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What does it mean to be a Targeted Individual?

A lot of people hear the term, but what does it really mean to be a Targeted Individual? I mean we all think we know about the torture, survellence and betrayl, but it’s just the surface. You can never fully describe the experience till you have lived it.
Family-If you have a family and you are a target it means having to watch your family get torn apart by this. It means being brutalised daily. It might mean having a spouse who is a Citizen Informant/Snitch divorce you and get custody of the kids.

There are lot’s Citizen Informants, (snitches) men and women, who do these things. Marry people just to mess them up later. Markus Wolf coined the term Romeo Traps, Honey Traps as seen in the article below to describe these people.


Partner-If you are lucky, and mean lucky enough to find someone who loves you, cares about you, and can handle this, then you are doing well. The last thing you need is someone who is an intimate infiltration, or just a really bad choice.
Even if you are lucky enough to find loyalty and someone who won’t betray your trust, then you might still end up like Jeremy Blake and Theresa. Jeremy seems to have stayed loyal and true to Theresa and what did it get them?


Children-You can expect your children to be targeted.

One man has had to move his family 5 times, he has had to watch and listen to his young children be tortured in their beds, while they try to sleep at nights. He blew the whistle and now he has lost his job, and is forever on the run. Many people have lost their kids, or had to go through the horror of seeing what is being done to them, perpetrated on their kids.

School-I have heard of Targeted Individuals who have their kids attacked, or picked on at school, by the children of the Citizen Informants, just one more way Targeted Individuals are made to suffer.


For some reason, there are considerably more women targeted than men. Why would women be targeted at a much higher percentage than men? This is another question we may never have the answer for, so this is partially speculation. But one possible answer is that the elite have sponsored eugenics projects worldwide for decades. Removing fertile females from a target population is apparently a standard eugenics procedure. Families such as DuPont, Harriman, & Rockefeller have funded projects for population control.

“It was John D. Rockefeller III who was appointed by Richard Nixon as chairman of the newly created Commission on Population Growth and the American Future,” stated Allen. He quotes Rockefeller as saying, “Rather than think of population control as a negative thing, we should see that it can be enriching.” Allen contends, “Curbing population growth is just part of the Rockefeller war on the American family.”

If you are a chic and you are targeted, expect them to try to fry, microwave your reproductive organs, and if you are lucky enough to still be able to get pregnant after that, then expect them to try to go after your child in-utro. If you are pregnant, my suggestion, don’t mention it. If they have not already tried to destroy your reproductive organs, or unborn, then don’t give then reason to.

The thing about being female is you carry all the eggs you will ever have, and if they do fry and destroy what you have, that might be it, well expect for cloning ofcourse.
If you are a guy, expect them to go after the nether regions, luckily guys can reproduce from scratch and it won’t mess up your reproductive organs, unless they use the radioactive stuff like they did in East Germany. Still you are better off being a guy than a female when it comes to this aspect of the targeting.
Betrayl-Oh my favorite one. Expect to be betrayed, till you bleed emotionally. Friends, family, strangers, co-workers, you will literally have a whole society that is out to get you, or it will feel that way. Many may not want to, but they still do it, and it’s still betrayal. You will learn not to trust, you will learn that just like East Germany, most people have a price and when things get just a little bit uncomfortable most people crack. Most people are not geared for government torture or torment.

Jobs-Most TI’s can not hold down a job. Before my targeting started, I don’t think I ever lost one job. After that was another story, as you can tell by some of my postings. The last two years have been interesting. Not to mention the 8 years before of workplace mobbing, harassment, etc.
Travel-I don’t really travel much outside the country. Travel to work is again filled with community spies traveling with you from one place to the next.

For Targets that have travelled outside of the country and to other places, I have heard that it often times makes little or no difference. You are followed, so travel is not that much fun.
Everyday Life-

Rumours- Having people say you are crazy, pedophile, rapist, racist, prostitute, etc. You pick something they will use one or more and then have you destroyed reputation wise by false rumours.


Surveillance-24/7. This means you can expect to never have any privacy again, it’s like getting violated by the eyes and ears of the state every freaking waking hour. It’s like being under the eye of Sauron in Lord of the Rings.

Attacks-Physical and psychological attacks become routine. Cars trying to hit you, people trying to provoke you, psychological warfare, that I am told is used on prisoners to break them, is used on you.
Monitored-Again everywhere you go, everyone you talk to, it’s the same thing. They want to know everything you say and do, and yes they will if they can, get mind readers, or use artificial mind reading to monitor you. That is messed up.

So if you are a target, have a cell phone, computer, they could remotely download software, and use your camera and microphone, to monitor you. Hear everything you say, do, and monitor your location.
Eg. As far as I know, I can’t get on the Internet without some freaking snitch remotely giving me access. My computer use to always log on the Internet. Now before it does, I can hear from outside, the signal being given, and then my computer get’s on the network. They can shut down my access to the net, when they want to, seen it before.
Followed-24 freaking 7. Never a day goes by when you are truly alone.
Finances-Expect to have a lot of downtime. A lot of times targets don’t or can’t hold jobs, due to the physical and psychological attacks. Many like Mark M. Rich have to find other ways to survive.

Burns- What can I say, when they use lasers on you, microwaves, static electricity? Expect burns. I have almost been electrocuted. I have had electrical burns, parts of my skin peel off in the shower, due to burns. I mean I have been worked over for the last two years, but it comes with the territory. Like Kyle from Terminator says, you just learn to disconnect from the pain. You don’t fully, but you adjust, and you learn to shield.

Poisoning-Been pretty lucky on this one. Well I pretty much switch to one person helpings, out of cans, and try not to do fast food unless I can see it being prepared.

If you have kids, get one sized portion servings of milk, and never leave anything over. I also wrote about the mom that found her son’s medicine for his diabetes had been watered down. Take medicine with you.
Sleep Deprivation-Well I have not been getting much for the last two years, as you know they try to keep me awake at nights by frying and trying to burn and shake the daylights out of me. Again you learn to function on very little, and get what sleep you can.
There is so much more fun stuff that I could write about, but to get a cumulative picture, you have to read the blogs of others, watch their YouTube postings, visit their sites etc.

This is not even close to some of the stuff that’s happened. This was just some off the top of my head stuff. What it means to be a target, means in some ways to be an outcast to a life you once knew, or thought you knew, it means to be betrayed and lied to, by your country, friends, family, loved ones. It means to be unable to plan for the future the way you once did. You don’t know if you will have a job, any kind of relationship, and if you do, you don’t know if your partner will be some snitch hired to mess you over.

It means really thinking about having kids. If you don’t already and you are a targeted individual, I would really think long and hard about it. Eg. How do you support kids without a job? Watch them get tortured?

It’s to worry about this creepy society trying to put you in jail, a mental hospital, force you to commit suicide or to get so pissed you one day open fire, like Kimveer Gill did.

It means so many things you never thought that life would mean. It means taking it day by day. It means surviving one day at a time. It means going numb, but not too numb, learning to not feel, too much. Learning not to trust. It means that life is never going to be like how you thought it was going to be. It might also mean never really finding someone you can trust who will understand this. It means going up against the state if you don’t want to turn Citizen (slave) Informant.

It means so many things, I can’t even begin to list or think about, but it means that your life will never be the same again, not the way you once knew.

It means getting a little tougher, getting your game face on. Learning to truly see and regard humanity for what it always was, what it probably always will be. Learning to get in touch with your inner who you are going to become. Seeing if you have what it takes and realising that you must or else your destiny will be one of the above mentioned, jail, instituation, suicide, or mass murder. (Sure there might be other options, but those are the popular four.)

Crying at times, losing it and getting angry at times, especially in the beginning. (Save up the anger stuff for home, as best as you can.)

If mean so many things, it means saying good-bye and hello to an unsure future, but then realising that the future was always unsure, the world was too, and it’s just your realisation that’s changed. Everything is just the same as it always was, it’s just your awareness that’s changed. Those are some of the things that it means to be a Targeted Individual.

What does it mean to you? Let me know. Holla back, and remember.

“The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy.”  Martin Luther King Jr.

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A weekend in the life of gangstalking.

A weekend in the life of gangstalking. Ok this weekend I was suppose to do some long overdue Targeted Individual shopping, but since I finally am starting to get back to doing my normal things that meant spending some time online and touching base with some people not related to gang stalking. Yes before this began I did have another life.
Ok this weekend was great. My youtube finally started functioning 100% again. I swear I am dating youtube sometimes. For the last two months it did not work as well as it should. The electronic harassment stuff does not seem to bother my computer, but the microwave stuff is not the best for me or my computer.

Anyways I spent the weekend catching up on my youtube vids that I had missed. I caught up on the David Icke series I had been wanting to see for some time. I caught up on some other videos that I had wanted to see. I also got to see the two banned episodes of this show called the boondocks. It was time well spent.

Let’s go to newly discovered blogs next. I discovered all these great blogs this weekend. Most of them can be found on the links section of the website, but if you don’t want to visit it on your own, let me highlight just a few of the many I discovered here.

Now this is Bills blog above. He is a retired pilot who lives in Floria. He has a wicked attitude and he is not afraid to scare off perps with the great liberal gun laws that Florida has. (Hey I am not advocating, but it was a funny and refreshing read.) However lately they have been hitting him with what sounds like microwaves as well. He’s a tuff one like me and he is hanging in there. He says that Florida is a great place for targets cause they have all these liberal gun laws. Anyways a nice read and lot’s of fun.

A blog by a Targeted Individual. The blog is suppose to be from a Christian perspective. (Aren’t most of them?) Anyways, this target claims to have gotten over gang stalking. I am not sure that is the case, but the blog is a refreshing read. The story is told eloquently and it’s easy to follow and just flows. I really enjoyed this blog more than I expected. I added some of the choice posts from this blog, to the posts with the most section of the site.

In 2 worlds. Oh my gosh this blog was just so in tune with what I was going through. Where my thoughts were heading. It really goes ahead of the game. I only got through a few really good quality posts. I wish I had had more time to get through the whole blog, but my weekend was a full one online. However this blog rounded out the day and it just seemed to fall right in line with all that I had read and experienced. For the first time since Gang Stalking started. I really feel like I am falling back in sync with where I am suppose to be. As you saw from the mini blurb I posted on the site.

Finding the potentials. You know from my last posting that I am on a real find the potentials kick. So really this weekend was all about that. I don’t really know how to find them offline. Well accidentally I do, but not deliberately. There was that one time, but I ended up following the wrong person, this is before I understood more of the one handed sign language.

Anyways so I spent some time on google, yahoo, youtube trying to find them. That took up a good chunk of the weekend. However I discovered a site called

There was a group called “I Am Being Stalked And My House Is Being Bugged And Wiretapped – Forum ” Can you believe that. There were like 5 people in that group, that had experienced this stuff. None of them had a name for what was happening to them, or anything. I think I can say I hit the jackpot with this group. So I spent the weekend emailing them, and just adding a whack of stuff to their group. Eg. Links, articles, books, videos,etc.

Before i got there they were getting the usual community support. Eg. You are nuts, why would strangers want to stalk you, you are not that important, have you seen a doctor, I was on drugs and thought that was happening to me. etc. Anyways I shone my gangstalking light into that darkness. Notice the haters faded away?

After that I started a Gang Stalking group on the site. This occupied most of my afternoon.

Feel free to join if you wish. Ok, but I did not stop there. I also found one more potential and someone who had questions.

I think this also sounds like it could be Gang Stalking.

Then I found this great Oprah thread. Bout time someone there strikes up the conversation.

I had other fun online, but I think that is the bulk of my shenanigans.

I also felt for once that i was experiencing something really spiritual. I realise that the body can be in one place, but the mind can almost be walking in 2 worlds. Again why discovering that blog was so in tune with my thoughts.

Anyways it was such a fulfilling weekend. I really felt in sync with so many things. I think spiritually I am getting back to where I need to be, where I was before a lot of this started.

The thing I am discovering about targets is more of what I knew. They are these bright, intelligent people. The things that they are into. When I read their blogs, it’s just really shines through for me, and a lot of times I see a lot of me in their postings. It’s amazing, but I am actually finding people I like, and would want to connect to. People that I have this amazing, albeit weird shared experience with. It’s great in some ways, but painful in others, because I wish that I could do more.

Like one potential said to me on the weekend, what’s the point of these sites if they can’t tell us how to get justice or how to get this stuff to stop? My answer is that it’s just knowing the truth, having the shared experience, knowing you are not going crazy. For me when I found out there was a name for what was happening to me, I was so happy. The potential I spoke to on the weekend, was crying, she could not believe that after how many years there was a  name for what was happening.

I do wish that I could have done more, but for now, being able to find her, and put a name to what was happening to her, (provided she was a real target) was all that I could do. I am hoping that by finding them, it will help to give them a fighting change. I know it did for me. I will always be grateful for finding that link to Gang Stalking. It answered years of questions, and it finally confirmed things that I suspected, but would not, could not voice. It was a light and if I can pay it forward I will.

Anyways, I have not heard back from any of the other potentials, but I will keep you updated. They all were sent emails, but wither they arrived, is another story.

Oh I also touched base with DaveinDublin, he has seen the post, but it’s hard to say much else on the subject, so I won’t.

