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The Day Of The Timeline Clocks

The Day Of The Timeline Clocks

Yesterday was the day of the timeline clocks. They are these really neat spiritual timeline clocks that can be created, they do not make sense at this moment and time, but they can be requested. Yesterday one of the greatest timeline clocks in human history was created. I am glad to see that I was visiting this time in human history.

I am made mention that you can actually request such things, these timeline clocks, these mysterious timeline clocks. You can verbally request the timeline clock that is most suitable or eligible for your situation. They are these neat either verbal or spiritual scenes that apparently mysteriously appear.

I don’t know if it’s true or not, but you know, you might want to be willing to try anything at least once, (but in some cases, only that.). Apparently you just verbally say out loud, I would like to request a timeline clock please. The one that makes the most sense to me.

I personally at some point, would like to create the greatest timeline clock created in human history, but only at some point if it makes the most sense to me.

October 8, 2013 Posted by | activism, Awareness | , , , | Leave a comment

Virtual and Spiritual Based Coins

In recent we have heard a vast deal about virtual coins, and also spiritual coins. I recall reading a few years back about some virtual worlds, and how they functioned, that people were even selling items to purchase property, or other items in virtual worlds. I really did try to comprehend the trend a bit, but at the time, it just was not as feasible as it could have been,

A few years later, the coins are doing as well as predicted, in fact better, in some cases, they are now openly traded as real world currency, situations such as the bitcoin, Lindens, Toricredits, Frenzoo, and other currencies, even currency exchanges for virtual coins, they have arrived a long way, and they even have gift cards that you can now purchase, pretty cool.

http://bigthink.com/hybrid-reality/future-of-money-classifying-virtual-currency-systems

Future of Money: Classifying Virtual Currency Systems
by Parag and Ayesha Khanna
March 22, 2012,

it’s important to understand that money is merely an agreement to use something as a medium of exchange.  The function and purpose of cash is therefore assigned by our cultural and social systems, not any intrinsic value. So as our society evolves, and our physical and digital economies converge, how does our monetary system evolve along with us? Whether exchanged via virtual worlds, social games, or mobile apps, virtual currencies hold real implications for our global economy, fundamentally altering how we conduct transactions with one another.

Is it too late to get into the virtual cash exchange system? Unknown at this moment, I think a few years back, you could still get into the virtual cash exchange situation fairly easy, and still make some money. However to pick up on the vibe,

http://blogs.wsj.com/riskandcompliance/2013/08/02/bsaaml-system-built-for-virtual-currency-exchanges/

Recent guidance made it clear certain virtual currency firms have to comply with Bank Secrecy Act regulations. But it’s less clear how these companies, which are often smaller start-ups, will actually go about doing this.

http://www.techspot.com/news/52632-bitcoins-big-mystery-who-created-the-virtual-currency-system.html

Bitcoin’s big mystery: who created the virtual currency system?

By Shawn Knight

On May 20, 2013,

It’s no secret that Bitcoin comes with its fair share of controversy but what most people don’t realize is, it’s also shrouded in a veil of mystery. That’s because, even five years after its launch, nobody knows who came up with the original idea for the virtual currency system.

http://www.reuters.com/article/2013/08/12/us-digitalcurrency-regulation-idUSBRE97B0PJ20130812

N.Y. regulator considers issuing virtual currency guidelines

By Karen Freifeld

Mon Aug 12, 2013

They are trying to ruin the virtual currency industry in advance, lovely, the virtual currency industry as it is now, is ok, I would hate to see them regulate it out of existence, cause that is how the situation functions. You got a good thing, and they will attempt to regulate it to the stage it does not make sense.

It’s better to be virtual, than to be regulated. You have a good thing.

https://firstmetaexchange.com/home

Virtual currencies are worth real cash.
What’s your virtual net worth?

This is a great question, and please visit the sites, and articles to learn more about virtual coins, how they function, and the recent proposed guidelines to change all that and ruin it. 🙂

Spiritual Based Cash Exchange System

The Royalty is the coin of The Royal Queen Authority Financial System, and it is a spiritual based, cash exchange system. It’s a universal cash exchange system, that’s been in place for the last few years, and it’s now eligible to be in the correct situations, and have the correct situations thus occurring and happening.

