Now that Michael Jackson is gone I still have questions.
The Michael Jackson situation has always bothered me. I was never fully convinced about the pedophile charges.
The second case I saw coming a mile away. After I saw the interview that Micheal did, where a UK journalist followed him around with a camera, after I saw the portion of the interview with a boy in the interview I was concerned, and felt very strongly that a false accusation would come up once again.
When the second accusation came up some time later, and the identity was reveled to be the boy in the interview, I felt that that my prediction had been accurate, and I felt strongly that this accusation as I had predicted and could be false. I feel I had seen it coming a mile away, what’s odd is that Micheal Jackson had not.
Jackson seems to have held on to a very peter pan existence for as long as he could. He seemed to have been very child like. It’s like he really didn’t get how cold, and cruel this world could be.
For the second accusation, I strongly believe it was a s false accusation, but what about the first case?
I did not follow it as closely as I could have, and in the following years I have never researched it. The things that had bothered me about the case however are as follow.
He paid out money, why would you pay out money if you are innocent? I thought that innocent people would not do this, but in time, since doing research, I find that this is not always the case. I have now seen Gang Stalking targets admit to being drug users, in order to get their child back from the state.
At the time that this happened, I could not believe that a child would make an accusation like that unless it was true? In time I have now seen groups of people accused by children who were coached be accused of being pedophiles, only to have it come out years later that the children were coached.
I don’t know if this could have been the case here, there was other disturbing details. It has been said that the child knew details of a birth mark that was on Micheal’s lower anatomy. This is worrisome, and again makes me wonder what happened?
I don’t think any adult should be around a child that is not there’s in any capacity that exposes such details, be it going to the bathroom with them in the room or other. The rules might vary with very close relatives, who are also like parental figures, or care givers.
This has always worried me about the case. However Micheal spent years befriending kids like Macaulay Culkin and there was never an accusation, at least not that I am aware of.
I believe he paid off the first case to make it go away, guilty or innocent, he could not handle what was happening, I think the accusation tore at his soul. I do now understand it’s very possible to frame someone to make it seems as if they are a pedophile, some of the men in the Targeted Individual community face this fact.
I believe the trial changed him. I think we saw a lot of the in subsequent years manifest itself in his outward appearance and weirdness.
There is no doubt that he became eccentric. He married Lisa Marie in later years. I have personally always believed it was to help restore his image after the trial. That doesn’t make it a bad thing. Lisa Marie insists that it was a real marriage, but I sort of don’t fully believe that.
His second wife Debbie later in trial, claims that the two children of their union were artificially inseminated, and that there were not his biologically. I sort of believe her, which also means they too most likely did not have normal marital relations.
The baby swinging incident was just bad judgement. What was he thinking? I think the incident just further shows me he shows poor taste, and bad judgement. He was so intense on the fans, that he really made a bad call. It’s something someone much younger with bad judgement might have done, and it did not help his case.
Since his death I have found a lot of good information. You can learn a lot from some of these websites. The articles that I found of interest was one that was going over details of the first trial. I will post the link.
How should he be remembered? In my mind there are so many unanswered questions? Was he really a pedophile, or were the accusations baseless, and was it just people taking advantage of his childlike nature? Was there some truth to the rumour? Was it just groundless?
I think Jackson had a very unreal sense of what the world should be like, vs what it was. He believe that there was nothing wrong with having kids over, and even having them stay over in his room. It could be completely innocent, but if you are a 40 something, unmarried, eccentric, people are going to wonder at the best of times, and at the worst of times they will swallow anything that is thrown at them.
I am going to withhold judgement, because I have never felt that I had all the pieces of the puzzle. I do know that if he really was not a pedophile, we have done him a great injustice. I see the comments, and they are like nails. They are pretty terrible, and if he was not a pervert, then what a horrible way to be remembered, and have your name destroyed, especially if he was innocent.
If he was a pervert in anyway, then he does not deserve the adoration that he is getting. He was talented there is no doubt about that, but talent does not excuse bad behaviour, it did not with Jerry Lee Lewis, and it should not with people like R. Kelly when there is clear evidence for the case.