Anyways, it was such a fulfilling and worthwhile weekend. I am sure the outside world missed me, but I was doing what I could do and it felt so good. Also it’s the one weekend where if I was charged with a crime, I could pretty much prove my whereabouts, just by my online postings and interactions. Kinda neat. 🙂

April 22, 2008 Posted by | changing vibrations, crazy, Electronic harassment, future, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking, Gratitude, harassment, Health, Laughter, Life, Online Stalking, paranoid, Relationships, Science, Single, Snitches, Social Control, Socialnetworking, society, Stalking, Targeted Individual, youtube | , | 4 Comments

Society of secrecy.

This is the post that will sound out there, no matter how I write it, and no matter what I do, so I will just go for.

This is in relationship to Mark M. Rich and the fact that he thinks this is a bit more than a subset of society. I just think this is how the society is period, and some of us just don’t realise this, but many others do, and are just not saying anything.

Not only is there a plethora of movies, books, soaps, that try to describe bits of this from time to time, or other times in history, but this is also based on my own personal experience.

When I first discovered the snitching and the one handed sign language, I ofcourse wanted to make sure that I was on the right track, so I did the only thing that I could do. When you have a hypothesis you have to go out and prove it, and get verifiable results that can be repeated, or something like that.

If this is what I was seeing, then I should be able to get confirmation of it. This is the part that surprised me, because to get confirmation for a time I had to interact with the Civilian Spies/Snitches.

This was also when I realised that not all of them were evil, many of them were just average citizens thinking they were doing a good job for the society. Many were actually proud. I think I might have mentioned this in my postings or on the forums. Before this, I ofcourse just thought that they were evil.

I mean from a Targeted Individual (TI) perspective, they are driving people to suicide, or acts of violence, pushing them towards homelessness, mobbing people out of work, setting them up for being jailed or institutionalised, I mean these are horrific acts to be perpetrating against your fellow man, but these people they don’t care, they also don’t necessarily see it that way. That’s what the hands on research would show me.

Back to Mark’s point and why I think that this is just how society is.

[b]The Snitches[/b]

When this started I would go on the train, that’s where I observed some things, and got much confirmation. Remember this is me on the train for the last year and a half. I would walk through train cars to see if the snitching thing was happening in more than one train car, I wanted to make sure that the snitches were not just concentrated where I was. Not the case, I could go from one car almost to the end, and it would be the same thing. Average citizens, all ages, races, genders, that were part of the Civilian Spying/Snitching force.

I also during this time period interacted with some, to try to confirm either verbally or none verbally the things that I was observing, and did get the confirmations that I was seeking. Oh the concentrations that I was seeing on the trains, I have listed as 90%, but what I would really be observing is almost 100% concentrations.

At the various places that I have worked over the last year and a half. Work use to be normal and steady before this, now it’s transitional, and variety based. The system can keep you unemployed, or push you into specific jobs that it wants you to be pushed into. It can make sure you are on contact vs fully employed, or other things. Just let’s say that when people say that the system is keeping them out of a job, or they are blacklisted, it’s not a joke. It’s hard to imagine how it can happen, in a democratic society, but that is just the joke, about this so called democratic society.

Anyways. Every job that I have had has had snitches. I can tell you at 2 out of 4 locations that every co-worker on my level was snitching. The 4th location I was not there long enough to make an accurate observation, what I did see was right up there however. Two of the jobs were for smaller companies, but again the training classes were 100% filled with co-workers who were Civilian Spies/Snitches.

I have spoken to people who have advised that it’s the government, others who think this is just another McCarthyism, others who think that the snitching is localised to where they work, they don’t get to see what I saw and experienced as a target. Eg. That this is global and not just localised, another assured me it’s normal and this happens in others countries, as well. (Yeah, good to know.)

At one job where I worked, we had international students, from various places around the globe, and again they were snitches. I can only assume that this is what is happening in their countries as well, or they learnt the snitching to be part of this exchange program.

[b]Vibrating/Pulsating Floors[/b]

Other experiences. With the vibrating floors, it almost feels like a mini power generator is making the floors pulsate/vibrate. I know that sounds weird, at work right, all jobs? If I was not experiencing it, I would think it was just out there. However I like to confirm what I am experiencing, so I got feedback from others.

At one job where this happened. Not only would the floors vibrate, but when this would happen, we had this glass that was sort of like frosted glass, but it would shake, and you could visually see it. I also would get co-workers to confirm what was happening with the vibrations or ask questions as to what was making it happen. There were people that were very aware of what was going on, and well… (I will leave it at that.)

The other job, I was not there long enough to make too many observations. The shaking thing was happening, but I think based on what was happening it was affecting the persons beside me just as much. We would have moments, where we would have to stand up at the exact same times, (due to the intensity of the shaking floors) and once I made eye contact with the person beside when this happened and the person was like, “I just don’t want to know.” I left it at that, but it was one of those things.

Another job this happened in the training class, and I thought it was just me at first, but it’s not. The whole training class was experiencing this. That was and is the part that I just can’t wrap my mind around. As a target you are like, it’s just me, no one else knows what’s going on, that’s why we must expose this, but that’s wrong. Some people do know what is going on, and when I say some people, I believe a large majority of some people.

People know some of the stuff that is going on. Most times they don’t think that I do. (I don’t feel that I can go into more details here.) However with the vibrating floors, they were falling asleep and not loving the heat, it’s funny for me it was a break from my apartment which on any given day had to be 10 times worst than what was happening there.

Another time when this was happening at said job, one of the co-workers showed me that when it happens, you just stand up, like this. (That’s the part where you can’t actually pretend that they don’t know what’s happening, but you also can’t ask any questions, or rather, I just choose not to.) There was more, but I don’t want to go into too much of this.

The other job, I really don’t remember much outside of the snitching. I was there way too briefly to observe much outside of that.

[b]Other Targets[/b]

Other things. At one job, I mentioned that there was another person who was also a target. I think I have blogged about some aspects of that before, if not then I will leave out the details in this post. However at that same job there was a third person there, and I was starting to suspect that stuff was ongoing with this person, but this person was really scared a lot of the time, however there was a specific instance, that lead me to this belief.

Along the way as a target, I have told you about some of my conversations with the police officers, some helpful some not.

Also as far as finding other targets, I mentioned the person at the one job, also the woman who was apartment hunting when I was, and she was experiencing the same stuff.

People that I worked with, one person had to sell their business and move into a below ground apartment. I believe that had to do with the electromagnetic harassment. Also this person would refer to the weird end of the world stuff that was happening.

People that I worked with that I know were forced to take part in what was going on, one person looked scared out of his mind as I saw him participating, very much against his will.

People that I am associated with, one person was going through similar stuff, and was complaining about it, years before I even realised it was ongoing in my life.
(Yes I did think this person was a little bit off at the time, I mean this person was saying that people were coming into the house and changing stuff around. It sounded crazy and at the time, I just thought the person maybe was mistaken, but I did leave an open mind. Now I see that this happens to more people than I realise. This person is also now getting electronically harassed.)

There are other things, but you get to the stage where you are like, it’s not just me. This has been the hardest part to wrap my mind around. It’s not just me. Even when I first came online and found out about Gang Stalking, I was like wow this happens to other people?
What I am seeing and experiencing offline, is a much more common phenomenon, much more widespread, and much more awareness. The Civilian Spies know they are Civilian Spies, some realise exactly what’s going on, some don’t know, or don’t seem to realise how widespread this is. There seems to be quite a few people being kept in line this way, controlled this way, conformed this way.

If you are not aware of it, it will sound crazy to you, it would have sounded crazy to me, but you have to experience it to believe it.

Rumours, and the reason that they seem to like the system. They are all connected. That means that if you are a target and person A says something about you, that information even if and when it’s false can go out throughout the whole Civilian Spy/Snitch system. You might never hear back what is being said, but everyone else does and the zombies will act on that information, true or not true. Remember the following articles.

(Did anyone ever stop to wonder how information about this person in a few short weeks made it out to his school, work, community so much so that he had to quit his school, job, and his family had to move?)

[quote][b]The digital age allows critics to quickly find a fair amount of information about their targets.[/b] One day last November, at about 11:30 a.m., a blog focused on making New York streets more bike-friendly posted the license plate number of an SUV driver who allegedly accelerated from a dead stop to hit a bicycle blocking his way.

At 1:16 p.m., someone posted the registration information for the license plate, including the SUV owner’s name and address. (The editor of the blog thinks the poster got the information from someone who had access to a license-plate look-up service, available to lawyers, private investigators and police.) At 1:31 p.m., another person added the owner’s occupation, his business’s name and his title. Ten minutes later, a user posted a link to an aerial photo of the owner’s house. Within another hour, the posting also included the accused’s picture and email address.

The SUV’s owner, Ian Goldman, the chief executive of Celerant Technology Corp. in the New York City borough of Staten Island, declined to comment for this article. According to an email exchange posted on the blog, Mr. Goldman said that he had lent the vehicle in question to a relative with “an urgent medical situation” and that he was not aware of any incident. The alleged victim has decided to drop the matter since the damage to the bicycle, which he was standing next to at the time, was under $20. Last month, Aaron Naparstek, editor of the blog, says he removed Mr. Goldman’s home and email addresses from the site after receiving a “lawyerly cease and desist” email asking that the whole posting be deleted.

Again these people are organised, the above two examples are just a few of many. Other examples of how this information network works and how fast it travels. Between cellphone, text messaging and what have you, these people are and can be more aware of your life than you are.

In my own situation I have seen rumours start in the workplace, and I can tell you that people along the way, know your business, true or not true. The other thing is, if you are a target and not a part of this snitch network, you often times are out of the loop and will not hear stuff back, or at all. You might never have a clue about what is being said or put out there about you, and thus have no way to defend yourself. The other thing that I find humorous somewhat, is that the Snitches then expect you to know what is being said about you, and feel justified in their actions that they take.

Eg. My most recent job, my P.A.M. I realised was starting one rumour after another, and what I did figure out, I tried to correct, but to no avail. People on the Snitch network of social friends, believe and trust other snitches. Why should they not, they are all the same thing. So really after figuring out that there was something afoot, and trying to get it corrected, I just gave up, because at the end of the day, people will believe what they want to believe. It’s a wasteful process. Doesn’t mean you can’t try, but just realise what you are dealing with.

So you have at the end of the day, a society that is built on secrecy, people will cover things up, and they will keep their mouths shut for years, open secrets that are not really secrets. When they come out, you are almost amazed that they stayed covered up for so long but they did. The nice thing is sometimes these things do come out, but from what I have seen it often does not change things and these people just learn to cover their tracks better.

Eg. Children being abused by Priests, have you truly ever wondered how that was just not talked about, and yet so many people knew and there were so many victims, yet it remained a secret for how many decades?

Child sexual abuse, happens to so many apparently, but this was also something that was not discussed or talked about.

You would think this new openness would change all this stuff right? All that has happened with the church thing is that new cases now have to go through the Church before they can be prosecuted, now you can’t get at them locally, it has to go through the Vatican first. Now it’s easier to get away with molesting young kids. Also the church routinely let’s Priest hold up at or around the Vatican in Rome, for sanctuary.

Molesters now use online services to group molest children, and in the digital age, parents are not smarter or more careful with their children. The predators get smarter and society seems to think that because this stuff is out in the open, they no longer have to have their guards up. Don’t anyone wonder how they can have hundreds of thousands of kids in pictures, in poses, doing stuff, where are the parents? Where is the guard that society is now suppose to be on?

Kids are still molested in their homes, and in many cases the conspiracy of silence still continues. Cause that’s what society is good at.

Civilian Spies, have been around for over a hundred years, snitches go back far into history. Even as this gets exposed, and you realise like I have on some level that it’s not just me. It won’t change this. I mean for a time it will, but only long enough to teach these people how to better cover their darkness.

Control, conformity, corruption can happen out in public and that is the best place for it. We have a society of secrecy happening, if you don’t know, you likely will not believe, I know I could not have a year and a half ago, I would have argued it into the ground. Even now that I know or realise on some level, it’s hard to deal with. There is not a day that I don’t shake my head, and wonder how they can go along with it. I know the answer in many ways, fear, power, conformity, fitting in, and ofcourse the secrecy of it all. That silence that let’s you be a part of something great, and the penalty for revealing what you know. Be it being socially annexed, or also Gang Stalked and Electronically Harassed. It’s just another society where you know the rules, spoken or unspoken. First rule of stalk club, you don’t talk about stalk club, second rule of stalk club, you don’t talk about stalk club.

Anyways that’s the post.

Mark is right when he says it’s not a subset of society, but I don’t know if he realises that this seems to be just how society is. The ones that are not in the know, really don’t know. I didn’t. The ones that do know, know how to keep their mouths shut, and they don’t step out of line.

You have smaller group examples of this, the military and hazing, churches and cults stalking people who leave, other subsets of society where secrecy is a must, but then there is society, where it’s a society of secrecy. Even if and when this get’s exposed and talked about, the light will not shine for very long, these people can cover their darkness so well, because they put it out there almost right into the open. That’s the weird part that I understand on one level, but still can’t come to terms with on another.

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Tis the season to be targeted

Tis the season to be Targeted.
Ok let’s go over some of the holiday cheer that Targeted Individuals can all expect this holiday season.
*Electronic harassment anyone? Let’s gather around the Christmas tree, pull up a nice glass of eggnog and get ready to be fried remotely.

Ok maybe not. Seriously I have been thinking about this a lot. I am really tired of the days that I forget to try and sheild. I was fried a lot last night and it just makes me wonder how much damage is getting done remotely? I try not to think about it too much, cause not too much I can do except to sheild better. I have heard of physical damage over time that other targets have experienced and I really really wonder what’s happening on the inside. (It’s been about a year and six months now, since my e-harassment started.)