Individuals use the system, and The Royalty which is a spiritual gold based standard, to purchase spiritual based items, and in some cases, they will likely use this system, at locations such as night clubs, and other places, some locations are likely quietly testing out the system in the foreground, meaning the background.

TheRoyalQueenAuthorityFiancialSystem.com

This system delivers spiritual based items, and does it remotely, it’s hard to see it now, but someday, you might walk into a store, use the Royal Queen Authority Financial System to purchase an item, and then have that be your primary way of purchasing goods and services.

Night Clubs and other places are testing out the spiritual cash exchange system, and in future, additional locations, may well start to accept this spiritual based coin, which can be converted to most currencies, on the face of the planet and beyond.

http://personalidentifiers.com/faq/

1. Q: How can I use the Royal Queen Authority Financial System?

A: To use the Royal Queen Authority Financial System, is very simple and straight forward.

a) First remotely activate your unique identifier. You can do this from the comfort of your home, by saying outloud, I wish to activate my unique identifier information.

It’s all done spiritually (virtually) and remotely from the comfort of your home, and it’s voice activated, so you don’t even have to lift a finger.

utilize your unique identifier with The Royal Queen Authority Financial System, which is a cash exchange system. Send and receive money, purchase spiritual goods and services, gold, silver, food, flowers and other items.

The future is open wide, be it virtual cash exchange systems, or spiritual cash exchange systems, we have more options than we ever did before.

August 13, 2013 Posted by | Awareness | , , , , , | 1 Comment

Executive Order 2

Executive Order 2

Ok so I have more details of the dream, except this dream is different than the other dreams. This dream is like a recall of sorts.

Eg. In the other dreams, I am in these lame mind attics, mind stages, strangers in the dreams, and they all have these lame themes right, but this was not like those.

In this dream I am seeing the behind the scenes stuff.
Eg. I now realize that in the dream I had been walking and the person that I am walking with tells me that we have walked into a trap, but then there is nothing that we can do.

Oh and I am recalling the dream from end to start, which is weird. I don’t know how long this took place over time, or how many dreams. The recall all happened now in one dream, but I think these events might have happened over a series of dreams, and I was not aware.

So in the dream there is a mention of Andrews or St. Andrews airforce base? Possibly something about a hanger I think, but not sure about the hanger.

In the dream it’s not mind programing, it’s spirit programing. Programing for the spirit vs programing for the mind. In the dream there is talk of giving me special K. (That’s like suppose to be a drug, not the breakfast cereal.) In the dream the handler wants to use it to break the mind. Part of the programing involves violating and beating the hell out of the target. In previous dreams I have had quick flash of where someone is hitting the heck out of me, but then it’s mostly covered up by the mind stage, and it’s like quick flash.

In the dream there are special terms used, and different parts of the mind were created. In the other dreams I was sure not of this had happened, but clearly I was wrong. Different levels, and different words to access the various levels. The person that set this up has a special term just for them, that only they know. There are other trigger words, that others know, but his person has something special for just them.

The person who set this up is there for parts of this. This person at times seems to play a special role, not really a handler, but gives special commands to mind sections that only this person can access.

Remember this is all happening in the dream, but this dream was like a recall dream, unlike the other lame dreams, this dream had texture, persons that I know, persons that I did not know, but unlike the other dreams these people have texture and seem real in the dream.

The person who set’s this up gives a command to hurt and violate the person I was captured with, and I wonder, what did this person ever do to you? The person who set this up seems to enjoy the power they seem to have in the dream.

There is talk of underground bases, in one of my other dreams not this one, there was one dream that I thought was weird, someone is experimenting on me in the dream. It’s a quick flash and it does seem to be underground, unlike the other mind fluff it also had texture. In the dream I am lead to believe that his last name is mengle, but ofcourse the only one associated with that name would be long gone. The funny thing was when I looked up the wiki page, the person in my dream if I recall correctly looked like an older version of the wiki picture. (Again I am recalling a dream face, so take it for what it’s worth.)

