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The US vs John Lennon

I was really surprised after watching this movie. I know about the Beatles, and then I knew some things about John and Yoko Ono, but I had no idea about the full extent of his harassment by the US government.

This was a really eye opening movie. During my research into Gang Stalking I realised that John Lennon was just one more person who had complained about some of the things that Gang Stalking targets complain about. Wire taps, harassment, being followed around in public overtly by strangers, but I had no idea how much he was harassed.

I mean you think that he was famous, rich, etc and so he could avoid these problems, but that’s so far from the truth. When you watch this movie, it’s nothing like that, and the movie really humanizes him.

Apparently he became a real anti-war activist during the Vietnam war. That time period is a lot like this one except people protested back then, and we still protest now, but not as much. Music was allowed to have an influence, and now if you read the book “the covert war on rock,” it does not have that same chance that it once did.
He fought to stay in the US for 5 years. Apparently his very simple and innocent anti-war stance upset then president Nixon and he got the political machine in gear against Lennon and sought to destroy him. Like this machine constantly does, it looks for vulnerabilities and came up with an immigration rap. Sounds familiar. They were really trying to kick him out of the country for 5 years of his life. Finally he got fed up and he sued them. His lawyer thought that he didn’t have a chance in hell, but he was able to prove presidential interference in his affairs.

Then the Watergate scandal broke, Nixon resigned, and then him and Yoko and Sean had a semi normal family life, then he was assassinated.

The movie is pretty self explanatory and it matches the pattern that has been seen before. It’s really eye opening, because you think that people like Britney Spears, and other stars would be untouchable to things like this, but this just shows that they are not.

In many ways they are average and vulnerable like the rest of the population. I think we know that on some level, but this movie really put things into perspective.

Here are a couple of quotes from the movie that I found interesting. There are a few more, but these were interesting to me.

{One more thing about John Lennon, it seems off topic, but he reported that he saw a flying saucer, sounds out there, but in reading about other events that have been under surveillance, there was also another report of flying sauces over a rally that was most likely under surveillance, where they reported the same thing. He thought it was a something positive at the time, but it’s just something interesting to note.}
Direct quote from the movie.

“His activities were being monitored. He says that he thinks that they wanted him to notice. He was scared paranoid.”

“He believed all of his telephone conversations were being monitored.

He believed that he was being followed  around New York City.

He believed that friends that he had thought were friends were secret Informants for different intelligence communities. ”

“Another effect of the Sinclair thing was it probably further alerted the FBI, John Mitchell, Holdermin,  ?, and Nixon that something needed to be done to neutralize John Lennon. ”

 

“When it gets down to having to use violence then you are playing the systems games. The establishment irritates you, pull your beard and flick your face to make you fight, because once they have you violent then they know how to handle you. ”
It’s interesting that Markus Wolf takes credit for perfecting the concept of the Romeo Spy, but even as far as back then, it was not above the American government to implement the same techniques. Just a thought.

Anyways the movie is really good. The music in the movie really shows his progress as an artist. I understand a lot more about him now, and it’s a real eye opener. It shows that things did not change that much, they in fact seem to just have expanded the techniques and methods to others. It really puts things into perspective. At times when watching the movie, you could not help but juxtaposition what was happening in this era with the wars from that time period, Vietnam and Cambodia and anti-war movement, just interesting.

http://www.gangstalkingworld.com/Social/article.php?sid=161

I had forgotten this, but even back then there was governmental cooperation, between Canada and the US in regards to spying on citizens. Along with the FBI, the RCMP in Canada were also spying on John Lennon.

[quote]The RCMP advised U.S. officials the radio programming was intended to help promote the planned Mosport event. The Mounties noted the venue had been vetoed by the Ontario Municipal Board and “at the present time it is not certain whether the ‘festival’ will proceed at some other location.”

The ambitious musical event collapsed under the weight of organizational disputes.

Lennon’s rabble-rousing activism of the early 1970s drew the attention of the FBI, which like the RCMP spied on numerous left-wing individuals and groups suspected of subversion.

A memo to the FBI director, noting enclosure of the RCMP correspondence, carries the subject line, “New Left – Foreign influence – Canada.”

The FBI records were released under the U.S. Freedom of Information Act in response to a request from California history professor Jon Wiener, who waged a long legal fight for disclosure. Some material in the FBI file remains classified.
attention.
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Maybe all these countries did was invite more players to the game with their community policing programs and anti terror laws. The movie is worthwhile watching.

December 13, 2008 Posted by | Awareness, Beatles, CIA, Citizen Informants, Civilian Spies, Cointelpro, community policing, Covert investigations, domestic spying, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking, John Lennon, past, present, revolution, Spying, Stalking, Stasi, State target, Surveillence, Targeted Individual | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 3 Comments

Been there.

Been there, done that. This whole Gang Stalking thing should seem really alien to me, but it doesn’t. I don’t mean Gang Stalking specifically, but being persecuted, sort of excluded, maybe tortured, it all seems so familiar, and some days I sit and think, been there, done that, probably will do it again.

Which leaves me to wondering, if I really have been there, done that, what was the point, and what is the point of this? Do we really choose these paths? These lives, these destinies? I already told you recently that I do now believe that we exist over and over again. If so then why, and do we really choose these paths? I mean is this torture, persecution something that I would really choose, that anyone would really choose? On a conscience level, I would hope not, but on a subconscious level is there something to be gained? Is there some sort of spiritual growth, and understanding to be had from a life like this? Why are there so many character similarities in the people that are going through these experiences?

I’ve had these thoughts on the brain a little bit, maybe a lot lately. Not saying that I have any answers, but I am asking the questions again, which is something that I had stopped doing with the whole Gang Stalking thing. I mean state torture, does not put you in the mood for quarrying all things cosmic, maybe something about being electronically fried that just ruins the mood. Anyways, it’s an interesting quarry, for those of us in this situation, with a belief in higher things, why are we going through this? Did some part of us choose some parts of this, if not on a conscience level, then on a subconscious level?