*Mobbing. Ok still dealing with the workplace stuff. I am down to primarily gossip and slander, and the sheeple freaking themselves out when they think I am going to go ape about a new bit of gossip or slander. (See I could care less about gossip and slander, but I know you can’t ignore it. If you will remember, some false gossip that stated many years ago that I was not aware of initially, just kept going and going and has followed me consistantaly. Causing many problems and unnessacary harassment.)

I am convinced that the sheeple really belong together. I really feel sorry for the people in this world that are not like them. The chances of meeting someone, mating and being happy are almost none existant. I think a lot of real targets come to this realisation, and have to make real choices about how they are going to live their lives. (Damned if you do, damned if you don’t.) Even none targets who see the system for what it is have to come to a choice, about how they are going to live their lives.

As far as the workplace stuff is concerned, my main concern now is dealing with a P.A.M. at work. That’s a Passive-Aggressive Manipulator. They lie a lot and are considered dangerous. P.A.M.’s can litterally lie so convincingly that they convience others of reality. As one person put it, they could come along and say that the blue sky is pink, and people would believe them. I don’t know if this just makes people stupid, or P.A.M’s really good liers, and I don’t care.

P.A.M.’a are about power and control, and they are likely to become dangerous when their lies and manipulations are exposed. I have encountered P.A.M.’s before, but never at close range, and never focused on me. It’s a good learning experience.

Here is an example of a P.A.M. The target will say something like. I don’t use drugs. The P.A.M. will invent some tail about the target using, snorting, shooting drugs. Then everyone will isolate the target, or mistreat, or just further slander the target in the same way. The target may or may not know what is being said, and has very limited ways to defend themselves. I will give you some links later for P.A.M.’s.

The problem with this is ofcouse in a workplace environment is that people move around change jobs, and they carry the lies to other places, and before you know it you are a druggy, and only God could clear you name. These people are stupid and dangerous. The above is an example only and does not exactly reflect my own situation or specific slander.

*GangStalking. Well I am still being followed around the city by the snitches. They really give me reasons to believe that humanity is just lost. I really don’t have hope for humanity, and I do think that humans are that stupid, immoral and hopeless. Not all, just most.

I long for moments to be alone and just meditate, pray, whatever. I can remember a lifetime of silent moments before this happened, I so took them for granted. This is so violating, mentally, spiritaully, emotionally, and even to a physical degree, cause they do try to get up in your physical space.

The sheep really are crazy and stupid and they will believe anything. It’s like that example that happened in that aritlce.

[quote]SEOUL: Kim Myong Jae’s estranged girlfriend was found dead in her room in Seoul on April 22 last year, six days after she poisoned herself.

Two weeks later, Kim, a 30-year-old accountant, found that he had been transformed into the No. 1 hate figure of South Korea’s Internet community, a victim of a growing problem in a country that boasts the world’s highest rate of broadband use.

First, death threats and vicious text messages flooded his cellphone. Meanwhile, spreading fast through blogs and Web portals were rumors that Kim had jilted his girlfriend after forcing her to abort his baby, that he had assaulted her and her mother, and that his abuse had finally driven her to suicide.

“By the time I found out the source of this outrage, it was too late. My name, address, photographs, telephone numbers were all over the Internet,” Kim said. “Tens of thousands of people were busy sharing my identity and discussing how to punish me.

My name was the most-searched phrase at portals.” News reports and portals confirmed that his name was at the top of such lists.

The allegations against Kim were first posted on his former girlfriend’s home page after her death and quickly spread in various versions. Kim vehemently denies the allegations, and the police later said they could not substantiate them.

Web users took the matter into their own hands.They bombarded Kim’s employer, the food and beverage company Doosan, with so many calls demanding that it fire Kim or face a boycott that Kim quit. Anonymous hate mail swamped the Web site of Kookmin ‘University, where Kim attended evening classes, forcing him to drop out.

“I couldn’t believe what was happening to me was real,” he said. “My family had to move to a new house. I was afraid to dine out or use public transportation. I had to live like a fugitive.”[/quote]
(More about cyber violence.)

This is what this generation of immoral, stupid, conscienceless, cretains, are capable of. The snitches are capable of this and in the case of gangstalking so much more. Since gangstalking is government sanctioned, we have these psycho vigilantees (our fellow snitch citizens.) feeling justified in the things that they do, be it frying our kids in their sleep, killing our pets, ruining our lives, and killing us. We have the ungodly, siting in judgement of the rightous. (Well you know what I mean.)

What I was also thinking about was revolution. I was wondering if you could use the stupidity and ignorance fo these people against them? After weeks of up close and personal exposure to these creatures, I am wondering if you could use their stupidity against them to faciliate a revolution or to enhance one?

From what I have seen they would believe the gossip mill over their own eyes, ears. Whatever you tell them, they will believe. Could you feed them a big enough lie to get them to implode on themselves? (Spread enough disinfo through the system to cause a calapse?)

I am not really sure about how info gets feed into their system. I mean cellphones, blackberry’s, yeah, but each area is suppose to be like their own central command unit right? So is there a way to get the false info out to each unit simultaniously? A big enough lie to corrupt and unman the system? Just thinking.

I am also this time of the year thinking about betrayl and the people who knew for years and did nothing, and who almost let me get destroyed. I can’t forgive, and I can’t forget, but I have become more mellow in the preceeding months. It’s who they are, it’s what they are. Targets do not usually have the most moral or upstanding friends or family. I have let a lot of the anger go, but this time of the year, reminds me of being fried in my home last year. All the ugly truth that I have discover over the last year, and more that is probably still to come.

I now ofcourse know that Governments do horrendous things, mine is no better.

Citizens are actively and routinely tortured by the state in democratic countries.

Democracy is not really freedom, and we are no better than slaves in a controlled society.

Snitches, snitches and more snitches. Every in my society just about is a snitch. Even targets can be snitches. (I still not clear on this one fully.)

There are so many evils that happen in the world, that we will never know about.

Speaking the truth can get you assassinated, or targeted. (I sort of knew that. I just had no idea to what extent.)

This system is in place because to some degree it works for many people wither they admit it or not. (Opinion, but I think there is some fact basis to it.) I see people and the almost addiction to being connected, to being in tune with this system.

This belonging that they trade their souls for. They like it in some ways.

People are lasy, they are happy to let others do the dirty work, and they don’t mind taking the credit for it.

The world loves it’s own kind. If you are a target, it’s likely that you were not the worlds kind.

There is so much more, but I don’t see things changing anytime soon. Not because I don’t believe change is possible, I just don’t believe change in humanity is possible. People have been the same since the begining, and when you do think things have changed for the better, that’s when they often take a giant leap back in time. Laws won’t change things unless people change things.

December 25, 2007 Posted by | Bullying, Cointelpro, community policing, Controlled society, crazy, Electronic harassment, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking, harassment, mobbing, Online Stalking, revolution, silence, Snitches, society, Spying, Stalking, State target, Surveillence | 2 Comments

Mark’s letter to Targets

Mark’s Letter to targets. Below is a letter from Mark M.
Rich. to TI’s. It was on his site.

Dear Friend,
I call you friend because if you & I were to meet face to face we would sense a special kinship & would probably know each other immediately. I know nothing about your background. I’m not aware of your personal circumstances, whether you’re young or old, male or female. I don’t know what your religious or ethnic background is. But I have an idea of the type of person you are. You are probably very artistic & above average in intelligence. You are probably honest & live by a higher set of ideals than the general mass. You are probably a self-correcting person. You probably have not been satisfied with the knowledge you’ve received through traditional channels. You are most definitely a seeker. Regardless of why you think you have been targeted, relatively speaking, you are probably a saint. This may be why you’ve been chosen. 
Your life has changed drastically. You will never look at people, or the American flag the same way again. You are directly experiencing a result of the primitive, unresolved collective-insanity, that you have heard of other historical figures running into. By now you have probably concluded that this is the same entity that has killed people who have recognized & resisted it throughout history. Its name changes from place to place, & from time to time. It expresses itself in different ways. But it is always the same; it is large & powerful & has the minds of most people. You are face to face with it in the form of Organized Stalking. It has focused its attention on you & it will not stop. At this point it doesn’t matter when or why it started, or what the name of the group or agency is. It would have happened anyway. You will end up jobless & Mobbed out of work. You may end up in jail or dead. You will loose friends & family. You may end up homeless, possibly living from shelter to shelter. And you will be persecuted the whole time. I am personally not very religious, but I know evil when I see it. You are in a fight for your life against people being used by Satan. There is no more accurate way to put this. It is necessary that you document your case & survive as long as you can, to provide testimony to anyone with eyes & ears. You are not alone. 
Mark M. Rich

That was Mark’s letter to TI’s. It was up on his site before it went off the air. We are really the best shot we have for preserving each others memories. I often wonder why there are not a hundread other targets posting Mark’s words, or having the forethought to do the same for other sites, target’s activists. I mean there are supposedly so many of us out here, so why are we not activly doing this for each other?

I was thinking about his words, and what was going through his mind when he wrote them. By that time it looks like he had figured out that yes this is more involved than any of us realised. Collective-insanity
he called in. I see it as collective conformty of the
worst kind.

I find that as I read his words they match my own thoughts. This is so much bigger than a lot of us. Be it mobbing, bullying, Journalist and the buzzsaw, it’s the same thing that is killing, imprisoning, jailing, institutionalising, driving to poverty, rack and ruin all of us. That’s why we all need to be working together.

It’s doing the same thing to all of us in different ways, and to different degrees. I was mobbed out of work for years, and so many different times, and I never even knew what mobbing was, or knew that the whole thing was deliberate. I also did not know that it was systemic and
that it was happening to so many others. Or the bigger
picture. I now know for sure that being sensitised the first time, was completely deliberate. Even up until recently, I still thought the whole thing was just accidental. (There are some parts of this that I can not come to terms with.)

Why people are targeted. We often want to blame ourselves. It’s because I filed a suit, it’s because I am a dissident, whistle-blower, white, minority, Asian, Indian, male, female, gay, straight, religious origin, whatever. In part you are right, but in part you are wrong. In my opinion Mark was on the right path. You are targeted because of who you are you, and the type of
person that you are.

I use to think, if only I had taken the other job, or whatever, then this would not have happened, but it would have. I now realise it would have happened because
where I go, there I am, and my personality type would have
been targeted. A famous saying, “The nail that stands out,
get’s hit first. It’s a simple saying, but it makes sense. Something about us and our types, stands out. Targets
seem to have aspects of this in common. When Mark says I
would know you and sense a special kinship, he is not that
far off. We are that type. I see what he means.

I can’t stress this aspect of the real reason we are targeted enough. In his bullying research Tim Fields, and his reasons as to why people are bullied, are because they are moral, good at their work, showing independence, refusing to join established cliques, etc.

You can say it in a billion different ways, but we stood out. We were none conformist. I don’t care if you are the housewife, who just stood up for her kids, or the store clerk who said this is not right. Somewhere along the line, your personality type was noticed, and this was planned out, because none of the other methods work. By the other methods I mean, bribes, blackmail, bullying, mobbing, attempts to conform you in subtle ways, social pressure, honeytraps, etc.

What I am trying to say is, you did nothing wrong. You are getting targeted just by virtue of being who you are, and by being a none conformist in some way shape or form. This is not a bad thing, but for this system it is a bad thing. Most people in society can be kept in line, they can be threatened, bullied, bribed, blackmailed, socially or peer pressured, to confirm. Something can be used to keep them in line. With us that was not the case, at some point. You are that nail that stood out in
some unexpected way. (That or they just needed more fresh

You may never have done a day of activism in your life, but we are all the same, or very similar at the core. We are the types to say heck no, I not doing this, or not taking this. We are ones to write the stories, no one else will write, to speak when no one else will speak. It does not have to be anything as dramatic as whistle-blowing. Now it can be signing a petition, but it can also be that guy at work who always does the right thing, and is unknowingly not falling inline with a system that is based on corruption. At some point they will put you into a situation where you are compelled to blow the whistle, or file a suit or something, then they increase the targeting, and you blame yourself, and think it was your actions that set the ball rolling. It’s only a means. 

Society is all about social conformity. To join the groups we do, to participate in the things we do, most of us give up a little of that independence. So maybe you were a little too outspoken at the PTA, or in church, or whatever, but you showed independence, none conformity, and you were probably at some point profiled, and it was realised you were not yet fully part of the system, or would never go along with the system, and this system does not like our kind. It never has, all throughout history. And why should it, what communion should light have with darkness?

This is another thing that I agree with Mark about. You can not have heard of the Spanish Inquisition, Salem witch trials, Mccarthyism, etc without realising the similarities.

I also agree that this is a life changing experiencing. For me it’s helped me to become more the person that I wanted to be. For me the world was simple, and my life was sort of boring. I didn’t mind it, but now my life is so different. I mean it’s the same, because this was happening for years, but my realisation and interpretation of things has changed. I have been shocked, literally and figuratively. I am amazed at how corrupt the world is, the weakness of human kind, but then I am amazed by the potential for good, and the strength of people like Mark, who took the time to write a letter for the next target, becuase he knew what we would be going through and he didn’t want us to feel alone. It’s people like this that give me hope, and ofcourse he is not here, but his words are and that’s a good thing.

Yes you will never look at the American flag the same, not so much the flag, but the concepts that we have been taught about our societies and cultures, countries. The
things we were taught about these social constructs.
It’s such garbage. The truth is so much different.
The movie the Matrix says it best.