In the dream afterwards someone implies that I am being spiritually tracked. I am lead to understand that this is spiritual programing, vs mind programing I guess? The tracking implication is that no matter where I go on the dream realm or I guess it could be an astral realm, not sure, that I will be tracked. They implied it’s like an implant, but a spiritual tracker not like a psychical tracker. Now remember this is all happening in the dream, but this dream was like more real.

The implication that I walked away from the dream was this. Eg. The dream implies that spiritual experimentations are happening, just like you would have these earth mind programs that are happening, but these are on an astral or spiritual plain of existence.

The thing is however the processes work the exact same way, eg. The splitting of the mind, the tracking of spiritual bodies. There was a mention of being linked into the underground bases, but why would you be linked into underground bases in spirit? That seems weird cause I didn’t think that would be possible.

The feeling I get is that you can remotely program someone at subconscious or spiritual level, the same way you would do in the awake world, but it’s all done while asleep. This is what I walked away from the dream thinking.

Remember this all happens in my dream. The other thing I think about in my dream is that the person who set this up, must really hate me. Naturally I know who it is, and I think this person must truly hate me, they seem to get so much pleasure from the precieved power of what is being done.

There were other things, but a lot of them are personal. I wanted to share this with you, cause it seemed really different than anything else. The other dreams are all just mind pap, but this dream was like stuff that was behind the scenes. Stuff that I was not meant to know or be aware of. Stuff I assume that the mind pap is designed to hide and cover over. It was weird cause the other dreams were nothing like this one, this one actually seemed like a real dream vs the other dreams which seem like faux dreams.

Now for those out there who do have these real life experiences be it abductions, or mind control programing, I am wondering if any of you could be experiencing this at a subconscious or dream level, vs real life waking level? Oh don’t get me wrong, I do believe the government does in real life conduct such experiments, I am not doubting the validity of people who have had such experiences, I am just wondering if anyone thinks that instead of a real experience if it could have happened on a dream level, but it seemed real?

Ofcourse what if things like this really are happening and government have found ways to remotely experiment on people at a dream or spirit level and to program them at a dream level imagine how messed up that would be? You would be like MK Ultra, Monarch Programing, Manchurian Candidate and never know it. The other thing is that would dream programming affect your waking world, or just your dream world?

It’s all very interesting, and I usually don’t get this personal in my blogging, and I usually don’t share my dreams, but I thought if anyone else out there was having similar, you could call back and share, and maybe compare notes.

For me personally I am taking these dreams with a grain of salt. I am naturally happy to have anything that seems more like my old dreams, even if this one did have the same creepy control theme to it.

(Oh one more weird thing, is that in the dream they referred to me as the benefits recipient, and I kept thinking, but I am not on benefits, it has to be a mistake. Benefits is the U.K. term for welfare, but the dream is all America based.) Weird, that was one more detail that comes out in the dream. I am going to go do some boring old surfing, and for once be glad for my waking world, cause my dream world is a bit weird right now.

November 30, 2010 Posted by | Above top secret, Active denial, Astral Plane, Awareness, Gang Stalking, Mind Control, slavery, slaves, Spirit, Targeted Individual | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Stagnating

Stagnation

I feel that some aspects of this mission are stagnating. In some ways I have done what was needed in exposing the upper echelon of what I believe is behind Gang Stalking, these Threat Assessment Teams then join forces with local appendages.

The local appendages are where you get all the strange and various different versions of what is behind Gang Stalking. Due to community oriented policing each area is governed differently, and when a target is stalked, they will be stalked in accordance to the area that they are in, so some areas it will be street gangs, others cults, other the mafia, others specific ethnic groups, or diametrically opposed groups, this could be also why some see criminals behind this, but others get chased by those in corporate suites, as I have pointed out, if you travel from one area to the next, one city to the next you will see the variations.

Some of these teams try to work as a group, so let’s say they will try to coordinate and dress in something with a military theme, baseball hats, ribbons, missing hubcaps, things to let them know that they are working for the same team, tracking the same subject/target. It’s all part of the lower monitoring process, that these teams use.