Are we destined to repeat these types of experiences in some capacity, do they really help us grow? Again don’t have the answers, just the questions.

I was at a park the other day, and I was actually enjoying myself, it as a large space, so my encounters with snitches were minimal, and people seemed to be more concerned with walking dogs, playing sports, taking their kids to swing, normal stuff people use to do, and still do, but they seemed for the most part to be more into that, than any noticeable citizen stalker following me around. It was nice, anyways. I came to this spot and this dog was doing a pointer pose, you know here they put one foot up, and then point. The dog had the pointer pose directed at a squirrel. The squirrel didn’t notice, but me and a few other people did. The squirrel was just innocently foraging for whatever, meanwhile the dog, clearly had other things in mind. Much like us, and the government that is trying to destroy us.

The dog did this for several minutes all the while drawing closer to it’s target, while the smaller creature sat there unaware. Anyways by this time a bit of a crowd had gathered to see the fate of the squirrel. At one point it looked like it was headed safely up the tree, but then came back, as the predator drew closer, all the while I am thinking, why don’t I do something. I mean I wanted to help the squirrel, but it was almost like you had to wait and let it play itself out. However I did try to do subtle little things to get it’s attention, little noises, telepathic communication, (didn’t work.), visualization, anything to get the squirrel up the tree, without interfering. I am sure some of our stalkers feel the same way at times. It was like being in one of those nature shows. I am sure most people wanted the squirrel to escape, but I am sure some wanted it to meet the other fate, anyways at the moment to dog got close enough to pouch, just as it was about to pounce a noisy large vehicle from the street drove by, broke the suspended animation silence and saved the squirrel. It ran up the tree the way I had tried picture it.

Still I walked away, wondering why I had not just thrown something at it? However we all stood there, even as I stood there, I was like why don’t I just do this or that, but a part of me had to just let it play itself out, but even then I knew I could try to will the outcome, and visualise the squirrel being safe, and try to get it’s attention is subtle ways to steer it out of danger, but I still don’t understand why I didn’t just throw something?

I think the same suspended animation at times holds the human conscience in it’s place. We know we should do something about this creepy future world enslavement that is slowly coming forth, but something holds us in place. we try to do what we can in subtle ways, but we don’t do anything outlandish, that would save the squirrel, but we try to get it’s attention, but no heavy interference. I don’t think the loud vehicle that drove by just before the dog pounced was an accident. I think it was part of the collective will. Even if we did not warn it openly, we could hope for it’s escape, visualise it safely up the tree, hope that something would come along and save it, and so something did. Even if you can’t always do it openly, there can be subtle ways to shape human destiny, or help it along.

At this stage I don’t know if I should tell you about some of the stuff that I have been reading or do a separate post. Hum?

Well been reading about Reincarnation. From the latest book, which I enjoyed, I learnt about matter being able to appear out of nowhere and go back there again. I was reminded that past, present and future do not happen separately on the continuum, but happen simultaneously, or something similar.

There was one quote that really caught my eye.
http://cotu.nomadlife.org/past/2004_12_01_archive.aspx
 The author is talking about Reincarnation, why he can’t quite believe it, but can’t quite dismiss it either. He says:

[quote]
“Even though I immediately sensed that the ‘sign’ wasn’t what it seemed, it was years before I came to see it the way I still do. For some reason, I was given this gift, this weird, irrefutable demonstration that there is a more to the world than its surface. That whatever we’re all about, whatever the universe is, it is far more than just some empty, mechanical, material machine. There is some. . . force out there, something beyond knowing, that we can nonetheless–on some level–feel, and see and interact with. My petty life, and all my personal concerns, in some way connected up with something so big, so far beyond myself, that it could choreograph a little performance like that tailored perfectly to what was going on in the mind of one confused kid.”[/quote]

What does this have to do with Gang Stalking, it’s the whole of why we are here, why we are having this experience, why some of us have even made it this far, and where do we go from here. Why other will get the right search term to lead them to the concept of Gang Stalking and others won’t. Why others will connect all the dots in time, and others won’t. How we are going to figure this out. I don’t think I would have gotten here with just logic alone, when I did, I checked the facts, rechecked, removed what did not fit, looked for other answers, but some of the times I found the path best guided was when I reached out to a higher source, force, a power within, without, whatever you believe.

I think I have been here, I think I have done this, or something similar, I probably will again. I am asking the questions however, as to why, what my purpose is, and how I can do what I am meant to do, in this moment.

Just some stuff that I thought might be nice to share.

July 4, 2008 Posted by | changing vibrations, Citizen Informants, Civilian Spies, control, Controlled society, ESP, future, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking, Kilmeer Gill, Life, male, mental-salves, New World Order, NWO, past, present, Quantum Physics, Science, silence, Snitches, society, Stalking, Syncronicity | , | 2 Comments

The Veil

I have been distracted lately. Since discovering the site in 2 worlds. I have been thinking a lot about this stuff.

It’s nothing new for me, infact before a lot of this workplace mobbing started, and Gang Stalking started, I use to research stuff like this all the time for fun.

I love finding out about the fact that our science is really messed up. The time lines are so bad, carbon dating is not accurate, and the Greenhouse effect, is probably a natural phenomenon that the earth has seen before, and will again. (Pole shift anyone?). Small little things like that.

I also loved reading and learning about the spirit, weird phenomenon like PSI stuff, spiritual contracts, NDE’s, past lives, etc. I was so up on this stuff, and my library records probably reflected this.

I keep this in mind because again with the targeting sometimes the reason that you think you are targeted is not the real reason. The types of people being targeted are pretty specific. Smart in many cases, moral, independent, free thinkers, not conditioned the way society said we should be, etc.