With Jackson the lines and some of the lies are very blurry. He was weird toward the end, but I think he was childlike, maybe more than we know. I do think that there could be more ongoing than most ever dreamed. I am learning more in the last 48 hrs about rumours, of conspiracy against him, and what he felt was ongoing in this regard, than I have in the last 15 years or so. It’s been interested.
What I do know, I owe it to myself to try to learn the truth, no matter what it is. I now know that this world can make you look, appear or seem to be anything that it wants you to be, for good or for bad. I know that there are some leech like parasites in the world who will take advantage of and feed off, those unsuspecting, childlike types. There are many who will feed off of the innocent, and take the most innocent comment, action, gesture, sentiment, out of context and make it into something that it is not.
Since his death a lot of this has been confirmed, by his ex-wife Lisa Marie, when she talks about some of the constant leeches around him, and how she tried to save him from self destructive behaviour and those around him who did not have his best intentions at heart.
[quote]Presley wrote that she and Jackson’s family tried to save him from “the inevitable, which is what just happened” but she became overwhelmed and had to end their relationship.
“I became very ill and emotionally/ spiritually exhausted in my quest to save him from certain self-destructive behavior and from the awful vampires and leeches he would always manage to magnetize around him,” she wrote.[/quote]
Then we are hearing more about the people around him, who might have given him bad advise, and also about the drugs, someone was saying that compared to the Anna Nicole situation, hers was nothing compared to this, and the leeches around him.
[quote]Brian Oxman, the Jackson family attorney, told CNN that the superstar had a very serious problem with prescription medication, and that the people that were surrounding him were enablers. “If you think the case with Anna Nicole Smith was an abuse, it’s nothing in comparison to what we have seen taking place in Michael Jackson’s life.”[/quote]
What a shock. He seems to have had a lot of these types in his life.
So for me, it’s a matter of discovering the truth. I want to know the truth for the three kids that he was raising. If he was not a pervert or a pedophile, then we deserve to know the truth, and if he was, then that needs to be made clear as well. Paying out money does not unequivocally mean that one is guilty. Being weird and eccentric also does not equate guilt.
I would like to know the truth one way or another. If he is innocent, then the world did him a great injustice, and the least we could do is clear his name. If he is guilty then the adoration is misplaced and disgraceful. Truth is sometimes somewhere in the middle.
Anyways for the time being I do wish is soul peace, his kids and family the best, and I wish the world truth, since they are often more willing to swallow lies.
I had complied this blog post under a different title, and I had also tried to draw comparisons to the latest school shooting and the school shooting last year in America where the words let the revolution begin were also posted.
I thought it was interesting that at least two school shooters had used the same words. Anyways for some reason I can’t find the post on my computer, [b]which has been acting weird over the last few days. [/b]
Anyways, I am not going to spend a lot of time trying to recompile the ideas, so instead I am just going to repost the manifesto that was left behind by the finnish school shooter.
I again think that his choose in killing was misguided, his frustrations were understood, but I just can’t see the point of taking innocent lives. I don’t think his actions accomplished anything. Well they will get people talking, but I don’t think they established the kind of change he was referencing to.
I also personally don’t believe in natural selection, or evolution and so on those points I can’t agree with anything he says. Where I do see relavance in his postings are the points he makes about democracy not being really free, and that’s it’s just another tyranical system. Also about the fact that most people are conformed to the system. I also do belive that it’s corrupt, and I would also like to see a change for the better come about. However I would like to see a change come about via dialouge and people waking realising that this system is not right, that it is corrupt and we need to fix it, revamp it or whatever.
I however do not think this was the way to do it. So enough about me, this is the writing from Pekka-Eric the young man who did the latest school shooting. For me personally the revolution I believe in is truth, and before the media completly spin this and blame it on music, bullying or something else, he makes it very clear that he knew what he was doing, he was not going for a school shooting, he wanted his actions to be considered as political, and he did it because he had had enough of this corrupt system.
Natural Selector’s Manifesto
How Did Natural Selection Turn Into Idiocratic Selection?