“By now you have probably concluded that this is the same entity that has killed people who have recognized & resisted it throughout history.”

Yep right there with him on this one as well. Martin, John Lennon, Jesus, it’s the same jaws, that have opened up and said aw. Have any survived it? Their words have, their songs, their art, their spirits.

“Its name changes from place to place, & from time to time. It expresses itself in different ways. But it is always the same; it is large & powerful & has the minds of most people.”

Large and powerful I get that. The minds of the people. I just don’t understand this part. Anymore than I understand the browncoats. But I do understand it, with my mind anyways. Remember I got the former friends, family, co-workers that are all part of this system. Many that like it. They like feeling a part of something, some don’t I think, but it fills a need in some people. I mean of course some people are just sick twisted individuals and this is the perfect outlet for that. Others are scared, I can respect that. Others don’t know what to do. I am right there with ya on that one. Other just like the connection, it brakes down walls, the skin heads, Jews, Black, White, male, female, whatever. It gives them a certain degree of unity. I have seen this as people are signaling to each other. It’s a language that is universal and they like that. It’s also secret to some in society and it makes them feel a part of something so great and powerful, and so they give their wills to it. For me ofcourse who is on the other end, being tracked like an animal, I just want to scream, and be like stop the insanity. Wake up people, look at what you are doing. They probably would, and then go right back to doing it, because it gives them a place in society. People like that.

The people doing this, controlling this, know this. I am sure they have an understanding of history, and know what’s worked, how humans have functioned throughout time. That’s the part that makes it really hard for me to be hopeful.

“You are face to face with it in the form of Organized Stalking. It has focused its attention on you & it will not stop. At this point it doesn’t matter when or why it started, or what the name of the group or agency is. It would have happened anyway. You will end up jobless & Mobbed out of work.”

Again I covered this, but let me say it again. You did nothing wrong. That’s the thing you have to understand. In there minds you dared to go against the system, to stand out and not fall in line. In our worlds we were just being who we were taught to be, or feel a need to be. Apparently the two are not compatible.

Mark goes on to talk about job loss, loss of family friends, etc. If you are here you probably know it. For me I just think of those words, “I count all but loss for the excellency of the knowledge of Christ.” (Philippians 3:8) It’s just par for the territory. It’s common, oh so common. I can’t tell you how to deal or cope with it, you have to find your own way. I can tell you that you go through a lot of stages. The fact that everyone in your life was betraying you, not a fun thing. However you need to tackle the realisation of this and do it quickly. It’s too easy to get consumed by the anger, and get stuck there. There are probably still good people in the world. Tuning into that is really hard however, it is a deep hurt and wound to come to grips with. It’s a process.

Mark was apparently not very religious, but even he apparently knew evil when he saw it. I know mindless conforming zoombies when I see them. That’s the part that still leaves me shaking my head. That anyone would want to go along with this, be a part of this, but they do. Yeah.

Mark wants us to document our case, survive as long as we can, and provide testimony to anyone who will listen. (Those who have ears, let them hear.) Pretty much the same thing others in history have had to do. Others who lived in such times, they are the only voices and records we have to try to understand this collective insanity. This consuming corruption. They have bared witness for the past and so we must do so for the present. Mark did that for us and we must try to do that for others. It seems to be the best way to honour each other, and give strength to the others who will wake up into this living nightmare.

I hoped the Indigo Ribbon campaign would do this for others, just like the white, red, and pink have done for other causes, but we are not like other causes. People don’t have a tendency to want to target cancer patients or their supporters, where with our cause they do have a tendency to do that. To be in the open is to put yourself at greater risk, and yet if we don’t take risks we let this continue. We all want to live long healthy joyous lives, and that’s why many of us when we first see this collective insanity and realise it for what it is, do nothing about it and say nothing about it, and then it grows and spreads, and then finally that is all there is, and when it’s time to speak up and do something, because it’s gotten so bad, it’s too late by then. Yet I am sure you know that, and yet you continue in this vain. (It’s a cancer that needs to be stopped.)

I don’t want to make anyone else a target more than they have to be, myself included, but at the same time, I do know that there is strength in numbers. Only by exposing what is happening can we do anything about it. Bullying, mobbing, the buzzsaw, gang stalking, etc. Only by making others aware do we stand a chance. Only by seeing that much of the above that is happening are all different managed branches of the same collective insanity, can we begin to mitigate it and manage it. I find it impossible to sit back and do nothing, and yet I want to make the right choices for myself and for other targets. Ofcourse I can’t make the right choices for other targets. You have to make your own choices and figure out what’s best for you, in your own time.

There is more talk and discussion of this stuff than there was in the past. There are more who are seeing it for what it is, but yet I am not sure we have come any further, or are any better than we were before. I only say this because this keeps happening over and over again in history and it’s never changing. The thing that makes this time so different is it’s so globalized. However there is always hope and I do want to focus on that. That’s why I was hoping that we could find some way to unite, come together, find some way, symbol to unit our various efforts. We are fighting against the same thing, and to have a common unifying symbol has helped others. I was hoping this would do the same for us. 

Below are Mark’s words incase he goes missing, etc.
“Due to the events that I have witnessed & read about, I have concluded that it would be in my best interest to make as many people aware of my situation as possible.  To that end, I have created this entry so that if I (or a member of my family) am killed, framed, setup, institutionalized, incarcerated, disappear, appear to have committed suicide, have an “accident”, or otherwise neutralized, this site 
will provide testimony to what really happened.  In addition, this site is for people who believe they’re 
targets of Organized Stalking. ” 
Mark M. Rich.

Well you know the rest. Mark’s last entry was March 06, he had kept the site updated pretty regularly, and had said that he intended to continue to do that. At the time Mark had been staying with family and was trying to learn a way to survive, because he had not been able to find work for a few years or something like that. I can find no other online entries of him after this point. Then about a year later the site, expired and
so here it is. Mark had been pretty open about his
location, posting his address, phone number etc online.
Again each target has to make there own choices on this
front. The people in your area might not be fanatics,
but others might be, remember the state has lot’s of
different branches. (Do what you think it best, it’s all
we can do.)

The same is going to be true for any activism you do. The Indigo Ribbon campaign has the potential to be the  same. Wearing a ribbon as someone pointed out, will make targets more visible, this can be a good thing, but ofcouse it can be a dangerous thing. We are up against a system, and I am not going to lie to you, it’s a dangerous system. Mark confronted it, exposed it to the best of his ability, and numerous others, and it’s still here, but every little bit helps. Everything he did helped me, and I hope my piece of the puzzle, quilt, helps others. It’s the best we can hope to do. Remember the world is not an evil place because people do evil, (Well in part it is) but it’s an evil place because people like us who see it for what it is do nothing about it.   (Previous to this, I had no idea it was like this.)

If Ribbons and the color Indigo is not your thing, then I hear ya, but we still need a way to come together, to get open dialouge going, to direct people to sites where they can understand that there is another side to this wonderful system they have given themselves to, the side where Mark found himself, and others like me find ourselves. I daily have dozens of my fellow citizens who stalk, harass, try to sensitize, annoy, and mob me on a daily basis. Some of them as much as I hate to admit it, are just average people, some are even decent. (I know that’s a hard realisation.) Yet they are a part of the system, and they don’t want to be where we are. (Who in their right mind would? The brave, the stupid.) 

The only thing I know is that this continues because we let it. You get the odd light here and there, and then it’s back to business as usual. Those lights come and do what they can, they teach us, share their knowledge and perspective with us, and then it’s up to us to try to convey what we can to others in our own time.

They stay strong, because they keep us divided. They succeed, because they can unite, and get people to unite, they keep us stumbling in the dark uncordinated and stagnent. They have the minds of the people, but we can win their hearts. Conformity is their creed, and their voices are loud. Security is our creed, and our voices are often silent. They have got it going on, and we have to get it going. They are so far ahead of us in the game, heck they wrote the game and the rules. Many of us are just playing catch up, and trying to survive.

Before anyone decides to be a part of the Indigo campagin, I would ask you to think about what it means, cause it’s different than other ribbon campaigns. I like to think that our cause is like any other, and in many ways it is, but in other ways it’s not. We need unity, we need our voices back. However we need to balance that with a certain degree of safety, security, and stealth. There is a reason the underground railroad and other causes like it did not take out ads in newspapers. For me the thing that has worked has been exposing what is happening, shining a light into some of this darkness, but that’s the thing about darkness, it does not like to have light shined in it’s face. It likes darkness for a reason. There are so many people, if each would just shine their light into this darkness, it could not do this to us anymore, but they never do. This system is in place because we keep it in place, it controls us because we let it. We are the only ones who can change that. I don’t think anyone is coming to save us, and so we must try to save ourselves, or do the best that we can.

Mark was not very religious, I like to think of myself as a spiritual person. I don’t think I should be limited by one religion, though, each has value and merit in it’s
own way. I would just recommend that you find something
to believe in, something to center and keep you balanced.
I believe it’s a physical battle, and a spiritual one.
Every little bit helps.

The one really good thing that Mark did was to let targets know that they are not alone. You really are not alone. All those that have gone before are with you, and all those that will come after are with you. As you walk on the path you will feel alone, you will see things that will try to break your spirits, you will loose people that touched your soul, that inspired you, but then you have to use that to inspire others, to be leaders in your own right. How you do that will be up to you.

October 24, 2007 Posted by | Bullying, Censorship, Cointelpro, community policing, Controlled society, Corruption, Covert investigations, domestic spying, driving-crazy, Electronic harassment, Fascism, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking, Gaslighting, government corruption, harassment, Indigo Ribbon, Jesus, John Lennon, Mark M Rich, Martin Luther King Jr, Mccarthyism, Mind Control, mobbing, Neighbours, New World Order, NWO, Online Stalking, oppression, silence, Snitches, society, Stalking, State target, Surveillence, Thought Police, Tracking | 33 Comments

The system.

I have a lot to update you with. The reason I don’t write as much as I should. I feel somewhat unlike before that it won’t make a difference I don’t think things will change. It doesn’t mean I am giving up, but I see the world, and more or less accept it for what it is.

Things to tell you about. Well let’s start with Mark’s site being gone. is finally off the air. I knew this might happen someday. I had downloaded his pdf file realising that this might happen. I have seen about 3 or 4 sites dealing with Gang Stalking go off the air since I have been online and when I came online, I saw people writing and asking why sites dealing with gang stalking were off the air, well now I know why.

If Mark didn’t make it, it really sucks. I have been a bit bummed out about this. I mean he’s smart, smart has to count for something right? So I don’t know, there was no update from him, since March 2006. The site was up, but I did realise that meant that maybe he had just paid in advance or something. I don’t know. I hope that he is out there somewhere, but I have seen a few people not make it, so it’s hard to say. Anyways the best we can do for each other is to preserver each others memories, so I would ask people to download his pdf and to read it and to remember him if he did not make it, and to hope for him if he is out there somewhere still.

Also in regards to this. I am wondering if anyone out there in the blogasphere would be kind enough to download my site, just in case for whatever reason it should become unavailable, at least the information gathered would not be lost. You can download a copy of this free Internet program and it will let you copy any website. Also you can get the ebook, now at

Anyways in regards to Mark one way or another, I just want to take this post to say thanks for all the information you left out there. At first some things didn’t make any sense, but as the pieces started to fall into place, it made a lot of sense. This does not happen in a vacuum, you were so right. This system that we are up against is systemic, and all encompassing. We we never looking at just a few corrupt turns or events, or a few nasty people wanting to make other people’s lives hell. What we have here is a system that most of our population is taking part in and not saying a word about. It is a controlled society, and at one point or another, most people are absorbed into the system. I don’t know exactly how it happens, because in my worst dreams, I could not have believed that society and the world was like this.

I do now know that we have seen times like this before, in countries. Hitlers Germany, McCarthyism in the States and others times. Where a whole society goes insane or get’s corrupted and goes along with this madness. In those times targets had to flee and leave, because the whole of society was going along with it. This is something that I could not understand, no it’s something I would not let myself understand or believe, because it was just too horrible to believe, but the truth has been there all along. What we are seeing, it’s nothing new, it’s been there all along. We are just seeing the outward manifestations of this system.

See when I got online, I was just looking for help with the harassment that I was experiencing. I was getting mobbed, and harassed at work, I noticed corruption, and finally I noticed the corruption extended to the human rights commission, I knew that could be right. Had no idea how I would prove it, or even get people to believe me, but in going online and doing the harassment site, I realised that I had not been the first person to notice this either. Tim Fields bless his soul, in doing his bullying site, had also noticed the corruption and just before he died, was going to start to look into it. He didn’t get the chance to, but I think he probably realised what I did.

[quote]Many targets of bullying report that they seem to be obstructed every step of the way in their pursuit of justice. The management refuse to investigate, or use an untrained investigator, or whitewash the case. The union refuses to help, or initially shows interest but suddenly changes sides. The solicitor initially shows interest but then starts acting in a manner which suggests they have the other side’s interests at heart rather than yours.