Anyways, I do feel in some areas a lot of progress has been made this year, but in other areas things have not progressed. I think when you are around the right people, the right places, the right circumstances come your way, and when you are not, well the opposite happens.

This year I have been lucky to feel that in spirit I was making the right progress and in the right places, but in flesh it’s just continually been the opposite, and that has not changed. I have not found the right circumstances to appreciate my unique character as far as being in the right places are concerned. When you are in the right places, around the right people, things flow, the right ebb, everything goes well, since early last year this has been true in spirit, but in flesh it’s the opposite and I need to fix that. Yes I know that I am being systemically destroyed, and the whole goal of that is to ensure that things don’t go well, that things don’t flow, but it is my belief that even with these odds stacked up against you, Karmically things can balance out if you are around the right people and places. Clearly I am not or there would be more of a flow.

Financially it’s been a challenging year, and that has to change. The last several years have been challenging, and this year has been more so than most. For many of us, there is no rescue coming in this regard or this capacity. The only rescue is what we make for ourselves. There are lot’s of people who want to offer aid and assistance, but if financial assistance is what you need, and that is not the aid being offered, then it does you little to no good. As I mentioned a well known author within the community has become homeless, and it’s just made me realize that you can put a lot of effort into saving others, but sometimes you need to save yourself.

Someone did write in to say they had offered him a place to stay, but he has chosen to try the streets because for survival I think he realizes that his chances are better. It’s really frustrating, because I know that over the years, I have been comforted by some of the material he has provided to this community, and it’s frustrating because the assistance he needs is not something that I am able to offer at the moment, my circumstances are too close for comfort right now, and I really have to ensure that they stabilize. At times like these it’s so easy to feel alone, even though I know there is a community, it’s a community who’s efforts at times support the shrill elements, while letting other elements out in the cold.

I am going to try to keep tabs, and hope he finds friends or others that he can stay with at least over the winter months, but having to share and live with others is still not a condition that any target really fancies seeing themselves in. Most of us are fairly independent, and as much fun as staying with friends and others can be, it also means giving up a great deal of independence, but most of us do not have huge resources that we can draw from, unlike many others.

On the other hand, I am sure that the truth is there, but many are reluctant to talk about it. For every break through like the Threat Assessment Teams, there is a drawback like Google suppressing the Gang Stalking search term.

The other target is very open, he has always been extremely explicit with describing all that they are doing to him, which I have always admired. I do share a lot of what is happening, but not all. There are some shocking abuses of power that I do not feel comfortable with sharing that are happening, but I know the risk that comes with being an activist and those are calculated risks that have to be taken if this is ever to be exposed.

So to sum things up, there are things that are going well, that are moving forward, but I have other things in my life that are stagnating, holding me back in a sense, preventing me from spreading my wings. I believe at my core that this happens when you are not aligning yourself with the forces or the resources that you need to align yourself with, so somewhere I need to take an introspective look at the things in my environment on all levels and assess what is not working, and correct that. So I am going to be spending some introspective time.

I feel that I have a lot of goodness inside that can be shared, but I also feel that a lot of that right now is being blocked and prevented, and I do wish to change this, so spiritually all that good that I have internally and I like to think that I have some left. I want to engender the circumstances that will allow that to come forth externally, that is my goal for the upcoming year. Yes I know, some wait till end of December for these little resolutions, but I like to strike while the iron is hot.

If you can do nothing else to be of assistance, then at least offer up your prayers at this time, they would be most appreciated.

November 11, 2010 Posted by | activism, Conspiracy, control, Controlled society, Corruption, Cults, Gang Stalking, Mark M Rich, State target | , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

United we stand?

Why you won’t win.
Religion vs Religion
Race vs Race
Rich vs Poor
Male vs Female
Ethnicity vs Ethnicity
Political view vs Political View
The above are some of the common categories that people have separated themselves into throughout time, and will continue to separate themselves into. For some strange reason humans have a need to divide and oppress. These systems always need to keep one group below another. Keeping people fighting each other so they don’t turn into the real enemy, or the real problems.

Humans for some reason seem to have a difficult time without it. They have some pipe dream that if they can just be one group or another group together things will be ok, but history has shown that is hardly ever the case.