Today the process of natural selection is totally misguided. It has reversed. Human race has been devolving very long time for now. Retarded and stupid , weak-minded people are reproducing more and faster than the intelligent, strong-minded people. Laws protect the retarded majority which selects the leaders of society. Modern human race has not only betrayed its ancestors, but the future generations too. Homo Sapiens, HAH! It is more like a Homo Idioticus to me! When I look at people I see every day in society, school and everywhere… I can’t say I belong to same race as the lousy, miserable, arrogant, selfish human race! No! I have evolved one step above!
Naturality has been discriminated through religions, ideologies, laws and other mass delusion systems. Individual, who is going through his/hers natural power process and trying to live naturally, but is being told that the way he acts or thinks is wrong and stupid, will usually have some reactions which might be considered as “psychological disorders” by the establishment. In reality they are just natural reactions to the disruption of natural power process. They will have some of the following (depending on individual’s personality): feelings of inferiority / superiority, hostility, aggression, frustration, depression, self-hatred / hatred towards other people, suicidal / homicidal thought etc… and it is completely normal.
Humans are just a species among other animals and world does not exist only for humans. Death and killing is not a tragedy, it happens in nature all the time between all species. Not all human lives are important or worth saving. Only superior (intelligent, self-aware, strong-minded) individuals should survive while inferior (stupid, retarded, weak-minded masses) should perish.
There is also another solution to the problem: stupid people as slaves and intelligent people as free. What I mean is that they who have free minds, are capable of intelligent existential and philosophical thinking and know what justice is, should be free and rulers… and the robotic masses, they can be slaves since they do not mind it now either and because their minds are on so retarded level. The gangsters that now rule societies, would of course get what they deserve.
Of course there is a final solution too: death of entire human race. It would solve every problem of humanity. The faster human race is wiped out from this planet, the better… no one should be left alive. I have no mercy for the scum of earth, the pathetic human race.
Collective Deindividualization: Totalitarianism & Delusions Of Democracy
[b]Collective deindividualization is a phenomenon where individual will be trained as part of the mindless herd controlled by state, corporation, church or some other organization, group, ideology, religion or mass delusion system and adopt it’s rules, morality and codes of conduct. This phenomenon has been familiar in all despotic, authoritarian, totalitarian, monarchist, communist, socialist, nazi, fascist and religious societies troughout history. Also, the modern western democratic republics have the same phenomenon. It is just done so that people will think they are free and don’t realize they are being enslaved. Majority of people in society are weak-minded and ignorant retards, masses that act like programmed robots and accept voluntarily slavery. But not me! I am self-aware and realize what is going on in society! I have a free mind! And I choose to be free rather than live like a robot or slave. You can say I have a “god complex”, sure… then you have a “group complex”! Compared to you retarded masses, I am actually godlike. [/b]
[b]Totalitarian governments rule people through education system, consumerism, mass media, monopoly on the legitimate use of physical force (police, military) and laws discriminating people who think differently than the majority. Democracy… you think democracy means freedom and justice? You are wrong. Democracy is a dictatorship of the moral majority… and the majority is manipulated and ruled by the state mafia. Modern western democracy has nothing to do with freedom or justice; it is totalitarian and corrupted system. Laws are made over the heads of the people and people are being brainwashed to support the system and connected to the institutional structures immediately after their birth. Societies are being ruled by manipulative and charismatic politicians who only care about the interests of majority, and who do not base their decisions on reason but emotions and feelings of the masses. These masses let the authorities of state to make all the important decisions for them. The masses will get an education, they study, get a job, go to work and vote in elections. They think they are free and don’t criticise or question the system. They have become robots. It is like a constructed mechanism in mind, that leaves little choice for an individual to think, talk and act independently. [/b]
Three Kinds Of Humans
There are three kinds of human personality types in this world:
individualistic human (3% of the world population)
manipulative human (3% of the world population)
mass human (94% of the world population)
#1 & #2 type of personalities are intelligent, creative and self-aware. They have chosen bit different paths paths. #3 type of personalities are less intelligent and less creative, weak-minded people controlled by #2 type of personalities. The percentages are only estimations though but are based on Gaussian distribution and history of human race and how humans have organized into societies. And this is the way it has always been ever since humans started to organize into communities.