The employer’s lawyers apply for, and obtain, adjournment after adjournment, then obtain a pre-hearing review which the tribunal chairman handles in favour of the employer. In the tribunal, favour is shown to the respondent (employer) and you get the impression that the verdict has been decided in advance. Your solicitor, the respondent’s lawyers and the tribunal chairman seem to know more about your case than you think they should.
After the tribunal you’re left with no option but to privately sue the employer, the union, and your solicitor, and appeal the tribunal decision, but by this time you have no job, no income, your savings are gone, so is your health, maybe your marriage too, and there’s no prospect of ever being employed again, especially in the professions.
Sound familiar? If so, you might be surprised to realise how often this happens. Mostly it’s in cases from the education sector, although it may happen in any public sector case, for example the NHS. Occasionally, but less often, it happens in private sector cases, and in rare cases from the voluntary sector.[/quote]

Then I would also come across these great great articles and reports, which also added credence to what I was seeing. [quote]Minority women face ‘double jeopardy’ of racial and sexual harassment in the workplace Policy-makers, human resources personnel need to be aware of gender/ethnicity vulnerabilities

New research at the University of Toronto is the first to empirically document that women who are visible minorities face a double dose of harassment in the workplace – based both on sex and ethnicity.

Professor Jennifer Berdahl of the Joseph L. Rotman School of Management and Celia Moore, a PhD student, tested the “double jeopardy hypothesis” by surveying workers at three male-dominated manufacturing plants and three female-dominated social service organizations.

“If you add up their sexual and ethnic harassment,” says Berdahl, “minority women are harassed more than others.” [/quote]
The report is really long, but again it also has the same kinds of people being targeted, and the woman in this report, are again reporting the same kind of systemic corruption that I starting to see. Lawyers, tribunals, judges, you name it. At this stage however, you think, but many it’s just a few bad apples right? It’s not though. This is something that is systemic.
I would again see this at the landlord tenant tribunal, when I had to take the landlord to task for the harassment that I was experiencing. Again what I was seeing looked systemic, but I just did not want to believe it.

I would also notice that some articles online go missing. Important ones like this. Make a stink go see a shrink. An article talking about how employers are using psychiatric reprisal to shut down whistle-blowers. After what I had experienced with Carol the H/R person at CIBC in regards to her attempted reprisal to my human rights commission complaint this made sense.
[quote]Peter Downs

May 2001.
Reprinted with consent of The Progressive.

On October 5, 1998, Norm Crosty sent a letter to the labor relationsdepartment at his plant. Crosty, for thirteen years an electrician at Ford Motor Company’s Wixom, Michigan, assembly plant, complained that he could not do his job because so many of his bosses were taking the necessary equipment out of the plant to work on their homes or personal businesses.

The next day, the plant director of human resources invoked a Ford program for combating workplace violence to bar Crosty from the factory and ordered him to see a company-paid psychiatrist or lose his job.

A little more than fourteen months later, and 725 miles away, officials at Emory University cited a similar concern about violence to justify using armed guards to escort Dr. James Murtagh off university property when Dr. R. Wayne Alexander, chairman of the department of medicine at Emory, ordered him to see a company-selected psychiatrist or lose his job. Six weeks earlier, Murtagh, a professor of pulmonology at Emory, had filed a false claims suit against the university, alleging that it had misspent millions of dollars in federal grant money. He claimed the university diverted money from research grants in order to pay for salaries and trips for administrators and some staff. The specific allegations were sealed by order of the federal judge.

Crosty and Murtagh don’t know each other. It is unlikely their worlds would ever intersect, but they have at least one thing in common. They both are victims of an increasingly popular employer weapon against whistleblowers: the psychiatric reprisal.
See when you are going through these situations on your own, it seems like you are the only one that this is happening to. However, when you start to see the bigger picture, all the reports of workplace mobbing, the who is getting targeted, it makes more sense.
1) How do bullies select their targets?
The bully selects their target using the following criteria:
bullies are predatory and opportunistic – you just happen to be in the wrong place at the wrong time; this is always the main reason – investigation will reveal a string of predecessors, and you will have a string of successors
being good at your job, often excelling
being popular with people (colleagues, customers, clients, pupils, parents, patients, etc)
more than anything else, the bully fears exposure of his/her inadequacy and incompetence; your presence, popularity and competence unknowingly and unwittingly fuel that fear
being the expert and the person to whom others come for advice, either personal or professional (ie you get more attention than the bully)
having a well-defined set of values which you are unwilling to compromise
having a strong sense of integrity (bullies despise integrity, for they have none, and seem compelled to destroy anyone who has integrity)
having at least one vulnerability that can be exploited
being too old or too expensive (usually both)
refusing to join an established clique
showing independence of thought or deed
refusing to become a corporate clone and drone
Jealousy (of relationships and perceived exclusion therefrom) and envy (of talents, abilities, circumstances or possessions) are strong motivators of bullying. [/quote]

Again the pattern of who was being targeted. The none sheeple people. (The bright, those who excel, the whistle-blower types. The other reports as mentioned above indicate also Woman, and minorities. )

What was not clear then is the fact that most of these people will not only be targeted for their smart, good characters, but they will be targeted because they are not part of this system. This creepy, zoombie, informant, whatever you want to call it system. The ones who are also getting targeted also seem to be blissfully unaware of this system.

We are not, or were not aware of this system, but more importantly we were not a part of this system, and I think that is the key underlying reason that we are being chosen, targeted, and decimated.

But we are just average people, right? So why are we being chosen? No we are not average. We are anomalies to this system of corruption, that most of the rest of society is a part of, and that is just one more reason we are a problem, or could be a potential problem. When you are not going along with a system that is systemic, and maybe you make a wave or get noticed, then that is a problem for this system and that is where it starts. The targets are chosen with good reason. We are not a part of this system.

This following is not the best analogy I could have chosen, but this is how I feel. It’s like in those zombie movie, and the rest of the world get’s zombified, and a few survivors are left, and the zombies are trying to turn, kill destroy the survivors, cause they have something that are not. Eg. They have life, brains, whatever you want to call it. Let me simplify it. In an enslaved society, no one likes a free man.

The majority of targets, all that I have encountered, were as blissfully unaware of this system, as I was. At least if they were aware, they have not said anything. I don’t think they were aware anymore than I was. Cause why would we be aware that most of society was a part of this? This cute little snitching, signally, spying, lying, corruption network? I don’t roll that way, so I didn’t think others did, but that’s naive, because I know others do. What i did not know is that most others in society do. Yeah the movie the Matrix had a lot more value than I thought. Because again, who would think that we are enslaved, not in chains, but in a very different ways, when we are taught that we are free?

I know a lot of these people don’t want to be a part of this, but I know equally that a lot of people do, and people are not willing to do anything to change this. I don’t exactly know how people get inducted into this creepy system, but I now know that it’s systemic. (I don’t even want to say it.)

At some point your kids, your parents, friends, and other family will probably be a part of this system, and they will go along with it. If you have no idea what I am talking about, then I am happy for you. A year ago, if I read something like this, I would have been like, what the heck, and probably would have dismissed it. Same thing I did when I saw the Matrix.

If you know what I am talking about, then I get why you don’t say anything and why most will not do anything to change this, but it does not make it right. Also since I am seeing it from this perspective, I can see the evil of this system. I understand that from the other side, the other perspective, many people think that this is great, and that continues to boggle my mind.

The truth will set you free, but first it will make you miserable.

Spiritually where I am? You would think this sort of targeted systemic attack would be bumming me out a lot more than it is. I mean it does in someways, like when I see another real target off the charts it’s like a bummer, but then in other ways, I am happier and more self fulfilled than I have been in a long time.
Last year this time. I didn’t know WTF was going on. I was being burnt in my home, I was seeking help from all the responsible channels in society that we have been taught are there to help. Canadian Human Rights Commission, Amnesty International, Police etc, only to be told like other targets before me, that they could do nothing to help. Realising that the police were a part of this. Watching politicians take part in this, ofcourse being betrayed by the ex-family, didn’t help either. I didn’t have a clue as to why. I really not only felt alone, but I was alone, and to say that is was me against the world, I see now is not that far off a sentiment.

Well now I sort of have a clue as to what’s going on. At least I have what I can accept for the moment. I am still alone, but I have me, and that’s good. I am way more connected, and informed than I was a year ago. I also see that the more things change, the more things stay the same. Wither you are a target of the state that lived 2000 years ago, or a modern day target, the set up’s, slanders, and tricks of the state are all the same, and things end up just about as well for modern day targets.

Mark was also right that we have seen this evil before, past times, Salem witch trials etc. It’s the same insanity, but unlike those times where we can say it was just a small little group that did some bad things, we have a society going along with this and willing to also do some bad things to targets.
Yet truth feels so good, it’s so cleansing. Like I literally feel happier than I have in a long time. I am closer to being self actualised than I was a year ago, if this self actualization thing even means anything in today’s society.
I am better spiritually than I was, I am still not where I want to be, but much better than I was. I feel more balanced internally, and I think that’s just cause I have had to be to get through this. Now don’t get me wrong. I am still being electronically harassed in my home. I still get these electronic skin burns sometimes. (Or something that looks and feels like that.) Still you get accustomed to stuff. I am not saying I want this to be a part of my future by any stretch of the imagination, but if it’s something that I have to go through, to become who I am meant to be, then so be it.

I also realise now, my chances of finding a decent world, where there is little or no corruption is not likely to happen. It does not mean that I won’t find decent people though. I like to think that I have online sometimes. The places I blog, I get people that I encounter that I like to think of as good, so I think there is still hope, but I tend to be the overly optimistic sort.
So I am still trying to survive the best I can, being a target, does change things somewhat, but I have to believe that there is still a way to go against the grain and survive, I have to believe that. Faith can move mountains, it can part seas, and it can help all people in times of trouble and tribulation. So it’s really causing me to try and find my spiritual center. Not saying it’s easy, but day by day, I do what I can.
In someways I am a little bit heartbroken, the world is nothing like what I thought it was. It’s much more evil and corrupt, than I realised. Heck it is evil and corrupted to the core, still others have gone before, and others will come after, and the world will keep on turning. It is as it ever was, all that’s changed again is my awareness of this and my coming to terms with this.

I am trying to swim with this tide, through the tide? It’s determined to encompass me, but instead of splashing and frailing, I realise that water has a flow, it has a natural pattern, and if you are going to get through this, you have to find out how it flows, and try to let it flow around you. Else you just get caught up in the tide.
So I am trying to get my priorities in order. Survive, fight acne, and make the world aware of what’s happening. I had to upgrade the fighting acne, skin care before world dominance.
Dietary, I am actually eating I think healthier than I was last year, and I am happy about that as well. What else can be said.
Others have come and gone, the reason the information was not more readily available, is because the drones of these powers that be, monitor and shut down, or decimate those trying to get the information out. There are not enough real targets out there to keep preserving the information, so each target almost has to start from scratch. (In every generation a new target is chosen.)
[quote]Spread information
Having information is only a beginning. It’s no use if it sits forever on some shelf. To have impact, information needs to be circulated. The general principle in challenging the hoarding of information in bureaucracies is to “spread” it, namely make it available to those who can make use of it.[/quote]

My making people aware of this, will not make any more difference than those people who fought to make people aware of the scandals in the catholic church, in fact some have suffered extremely for their efforts, and for what? People still hand their boys and girls over to these men, week after week, or leave their kids alone with them. Children are still being sexually prayed upon, and the catholic church has now made investigating these instances more difficult than ever. Now all complaints of this, must go directly to Rome, courtesy of some statues that the new pope put in place. The same new pope who was responsible for seeing that that laws were in place that allowed for this cover up to continue.
People had the power to change this, they had the power to walk away, threaten to walk away until the system was fixed, and could really protect their kids, but they didn’t. Instead big money settlements were made, and again we were taught that money could cover for a multitude of sins, which still continue, as much as ever. The people who let these systems happen, have risen to power, and the innocent are the only ones who continue to get slaughtered. People had the power to change that system, but they did not. Those who fought to expose this, and those victimised by it, are the only ones who have not risen in power.
Making the world, the few in the world aware of this system, who are not aware, will most likely not change it. Because these systems in one way or another work for many people and that is why they have no desire or inclination to change the system. There is no need. If it works for you, then you have no need or desire to change it, and at some level this works for these people.
As long as they go along with it, it supports their corruption, sins, secrets, and let’s many do what they should not do, so it works.

The reason targets are so targeted is because we are anomalies to this system and just one target out of control, free, not following the status quo, can be a problem. Just like some of the young men who died via the year of the gun, once a part of this system it won’t let you leave, just like any slave society. For some reason in our blank little lives, most targets have managed to be too good, none bribe-able, nothing to black mail with, nothing to threaten with, and nothing to use to make them a part of this system, so they are sought out and destroyed in other ways, or just placed in situations with people who are parts of these systems, so they can be effectively watched and monitored.

There is more I wanted to say, but this post is already way too long. So again my situation is not ideal, but it could be worst. There are thousands of people getting mobbed, bullied, harassed, gang stalked, whatever you want to call it, targeted by a system that they have no idea about, my situation is bad, but it could be worst, cause at least I am not a little bit aware of what is happening, and I stand a better chance. So again I am going to look at the half full glass senario for as long as I can.

July 31, 2007 Posted by | black, Black female, Black Females, black women, BlackFemales, blackwomen, Bullying, Censorship, changing vibrations, discrimination, Females, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking, government corruption, Gratitude, harassment, Ignorance, Laws, mental concentration camps, metropolitan police, Minorities, Minority women, Minoritywomen, mobbing, Movies, New World Order, NWO, Online Stalking, Police Abuse, Police State, politicians, Politics, sexual harassment, Snitches, society, Thought Police, whistle blower | 5 Comments

You tube is controlled.

You tube is controlled.

I already knew that, but ususally they don’t make it this obvious. Ok you might have read my blog post that I just did and in that post it included a link to a video about how sound affects our bodies by David Icke right. ok. I just checked on the video and it’s off the air. I blogged like about 2 hours ago, and it’s off the air.