I keep wondering if I should start another blog for this. I know this blog is suppose to be about Gang Stalking and it had the odd other post stuck in there from time to time, but lately my mind has been elsewhere, and rather than not share that with you all, I would rather just start another blog in addition to this one to keep the two separate. Actually what I really want to do is keep the same blog, and have you journey with me on my path of transformation, but I do realise that might not be possible depending on the stages that you are in. (Torture and psychological warfare, do not exactly make good bed fellows with spiritual journies, but they can.)

My Gang Stalking still continues, some days it’s all that I can do not to wish the snitches away, but that would mean wishing pretty much all people away. (I am ok with that.) I like my alone time. I love my privacy, to have that taken away has been a real violation. I don’t mind my privacy invaded by people who have my best interest at heart, but I do mind my privacy being invaded by those who do not. In fact I mind it a great deal most of the time, but sometimes there is not much you can do.

So what have I been thinking about? Sometimes I feel like the whole world already knows and I hate that, because my thoughts are private, and anyone who cares about me would respect that. I don’t care if a few close people know my thoughts, but not the whole world.

Anyways I have been thinking about the beliefs that we are spiritual beings having a physical experience. Before this started, I use to read about spiritual contracts. Some people believe that we are spirit and that we come here to earth agreeing to have specific experiences, agreeing to meet specific people at different times, even agreeing as to when we will go back. Some mothers have reported having spiritual or dream encounters with their future unborn children, and making an agreement with them that they would have them incarnate with them for a time, and even knowing what they would be coming here to do. Pretty interesting stuff.

http://ezinearticles.com/?Spiritual-Contracts—-There-Are-No-Victims&id=279881

I believe the spirit world is all around us, it’s not some far off concept, not by a long shot. I also think that it’s nothing more than a thin veil, that many other cultures have learnt to transcend. From Shamen, to spiritual reader, etc.

I think that dreams are how the spirit world communicates with this realm. Eg. Because most of us in society are not aware of this fact, that realm communicates with us the only way it can, via dreams. Why the imagery is so messed up or different is beyond me, the translation is weird, but that what happens. Dream books seem to be aware of these translations and some are really good with helping to break down this barrier.

I also think that this realm communicates via synchronicity. Eg. You are trying to find the answer to something and suddenly a sign appears, a book falls, a picture, object appears, mostly signs, billboards, etc. I believe that’s just one way our minds communicate with the spiritual. It’s how we reach each other at times, and how those in other places reach and touch us.

I do think we come here with purposes, deciding what we want to do, however I also fully believe that we can get distracted, lose sight of that path, or never fulfil what we came to do. The challenge is to stay open, not let the pain, burdens and heartaches of this world hold us down.

I believe we start off in this world being very much aware of the spirit realm, but as we grow, unless you are from a culture that actively and openly nurtures this, then you lose sight of this really quickly. That is also why young children show greater PSI abilities and then lesser by age 5.

I believe in societies like ours, children especially are exposed too quickly, and conditioned too quickly to lose sight of this. I believe our societies foster families that don’t have the time to nurture these attributes in children and so we raise these violent, unproductive beings when we could raise up these free spirits, that have amazing knowledge and abilities. (Healing, mind reading, telekinesis, etc)

I think these are amazing abilities because we don’t know any better. We don’t realise that these are things that we all start off having the potential to tap into, however due to abusive childhoods, sexual, physical, emotional, psychological, even underprivileged childhoods, etc we loose track of that.

Children are not trained up in these ways, infact they are conditioned from birth, with tv, school, church, work, etc. By the time many of us enter adulthood, much of this has been depleted, we have often fully lost touch with any of this, or the capacity to fully tune into this stuff. Much like changing channels, or vibrations, we tune in and out of this stuff like we do with people.

The world hurts and abuses us, and leaves us emotionally downtrodden, enslaves, most don’t realise it, and so we loose touch with these amazing people that we could be, that we all have the potential to be. In any given time period ofcourse there are some that by the grace of God, make it though unscathed, untouched and able to help guide, or teach others, but it’s so rear, when it should be the norm. Our society does not have our spiritual best interests at heart. It’s not in their interest to see these things fostered, and so everything is set up in place for these things to fail.

I liked the movie the golden compass, when it showed them trying to get the kids to grow up and remove their spirits from them. I think that’s why we have people in powerful places and positions, who are helping to run child porn rings. Children are an amazing and precious commodity and very few get to be nurtured in society the way they deserve to be. I don’t mean money or privilege, that helps, but it’s not the be all and end all.

You will also find in society if you try to present new concepts, ideas, or if you discover something that goes against the grain, or that is outside of the norm, then you will get shot down, often your discoveries will be removed, and if you don’t keep quite about it, you will be on the governments most wanted list.

We could have paradise, but we have a painful prison instead, and it’s not necessary. That’s part of the real truth. It’s so sad when you really tune into this. It’s also hopeful, because when you do start to realise that we are powerful, we have choices, we can change our lives with thought, sound can create and call things into existence, the world changes for you overnight and then you have a new reality, and new concepts that you have to try to decipher and understand. The world holds many mysteries and adventures just waiting to be had, often time we have to just tune into it, or let ourselves be open to it, but most in society can’t because they don’t know how, they have never learnt, or they just can’t or won’t let go of these restrictions that have been placed on their minds.

We can help each other on these paths, but we still have to have our our experiences, our own journeys. Love is the highest power, the greatest law. We are all one, but we are all individuals. (Makes no sense right?) Think of Star Trek next generation. Auto is this cool creature that comes from this world where they can all meld into one, and share each others thoughts, experiences etc, but then he is one individual as well, who can step away from that and have his own unique experiences. Even the borg on that show are another interesting concept. We are one, we are a human collective, a human conscience, and yet we are individuals who have our own experiences and make our own choices.