Another way how to divide people is bit different but is based on the same facts, human nature and history. The division is based on the level of intelligence and quality of mentality:
intelligent (3% of the world population)
slightly retarded, so called “normal people” or “robots” (94% of the world population)
highly retarded, “vegetables” (3% of the world population)
Total War Against Humanity
Hate, Im so full of it and I love it. That is one thing I really love. Some time ago, I used to believe in humanity and I wanted to live a long and happy life… but then I woke up. I started to think deeper and realized things. But it was not easy to become existential… knowing as much as I know has made me unhappy, frustrated and angry. I just can’t be happy in the society or the reality I live. Due to long process of existential thinking, observing the society I live and some other things happened in my life… I have come to the point where I feel nothing but hate against humanity and human race.
Life is just a meaningless coincidence… result of long process of evolution and many several factors, causes and effects. However, life is also something that an individual wants and determines it to be. And I’m the dictator and god of my own life. And me, I have chosen my way. I am prepared to fight and die for my cause. I, as a natural selector, will eliminate all who I see unfit, disgraces of human race and failures of natural selection.
You might ask yourselves, why did I do this and what do I want. Well, most of you are too arrogant and closed-minded to understand… You will proprably say me that I am “insane”, “crazy”, “psychopath”, “criminal” or crap like that. No, the truth is that I am just an animl, a human, an individual, a dissident.
I have had enough. I don’t want to be part of this fucked up society. Like some other wise people have said in the past, human race is not worth fighting for or saving… only worth killing. But… When my enemies will run and hide in fear when mentioning my name… When the gangsters of the corrupted governments have been shot in the streets… When the rule of idioracy and the democratic system has been replaced with justice… When intelligent people are finally free and rule the society instead of the idiocratic rule of majority… In that great day of deliverance, you will know what I want.
[b]Long live the revolution… revolution against the system, which enslaves not only the majority of weak-minded masses but also the small minority of strong-minded and intelligent individuals! If we want to live in a different world, we must act. We must rise against the enslaving, corrupted and totalitarian regimes and overthrow the tyrants, gangsters and the rule of idiocracy. I can’t alone change much but hopefully my actions will inspire all the intelligent people of the world and start some sort of revolution against the current systems. The system discriminating naturality and justice, is my enemy. The people living in the world of delusion and supporting this system are my enemies. [/b]
I am ready to die for a cause I know is right, just and true… even if I would lose or the battle would be only remembered as evil… I will rather fight and die than live a long and unhappy life.
And remember that this is my war, my ideas and my plans. Don’t blame anyone else for my actions than myself. Don’t blame my parents or my friends. I told nobody about my plans and I always kept them inside my mind only. Don’t blame the movies I see, the music I hear, the games I play or the books I read. No, they had nothing to do with this. This is my war: one man war against humanity, governments and weak-minded masses of the world! No mercy for the scum of the earth! HUMANITY IS OVERRATED! It’s time to put NATURAL SELECTION & SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST back on tracks!
Justice renders to everyone his due.
- Pekka-Eric Auvinen (aka NaturalSelector89, Natural Selector, Sturmgeist89 and Sturmgeist).
I also use pseydonym Eric von Auffoin internationally.
I keep thinking and wondering if this could have been prevented if there was activly more open dialouge by people like him about the frustration of living in a controlled society like this and finding out the truth. Of the research that I have been able to do, he had a myspace profile, youtube account with over 200,000 views, but I don’t know what the videos were. Just what the media is saying about the videos.
He seems to have had friends, because they posted a youtube memorial for him. It’s just somewhere along the way he saw this as the only way and I think that is sad, sad for the other kids, who died and sad for him too.
He felt this way and wanted a chance. He came to the realisation of the truth, I guess realised that things were not going to change overnight, and in his own words did not want to live and be unhappy for years.
For some he believed in evolution and natural selection and decided it would be ok to take out others, and that is just so wrong. I wish he would have written a book, or kept on talking, posting whatever.
Unfortunatly his actions will most likely negate the relavant parts of his words, and people will just remember him as a nutter, and try to blame the music, movies, video games, or gun laws, instead of looking at what he really said about why he did what he did, which was trying to make a political statement and rebelling against this controlled slave society we live in.
I can only hope that by faciliating more open dialouge and discussions about this topic, that maybe it will help other choose a different path, and make different choices that does not involve the loss of innocent lives, unnessacarily.