Here is the link.

Also the user account has been suspended. (karmic_plight) All within less than 2 hours. Now you tell me that it’s just one more coincidence. Anyways having seen it happen time and time again, I am not surprised.

However having seen it before, that’s why I don’t like to share videos or article links anymore, because this happens all the time. Not just videos, but names and places. It’s just sometimes better to leave them off or out.

This is the super creepy system that you are currently going along with, and bowing down to. So did they get rid of the video because it showed David Icke saying something that I think kind of contradicts what the bible says. He said in the video the word was with God and the word was sound, but if I recall the verse it’s the word was with God and the word was God. If he really is a disinfo agent, then it seems to me the big play he would be going for and is going for is to do what needs to be done to get this system in place, and that is go get rid of Jesus. Tell us enough truth, so that we will believe the one lie that is not the truth. I mean that’s the play they pulled with gang stalking. They gave us all the details, made it so believable and the one point that would lead to the truth, they lied about. Everything was correct, how the operation worked, methods, tactics, just they lied and said it was vigilante gangs and it was the government. See you can’t pass off a lie by lying, you have to mix in just enough truth to make yourself convincing. Having listened to David Icke, I can say that he seems to speak the truth for the most part, or believes that he does, but then when he gets to things like Jesus never existed it makes me think, yep this might be the play that I just saw being repeated.

The other reason the video might have been removed is because it does talk about how sound affects us, and how it can be used for us to make changes to our surroundings and environment. It spoke of how you had atoms in random formation, and then introduce sound to the mix, and they form patterns. It spoke of how our heart beats to sound, how our very thoughts create sound and when we are upset, unbalanced or out of sort those vibrations change. I speculate this might be the other reason the EMF, electro magnetic frequencies are being used on targets. Outside of the tracking and monitoring. We have the power withing to make changes to our external world, just by thinking it, and apparently sound is a big part of this. (I was not aware of the sound part of this before.) So eg. If you don’t want a Stasi like world, where we are all chipped and tagged, let’s find a decent ending that we do all want, and collectivly think on that. Hint, hint.

Now think about this, I blog a simple post, keeping in mind I am heavily under surveillance/observation, and then the video and account are removed, and the account is suspended. Youtube is the biggest file sharing site on the Internet, but these creatures can pull the video, and kill the account in like 2 hours. Do you see the reach? Do you see the danger? Yet I am still not impressed. Irritated to be sure, but not impressed. I have seen impressive and this is not it.

Also can you say obvious. Now you might want to just write it off as paranoid, but when I see things like this happen over and over again, I don’t know what else to think. I checked back on the video, cause I thought this might just happen, cause it’s happened before.

Anyways if anyone is interested in finding out more about how we create, how sound and vibrations are used, then that is someplace you might want to start with, and in future will have to try to find better ways of getting the info out to you. Interpret it how you will.

July 8, 2007 Posted by | Censorship, changing vibrations, david icke, discrimination, electromagnetic frequency, Electronic harassment, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking, government corruption, harassment, High technology, New World Order, NWO, Online Stalking, Police State, politicians, Red Squads, Snitches, society, sound, Syncronicity, Thought Police, vibrations, whistle blower, zero tollerance | 11 Comments

A year in the life.

First off, it’s been close to a year for my survival as a T.I. Targeted Individual. Well that’s not wholly
I was was a target for years before I became fully cognizant of it. It’s a year since I became aware that I was no longer in Kansas anymore.
Realising it was the government doing this would come much later, after many hours of research, and consulting with others, learning about the history of Cointelpro and the modern day forms of this, which matched to a tee, what me and other targets were experiencing.
Finding out that my government was capable of this sort of corruption and Communistic, Stasi like tactics was the biggest shock of it all, second only to the fact that my fellow citizens are willing to go along with this.
Things like this happened to John Lennon, Martin Luther king, and at least back then you had to be semi famous for them to do this, or at least part of a cool group like the panthers, or civil rights, anti-war, where nowadays, I guess it’s those threatening whistle-blowers, and outspoken types that have to be watched, cause we could be dangerous, we could get people to think for themselves, grow a will of there own, seek independence, realise there is something incredibly wrong with a system like this. So I guess that makes some of us the new it people, without knowing why.

[quote]From early in 1972 John Lennon knew he was under surveillance,  being followed in the streets and with his telephone tapped. More ominously, in late 1972, he told Paul Krassner, a left-wing friend of Yoko Ono’s in San Francisco from the early 1960s: “Listen, if anything happens to Yoko and me, it was not an accident.”

Princess Diana 10 years ago, mentioned that she might die in a car accident, do you see the world rushing to get her justice. Martin Luther King, placed under covert investigation, marked for death an a month later he dies, even after we have documents that say this much, do we see justice for him? So if the rich and famous don’t stand a chance, and this has been going on for years, then what is really going to change now? Just curious, just a thought.
A year later still not closer to finding out my exact point of inception. Maybe as long as you are outspoken and a leader type you get a file opened automatically. Several hundred thousand Canadians did just by attending our universities and colleges over the years.

All I know is unlike what I thought most of the last few years, this monster probably began before my job with Rogers wireless/cable. Rogers however was where I first noticed the workplace mobbing, but apparently not the inception point, like I had first thought. Since this corrupt system is systemic why should I even still bother trying to find my point of inception? It the curious part of me I guess. still trying to find patient zero, where the big bang started, the moment that set it off, if there was a moment. Things like that I still need to know, the micro stuff that affects me, and not the macro stuff that affected everyone else.

I do now know that people along the way used the situation to further set me up. To make what was a bad and unspeakable situation worst. Eg. CIBC. I had Stephen Snell a manager at CIBC who consistently brags about his friendship with our current Prime Minister, Stephen Harper. (He does actually know him.) He lied or misconstrued an incident at work. As far as I am aware he took something I said purposely out of context to try to frame me and me it look like I had said something threatening to him or violent when I had not. Like how low can you go?

At the time of the incident I sort of had some inclination of what he was doing, this is way before I learnt about how targets of these sorts of investigations are routinely set up. I sent him an email so that he was very clear about what had been said, and the context it had been said in. However my understanding is he did not make any attempts knowing this to get the matter rectified, and since I was not suppose to be aware of this, it was hard to follow up on this.

In retrospect since working at other jobs, I have now learnt that the mobbing I was experiencing and constantly complaining about was purposely being done and coordinated. That was shocking, cause I had no idea when I was working at CIBC. Purposely being done, to create a self-fulfilling situation. My fellow sheeple going right along with it because they were asked or told to. That is messed up, and not just asked or told to by anyone. They are doing this because they are part of these programs. That is just so wrong. Looking back, some of the things people said, and the way they did stuff, now make sense, but there is no way, I could have figured this out, or believe it. These are the sorts of yes men, and woman at the helms of society.

The other factor that is still creepy and hard to understand at times, is that via directed conversations about things that I had done or said, very specific things, these people knew what was happening inside my apartment. I suppose I am suppose to be impressed by the scope and the power of this, but I am just not. Even with everything that’s happened, I just think it’s so sad that there are so few in our society with any balls of their own. Any minds of their own. Any wills, any courage, any gumption. It’s just leaves me even less impressed. I guessed I learnt a long time ago about who to fear, who had power, and who was really impressive, and unless you meet those standards, you are just so not it.

Hindsight is 20/20. A lot of things people said, did, why they were scared of other certain people, I just could never get it then. When you are not aware of this stuff, there is no way it’s breaking through. Your mind just does not work in this corrupt fashion, so how could you ever become aware of this stuff? I was lucky. I know it seems weird to use that word to describe my present situation, but I guess in a way I was. I had something super duper weird happening in my life, it was ongoing for years. I knew the people around me were taking part, but could never figure out why people were going along with whatever was happening. Remember at the time all I was aware of was the mobbing, the harassment outside of work, and that there was some super duper, nasty stuff being said about me. I had no concept that the world was like this. (Don’t know why, the bible does mention that the world is corrupt, Jesus was a target of the state, and Judas did spy on and betray him.)

Wanting the truth badly enough was the lucky part for me. Opening myself up to the fact that when the truth about whatever was going on came out, it was going to be pretty big, encompassing, and a lot of betrayal would be uncovered, this I knew. The rest I could never have imagined.

Before I figured this out I knew my Internet activity was being tracked. I knew this because again things that were of a personal nature were making their way online, and there is no other way it could have been happening.  I started to suspect internal monitoring, so over time I did little things, said little things, and in time had it confirmed. I don’t know what was more creepy, suspecting or finally knowing. It was not just the people at work, seems a few of the people in my community on my street were aware of what was going on in my apartment.

Since then I have learnt all about technology that can listen through walls. That these creatures Suburban Spies seem to have a network, that they like, use, to communicate with each other. (If you didn’t like it, and it didn’t work for you, you would just not be a part of it. I honestly believe it works for these people and that is why they are a part of this. Everyone else is doing it. That mentality. It’s that simple.) It’s also how our society is, but unless you see this in action, you just won’t get it. I still have trouble wrapping my mind around this, some days I get it, other days I just don’t. I just don’t see how our society could be like this, how could I have spent so much time here, and be unaware? So sometimes I get this, then other times I don’t.

Later on at CIBC, just before I quit. I noticed that people would call in, which is normal, but in the course of the conversation, I noticed something that I had not noticed before, and do not believe or think too much was being read into the interaction. I notice what I guess might be called a form of nuero linguist programing. I had not heard the term at the time, but I think this is the likest scenario to what was happening that I have been able to find. They would call in and in the course of the conversation get you into a series of yes responses. Our scripting on it’s on did this as well, but this was something else. It was like you were blank and just mindlessly responding to programing? It’s hard to explain, you would just mindlessly give a series of yes responses, but normally not be cognitive of it, but just before I left, I became aware of this. It’s almost like being programed or something. I never noticed it for most of the two years that I was there. I know some workplaces use nuero linguistic programing, but the way it was being used in this circumstance, I do not think could have been on the up and up. I really don’t know how to articulate it very well, but if it can help someone else, then this was happening, and more than likely is still happening.

The freak show at my home, and at work were a bit much to handle, so I quit and spent the next ten months doing research to try to figure out what was happening. The research is online where most of you can see it. It involved talking to the police, Amnesty, crisis centers to see if they were getting reports of this type of stalking harassment, centers for the marginalised, reading articles, talking to other targets, however I would not get a clear picture until the ten months were over and I went back to work in the real world. That was an eye opener for the scope of this thing. It’s systemic. There is no getting your name cleared really, cause this goes from the bottom to the top. That’s the part that’s hard to wrap my mind around, is that large chunks of society are part of this. From what I am seeing, we are at over 80% if I go by my ex family. We are at 100% capacity. My job immediately after CIBC again 100% capacity taking part in this. What I see on the trains is 90-95% capacity. I always give the more conservative figure of 80-85%, but what I come across is really 90-95% capacity. Again however this has changed since last year. So again as a target what I see, might be a larger concentration than what is actually happening in society. I hope so, but I am doubtful. If this is the case, then getting my records cleared and this stopped, is not the likely. Least not without some spiritual interference. Yes I do believe in a higher power.

During my time of doing research if you will all recall, that is when I was introduced to the fun world of electronic harassment/torture. I spent most of last summer, fall, winter getting accustomed to being electronically shocked, burnt in my home. Unable to believe that stuff like that happened, could happen, and did happen in the world. Not only was I being monitored like an insect in my apartment, my neighbours were taking part. My landlady knew what was going on, and had for some time. I judged these people so harshly back then. There was no way I could understand the scope of this, not back then. I do now sometimes, but then it goes cause I just can’t believe that this much of society could go along with this. I grew up with these people, shared the same culture, music, movies, books, mentally? Yet they are willing to go along with this? I guess I have always lived in the world, but not been of the world. The bible recommends this cute little thing, about living in the world, but not being a part of it. The more you live this lifestyle, the more you understand what that means.

I guess the wills of my fellow humans were bought and sold a long time ago when they choose the things of this world. The giving in that was just so comfortable at the time. Doing whatever anyone else was doing. A lot of real targets don’t seem to fit this bill, or have anything that the world could use on them. Nothing to threaten, bully, or bribe them with, and so this seems to be what is being used to systemically destroy them. Yes there are people in the world that are still not aware of this, and there will be again.

I recently started listening to one of those speakers who know all about the New World Order, Illuminati. I admit that I had avoided listening to them for the last year, because I just wanted to get my mind around some of this stuff first. The whole secret society stuff took a back seat, I had so many other things to try to understand. I had heard of Free Masons, and each time I tried to research them, I just for some unknown reason, keep thinking they were carpenters or something. Seriously. I knew they were like ancient, and they would pass their craft down the line, and that others joined them to be successful, they helped each other but other than that, every-time I heard the name, I was like, oh that carpenter society. For some reason every-time I tried to learn more about them, that is as far as I had gotten. A year ago I didn’t care about secret societies. I still don’t. Even if they rule the world, I still find it hard to care about their business, except for where it affect my world, that’s where I care.
I mean I get now that there are people trying to make people aware of how entrenched these people are in society and that they are in positions of power: judges, police, politicians, and other important people in these systems of power, however the average citizen if they are like I was a year ago are not getting this. You can say Secret Societies, Illuminati, Free Masons, Secret Cabal’s, and it just does not register. We don’t think that way, so this is not the best approach for waking the world up. The unaware if you use this approach will probably remain unaware, even if it pertains to them on some level. Remember after starting to be aware of some of this stuff I watched an AOL video, one of those famous movie directors was all like the world is ruled by a secret Kabul. It registered with me because I was more or less aware, but I don’t know that the average citizen would get that or interpret this, our minds just don’t work that way. Afterwards it’s another story, and then when you look back at stuff, it’s like oh. Hindsight is 20/20. It’s like when you are innocent and people try to tell raunchy jokes, you just don’t get it. Your mind does not work that way, afterwards, it’s like oh. Most people trying to make others aware do it on a level that the aware can understand, but you are not reaching the sleeping, sheeple people, at least not to the degree in which you need to, and not fast enough.

