I care.
I mean I get now that there are people trying to make people aware of how entrenched these people are in society and that they are in positions of power: judges, police, politicians, and other important people in these systems of power, however the average citizen if they are like I was a year ago are not getting this. You can say Secret Societies, Illuminati, Free Masons, Secret Cabal’s, and it just does not register. We don’t think that way, so this is not the best approach for waking the world up. The unaware if you use this approach will probably remain unaware, even if it pertains to them on some level. Remember after starting to be aware of some of this stuff I watched an AOL video, one of those famous movie directors was all like the world is ruled by a secret Kabul. It registered with me because I was more or less aware, but I don’t know that the average citizen would get that or interpret this, our minds just don’t work that way. Afterwards it’s another story, and then when you look back at stuff, it’s like oh. Hindsight is 20/20. It’s like when you are innocent and people try to tell raunchy jokes, you just don’t get it. Your mind does not work that way, afterwards, it’s like oh. Most people trying to make others aware do it on a level that the aware can understand, but you are not reaching the sleeping, sheeple people, at least not to the degree in which you need to, and not fast enough.

I know I did not care about secret societies and still don’t, but if you can link in average things, and then build to the connection to this, more average people might just get this sooner than later. Just a thought. Not that anyone would really want to get this.
I was not sure if I should make this several short posts or one really long post, but things seem to get lost in translation with really long posts.

Electromagnetic energy. Seems not only is this being used to track targets in their homes, at work. They seem to be using it to track heart rate/beat, and vibrations. It might also be getting used as a blocker on some levels, like a sort of jail cell for some functions if that makes any sense. To stop us from tuning into  things that might be of use to us. Things that might help us gain information. Also the EMF-(Electromagnetic frequency vibrates targets at their level not your own, which is not healthy. You can feel it. Maybe this video can help you understand what I have been thinking about. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BpVCz32Wp4Q (In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God? Where did he get sound from? Can’t find it in any translation. Still the stuff he says is interesting.) So if they use EMF on targets it could be with the intention of throwing off our vibrational patterns and causing illness over time, not to mention it makes it hard for us to sleep. Needless to say, as a target it’s important to find a work around for this.

I don’t know if David Icke will end up being a disinfo agent or not, or even an accidental disinfo agent, but I think the things he says are interesting. Not so much the lizard stuff, but the Matrix stuff, and the multidimensional stuff, also the stuff on electromagnetic frequency. At a time when I am trying to understand this stuff, his stuff seems to have crossed my path.

UNIVERSAL REMOTE. ELECTRONIC REMOTE CONTROL.

The other thing that is interesting that I have not written too much about is the ability of these people to remotely control electronic devices. Now I figure it’s some sort of powerful universal electronic remote control or something similar, wither it’s something on the market that the average person can buy, or not I don’t know, however, these are objects that I have seen that have been remotely manipulated.

Eg. DVD player, portable CD/tape player, computer, fridge. Stuff like things turning off and on remotely. Stopping on their own remotely, like this has happened over a period of time, observable, repeatedly. I have been able to observe it, and have enough of my stuff tampered with, till I feel comfortable writing about it. Other targets have mentioned this, but it’s something to see it on your own.

So getting things turned off and on is something that they can do. I don’t know if any universal remote controls on the markets can do this from the other apartment, but I have seen enough to say that this can and is being done. I just don’t know if it’s something the average person can get, or if it’s something a little more off the market.

When I lived at home my neighbour had an electronic door bell, we got the exact same one or similar, and whenever our door would ring his would also and vise versa, so things can work on the same signals from wide ranges, and the door bell sensor worked through walls, but a type of universal remote control that controls most electronic devices don’t know. I have not looked into it. For me it’s enough over the last year to say this is something that other targets have reported, and that I am reporting. I don’t think it’s anything spectacular, it’s just one more thing to piss targets off, when their electronics stop working, or start messing up.

OBSERVATION AND PERCEPTION.
 
More fun. After doing some groceries, where the S.S. still try to find out what I am putting in my cart. I assume this is so that they know your buying habits later on if they need to this will come in handy. That rare product that you buy that no one else does. I had to wait for the train, so I got down to the platform. Everyone got in positions on the platform. The SS take 2 each per train care minimum. It was crowded and I wanted to see what would happen so I waited for the next train, it was out of service, so was the next one, until the suburban spies were all in place again. In the course of 45 minutes to an hour, there were 7 trains out of service. That’s an exceptionally high amount of trains out of service, in a short space of time.