When you had first nations people, they battled amongst each other. Tribes in Africa battled against each other. Europeans battled against each other, Asians and other groups the same thing.

Then some people think well if we could just have a separation of races again things would be ok, but they won’t. People always find reasons to hate and oppression one another. When it is not race vs race, it’s ethnicity vs ethnicity. When it’s not this it’s Rich vs Poor. When these options are not available they use religion. If religion is not available then you often have politics, one party vs another. In a society where none of these factors are an issue, you often then have a society where it’s male vs females and a culture where women are often dominated by men. History has shown us this, yet people still think that if they can just separate it will all be ok, but it never is. People always have to find a reasons to hate and oppress each other.

They always seek reasons to put others down. If none of these above factors are available, they would use hair and eye color to discriminate, or skin tones. People always find reasons to not get along, and to try to make others feel inferior. It’s a historical fact. You have witch trials, Inquisitions, political turmoil, race wars, revolutions. There have been few if any societies in history that got along without any of these factors being a significant part of their history, growth and development.

People see problems in society and they always try to find a reason for it. Oh it’s the democrats, liberals, name your political party. It’s those religious nuts, or it’s one religion that is responsible for the problems in society. In other cases they look to race as the answer to the problems. In other cases male vs female and if we only had a more female oriented world. The truth is these natural oppositions are often used and exploited by the rulers in society to keep the people in their place where they belong. Not trusting, not getting along, and dependent on structures that are often oppressive to the people living in them.

The truth even though you won’t believe it. We are spiritual beings. We come here to have various experiences. You will likely be male and female in your various incarnations. You will likely practice many religions, marry many different people if you marry at all. You will likely be many different races, have various political views, and ethnicity’s. You will even have various eye, hair and skin hues. Your goal will be to try to attain growth. Many never do, it all depends on what you came to this plane to experience or what you came here to do. There is one song, and we are all just notes, which change from time to time, but we are all apart of the same one song. Most never tune into this, and in our societies most probably don’t even believe it, and the more things go wrong, the more they try to find the answers by looking at our differences than our similarities.

On a purely physical level, the divisions in society are used and developed to keep people apart, to keep them not trusting each other and to make it harder for them to come together to over throw the ruling classes. By keeping us at each others throats arguing about the micro problems of society, we don’t focus on the macro the real big things that might actually bring change.

Some will spend their whole life focused on one little spec of existence, one little problem and they will never see the bigger picture. I have been lucky to have a glimpse and I realise that the change that we all so ferverently desire will not be achieved at this level. The change that we desire is something deeper, and to attain it we must be in tune with higher frequencies. We need to go after those greater laws, rules, universal truths, but many in one life phase will never grow out of what they were taught and live in that one sphere and never break out of it, and therefore never attain full growth, truth, which can bring about the changes we all seek and desire. Many can never let go enough to see outside the boxes that we have been placed in.

A lot of people feel that there are things wrong with the world, and gather to discuss what is wrong. You can see the various groups across the Internet, and in each group you can see some very consistent and repeating patterns, and you begin to realise that it’s not going to change on this level. This is a good level to become aware of the world and that there are some problems in the world, but many fall short of looking for the bigger picture. They find one answer, or stop at one leg of the journey, get comfortable and never keep searching for greater truth or enlightenment.

I have learnt a lot about the world and society over the last few years via research, and my targeting. A lot of what goes on in society is deliberately planned, or set up. Very little happens outside of a control mechanism. The various little groups online mirror their offline counterparts and you begin to see how staged things truly are. You you realise that much of what you see being played out in the forums are getting played out in real life, that is also another reason why things don’t change. The house is stacked towards the system for a reason, and the more we play their games, the greater chance we have of losing, and never bringing about the changes so many of us desire and hope for in society.
United we stand, divided they fall.

May 28, 2009 Posted by | Awareness, changing vibrations, Conformity, constitutional change, control, Controlled society, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking | , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

The Inner Realms

What happens when we dream? Is it really just dreaming? Is the mind really just working out the days events replaying them over and over again? I think that is true in some cases, but I think that the dreams are the souls communications with the conscious world.