These are just some random thoughts. Each on it’s own not a real post. Together but not much better, but just some interesting and fun stuff for a change.
This is freaking Amazing. This three year old can do the Rubik’s cube puzzle in 114 seconds. I would be happy to be able to just solve the puzzle.
I wanted to write a full blog post about it, but really, just watch the video, it speaks for itself.
Ok the Hansons 10 years after MMMBop boop? Time flies.
The brothers now.
10 years ago.
It’s also the 10 year anniversary since Princess Diana died. It all goes by so quickly.
Be prepared to lose some brain cells.
This is the new video by Alanis Morissette.
This was the original by the black eyed peas.
The Alanis video is so funny. I love the drama.
<b>Books for the holidays.</b>
Ok if you are a target of gang stalking these are some books that you might want to brush up on. This goes for myself as
well. I am not recommending these books or offering a personal review of these books, however they are books of the trade and
so therefore, they are what you might want to use to familiarise yourself with things afoot.
1. Frank E. Peretti. This present darkness.
This Present Darkness follows an intrepid born-again Christian preacher and newspaper reporter as they unearth a New Age plot
to take over the local community and eventually the entire world. Nearly every page of the book describes sulfur-breathing,
black-winged, slobbering demons battling with tall, handsome, angelic warriors on a level of reality that is just beyond the
2. David Lawson. Terrorist Stalking in America.
The author accomplished what multiple stalking victims only DREAM about – he penetrated street level perpetrator groups.
Although this book does not indicate David Lawson is aware of the full spectrum of advanced electronics some of these groups
have and use, this book is likely to be very helpful for victims who are forced to deal with skeptical family, friends,
co-workers, and local authorities. It is definitely a breakthrough in the cause of exposing and stopping these criminal gangs
who operate freely, while law enforcement only gives their lowest ranking street level members a slap on the wrist now and
then (while they deny such crimes happen to victims who complain.)
3. Victor Santoro. GASLIGHTING How To Drive Your Enemies Crazy.
In Gaslighting : How To Drive Your Enemies Crazy, Victor Santoro (The “Godfather of Harassment”) shows you how to destroy
your target’s confidence, self-esteem and reputation. Through a series of small incidents, your target gets progressively
more confused, until he’s “reduced to a shapeless mass of shivering, quivering jelly.” Some of the tactics covered include:
*Collecting information on your target
*Preparing for a gaslighting attack
*Creating tension, anxiety and sleeplessness
*Messing with your target’s car, telephone and mail
*Gaslighting at your target’s workplace and home
*Turning neighbors and co-workers against the target
*Covering your tracks *And much more.
Gaslighting will show you how to cause disorientation, get your target off balance, and build up his paranoia. Finally, you
completely annihilate his reputation, leading to personal disasters such as job loss, divorce, financial devastation p; even
If you’ve been mistreated, you don’t have to take it and you don’t have to fight back. There is a third route p; Gaslighting
p; WHERE YOU WATCH AS YOUR ENEMY SLOWLY SCREWS HIMSELF!
4. Gloria Naylor. “1996″
Basically the book is about her 10 years of gang stalking which started in 1996. Lot’s of public cover up and corruption,
till she fought back and went public.
The book 1996, is Gloria Naylor’s RESPONSE to a decade of targeting by multiple stalkers and through wall electronic
technology. The book is a skilled writer’s contribution to the fight to expose and stop these crimes. Gloria tells the story
of 1996 – the year in which her nightmare started. Some of her material took place later, but a one year snapshot of a
target’s experience is sufficient to show what we endure. Following years just grind on with more of the same type of
harassment, even though the exact harassment modes are rotated from some sort of “master menu”, apparently to make it
difficult for the target to convince others the harassment is real.
Gloria Naylor was faced with the problem of how to present her story, given that the cover up by public officials, and their
almost seamless denial, make it impossible for targets to know very much about the operations. Gloria settled on a unique way
to tell her story, and the end result is a very readable book.
5. Stephen Knight. The Brotherhood.
‘It is not difficult to ruin a man,’ he said. ‘And I will tell you how it is done time and again.
‘Employers, if they are Freemasons or not, can be given private information about a man who has made himself an enemy of
Masonry. At worst he will be dismissed or consistently passed over for promotion.’