There is so much in society that explains this, many have tuned into this before, and will again, and the only limitations are those that we place on ourselves and those that we let our society place on us. Most in society are so not in tune with these concepts, infact these concepts are anathema to most in society, which is really sad, because these concepts could help free our society from the unseen bonds that hold us in place.

Most of us in society do not have caring nurturing relationships, not truly, not with our kids, not with our parents, not with our spouses, we don’t often really know how to. Thus the breakdown in marriages, kids hating parents, friendships that don’t last etc. Our society is set for these associations to fail, and if they don’t fail on their own, the society is more than willing to give a push. I often wonder at the people getting targeted. I even wonder about high profile cases in the news, like the Mormons. Did society really care, or is it just that we had no access to them, not enough snitches, they were raising the kids without these limitations, just some thoughts. I am sure there might have been genuine concerns, but after ruby ridge and Waco, these things now come to mind.

Anyways, how can you have truly loving caring relationships with others if you have never been taught? Also how can you be truly open with someone that you don’t trust, or feel has your best interest at heart? How can you ever fully tune into that person? Most of us are use to and accustomed to substandard relationships that leave us bruised and broken in many cases. We learn to close ourselves off emotionally, people in our society seem to be great at physical closeness, be it hugs, physical intimacy etc, but most are not ever able to achieve emotional, psychological, spiritual closeness.

Also sometimes when you can achieve these states they can grow stronger in some cases, so strong that a deep emotional bond is created, however in other cases do to abuse, emotional, physical, Psychological, Verbal etc, they can become diminished. We are in a society where many of us expect to be betrayed, abandoned, belittled, dis-respected, and it’s all good. However that’s not good, that’s not healthy, that’s not sane, and the more we let ourselves get exposed to this, the more we become closed off, and then we often bring those to other relationships, and those newly created walls, that are designed to help us handle the pain of the situation often remain in place.

Innocence can get corrupted overnight, we start off being trusting people. Most of us are not prepared or equipped to handle, sociopaths, psychological manipulators, people who do not have our best interests at heart, we often start out believing that the world is a good and safe place till something teaches us differently. Then we have to figure out how to deal with the new knowledge, the new world view.

With Gang Stalking, I thought I had a fairly good idea with what was going on. The years before I knew the term mobbing, or gang stalking, I knew what people were doing to some degree, and that it was wrong, and hurtful and yet they kept doing it. I just thought how horrible they were, cause if you are doing something and you know it’s hurting someone, and you keep doing it then obviously you don’t care about the person. This created a lot of distance with friends and family, but until I found out about Gang Stalking, only then did I come to realise just how deep the betrayal was.

See when you don’t have the full picture, or even 5-10% of the picture, you have some vague idea as to what is going on, but you really don’t. Until you see the full picture, you can’t really know what is going on. I knew I was being betrayed, but I had no idea how bad it was, till I found out about Gang Stalking, or how widespread it was, or how many people were involved. Once I did know, I again had to make adjustments to deal with the new reality, but some situations are like that, you get about 5-10% of the picture, and then you miss out on the other 90-95%. It’s like having one way text messaging, you can send, but you can’t receive, or you receive one or two short bursts, but you are never clear on what is happening, you never get to see the whole picture and therefore can not truly make proper assessments, decisions or judgements.

That’s always been one of the more irritating parts with the Gang Stalking stuff, the rumour mill. Everyone in your life knowing more about your life than you do. People getting one side of the story and assuming it’s the whole story, picture, when you often have no idea, didn’t say that, or weren’t aware of that. After about 10 years of this, I am almost numb to this. I have had to come to places of acceptance where I do realise I might never hear the full story, where I have to formulate opinions and ideas with about 5-10% of the puzzle. Life is more fun when you have all the pieces of the puzzle, but it’s just not always possible.

The other irritating part is the concept of intimate infiltrations. The fact that some people will try to get into your life just to see how they can screw you over and hurt you. Friendships are hard to form this way. Family well some of the worst has been done. Love, well being the romantic sort, that does put a damper on things. I believe in the concept, the possibility, but love has to love you back, or then is it truly love? If you have someone in your life that is not true, not loyal, not faithful, and does not have your best interest at heart, then are you really loved? My logic says no, and that is what the dangers of intimate infiltrations are. Ofcourse that is why targets have to be so careful.

Even if it’s not intimate infiltrations and it’s just regular romantic relationships, I have seen the strong and the wise brought low with bad decision making. Eg. Samson with Delila, (I always wondered why he didn’t kick her to the curb?) I mean here is this chick gathering all his secrets, and then spilling them to his worst enemies. So not cool. Then Solomon and his women, took him away from the very God he loved as a child, he should have stuck with Sheba. Then there are more modern examples, Whitney and bobby, she went from Queen of pop, the children are our future, teach them well, let them lead the way, to crack. I think the years with Bobby, his cheating, and fathering kids with other chicks did not help her self esteem, and she seemed to have at least some before him. Then there is Diana, beautiful princess ruined by her choice. I remember that she wanted to walk away before the marriage, but the names had already been engraved on the plates. Great kids, but a marriage not made in heaven.

Then I have seen others come together, Brad and Angelina, great combo. I love watching the path that these two walk. The kids that they bring into their relationships, Angelina and her concept of finding her kids in the world. I think they are just on such a cool journey. Also Cudos to Keith Urban for cleaning up the act when Nicole came along.

I think in any situation that the right people can have a profoundly positive effect on another person and that is what we are here to do for each other. I think in other situations people can have a profoundly bad effect on each other. I think the right people who really care about you and love you, have your best interests at heart, do right by you, and do not betray you, help bring out the best in you. I think if you are worried about what your friends are doing, family, or even spouses on a consistent basis, then you might not be on the right paths with those people. You can’t choose your family this is true, but you can limit contact with them if you feel that they are betraying you, the others can all be chosen and or removed on these life paths that we are creating for ourselves.