Yes this post is one of those posts that has very little if anything to do with gang stalking.

Now as I have already posted about here, I think that we do come back from time to time to this plain that we are calling the earth.

I have come to the belief that we do exist before we come here, and we come here for experiences, for understanding, sometimes to complete a mission of some kind.

I believe we are all part of one conscience, then if we choose to we can take form. Spiritual form if you want to call it that. Once we take spiritual form we learn, we grow, we experience, similar to what happens here on the earth realm. I believe at some point in spirit there are things that we can not fully understand, appreciate, or experience and so we choose to take physical form.

I believe that in a spiritual form we can create things with our minds, which is great, but at times this can make things too easy, or not challenging enough so we choose to come to this realm which offers a few more challenges and opportunity for learning and growth. I think that this is a large part of what this plain is about. Not just learning but the ability to bring about change, challenge, growth and inspiration for ourselves and others.

I believe that beings can be created in spirit, and thus why we have so many billions of human beings. People always ask the question, if we are all merely being reincarnated, where are all the people coming from? The answer to that question would be that they are being carnated, created, in the universe, within. I believe it’s all possible.

I think once we come here to this plain we still have some connection to the other realm from whence we came, for some that connection is very strong, and some children will remember their previous lives, or they will remember choosing their parents. According to what I have read on this, these spiritual being will choose their parents in order to have certain experiences or challenges. Most times this can be true with birth or adoption.

The above is hard to believe because their are so many messed up people, and situations in the world, and it’s hard to believe that people would choose to come to this realm in the first place, and it’s even harder to believe that they would choose specific situations, but I think in many cases this is the reality. I know, that’s hard to believe.

As we grow, the subconscious which is the part that remembers our previous existence, is walled off from the conscience with good reason. This of course is not the case for everyone and some people do remember or have a great connection with what once was. We know as children get older, they tend to loose certain abilities they had in childhood, abilities linked to Extra Sensory Perception and things along that line. The conscience mind is walled off from the subconscious, because we are here to have experiences and remembrance or full remembrance might hinder our purposes for being here.

This also means that the subconscious stores all memories from every former existence that you previously were. So you could be a psychopath in one existence, a kind knight in another, a poor flower girl in yet another, and on and on. You could even be the head of a KKK organisation in one lifetime, and a poor black southern girl in another. You will likely never have any remembrance of the previous existence. There might however be moments where you meet people and you have a strong feeling of remembrance and or recognition and you just don’t know why. The same goes for phobias, people we love, hate, etc. Of Course we know some people do remember past lives, but that’s another story.

Apparently what happens when we dream is that the barriers are lifted and the subconscious carries on with it’s existence. I have been reading about this and it’s interesting. You have multiple plains of existence, most of us will never be aware of this, or accepting of this reality. In the western world, we tend to laugh and make fun of these types of beliefs. In other cultures, like the Buddhists, they are well aware, and even go on expeditions to locate reincarnated souls.

Now this gets interesting, because we do retain the memories of those that we once were in the subconscious, I think much like in Star Trek, Deep Space Nine, you could find circumstances as I have written about before, just like where Dax remembers her wife that she had when she was a guy. I also believe these struggles can happen on a conscience level, but also on a subconscious level.

What happens if these world’s collide? This hardly ever happens because again everything is walled off. One lifetime to the next and the subconscience from the conscious. In the rear case that these world’s do collide you could hypothetically be accessing one conscience and not even be fully aware of it. This just means you would be you, but your feelings and emotions would be those of a former existence. Sounds a bit like split personality, but it’s not the same thing.

We live from one life to the next. We do die, but then we have the ability to continue on a different plain, and we also have the ability to go back to the conscience soup that I mentioned before. Then to once again take on a new spiritual form and a new earthly existence. The memories of what was, are retained in what’s called the subconscious mind, which is normally suppose to be walled off from the conscious mind.