I know I did not care about secret societies and still don’t, but if you can link in average things, and then build to the connection to this, more average people might just get this sooner than later. Just a thought. Not that anyone would really want to get this.
I was not sure if I should make this several short posts or one really long post, but things seem to get lost in translation with really long posts.

Electromagnetic energy. Seems not only is this being used to track targets in their homes, at work. They seem to be using it to track heart rate/beat, and vibrations. It might also be getting used as a blocker on some levels, like a sort of jail cell for some functions if that makes any sense. To stop us from tuning into  things that might be of use to us. Things that might help us gain information. Also the EMF-(Electromagnetic frequency vibrates targets at their level not your own, which is not healthy. You can feel it. Maybe this video can help you understand what I have been thinking about. (In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God? Where did he get sound from? Can’t find it in any translation. Still the stuff he says is interesting.) So if they use EMF on targets it could be with the intention of throwing off our vibrational patterns and causing illness over time, not to mention it makes it hard for us to sleep. Needless to say, as a target it’s important to find a work around for this.

I don’t know if David Icke will end up being a disinfo agent or not, or even an accidental disinfo agent, but I think the things he says are interesting. Not so much the lizard stuff, but the Matrix stuff, and the multidimensional stuff, also the stuff on electromagnetic frequency. At a time when I am trying to understand this stuff, his stuff seems to have crossed my path.


The other thing that is interesting that I have not written too much about is the ability of these people to remotely control electronic devices. Now I figure it’s some sort of powerful universal electronic remote control or something similar, wither it’s something on the market that the average person can buy, or not I don’t know, however, these are objects that I have seen that have been remotely manipulated.

Eg. DVD player, portable CD/tape player, computer, fridge. Stuff like things turning off and on remotely. Stopping on their own remotely, like this has happened over a period of time, observable, repeatedly. I have been able to observe it, and have enough of my stuff tampered with, till I feel comfortable writing about it. Other targets have mentioned this, but it’s something to see it on your own.

So getting things turned off and on is something that they can do. I don’t know if any universal remote controls on the markets can do this from the other apartment, but I have seen enough to say that this can and is being done. I just don’t know if it’s something the average person can get, or if it’s something a little more off the market.

When I lived at home my neighbour had an electronic door bell, we got the exact same one or similar, and whenever our door would ring his would also and vise versa, so things can work on the same signals from wide ranges, and the door bell sensor worked through walls, but a type of universal remote control that controls most electronic devices don’t know. I have not looked into it. For me it’s enough over the last year to say this is something that other targets have reported, and that I am reporting. I don’t think it’s anything spectacular, it’s just one more thing to piss targets off, when their electronics stop working, or start messing up.

More fun. After doing some groceries, where the S.S. still try to find out what I am putting in my cart. I assume this is so that they know your buying habits later on if they need to this will come in handy. That rare product that you buy that no one else does. I had to wait for the train, so I got down to the platform. Everyone got in positions on the platform. The SS take 2 each per train care minimum. It was crowded and I wanted to see what would happen so I waited for the next train, it was out of service, so was the next one, until the suburban spies were all in place again. In the course of 45 minutes to an hour, there were 7 trains out of service. That’s an exceptionally high amount of trains out of service, in a short space of time.

This is again the one thing I don’t know. From what I see, it looks like most of society is taking part in this, but that’s only when they know where I am going. The few times, where I have taken unexpected turns, which doesn’t happen that often, it’s like they need time to get the people in place. Otherwise I see the large concentrations that I am always writing about. So that does beg the question of the scope of society that is taking part in this?

Eg. The seven trains that were out of service over the 45-60 minutes that I waited to watch and observe, could very well have taken on passengers at the next stop. So except for the girl that was also waiting for someone at the station, no one else would have noticed this, or even been aware. Eg. The suburban spies would not be aware that there were seven trains out of service in a short space of time cause once in place, the train would come that batch would go, and be done. At the next station if the trains that drove through as out of service at my station went back into service, it would hardly cause a delay and no one would notice. If someone was waiting at the other station, they might just see a brand new in service train. Don’t we all just love those? So what the target experiences and sees in a day, could be very different conceptually than what is happening. For me, I have been taking the train for years and I can not recall seeing seven out of service trains in a 45-60 minute period. The few times that I have had to sit and wait for someone you see maybe one or two, but not usually seven out of service trains. Even with delays I don’t recall ever seeing that many, and I have been taking the subway for years.
Things like this must waste money, and for what? So that was interesting to observe. It does not take a lot of effort. Now I was going to stay there for a few more hours and let them waste more money, cause I love doing that to them, but I had things to do, so I found a workaround. Thank God they are so robotic and stupid.

Again as a target, what I am seeing is phenomenal, and encompassing, however this does not necessarily mean it’s an accurate depiction. I can say that my environment is being manipulated, but to what degree, I have no idea. Eg. It’s very possible for these people to set targets up in this way so we know that we are being stalked and manipulated, but the rest of society has no idea what we are talking about, again so it gives the perception that the target is loony, but the targets environment is being manipulated. So the average person again sees what, 15 minutes of this, where the target sees 24/7 of this?
Eg. Most of the time at was at CIBC, I could go to the washroom facilities alone one one would be around, I could take the elevators by myself and no one would be stalking me. I had moments where I could go to the park, and I have memories of being by myself, so even though this was going on, the monitoring at close range seems to have happened some time near or around the Stephen Snell incident, or right after I decided to file the human rights complaint. Although the Snell incident seems to have been orchestrated because I decided to go to the human right commission, and because a manger at work, had finally pointed out the harassment that was happening. Again how can someone set someone up and that person has no recourse, because someone else decided to lie? More importantly I am not suppose to have been made aware of this. Doesn’t make any sense to me, but then this does not have to make sense, lies do not have to make sense. The only thing that has to make sense is truth. If that makes any sense. The point is, after this stuff came out into the open at CIBC, that’s when I noticed the being followed at close range in the elevators, washroom areas, and that’s when I have noticed the monitoring at close range. So even though I was being observed previously to this, it was at none close range, if the apartments around me can be considered none close range.

So although this is a lot of ground to cover, I don’t want to do a billion short little posts. I hate long post, but you will just have to read through this one somehow.


The freaking looser Suburban Spies seem to be spraying what I think might be bug spray, or something at nights when I am suppose to be sleeping. You can hear it, and the other day I walked into one room in my apartment and it was very noticeable and so gross. Had to close in the door. I know other targets complain about this consistently, but my only other experience was at Christmas time at the other apartment. 

Decided to associate with the betraying family, there was some people that I had not seen for a while. The whole thing was there, but afterwards, I could not help but notice that the whole thing seemed so staged. Again i wanted to attend one location, and they all wanted to have the location moved to a smaller more controlled location. Then ofcourse we had the Suburban Spies all take up their position in 30 minute shifts. After the gathering I left, but could not help but notice how empty the whole thing was.

I sat on a side lane street shortly after this to just think. Houses are situation on just one side of the street. As I was passing up the street the house three doors down had one Suburban Spy there, with her son on a bicycle. Then a short while later after I sat down a few houses over, one came down to walk past me, then a few doors further up another one came out to water the lawn. Then later another one came to walk up the street. Then after the house where I was sitting a man came out, looked to see what I was doing, I had been almost expecting him. I had looked back several times, and I had not seen anyone peeking through the window, or anything, or even felt that I was particularly being watched, but there he was. I looked back he realised I was doing nothing but sitting there, went back into not the house he came out of, but the joined house beside him. Don’t know if he owned both homes or what, but that should give you an idea of what the target observes perceptually. At no point was I alone, or out of sight.
It seems that wherever the target is, the little S.S. (suburban Spies) my fellow citizens get some sort of neighbourhood watch alert goes up. I know my cellphone was used previously to track my whereabouts, and now it’s my laptop, but they are pretty good on their own even with this stuff out of the way, not perfect however.

(Hey this is freaky, I am watching this video as I am typing and and it just talked about a Faraday shield.) It said something about a captured alien. (I don’t have an opinion on aliens.) However this is interesting, according to this, they kept the alien in a Faraday shield, because it blocks or prevents the transmission of electromagnetic energy. Apparently aliens can disappear through walls and by preventing this transmission of this energy, you can prevent them from doing this. Don’t know about aliens, currently don’t have an opinion, but this is going back to my other question. Why is this electromagnetic thing being used? I mean I know it feels torturous to the targets, and the S.S. (Suburban Spies) use it for monitoring and tracking purposes, but is there more going on? Eg. Like does infact as some sort of a blocker for sending and receiving electromagnetic energy. I had just talked about this on the forum a few days ago. I really have to do some more research on this. I just thought it was cool, that as I was writing this post, something else popped into the fore front about electromagnetic energy. Interesting.

I guess I will cut the post short and go do some research. So if anyone has any ideas, or feedback, feel free to holla back. I guess you are getting one long post, but I will try to clean it up a bit.

July 8, 2007 Posted by | Bullying, Censorship, Cointelpro, Cultural diversity and multiculturalism, Electronic harassment, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking, government corruption, harassment, High technology, Ignorance, John Lennon, Laws, metropolitan police, mobbing, New World Order, NWO, Online Stalking, Police Abuse, Police State, politicians, Politics, Red Squads, sexual harassment, Snitches, society, Stalking, State target, Syncronicity, telecommunications, Thought Police, whistle blower, zero tollerance | 1 Comment

Out for a walk.

So I went out for a walk today. It was really nice. This month has been all together just so nice. The sun was just the right amount of warmth, and it was just so beautiful. It’ the sort of day you dream about, maybe I did. I went for a walk cause I am offline today. I woke up and my telephone and Internet were just gone. It was like ok. I really needed to get some stuff done and the last while has been sort of problems with the Internet and things like that.  Plus there are all these other weird things happening with my phone line it’s hard to explain. Like yesterday I called someone from one connection, they could not hear me, so I called back the same number on the land line and ofcourse someone completely different answered the phone. I could see that I had dialed the right number, but I called again same thing. Plus sometimes the phone upstairs in my neighbours home rings, I hear nothing at my end in my apartment, but then I get a message on my answering machine.  The phone company has offered to look into it and to try to bill me if the problem is on my end. Government covert investigations, what category does that fall into? Anyways I hope they get the problem fixed soon, but then I don’t. I really enjoyed my time outside today.  Plus since the phone going dead without any dial tone was what would happen at the other apartment I am sure it’s being done from the same source. I understand this is outside of the guidelines, but then so is everything else, however it’s something that should be getting reported, so here it is. From what I understand there are guidelines that should be getting followed and cutting off my phone/Internet service is not one of them. So many targets report these sorts of interferences. Sometimes you just have to watch them in action and see the stuff that they do, and come up with. They get the stupidest creatures working for them, and with them sometimes it’s just frustrating, but that’s the idea. Oh well.

It’s weird you know it feels like the world has changed, but then I realise that it has not.  The world is the exact same as it always was, the only thing that has changed is my perception of it. People snitching, spying, betraying, lying it’s all the same as it ever was. My awareness is all that has changed. The world is as it always was. I don’t know if that’s  a good thing or a bad thing, but that is where it is.

I had gone for a walk the other day as well, and it was so nice, people, children the park I walked past, it all seemed so nice, but in the back drop their is this knowledge. It’s almost like in T2 (Terminator 2) You see Sarah at the park with the kid, and the swing, then you see the other Sarah, the one who is all too aware of the danger and the destruction that is about to happen, and then you get that really cool nuclear war scene. It happens so fast. I am not exactly expecting nuclear war, but my city for me has changed. I mean we are nothing better than the Stasi’s were. People lying, spying and betraying each other.  Then there is still the other scenes. People living their day to day lives. Some maybe not snitching and spying, some maybe not even aware of these happenings, like I was not just a year ago. That anniversary is up and coming. A year of being aware of this weirdness. I don’t see how targets do this. Some for years and years. I guess I understand why some opt out of the game, or change sides, or just lose it. Anyways for today the world is just so beautiful and wonderful.

I decided to take some time and go to the park. I wanted to write and update you, my people out in cyberspace. Offline it’s like cat has got every-one’s tongue, and online it’s just so different. Some people can actually talk about what is happening, offline it’s harder. No one knows who they can trust, and they are scared, or happily going along with this, leading their little existences, hoping to stay off the radar of the powers that be. Knowing this time is coming slowly, but surly, like a woman who is about to give birth, the contractions of this end time, will start to come closer and closer together, till the moment is here. I think that is sort of how the bible described some of this stuff. It’s all making sense. It never does at the time it’s all written down, but prophesy unfolding is a pretty neat thing. One world government, global dominance, and a snitch force to keep everyone in line, mini contractions of this system that is soon fully to be born. People giving up their wills, and worshiping or bowing down to whoever and whatever. Yep humans pretty much do not change.