Right now I still feel really good about my path of transformation. I am physically limiting people that are bad for me on my path, and I am trying to do the same on an emotional, spiritual and psychological level, which takes more work. Sometimes people come into your life for you to learn a lesson, concept or just experience something. I find that people are transitional, and you can’t always count on the fact that they will be there for you, the only one you can count on is you, and God. Still I am trying to be more open, trying to tune into the spiritual.

I find that it’s hard. My spiritual self is still so different than my conscience self. My conscience self has seen a lot of the grit of this world, it’s hardened, logical and accepts the pit for what it is. I think my spiritual or inner self is still more hopeful, trusting, believing in love everlasting, happy endings, truth, loyalty, friendships, trust. I find for me it’s difficult to tune into the spiritual because the one is so different than the other. That’s what’s so neet about this world, you can find that you don’t even really know your own self at heart, and that can be a discovery in and of itself.

I still look forward to learning more, getting back to basics and concepts that I use to know, new concepts that I want to understand, like about sound and how it affects us. How we interact with it. I want to know my whole being as a person, I want to continue to be purified. Like all those before me have been, by difficult experiences. I want to understand why I sought this experience, what I still hope to or need to learn, and I look forward to new people I might meet along the path. There are still a few good people in the world, so much to discover, see and do. I have a new feeling inside that was not there before, or rather has not been there for a long time, and that is because I am tuning into me again. I did not do that during the mobbing, Gang Stalking, because these things are designed to kill and trap the spirit, leave it broken and wounded, and this experience did not do this, if did just the opposite, and so on my path I don’t want to let it anything that will do what the Gang Stalking failed to do.

So that’s my very long post about the veil, and the thin layers that divide us all. We are all so close to being one, but then we are all so separate. Find experiences that will let you be free, that will let light and love in and that will let the veil be torren down more and more. Interact and connect with people who really want to help you on your path, and who truly love you, avoid others who don’t. Keep an eye our for dreams and synchronicities, they are how the sprit(s), the divine within us connects with our hoping to be divine. Enjoy the journey, rise above this experience that will try to hold us down, and make make us lose sight of God, the divine, and our true purpose and true calling.
 That is what this Gang Stalking stuff has done and we have the ability to choose not to let it do this to us. We can rise about this, I did not say that we can stop, this, but maybe we can in time do that as well, but we can rise above it in the mean time.

May 10, 2008 Posted by | Bullying, Censorship, changing vibrations, Children, Citizen Informants, Civilian Spies, Community harassment, community mobbing, Conformity, control, Controlled society, crazy, david icke, electromagnetic frequency, Electronic harassment, Emotional Vampires, ESP, future, Gang Stalking, harassment, Honey Trap, Intimate Infiltarations, Life, Mind Reading, mobbing, Monitoring, Passive Aggressive Manipulative, Precognition, present, Relationships, slavery, Snitches, Social Control, society, sound, State target, Syncronicity, Targeted Individual, telecommunications, time travel, vibrations | 7 Comments

New Worlds

I was watching some videos the other day about how sound affects us, and I remember that at the end of one of the videos it was saying, this world is ending, let’s create new worlds.

Wouldn’t that be cool creating new worlds with sound?

Anyways this post is mostly a fluff post. Not too Gang Stalking Related. Well it is sort of because, I was remembering when my Gang Stalking first started. I was really unhappy, bored consistently, and I had by that stage been putting up with about 7 years of workplace mobbing by that time. It had taken a bit of a toll.

Anyways my energy levels were not at a high point then, and that is when this seems to have had it’s zenith into my life. I think this robs  you of so much if you let it, and I think in some ways you can begin to change this.

Recently I have had to accept so much weird stuff. Gang Stalking, Government creepiness, the world inching to a one world government with civilian spies already in place in most countries around the world.

I have also come to the acceptance that wither we want to believe it or not, we really at times do live in two worlds. That’s hard to fathom. Even if you see it you would hardly believe it, but hopefully in time in your heart you would know it was true, even if you could not verify it in any other way.

That got me thinking about movies with space and time travel, like terminator and Kyle who travels across time for Sarah. Ofcourse if time is not linear, then he really didn’t travel across time, in the traditional sense. It also got me thinking about Dracula.

That movie was great. I mean here is a prince who fights this great battle, only to have his love die, and then he manipulates time and chance to find her again, a chance for them to be together again, only to have it fail, and have her end up with some insipid dude. (No offense to the keeneu Reeves character.)

I think that movie was great and I think if I was going to write a part two to that movie, I would have the roles reversed. I would have a lady waiting for her prince. On the eve of a great battle he falls. Sword in hand, his horse fails and he falls. She senses his death and her heart dies, she grieves for him across time and space, her cries are so loud, and so compelling. He also makes a promise to come back to her, even as he is dying he knows he will come back to her.

The universe hears his promise and her prayers, or whatever happens when a great love is unfulfilled. I think it would be something like the seal song, love’s divine.
 
“Then the rainstorm came, over me
And I felt my spirit break
I had lost all of my, belief you see
And realized my mistake
But time threw a prayer, to me
And all around me became still

I need love, love’s divine
Please forgive me now I see that I’ve been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Through the rainstorm came sanctuary
And I felt my spirit fly
I had found all of my reality
I realize what it takes

‘Cause I need love, love’s divine
Please forgive me now I see that I’ve been blind
Give me love, love is what I need to help me know my name

Oh I, don’t bet (don’t bend), don’t break (don’t break)
Show me how to live and promise me you won’t forsake
‘Cause love can help me know my name

Well I try to say there’s nothing wrong
But inside I felt me lying all along
But the message here was plain to see
Believe me.”