The danger of all this is what happens when science or an entity has access to these parts of your mind that you might not even be fully aware of, or cognizant of? What happens if you can be accessed on a subconscious level and not be fully aware of everything that is happening on a conscious level? Sounds weird, but if science has it’s way, we might be looking at more and more of these types of scenarios. We already of the concept of mind rape, where someone access’s your mind without consent, but that does not quite cover the scenarios with accessing your subconscious mind. Mind rape in my opinion more deals with accessing the awake mind without consent, not the subconscious mind.

It’s some food for thought. I know some people are very familiar with these concepts. I have only within the last several months really been looking and delving into understand more about these concepts. Being in the west, I was more skeptical previously. I really didn’t want to believe in reincarnation, but I realised a few years ago that I did, even though I really didn’t want to. Recently I realised not only do I believe in it, I am sure of it. Then even more recently I am coming to realise that we have many existences that we lead. Since I don’t believe that time is linear in the way we have come to understand it, could these different existence be happening simultaneously? I am sure the answer is out there somewhere. I think in trying to understand what was happening on a conscience level with gang stalking, why it was happening, and what could be learnt from it. I have begun to look internally at my world within. What goes on there? What is happening there? What goes on with our worlds within, to create our worlds without? These are questions that I want to find or rediscover the answers to.

I think it’s very possible to have one existence with our conscience mind and another with our subconscious mind. Mind Control Targets and D.I.D. individuals have shown us this. I think the same is true for the awakened mind and the sleeping mind. I think the only way to really have an understanding of what is happening and to gain control is to open ourselves up to the mystical and be more alert on both plains. This is I am sure a lot harder than it sounds. I have just started to look into this concept and it’s a hard one.

Most times we dream to escape the harsh realities of this existence. The thought that we might have to forgo letting go and remain awake to another existence or reality so that we can have full awareness of our inner and outer world is a very tiring thought. Yet if you want to quest or control your inner world this might be the very thing that you have to do.

If nothing else in the last couple of years, I have learnt that if you let things like gang stalking or people like stalkers take over, they will destroy your life and leave you with very little else. If you don’t find a way to deal with what’s happening in your world it can be very life destroying. This means figuring our what’s going on, and then getting a handle on it. I think with any scenario this means starting within and then going without. I again think that most of us are not aware that we have a world within, and we often rely on all things that seem external to bring about a change in our lives.

What I realise more and more is that if we want change we have to go within, take control of what is happening, no matter how scary that is, and then start to get back what is ours. If not you run the real risk of losing everything that you have worked for, and of letting unworthy things and situations run you straight into the ground.

Life is a journey, it’s about learning, experiencing and growth. We exist, and I don’t believe that existence fully ends when we leave this plain, I do believe it continues. I also believe that we have the real possibility of returning, time and time again, and fixing, correcting, redoing, relearning things that we did not get right the first few times around.

This also leaves the very real possibility of having someone be your friends, family, trusted companion, love, or confidant in one lifetime and in another having them be your enemy, rival, betrayer, destroyer, of foe. It’s all very interesting and fascinating and it’s all just one more things to discover of this amazing path that we call existence.

“Row, row, row your boat
Gently down the stream.
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily,
Life is but a dream.”

Old English Nursary Rhyme

November 16, 2008 Posted by | Awareness, changing vibrations, control, ESP, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking, Life, Mind Control, Mind Reading, Relationships, society, time travel, vibrations | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Redeption Song

Life is a journey and you get to decide how you want to live it. We are not just physical beings, in fact I have heard it said that we are spiritual beings having a physical journey.

Life is also what you make it. So you have to choose your own paths. Targets and others alike. The hardest part for me about this crazy government targeting, was not only being targeted, but realising that others were being targeted as well. It’s bad enough what was happening to me, but to know it was happening to others was just creepy out there weird. You would think being tracked, monitored, and tortured in my home was a unique experience, but it was not. It was happening to so many others, their screams, silent alone, were also being heard somewhere across time and space. On cyberspace we finally had a chance for our collective voices and shared experiences to be heard. The collective consciousness could gather as one and borg together our experiences.

It does not change anything, but it’s given us a chance of hope, vindication, and even a chance for redemption for some. The second hardest thing for me to understand was not, only does this happen to many in society, but that some where tortured until they cracked, and became themselves these zombies that could then do the same to their own kind. That part was and still is hard for me to understand.

