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Real Dream

I am blogging a lot, cause I will not be posting for the next little while, so I wanted to share as much as possible.

Ok I got through and had a real dream. I know that sounds funny, but vs the faux dreams I have been having. It’s funny but the element or one of the elements that real dreams have vs faux dreams has been so obvious for the years that I have been dreaming, but I had forgotten what that missing element was.

So at least that portion of my subconscious is not destroyed, just co-opted. Ok this answers that question, and yes real dreams feel very different than the implanted mind fluff that I have had to deal with, plus you actually rest in real dreams. Even if it’s just a short dream, you actually have energy after. Not always, but your mind get’s a work out that just does not happen with he faux dreams. I don’t want to say what the missing elements are, but to anyone who dreams it will probably be obvious if I did point it out.

The subvocalized thoughts to speech. I have been praying for years, and for anyone who prays they can be silent, but you often have a goal in mind, but you never hear yourself say the words. Well now with the subvocalized stuff, the intentions of the prayers can be heard being translated into speech. That is kind of cool, cause now I know that my unvocalized intentions actually do have a word components. When you pray most times it’s in silence, or you might pray a scripture, but at other times it’s just silent prayers, or meditations, well no anymore. The intentions get translated, and I know the words of the intentions. I have been praying for years, this just does not happen. This is subvocalized intentions translated into speech, it’s kind of nifty.

Gregory a target came to my aid with some really valuable information, when I needed it. Like I stated when it’s not your situation, you just can’t understand the full impact of what the person is going through, or what they have been going through. He shared some very personal things that had happened to him, and I don’t have the words to say how truly horrible and abominable what was done to him was. It’s truly disgusting and there are not the words. These people are the lowest form of filth to crawl the earth, there is nothing else that can be said. I am truly and deeply disgusted by what was done to him, and I do hope that these people will pay for what was done. There are a lot of people who are getting away with a lot of abuses and it is just not ok, it is not alright and it is not acceptable.

I can only again express my deepest sympathies for what was done to him, but I know that it does not go far enough. The violation of his person and his spirit was truly unacceptable, and to be honest there is no true name for such a violation except for unacceptable. That is what it should truly have been termed, unacceptable.

I hope if you are out there you read this, and I do thank you and all the others for the information and feedback that you provided in my time of need. Clearly parts of this are ongoing, and a remedy will have to be made, but there are a lot’s of this that could have been much worst. I want to thank the members of the community, or strangers for the helpful tips that were also provided, such as earth stones. The nice thing about being a part of a community is we truly don’t have to go through these things alone.

Thank you, and I am greatful for the assistance that was rendered to me. I hope that help will be rendered in kind for your own personal situations.

Happy Indigo Ribbon Month.

November 18, 2010 Posted by | Gang Stalking | , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Dreams

Dreams

I have had a lot of experience of the last few years trying to control my dreams. Trying to unsuccessfully remove some unwanted elements, and trying to control what some of my dream characters did.

Control

Like many others I wanted to be in control of what some dream characters did. I tried many things in my dreams and none of them worked. I am a very forceful character at times, and I like to get things done, I like to get things done my way. However what I learnt from my dreams is that when you try to control things it does not always work. In fact sometimes you make more enemies than friends. Control is not what dreams are for. Dreams are for the soul to roam free, to let loose. The things you can not and would never do in the real world are what the dream world is for.

To try to control characters and what they were doing was pointless and wrong. What worked for me was to encourage my dreams. Love the characters, try to correct them when I thought that they were wrong, give advise in my dreams, but ultimately let my dream characters make their own choices, and hope that they make the right choices. People can be controlled in two ways, by force, or by love. In Shakespeare love is what is used to tame, not force.

Even in dreams if you try to force things to go your way, they can back fire. I learnt to let my dreams flow, let the characters make their own choices but to love and be supportive along the way and that seemed to have worked.

Because dreams are just that dreams, you never know when you are going to accidentally snub someone, do something to hurt someone deeply in a dream. I often think at times there is a human shared consciousness. Where maybe people share the same dreams, even without knowing it. Morphic Resonance, a shared consiousness.