Back to my day. So I took a walk, it was a wonderful walk. It was a walk that was straight out of a dream. It was just so nice. It was like I had walked it before. It  was just so familiar. I felt like I knew what would happen along the path I don’t remember dreaming about the day or how it would be, but it was more like a feeling, like I knew what would happen along the path.

I knew that when I walked down a specific street, it would be like I would run into an old friend, and in a way I did. I expected to find this specific store at a certain point and there it was. Remember this is a path that I have never walked before, but I knew it with such certainty. Then after I left the store, I just realised or had a sense that I was going the wrong way, so after I changed directions, I walked the other way. I wound up in front of a police station. Today I was suppose to follow up on trying to get the reports filed, I had called and left a message yesterday, to say that I would be calling back today. So I really did not want to go in face to face, I mean we all know my wonderful journey thus far, and I was just going to walk away, but I had the strongest feeling that I was suppose to go in, you know, like I had already done this. So I bucked up the courage, I did not have any of my notes with me. I mean I didn’t have the report printed out, so I could not just leave a copy of that with someone, which is the advice I received last week. Like I said I would have walked away, but it was just so familiar, just like everything else on that path. I have heard people describe this before, I think I have forgotten a lot of this spiritual stuff that I know on the one hand. So anyways I went in. I ran into this really youthful looking officer. He really looked very young. However he seemed really nice. Now I use to think I could tell if  people were good or bad, etc, but ofcourse the last year of my life has taught me differently. Remember I was the one with everyone in my life helping directly or indirectly to ruin me. Most of the people I thought I knew or sort of trusted were a part of this, however  he just seemed so familiar. The conversation flowed more or less, and to make a long story short he is going to try to update the report from December. The one where office Broker really messed up the report that I filed, and based on the stuff that I have seen, and that has happened to other targets, probably intentional.

So anyways I have no assurances that this officer will do anything different than the others have, I did not do all the things that I know that I am suppose to do when interacting with the police force, since I realise that targets are not able to trust the people they were taught to trust. I have no guarantees, that he will do anything different. My guarantees are his word. Are people’s words worth anything anymore? He seemed really nice, but then so do a lot of other people including sociopaths, and pedophiles, that’s why they are able to get away with that stuff for such long periods of time. The main thing that I am going on is that it felt like what I was suppose to do. No more importantly it felt like something I had already done, and the physical here and now was just this formality.  There were these awesome flowers out on the road today, nothing out of the ordinary, but how many times have I stopped to smell the roses in the last year? It was just so nice to do that today. I really don’t know how I manage to spend so much time inside. Yet I do.

I am going to cut this post short. I am in the park and I am out of juice or soon will be. So all I have is my own sense of this was what I was suppose to be doing today, and the word of a really nice looking youthful officer, who seemed sincere, but don’t they all. So we will see what we will see. Anyways, I am going to enjoy the rest of the day, and the moment I am back online, or get to a cafe, I will get this cool mellow post out to you.

Peace out.

June 22, 2007 Posted by | Censorship, Dejavu, Gang Stalking, government corruption, harassment, Ignorance, Laws, metropolitan police, New World Order, NWO, Online Stalking, Police Abuse, Police State, politicians, Red Squads, Snitches, society, Stalking, Syncronicity, telecommunications, Thought Police, whistle blower, zero tollerance | 4 Comments

Corrupt to the core.

Trying to get my police report updated still.
The nice thing about the police here in this city is that if you file a complaint with them, they get to investigate themselves. That’s right. If you so happen to be unfortunate enough to cross paths with the police and they mess you over, and you file a report, it goes to an independent body who then forward the complaint to the police who then investigate themselves, and send it back to the independent body who then forward it to you.
Isn’t that nice? The mob should have such a system in place.
Ok here is a recap for all those who are not familiar with my situation.

Found out that I was being followed around the city last July, after about 6-7 years of constant harassment, found out that this was coordinated and set up in such as way as to see me destroyed.

I would later find out that this is a covert Cointelpro type investigation that is being orchestrated by the those in authority.

Before that I found the term online called gang stalking, which at the time explained these events, but tried to pass the events off on vigilante groups. Turns out gang stalking is more than likely a disinformation term coined to throw people off about what was happening to them, more importantly who it was being done by.

What is happening to me is similar to the movie lives of others where an innocent person is placed under covert investigation, and the state tries to ruin them by degrees. I am not alone in my predicament, this is happening to many others in various other parts of the country, and the world.

This is my saga thus far.
-December 2006.

After many months of researching gang stalking and talking to others who had tried to file police reports about the same thing, I was told that the best way to file the report was in person.

-I was told that to try to do it in writing, and to get a copy of the police report and a reference number after the police report was filed.

-Filed a police report regarding the covert harassment that was being experienced.

-My first attempt to file the report was done in person with an officer. He refused to let me drop off the notes that I had and said that notes had to be taken, and he did not give me a report number. Asked when I would hear back about the report the officer advised that it might not happen.

*Knowing what I know now. I would say the first mistake was going to the police. When this is happening to you, go to a lawyer first, explain what you think is happening and then see what they think you should file in the report. The trick there is trying to find a good lawyer who will touch it. The other thing that lawyers have advised is hire a private investigator, but many targets have spent time and money on this road with no avail. Many of these PI are themselves helping out with these eyes and ears programs and so again conflict of interest. Finding a honest or decent person who is aware of what is going on and who does not have a conflict of interest, or vested interest is hard.

-So after finding out that the report was not filed I attempted to file the report again, and they insisted on doing it over the phone. I would later find out why.

-After I filed the report and no one got back to me. I called and spoke to an officer John Poirpoint at 13th division. The same officer who had five complaints of the same stalking for his area. (The other complainants all being single females, living by themselves.)
I asked why the report was not being investigated? He said he would have to call me back on Monday. Never heard back, tried to follow up, couldn’t get a hold of him.

Eventually I did get a copy of the police report that I filed. Office Badge #3447 filed a chop job report. Many of the things I explained to hear and the way she wrote them, miswrote them, or just inserted her own info, made the report sound crazy.

Eg. I advised officer Brooker that there was heat coming from the floor below me, and it was causing vibrations. I advised that I had spoken to an electrician, who thought it might be transponders or something like that. I did advise her that my upstairs neighbour seems to know where I am at all times in my apartment, as if I was being tracked.

She wrote in the report that

(I think magnets are being used to track my movements.)

Didn’t mention magnets to her. There are several other examples where she decided to insert, not insert, or just insert her own stuff. Very nice the things our officers get up to.
Today.- So since that time realising that they are corrupt, I have just been speaking to community leaders, other targets, lawyers, other activists that are being harassed this way, and of course the police.

I did have some luck about a month back. I spoke to one officer who I advised what was happening and wanted to know if I could get off the list. He advised that he did not think that I could get off the list, but he would let me speak to the investigations unit. He is the most success that I have had so far. Acknowledged that citizens are being used to track people, and that he didn’t think that there was a way off the list.

The person he transferred me to was not so helpful. He said he didn’t know what I was talking about. So I read him the article that came out in the paper, and that shut him up with the denials, but he quickly got me off the phone with he didn’t think there was anything he could do to help. That was the police investigations unit.

-Today I tried to follow up on some information I dropped off last week.

Memory refresher. During my talks and chit chats with the police, some helpful some not, I discovered that they had a report of some kind showing up that referred to an arrest for a fraud from several years ago.

What had happened was I was stopped on the street. I was told that I fit the description of someone who was passing out fake bills in the area. (I would later learn that the person was about 20 years older, looked nothing like me, but had the same color coat. Yeah fit the description.) Anyways officers Redman and Braudrey decided to file a report and apparently the way the report comes up in the system the first thing it shows is an arrest for fraud under. Apparently if you actually read the report or pull it up it does show that I was questioned, released. However that is not the first thing that shows up when they pull my name and date of birth.
That was interesting to learn. Knowing more about how these set up work for targets, I really am wondering more and more about that incident.
Anyways today, the run around.
-Called the records division at head quarters to find out how things were going with getting my records updated. I was told that she had nothing there, but to check back tomorrow. Fair enough. The person who answered the phone, was nice and rather helpful.

-Next call. I was transferred to the central ARU regarding the police report that was filed back in December.

(When I tried to drop the records off at the station, head quarters, and tried to get a confirmation that my records had been dropped off, it was refused. The office an officer K. Mohammed advised that he would give me no confirmation that the files had been dropped off, and that he should not even have provided me with an envelope to drop off the files. I thought yes, finally a company with even worst customer service than bell Internet. I was amazed. He also said there was no guarantee that my letters would get to their destinations. I just smiled and said that that in an office with so many police officers I would be surprised if it did not, and he said then I should not even have bothered asking for a reference. (To serve and protect. Yeah.)

-Oh a good note, there was a female officer who was nice and said I could reference her, that I did drop two pieces of correspondences off.

Central ARU.

-Spoke to an officer, who was helpful, (maybe)? He said that he did not have the files and that there was no update. (Oh side note. When I spoke to the records room, she seemed to know who I was, cause she asked if it was the records that had been dropped off at the front desk.)

Anyways he said that the records had not been updated, and that I should go back to the original department to get the records updated.

-I spoke to 13th division. What an unpleasant and unhelpful officer she was. The call was almost like, who is on first, no what’s on second. It was so irritating. She hung up. But she left me with the impression that I could file the report over the phone, or drop off the records there, or do whatever the heck I felt like doing.

-Then called my own division, cause remember I had to move and leave my apartment that I loved due to the harassment and the electronic harassment which was killing skin cells. While the police sat back, knew what was going on and did nothing.

Anyways I called a police officer form a different division, and I was about to hang up cause it was the wrong division, but he seemed determined to help so I spoke to him. (Helpful officers are so rare and hard to find, that I am not about to pass one up.)

He pulled up my file and asked if I was calling about my report from February regarding threatening mail. Now remember that my last contact with them was around December except for the noise harassment incident which was filed shortly after that. To my knowledge, unless this report was that, which I don’t think so. There is some report that was filed in February, not by me, about threatening mail. Apparently this report was investigated.

My reports are not being investigated, but this report, which I don’t think I filed was. Now I am worried. Knowing how these people are, and that they are helping, some of them, to instigate some of this stuff that is going down, it’s pretty scary.

At this stage, I should probably stop and just leave the reports alone, but I can’t do. However there is probably a right way and a wrong way of doing this. Based on advise my records should only be filed or updated with them in writing. No updates over the phone and when possible, try to have a lawyer look it over. However since the system is corrupt and too many of these lawyers are themselves parts of the citizen snitch programs, this is harder and harder to do.

So he said I better speak to the Central ARU, based on that it’s like, oh boy. (You know it’s not good.) So the call was transferred back to the main reception area, you know where they take the calls when they want to put you off. The officer there again advised that the central ARU was the place to have the files updated, but that she could not transfer me there, that they would have to take my information down and have an officer call me. If you recall that is how I wound up with officer Broker in the first place, so do not pass go, and do not collect 100 dollars, or whatever the amount is that these people have playing on this monopoly that has become part of my life.

Now I am way happier if I don’t have to deal with them if I can. Simply because they actually track who is calling into their stations and how often the calls are coming in. Eg. If you are a senior and you call them so many times in a month each month, then they keep track of that, and if you call them too much they can recommend that someone come out and see you. (Stuff you find out online.)

So they make it impossible to resolve your situation without calling them several times, but then when you do, you get the run around. They have a nice system going. Do you think if the Mafia did this, they would be out of business? They would be in full swing right now. Maybe that’s what the Mafia should do or did, get a bunch of their guys and gals to join the force, start running the show. Wouldn’t be any worst. (Maybe that’s what Tony Saprano will do?)

So that was the day. That ate up 2 hrs. (Including typing up this report.) Somebody has to do it. The only way that I was able to come this far, was by some of the records that Mark M. Rich ( left behind, before he stopped updating his site. I have never met Rich, don’t know what happened to him, and I hope somehow he got out, but at least his records are there.

Targets the people are the ones doing this. It’s like having the Mafia put a hit out on you, and trying to get them to take the hit off, and getting the run around. They have no desire to correct this information. To see that this information gets updated, or anything else. In fact it’s in their best interest, budget wise, and corrupt system wise, to see that targets stay under covert investigation.

There is no time limit for how long they can mess with your life, or what they can do behind your back. It is no secret, that these people will go behind your back, and spread slander about you. They will do it to your friends, family, business clients and anyone that you know. They will try to make sure that you are jobless, homeless, not able to take care of yourself, and you have to be a fighter and do everything that you can do, to get your life back.

I think Rich described it best, when he said that this is an evil that comes out, and has been here before, like with the Salem Witch Trials and other things in history. Most of us still have no clue why we are being investigated or followed around, and all we know is that the authorities of our countries are doing this. Amnesty and all those great human rights organisations and establishments that you hear about will not touch this, and most lawyers will not touch with with good reason. You could end up without a country and improperly disbarred, like the lawyer in American who now lives in Israel, cause she tried to go up against the CIA for shipping in drugs to black communities.

The world is a very corrupt place. Understanding of this, does not come with just the mind. To understand this level of corruption, it’s something that you have to feel and experience, but those of us who have, can tell you what it’s all about.

So my struggle continues. I have a force who it would seem that getting these police reports updated and corrected, is not seemingly in their best interest. One of my reports that I dropped off last week seems to have mysteriously dropped off of the face of the earth, and now I hear news of an investigation that was done in February, for a report that I am pretty sure that I didn’t file. I have to see the Freedom of information records first, but that would mean another trip to my favorites in blue. Maybe just have the lawyers office fax it over, or just maybe they can just find the report, and update it.

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