I think I would include the scene where Dracula bids Mina to remember and she remembers and cries the diamond tear, that was really cool. Her heart died when she thought he was dead, and would not return to her. http://youtube.com/watch?v=klor7Qr6c3g&feature=related

http://youtube.com/watch?v=zwqCQl-jCBU&feature=related

I think in part two they would get to have that great mind link thing, like Mina and Dracula did. I can’t think what the ladies name would be, but I would have the prince be Aton, Alex, or Adam, or something like that, since Mina has four letters ending in an A. I would like to make the prince for part two be fair and blue to contrast the dark look of Dracula character of part one.

Ofcourse since the world does not believe in happy endings, I suppose that part two will not work out any better than Dracula part one did. That’s a shame, you would think that travelling across time, and the universe giving a second chance for happiness, for two people who grieved and loved each other would work out. Again Mina could have just walked away from her friends and been with her prince, but she choose a different path. Maybe part two should have a different ending.

Anyways, other movie that I liked that dealt with time travel, was forbidden kingdom. Vampire movies were sort of last season. This season if you have to see something, I suggest you see The Forbidden Kingdom. Jet Li, Jackie Chan, action packed can I say anything else? It also deals with the mystical, and it’s amazing. I am a total Jet Li fan. That movie kicked ass, and I had so much fun seeing it. Worth seeing again.

It’s about an monkey king, who loses his weapon, and a traveller must return it, it also has immortals, and a young sparrow looking for vengeance. The movie also goes between two worlds. It has this cool chick, who has this wicked whip thing, and her hair does the same thing. (She is a little bit bitter and does trust the words or promises of men, because they lie, but the chick can hold her own.) She was cool. All the characters were amazing.

Visually it reminded me of the movie hero, and crouching tiger hidden dragon. From start to finish is was amazing. I enjoyed every minute of it. I can’t wait to see part two. There has to be a part two. A movie that good has to have a second part to it. I am almost sure it will. (I hope the whip chick is back for part two if they do.)

So in continuing with my theme about being in two worlds at once, when one world ends, then you just create another. We are these powerful spiritual creatures, that is part of this lie that the world does not want us to wake up to. We are on these amazing journeys, and we have so much potential if we let ourselves.

For the first time in a long time, I am really happy, my energy levels have been getting back to what they were before the Gang Stalking thing. I am more in tune with myself. My dream world and my waking world. Before it was like a lot of the stuff that I would dream, I would not fully remember because I was so distracted by the Gang Stalking, Electronic Harassment torture stuff. Now that I am less distracted, I am a bit more in tune with my dream world and waking world. We travel in dreams, and often live out what we will do in the real world. Stuff is decided in dreams before they are accomplished in the real world. You can have spirit wolrds, that no one can hear touch or feel, but other spiritual beings. Promises can be made it the spirit world, and they can also be broken, just like in the real world. Path can be created, forgotten, and even abandoned.

The nice thing however is that we are not just passive beings on these paths, we are powerful creators, with a fully active say to what happens, and the choices we make. That is the neat thing that I am discovering, and I feel more hopeful than I have in a really long time, because I now know that, when one world ends, you simply create another.

April 27, 2008 Posted by | Asian, black, blue, changing vibrations, Children, Controlled society, david icke, Electronic harassment, ESP, Film, future, Gang Stalking, Gratitude, harassment, Health, Laughter, Life, Matrix, Mind Control, Mind Reading, Movies, Music, New World Order, NWO, past, Precognition, present, Quantum Physics, Record keeping, Relationships, revolution, Seal, Social Control, society, sound, Syncronicity, The Matrix, time travel, vibrations | , | 4 Comments

Vindicated

I thought of one more thing I could tell the potential target. The target who wanted to know what the point was of these Gang Stalking websites were if they could not show her how to get justice for what was happening, or how to stop it. She can be vindicated.

I mean sometimes you know what you are talking about. You are telling the truth, but no one wants to believe you. I mean I went through years knowing that co-workers, family, friends, were using my sensitivity against me. However I could never prove it, because the gentlemen had come to town and taken away everyone’s voices.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hush_(Buffy_episode)

Anyways finding out about Gang Stalking was 100 and 10% vindication. It proved that the things that I had been saying or thinking were all true. I can’t give target’s justice, or even get this stopped 100% for many, but I can help some feel a little vindicated. It’s hard when you know that you are telling the truth or know what you are talking about and everyone else around you is saying something else.

Anyways I was glad that I stayed home this weekend instead of going out. I would not have discovered a lot of the sites that I did. As mentioned I liked the site in 2 worlds. I believe people in many ways live in 2 worlds. Some without even realising it.

I think we live in other worlds via our thoughts, minds, and hearts. I think we even create worlds and situations that are so true they have the possibility of coming true. I often think about Lord of the rings and those really neat dream sequences between Aragorn/Arwen. I think it was neat that they loved each other so much that they could feel, hear each other, and visit each other in their dreams, no matter how far or long they were apart. 

I liked both sequences where he dreams and is so at peace with her. I also like the sequence where he is in trouble and she knows and is there in spirit to help. I guess in real life we live in more than one world via situations like that at times.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=aYrYRC2gJ9E
http://youtube.com/watch?v=aDcHifCH1JU

I also like the sequence in that movie where she is about to leave to go on the ship to the elven world, and then she sees their spirit child. Their little prince. The future child of their hearts, and then she chooses to not go on the ship, but returns to her father.

I think it’s neat because at that stage the little boy that she is seeing is just one possible future. Eg. If she had gotten on that ship, the future she was seeing would not exist. That scene reminds me that the choices we make in life can take us away from one destiny or move you towards another one. The future is not set, no choice but what we make.

That blog, plus the David Icke videos gave me a lot of food for thought on things like that. How people walk in 2 worlds, and metaphysical things. The nature of the universe. You know things like that.