In the real world, or this realm I for the most part have control of what I do think, feel, how I interact with others, but in dreams not always. Dreams are a wild territory. I don’t always remember all my dreams. Sometimes you wake up happy and never know why, or sad, and you know that you have to go back to sleep and fix something that went wrong, correct something. That is what is so beautiful about the dream scape.

Anyways this was not about the dream scape so much as things that I have learnt. In this realm I interact with very few, so there should be very few who I could have offended, but who knows my dreams are so wide and varied that maybe along the way I hurt, snubbed, humiliated, someone deeply and for that I would be sorry. Deeply and heartfelt sorry, because my dreams have often been a place of contentment.

I wish I could control all the things that happened in my dreams, but I can’t. One thing I can do is pray for my dream scape, I know that sounds weird, but just like you would pray for things to get better in the awake world, I believe you can pray for things to get better in dreams as well.

I just wanted to share this, and make sure that any hurt that I have caused in my dream scape is rectified, and soothed away as much as can be.

November 18, 2010 Posted by | Gang Stalking | , , , , | 1 Comment

Executive Order

Executive Order

Well the dream seems to be pointing fingers.

I know why the dreams are so unfulfilling. It’s the exact same dream, the places, people change, but it’s the exact same dream. With the exact pointless task. That’s why it’s never fulfilling and that is why nothing ever changes.

Imaging waking up doing the same thing everyday, over and over and over again. The people look different, places, but when you get at the core, it’s the same dream.

Sort of like a task that never ends, even if you complete it you are going to do the same thing the next day. They are all dumb, pointless tasks, that are petty and make no sense to intelligent people, but in the new dreams seem to be really important, but are the kind of dreams stupid people would have and think were really important. Again Ren and Stimpy running the show.

In my dreams I wonder why would someone want to destroy someone’s dream center, what kind of dreams they have, who and what they dream about and what they are capable of? I mean dreams are suppose to be just dreams right, or do they place a more significant role than Western society would have us all believe. Dreams were essential to Native Americans. We use to go to oracles who could access other realms at one time in human history.

I don’t understand a lot about these types of things, but that seems to be the nature of these dreams. Anyone else with something similar if you can do a quick compare, I would really appreciate this. Also I have had a suggestion of trying some natural earth crystals, which might help stop the dream encoding. I have not had a chance to try those yet.

 

Here’s a tip you’ll find helpful if you follow up on it:

Tektites, magnetite, and orgonite.

High quality of the above beneath the pillow all help thwart these technologies and electromagnetic encoding.

Sweet dreams.

Comment by Grey

November 18, 2010 Posted by | control, Controlled society, Gang Stalking, government corruption, State target, Targeted Individual | , , , , , | 1 Comment

Blogger’s Mind

Blogger’s Mind

I have some more feedback. With everything that is happening I am extremely tired and trying to catch up on sleep. It sounds silly, because I am sleeping, but I need to catch up on dream sleep. This means that my body sleep’s the normal eight hours or so, but then to get in that special something that use to happen during Rapid Eye Movement sleep, I have to get it in via lucid dreaming, which is not that easy, cause I am ok at lucid dreaming, but enough to get all that I need takes time.

So this is what I am discovering in the R.E.M. dream state. They are measuring invoked, and evoked responses.

My emotional center seems to be disconnected, or disabled somehow. Eg. The dreams state, deep dream state use to have a lot of rich, colorful, wonderful emotions attached to it. Dreams as we all know are full of emotions, people, I believe with all my heart that dreams are how the soul connects with the mind and the body. As you know native Americans use to communicate with the ancestors this way, and use to do some remarkable things.

My dreams are pretty wonderful, or at least they were. What I have discovered about the dream state, now, or believe that I have uncovered is that they are void of emotions. They are still not my dreams. The emotions that I do have connected to the dream state, are emotions that are being pumped in via electronic manipulation of the nervous system, but the range is so limited, that they usually pump in fear, or other stressed emotions. Also the dreams still feel like something that Ren and Stimpy, or Beavis and Butthead dreams up. They are designed to cause stress, pointless tasks. The odd dream they seem to try to through in things I should be familiar with, but it’s pointless. Simply they are not my dream.

In the dreams these people strongly believe that I have given my authorization for what is happening. Eg. In the dream I have heard them insist that consent was given, authorization was given. Authorization unequivocally was never given, will never be given, and if this is the case, then this should not be happening.