This is again the one thing I don’t know. From what I see, it looks like most of society is taking part in this, but that’s only when they know where I am going. The few times, where I have taken unexpected turns, which doesn’t happen that often, it’s like they need time to get the people in place. Otherwise I see the large concentrations that I am always writing about. So that does beg the question of the scope of society that is taking part in this?

Eg. The seven trains that were out of service over the 45-60 minutes that I waited to watch and observe, could very well have taken on passengers at the next stop. So except for the girl that was also waiting for someone at the station, no one else would have noticed this, or even been aware. Eg. The suburban spies would not be aware that there were seven trains out of service in a short space of time cause once in place, the train would come that batch would go, and be done. At the next station if the trains that drove through as out of service at my station went back into service, it would hardly cause a delay and no one would notice. If someone was waiting at the other station, they might just see a brand new in service train. Don’t we all just love those? So what the target experiences and sees in a day, could be very different conceptually than what is happening. For me, I have been taking the train for years and I can not recall seeing seven out of service trains in a 45-60 minute period. The few times that I have had to sit and wait for someone you see maybe one or two, but not usually seven out of service trains. Even with delays I don’t recall ever seeing that many, and I have been taking the subway for years.
Things like this must waste money, and for what? So that was interesting to observe. It does not take a lot of effort. Now I was going to stay there for a few more hours and let them waste more money, cause I love doing that to them, but I had things to do, so I found a workaround. Thank God they are so robotic and stupid.

Again as a target, what I am seeing is phenomenal, and encompassing, however this does not necessarily mean it’s an accurate depiction. I can say that my environment is being manipulated, but to what degree, I have no idea. Eg. It’s very possible for these people to set targets up in this way so we know that we are being stalked and manipulated, but the rest of society has no idea what we are talking about, again so it gives the perception that the target is loony, but the targets environment is being manipulated. So the average person again sees what, 15 minutes of this, where the target sees 24/7 of this?
Eg. Most of the time at was at CIBC, I could go to the washroom facilities alone one one would be around, I could take the elevators by myself and no one would be stalking me. I had moments where I could go to the park, and I have memories of being by myself, so even though this was going on, the monitoring at close range seems to have happened some time near or around the Stephen Snell incident, or right after I decided to file the human rights complaint. Although the Snell incident seems to have been orchestrated because I decided to go to the human right commission, and because a manger at work, had finally pointed out the harassment that was happening. Again how can someone set someone up and that person has no recourse, because someone else decided to lie? More importantly I am not suppose to have been made aware of this. Doesn’t make any sense to me, but then this does not have to make sense, lies do not have to make sense. The only thing that has to make sense is truth. If that makes any sense. The point is, after this stuff came out into the open at CIBC, that’s when I noticed the being followed at close range in the elevators, washroom areas, and that’s when I have noticed the monitoring at close range. So even though I was being observed previously to this, it was at none close range, if the apartments around me can be considered none close range.

So although this is a lot of ground to cover, I don’t want to do a billion short little posts. I hate long post, but you will just have to read through this one somehow.

FUMIGATION

The freaking looser Suburban Spies seem to be spraying what I think might be bug spray, or something at nights when I am suppose to be sleeping. You can hear it, and the other day I walked into one room in my apartment and it was very noticeable and so gross. Had to close in the door. I know other targets complain about this consistently, but my only other experience was at Christmas time at the other apartment. 

STAGED PERCEPTION. STAGED REALITY?
Decided to associate with the betraying family, there was some people that I had not seen for a while. The whole thing was there, but afterwards, I could not help but notice that the whole thing seemed so staged. Again i wanted to attend one location, and they all wanted to have the location moved to a smaller more controlled location. Then ofcourse we had the Suburban Spies all take up their position in 30 minute shifts. After the gathering I left, but could not help but notice how empty the whole thing was.