April 23, 2008 Posted by | Children, crazy, Gang Stalking, Isolation, Mind Reading, present, Quantum Physics, Relationships, silence, sound, vibrations | , , , , , , | 3 Comments

Living single and loving it.

This article came out about a month ago, but it’s a great article about being single. I think the difference between being single and happy and being single and miserable is all about choice. If you choose to be single, then it’s one thing, but if you don’t then it can be a living misery. Also if you choose not to be single for the wrong reasons it can also be a huge misery. I think in this as with anything you have to find out what works for you. Also remember that at different stages in your life, what worked yesterday, might not work tomorrow.

http://www.alternet.org/sex/77095/?page=1

[quote]I’m fifty-four years old and I have always been single. I love my single life. But for a long time I rarely said that out loud. I thought I was the only happy single person.[/quote]

NO there seem to be a lot more happily single people in the world. I think it’s only the perception that has thrown others off. Being single can be a good thing if that is where you are at.

[quote]Years later after I had read hundreds of scientific studies about marital status, happiness, and discrimination, and after I conducted my own program of research, I realized that much of the conventional wisdom about people who are single was either grossly exaggerated or just plain wrong. The place of singles in society and the significance of getting married have changed dramatically over the past decades. But our views of single and married people have not yet caught up.[/quote]

The perception is if you are single, male or female that you can’t be perfectly happy, and the reality is, with modern day society you can be. More so infact than some of your married counter parts. Now I am not knocking marriage or being not single, but I am just pointing out that there are an increasing amount of happy single people out there.

[quote] In one set of studies, for instance, we created profiles of married and single people that were exactly the same (in terms of the person’s age, hometown, interests, employment, and so forth) except for their marital status. In one experiment after another, we found that the single people were viewed more negatively than the married people. For example, they were seen as unhappy, lonely, and self-centered compared to their married counterparts. (The one exception is that single people were consistently viewed as more independent than married people.)[/quote]

Again a lot of this goes back to perception and what has always been in the past conventional wisdom, or rather what seemed to be conventional wisdom. In the past for many reasons you needed to be married to keep the household running, to have children, and ofcourse to be seen as anyone in the community.

[quote]We looked up federal statutes and found more than a thousand instances in which official marriage was linked to federal protections and benefits. We found discrimination against singles in the workplace and the marketplace. We then did research of our own on discrimination and found that realtors (and other people we asked) would prefer to rent to married couples than to single women, single men, unmarried couples, or a pair of friends — even when they all had equally positive references and ability to pay.[/quote]

Again the biggest obstacles that single individual seem to have is society itself and their negative mindset. Once they get past this, many single people do lead very happy and fulfilling lives.

[quote]The story that was taking shape in my mind was becoming clear. Single people are not as happy as married people in part because they are targets of stereotyping and discrimination.[/quote]

This is so true. The article goes on from there and I recommend reading it if you are choosing to be single and loving it. I think in modern day society people have more choices than they did in the past. I think if living single is your choice, then don’t let anyone make you think that you would be happy or better off not living single. You can live single and be happy, if it’s a choice.

[quote]Increasingly, people who are single are living their lives fully. Those who have the resources to do so are buying homes, traveling the world, and pursuing their passions. Their lives are meaningful — and yes, they are happy.

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Again it all comes down to what works best for you. An interesting article I thought I would share.

March 16, 2008 Posted by | Asian, Black female, Black Females, black women, Female, Females, future, Health, Laughter, male, present, Relationships, Single, society, White, WhiteFemale | Leave a comment

Tell me what I am thinking?

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/pages/live/articles/technology/technology.html?in_art icle_id=527397&in_page_id=1965
 

[quote]
Brain scan: Scientists have developed a mind-reading technique
 
Scientists have developed a mind-reading technique which could one day allow them to take pictures of memories and dreams.

By comparing brain activity scans, they were able to correctly predict which of 120 pictures someone was focusing on in 90 per cent of cases.

The technique could one day form the basis of a machine to project the imagination on to a screen.

Professor Jack Gallant led the Californian research team.

Writing in the journal Nature, he said: “It may soon be possible to reconstruct a picture of a person’s visual experience from measurements of brain activity alone.

“Imagine a general brainreading device that could reconstruct a picture of a person’s visual experience at any moment in time.”[/quote]

Considering that by the time we usually hear about such inventions they have usually been in use by Military or other bodies for some time, let’s imagine how really much more advanced this might actually be?

Wow something that will record my dreams and memories. That would be really cool. Maybe Gang Stalking targets could package the dreams and memories given to us as Targeted Individuals and deliver them as presents to those that have helped stalk and torture us. Kind of like the little gift given near the end of the movie the crow. (When Eric gives the memories he’s been carrying around, all at once.) Maybe those who have helped form all these memories and dreams would like to have a taste of the fun memories that they have helped to create? Probably not.
Anyways on to other fun scientific news.

http://www.wired.com/science/discoveries/news/2008/03/mri_vision
[quote]
Tell me what you see.

On second thought, don’t: A computer will soon be able to do it, simply by analyzing the activity of your brain.

That’s the promise of a decoding system unveiled this week in Nature by neuroscientists from the University of California at Berkeley.

The scientists used a functional magnetic resonance imaging machine — a real-time brain scanner — to record the mental activity of a person looking at thousands of random pictures: people, animals, landscapes, objects, the stuff of everyday visual life. With those recordings the researchers built a computational model for predicting the mental patterns elicited by looking at any other photograph. When tested with neurological readouts generated by a different set of pictures, the decoder passed with flying colors, identifying the images seen with unprecedented accuracy.

“No one that I know would ever have guessed our decoder would do this well,” study co-author Jack Gallant said.