In the dream as usual, there is a strong implication of who authorized this and naturally with what can be controlled, I have tried to block and ban this entity from my dream state. Anyone who could authorize this in order to control another person is just a monster, and is right up their with the nazi scientists. To some who know me I am something worthwhile, valuable. To another the indication in the dream is that I was a thing to be controlled, a bloggers mind to be accessed. Somewhere out there the Karma is going to balance, one way or another.

What was also being done in my dream state was that a word was being used to activate the programing, and deactivate the programming. So it’s like how you switch someone on, and then switch someone off. To make them accept programming.

In my dreams they also monitor when the brain has gone into a sort of flatline state, so then they can begin to do what programming, or try whatever programming is necessary. You know that state, when your mind is settled, and no more thoughts are flowing, that state just before you slip into dream state.

In the dreams there is one more thing happening, or in the semi R.E.M. state. My sub vocalized thoughts are being translated in speech, but it works really horribly at times. Sometimes it works really well, but at other times the things that I mean are interpreted for me and they are wholly incorrect. Eg. Let’s say that I am thinking Aunt and Uncle, and the translation ends up being Jeff and Carol. But they were not necessarily the Aunt and Uncle that I intended. Or let’s say that I say I want that person. The interpretation is sexual, but that is not what is meant, so a sexy picture will be pulled up to correspond with the words, but that is not what I meant.

I know most people reading this will think it’s just some mind trip, but for the educated, and slightly more sophisticated, this is no mind trip. What i am experiencing in the dreams with the sub-vocalized thought to speech, that is very real technology and that has been admitted to.

Eg. Let’s say someone is in a comma, but they are realizing that some of these people can communicate, so the technology is being used to read their subvocalized thoughts, and translate them into speech. There were several articles that came out about this. What is happening to me is that I would have to say it’s working very much like this. I have tested it out and to the best of my ability this is what I believe best describes what seems to be happening.

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/science/science-news/7987821/Mind-reading-machine-can-convert-thoughts-into-speech.html

‘Mind-reading machine’ can convert thoughts into speech
A mind reading machine is a step closer to reality after scientists discovered a way of translating people’s thoughts into words…

The breakthrough, which is up to 90 per cent accurate, offers a way to communicate for paralysed patients who cannot speak and could eventually lead to being able to read anyone thoughts.

Fortunately I have a strong self that goes beyond being a mind. Dreams and memories, I think are often outside of the mind, so playing with the mind can and will only go so far. My faith in God is internal and goes deeper, and is much stronger than anything being thrown at me, and with the limited intelligence that seem to be trying to control the show behind the scenes I am not as worried as I could be.

I do believe that there are a lot of scared and controlled people in the world. They do not have control of themselves, and so to gain this control back they seek to control the lives of others. Unworthy scared, snivelling individuals. I hope never to meet such people, or to become acquainted with such persons in my awake state.

I have had a lot of really good introspective time to look into this. You don’t know what you have until it’s gone, and dreams are something so pure, so perfect, they are truly missed, at least my dreams are. I hope to try some of the ideas that have been suggested to see if the damage can be reversed. Eg. When this first happened, I mentioned that there was very real, awake painful sensation in the brain regions. They have subsided to a degree, but in other cases, the sensation can be felt.

I really didn’t want to share this as it happens, without doing the research first and then documenting it. I have spent a lot of time, a lot of time trying to ensure that we have credible information, that the community is credible, but what is happening with my R.E.M. dreams are fairly profound, and I felt that it was necessary to share, because it should shared, documented, and exposed.

A lot of people can not and will not understand what is happening, unless you experience it yourself it will sound very far fetched, but to the best of my knowledge this is what is happening within the dream state, I am reporting it back, because the things that are happening, could be happening to others.

The only other thing that I will add is that I think for a normal average person this would and has the potential to be devastating, or to control them. I think because I have a strong belief in God, in this existence it truly helps a great deal, to know what true power is, and where it exists.

November 18, 2010 Posted by | Awareness, Brain reading device, control, electromagnetic frequency, Gang Stalking, High technology, Mind Control, Mind Reading | , , , , , , | 1 Comment