Christopher added, ‘Masonic doctors can also be used. But for some reason doctors seem to be the least corruptible men.
‘Only the fighters have any hope of beating the system once it’s at work against them,’ he told me. ‘Most people, fighters or
not, are beaten in the end, though. It’s . . . you see, I … you finish up not knowing who you can trust. You can get no
help because your story sounds so paranoid that you are thought a crank, one of those nuts who think the whole world is a
conspiracy against them. It is a strange phenomenon.
By setting up a situation that most people will think of as fantasy, these people can poison every part of a person’s life.
If they give in they go under. If they don’t give in It’s only putting off the day because if they fight, so much unhappiness
will be brought to the people around them that there will likely come a time when even their families turn against them out
of desperation. When that happens and they are without friends wherever they look, they become easy meat. The newspapers will
not touch them’.
‘There is no defence against an evil which only the victims and the perpetrators know exists.’
1. The Matrix. Starring Keaneu Reeves.
2. They Live starring Roddy Piper.
3. Manchurian Candidate. Starring Denzel Washington. or the 1962 version.
4. Stepford Wives. Starring Nichole Kidman.
5. Rosemary’s Baby (1968) Mia Farrow
6. Lord of the Rings. Starring Elijah Woods.
(In Rosemary’s baby I love the line where she says all of them witches, maybe just change this line to all of them snitches.)
Anyway I think the movies are really good and well worth watching.
I think this list has variety and I think it’s good for helping focus and center and trying to contextualise some of the
stuff in the world. I think LOTR is inspirational because it shows that the little guy can make a difference.
I think the Matrix is cool cause sometimes you wake up and your world is different than you thought it was.
I think they live is cool, because it reminds us of all the advertising we are not aware of in the world.
I have never seen stepford wives, or Manchurian candidate so no comment.
Hero Lyrics – Nickelback
I just like the song and it reminds us to not wait around for a hero, be your own hero.
- Above top secret
- Abu Ghraib
- Active denial
- Active Denial Weapons
- as the world turns
- Asain Male
- Asian Female
- Astral Plane
- Background records checks
- bad luck
- Black female
- Black Females
- Black Male
- black women
- Brain reading device
- Britney Spears
- brown coats
- Buffy The Vampire Slayer
- changing vibrations
- Citizen Informants
- Civilian Spies
- Community harassment
- community mobbing
- community policing
- concentration camps
- constitutional change
- Controlled society
- Covert investigations
- Cultural diversity and multiculturalism
- david icke
- devinci code
- domestic spying
- East Germany
- electromagnetic frequency
- Electronic harassment
- Emotional Vampires
- False Prophets
- files updated
- Gang Stalking
- government corruption
- GPS tracking
- Guantanamo Bay
- Health and Safety
- Heath Ledger
- High technology
- Honey Trap
- Indigo Ribbon
- Informant System
- Intimate Infiltarations
- Jeremy Blake
- Joan of Ark
- John Lennon
- Kilmeer Gill
- Lord Of The Rings
- Marian Fisher
- Mark M Rich
- Markus Wolf
- Martin Luther King Jr
- Meat production
- mental concentration camps
- metropolitan police
- militarized police force
- Mind Control
- Mind Reading
- Minority women
- Naomi Ebersole
- National Security Letters
- Neurolinguistic programing
- New World Order
- one handed signals
- Online Stalking
- Passive Aggressive Manipulative
- Personal Identifiers
- Police Abuse
- Police Corruption
- Police State
- Production Company
- psychological harassment
- Quantum Physics
- Record keeping
- records updated
- Red Squads
- Robot Sentient Project
- Rosa Parks
- School Shooting
- sexual harassment
- sign language
- Skin Heads
- Social Control
- Spiritual Based Products
- Spy cameras
- spy satellites
- State target
- Stop snitching
- Targeted Individual
- The Matrix
- Theresa Duncan
- Third wave
- Thought Police
- Threat Assessment Teams
- time travel
- twilight zone
- violent persons registry
- Voice to skull
- walls of jericho
- whistle blower
- white female
- White Male
- workplace mobbing
- Young and the restless
- zero tollerance