As the decoder is refined, it could be used to explore the phenomenon of visual attention — concentration on one part of a complicated scene — and then to illuminate the dimly understood intricacies of the mind’s eyes.

“One day it may even be possible to reconstruct the visual content of dreams,” Gallant said.

After that, the decoding model could be harnessed for more visionary purposes: early warning systems for neurological diseases or interfaces that allow paralyzed people to engage with the world.

Other uses may not be so noble, such as marketing campaigns crafted for maximum mental penetration or invasions of mental privacy mounted in the name of fighting terrorism and crime.

Those technologies remain decades away, but researchers say it’s not too soon to think about them, especially if research progresses at the pace set by this study.

Earlier decoders could only tell whether someone looked at a general type of image — at a dog, for example — but couldn’t identify more specific photos, such as a small dog eating a bone. They’ve also been incapable of predicting what thought patterns an image would provoke.

The Berkeley model overcame both those limitations.

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It’s weird, but I have heard targets speak of things like this before. It’s a subject that I have heard mentioned in the Targeted Individual community. People who have stated that the people harassing them were describing what they were looking at in real time. Interesting.

Anyways, it’s always nice to keep up on the latest scientific mumbo jumbo. Imagine how the world will be shaped, or rather is probably already being shaped by these devices that we are just hearing about, but which have probably been around and available for some time now.

March 7, 2008 Posted by | Brain reading device, Controlled society, ESP, future, High technology, Mind Control, Mind Reading, Monitoring, New World Order, NWO, oppression, paranoid, past, present, Science, Surveillence, Tracking | Leave a comment

Past, present, future.

How would you know if someone was changing time? What is time?

Some scientist believe that nothing can travel faster than the speed of light, and so therefore you might not be able to change time. Many believe that it’s linear, with past, present, future, going in a line, happening at different times.

Others believe that past, present, future are all the same, and therefore they happen simultaneously.

Someone posted this wonderful link that deals with some of the new discoveries in Quantum Physics and I think it’s an interesting find.

http://quantumiscool1.ytmnd.com
http://quantamiscool2.ytmnd.com
http://yqpic3.ytmnd.com
http://wqpic4.ytmnd.com

The above experiments are simply explained with some flash presentations. They talk about wave patterns. How a beam of light is able to go though a slit of paper as a beam, but then though 2 slits as a wave. Meaning that the beam has to pass through both slots simultaneously.

The further experiments go on to explain that this wave pattern can be measured but only if not observed, meaning that when observed the wave pattern disappears and the beam does not seem to have gone though both slots at once thus making a wave pattern, when it’s not observed however the wave patter comes back. Almost as if it knows it’s being observed.

Also past present and future don’t seem to have an impact, the results simply will change based on observation.

Not sure how well I explained it, but if you watch the flash presentations, they are fascinating.

It got me thinking about a lot of things, including all those psi experiments in the lab. I know from classes I have taken, that if the experimenter was a none believer in the psi phenomenon the results were often less than stellar, and if they were a believer the results were often above stellar.

I often wondered if the belief of the observer, had any impact on those experiments, I often believed it would be the case, but proof was another thing. I think this brings it in closer, that observation might affect some things, since psi experiments might fall into these realms, could not the very expectations of the observer be changing the results, and if that is the case how will they ever get true results doing it the scientific way we have in place now? Just a thought.

Anyways the other thing it got me thinking about is past, present and future and if they are happening all at once, and if you did change them then how would you know?

How would you know that something had changed? I mean if time is not linear, and you can change things, there would be no memory that something had changed, no knowledge. What if someone was missing from the time-line, ofcourse they would not be missing would they, or would they? How would history be changed? Really we would just not know, because it would just create a new parallel reality, without any recollection of the other, well without almost any recollection of the other. Everyone would just think that’s how things always were. I don’t think anyone would know that things had changed.

If past present and future are not dependent on the laws that we know now, if things such as that could also be changed or reshaped, what if it’s all in the eye of the beholder or observer? Just like what was happening with the wave pattern. A little over simplified perhaps, but that’s where my thoughts were going.

I think my thoughts went there once again, because I am wondering how do you know the impact of removing someone(s) from the timeline?

Eg. I always remember the girls that died when the Amish school shooting happened.

Naomi Rose Ebersole, 7; Anna Mae Stoltzfus, 12; Marian Fisher, 13; Mary Liz Miller, 8; and her sister Lena Miller, 7.

It’s weird, but I always think that it changed history in some way. I always feel that one or more of these individuals were going to have a huge impact on the future, or already had? Not sure if that’s the word for it. There is just sort of a morphic emptiness. It’s one of those weird things that’s hard to explain.

I always wonder what if you could change the future, by removing certain people from the past, how would you know. There would be no trace, no proof, but would there be some kind of anomaly, or a sense that something was wrong or missing? Would that be the only sense that something was wrong with the world if you could do that?

Ever since it happened, I have always felt that one or more of them should have been on the timeline somehow. It’s weird. It’s like if a tree falls in the forest does anyone hear it, the answer for that one that I always liked, is that it’s the emptiness that it leaves behind when it’s gone, that’s the sound it makes. I wonder if the same is true with humans?

It’s not like a splinter in my brain, but it’s like this feeling that something just wasn’t right, like something is missing. I have always felt that way about this event, and yet never known why. I always wondered what the impact one or more of these girls would have had? What would they have done? What were they meant to do? What had they done? How had they impacted the timeline? If you could go back and change the past, what impact would removing them have had? The only answer ever is this emptiness, which does not feel right.

It’s one of the only events that ever makes me feel that way, and it’s odd, but there it is.

Anyways just some thoughts about somethings that I normally would not blog about, but just thought I would share.

February 24, 2008 Posted by | Amish, future, Marian Fisher, Naomi Ebersole, past, present, Quantum Physics, School Shooting, time travel | Leave a comment