I sat on a side lane street shortly after this to just think. Houses are situation on just one side of the street. As I was passing up the street the house three doors down had one Suburban Spy there, with her son on a bicycle. Then a short while later after I sat down a few houses over, one came down to walk past me, then a few doors further up another one came out to water the lawn. Then later another one came to walk up the street. Then after the house where I was sitting a man came out, looked to see what I was doing, I had been almost expecting him. I had looked back several times, and I had not seen anyone peeking through the window, or anything, or even felt that I was particularly being watched, but there he was. I looked back he realised I was doing nothing but sitting there, went back into not the house he came out of, but the joined house beside him. Don’t know if he owned both homes or what, but that should give you an idea of what the target observes perceptually. At no point was I alone, or out of sight.
It seems that wherever the target is, the little S.S. (suburban Spies) my fellow citizens get some sort of neighbourhood watch alert goes up. I know my cellphone was used previously to track my whereabouts, and now it’s my laptop, but they are pretty good on their own even with this stuff out of the way, not perfect however.

EMF. ELECTROMAGNETIC FREQUENCY.
(Hey this is freaky, I am watching this video as I am typing and and it just talked about a Faraday shield.) It said something about a captured alien. (I don’t have an opinion on aliens.) However this is interesting, according to this, they kept the alien in a Faraday shield, because it blocks or prevents the transmission of electromagnetic energy. Apparently aliens can disappear through walls and by preventing this transmission of this energy, you can prevent them from doing this. Don’t know about aliens, currently don’t have an opinion, but this is going back to my other question. Why is this electromagnetic thing being used? I mean I know it feels torturous to the targets, and the S.S. (Suburban Spies) use it for monitoring and tracking purposes, but is there more going on? Eg. Like does infact as some sort of a blocker for sending and receiving electromagnetic energy. I had just talked about this on the forum a few days ago. I really have to do some more research on this. I just thought it was cool, that as I was writing this post, something else popped into the fore front about electromagnetic energy. Interesting.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kiB4TUnv1dY

HOLLA BACK
I guess I will cut the post short and go do some research. So if anyone has any ideas, or feedback, feel free to holla back. I guess you are getting one long post, but I will try to clean it up a bit.

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Out for a walk.

So I went out for a walk today. It was really nice. This month has been all together just so nice. The sun was just the right amount of warmth, and it was just so beautiful. It’ the sort of day you dream about, maybe I did. I went for a walk cause I am offline today. I woke up and my telephone and Internet were just gone. It was like ok. I really needed to get some stuff done and the last while has been sort of problems with the Internet and things like that.  Plus there are all these other weird things happening with my phone line it’s hard to explain. Like yesterday I called someone from one connection, they could not hear me, so I called back the same number on the land line and ofcourse someone completely different answered the phone. I could see that I had dialed the right number, but I called again same thing. Plus sometimes the phone upstairs in my neighbours home rings, I hear nothing at my end in my apartment, but then I get a message on my answering machine.  The phone company has offered to look into it and to try to bill me if the problem is on my end. Government covert investigations, what category does that fall into? Anyways I hope they get the problem fixed soon, but then I don’t. I really enjoyed my time outside today.  Plus since the phone going dead without any dial tone was what would happen at the other apartment I am sure it’s being done from the same source. I understand this is outside of the guidelines, but then so is everything else, however it’s something that should be getting reported, so here it is. From what I understand there are guidelines that should be getting followed and cutting off my phone/Internet service is not one of them. So many targets report these sorts of interferences. Sometimes you just have to watch them in action and see the stuff that they do, and come up with. They get the stupidest creatures working for them, and with them sometimes it’s just frustrating, but that’s the idea. Oh well.

It’s weird you know it feels like the world has changed, but then I realise that it has not.  The world is the exact same as it always was, the only thing that has changed is my perception of it. People snitching, spying, betraying, lying it’s all the same as it ever was. My awareness is all that has changed. The world is as it always was. I don’t know if that’s  a good thing or a bad thing, but that is where it is.

I had gone for a walk the other day as well, and it was so nice, people, children the park I walked past, it all seemed so nice, but in the back drop their is this knowledge. It’s almost like in T2 (Terminator 2) You see Sarah at the park with the kid, and the swing, then you see the other Sarah, the one who is all too aware of the danger and the destruction that is about to happen, and then you get that really cool nuclear war scene. It happens so fast. I am not exactly expecting nuclear war, but my city for me has changed. I mean we are nothing better than the Stasi’s were. People lying, spying and betraying each other.  Then there is still the other scenes. People living their day to day lives. Some maybe not snitching and spying, some maybe not even aware of these happenings, like I was not just a year ago. That anniversary is up and coming. A year of being aware of this weirdness. I don’t see how targets do this. Some for years and years. I guess I understand why some opt out of the game, or change sides, or just lose it. Anyways for today the world is just so beautiful and wonderful.

I decided to take some time and go to the park. I wanted to write and update you, my people out in cyberspace. Offline it’s like cat has got every-one’s tongue, and online it’s just so different. Some people can actually talk about what is happening, offline it’s harder. No one knows who they can trust, and they are scared, or happily going along with this, leading their little existences, hoping to stay off the radar of the powers that be. Knowing this time is coming slowly, but surly, like a woman who is about to give birth, the contractions of this end time, will start to come closer and closer together, till the moment is here. I think that is sort of how the bible described some of this stuff. It’s all making sense. It never does at the time it’s all written down, but prophesy unfolding is a pretty neat thing. One world government, global dominance, and a snitch force to keep everyone in line, mini contractions of this system that is soon fully to be born. People giving up their wills, and worshiping or bowing down to whoever and whatever. Yep humans pretty much do not change.

Back to my day. So I took a walk, it was a wonderful walk. It was a walk that was straight out of a dream. It was just so nice. It was like I had walked it before. It  was just so familiar. I felt like I knew what would happen along the path I don’t remember dreaming about the day or how it would be, but it was more like a feeling, like I knew what would happen along the path.

I knew that when I walked down a specific street, it would be like I would run into an old friend, and in a way I did. I expected to find this specific store at a certain point and there it was. Remember this is a path that I have never walked before, but I knew it with such certainty. Then after I left the store, I just realised or had a sense that I was going the wrong way, so after I changed directions, I walked the other way. I wound up in front of a police station. Today I was suppose to follow up on trying to get the reports filed, I had called and left a message yesterday, to say that I would be calling back today. So I really did not want to go in face to face, I mean we all know my wonderful journey thus far, and I was just going to walk away, but I had the strongest feeling that I was suppose to go in, you know, like I had already done this. So I bucked up the courage, I did not have any of my notes with me. I mean I didn’t have the report printed out, so I could not just leave a copy of that with someone, which is the advice I received last week. Like I said I would have walked away, but it was just so familiar, just like everything else on that path. I have heard people describe this before, I think I have forgotten a lot of this spiritual stuff that I know on the one hand. So anyways I went in. I ran into this really youthful looking officer. He really looked very young. However he seemed really nice. Now I use to think I could tell if  people were good or bad, etc, but ofcourse the last year of my life has taught me differently. Remember I was the one with everyone in my life helping directly or indirectly to ruin me. Most of the people I thought I knew or sort of trusted were a part of this, however  he just seemed so familiar. The conversation flowed more or less, and to make a long story short he is going to try to update the report from December. The one where office Broker really messed up the report that I filed, and based on the stuff that I have seen, and that has happened to other targets, probably intentional.

So anyways I have no assurances that this officer will do anything different than the others have, I did not do all the things that I know that I am suppose to do when interacting with the police force, since I realise that targets are not able to trust the people they were taught to trust. I have no guarantees, that he will do anything different. My guarantees are his word. Are people’s words worth anything anymore? He seemed really nice, but then so do a lot of other people including sociopaths, and pedophiles, that’s why they are able to get away with that stuff for such long periods of time. The main thing that I am going on is that it felt like what I was suppose to do. No more importantly it felt like something I had already done, and the physical here and now was just this formality.  There were these awesome flowers out on the road today, nothing out of the ordinary, but how many times have I stopped to smell the roses in the last year? It was just so nice to do that today. I really don’t know how I manage to spend so much time inside. Yet I do.

I am going to cut this post short. I am in the park and I am out of juice or soon will be. So all I have is my own sense of this was what I was suppose to be doing today, and the word of a really nice looking youthful officer, who seemed sincere, but don’t they all. So we will see what we will see. Anyways, I am going to enjoy the rest of the day, and the moment I am back online, or get to a cafe, I will get this cool mellow post out to you.

Peace out.

June 22, 2007 Posted by | Censorship, Dejavu, Gang Stalking, government corruption, harassment, Ignorance, Laws, metropolitan police, New World Order, NWO, Online Stalking, Police Abuse, Police State, politicians, Red Squads, Snitches, society, Stalking, Syncronicity, telecommunications, Thought Police, whistle blower, zero tollerance | 4 Comments