I mean you would get the apologies sometimes but people were still actively, and openly participating in trying to ruin and destroy my life. That was the part that was hard to understand. I mean I always thought that if you hated something for yourself you would not do it to others right? However in reading about and researching Stasi Germany I see that many others did, and probably will. That part for me is still hard to come to terms with. Targets can be targets and (Snitches) perps at the same time. Yeah I am still working on that one, mentally.

Romans 12: 9-13.
“And at that time many will fall away and will betray one another and hate one another. And many false prophets will arise, and will mislead many. And because lawlessness is increased, most people’s love will grow cold. But the one who endures to the end, it is he who shall be saved. ”

Growing up it was hard to understand why neighbours would be betraying neighbours and family would betray family, of course this sort of snitch system has been used since at least the Roman time period, so it’s not hard to believe that others had seen it in play. Eg. Judas betrayal.

For the longest time in my world it was targets against the snitches. There was no way for me to see the gray areas. I mean when I  was just researching this, trying to understand how society and the world could be like this, as I was being introduced to electronic torture for the first time was a real eye opener. It still blows my mind, that you can be at home, and be tortured in your home, so much so that you wake up with burns, and your skin pealing, and then you just have to go about your day. You can have little pin sized holes burnt into your skin, and face, and then you just have to find a way to still have a normal life. Separate the two worlds so that you can function.

If I was going through this by myself it would have been hard, but being able to provide comfort to others that were going through this was helpful for me. My unheard screams were not the loudest in space anymore, others were more confused and in need of comfort and clarity than I was. Doing the site over the last year and a half, has been a journey, one that many targets were able to travel with me, while we figured out what was happening to us, while we tried to understand together how the world could be like this. To find a way to function. I admit that the jobless, at home times even with the torture did give me lot’s of time for reflection and that really helped.

I mean you live on this planet for years, and you never have any idea, any clue that the world could be like this. I didn’t I was completely clueless. I always trusted everything, and thought everything was so safe, loved my country, and trusted my government and that we were the good guys and had everyone’s best intentions at heart. I see how manipulated I was, but innocence and ignorance are an interesting mix.

http://gangstalkingworld.com/Forum/YaBB.pl?action=print;num=1201459219

Others discover the truth, with horrifying consequences. I mean who would believe that much of humanity are nothing better than slaves right? That life was a lot more like the Matrix than we realised, and that on top of that, there are other forces in the world and the universe that we know nothing about.

David Icke talks alot about other forces that control the forces that control this planet. The bible says that “For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. Ephesians 6:12” Also on the website in 2 worlds, references are again made to other influences not of this world.

I have always been a spiritual person, I believe in spiritual things, but even as a spiritual person there is so much that I am just starting to learn now, just when you think it could not get any weirder, you learn something new everyday. However in that learning, I see that there are many others out there who can help light my way toward better understanding and for that I am grateful, and for my part I am trying to do what I can every step along the way.

April 24, 2008 Posted by | changing vibrations, Citizen Informants, Civilian Spies, DaveinDublin, East Germany, Electronic harassment, Fascism, Fascist, Females, future, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking, harassment, High technology, Ignorance, Matrix, Mind Control, Minorities, mobbing, Neighbours, New World Order, NWO, revolution, silence, slaves, Snitches, society, Stasi, Targeted Individual, The Matrix, vibrations, WhiteFemale | , , | 4 Comments

A weekend in the life of gangstalking.

A weekend in the life of gangstalking. Ok this weekend I was suppose to do some long overdue Targeted Individual shopping, but since I finally am starting to get back to doing my normal things that meant spending some time online and touching base with some people not related to gang stalking. Yes before this began I did have another life.

http://www.Youtube.com.
Ok this weekend was great. My youtube finally started functioning 100% again. I swear I am dating youtube sometimes. For the last two months it did not work as well as it should. The electronic harassment stuff does not seem to bother my computer, but the microwave stuff is not the best for me or my computer.

Anyways I spent the weekend catching up on my youtube vids that I had missed. I caught up on the David Icke series I had been wanting to see for some time. I caught up on some other videos that I had wanted to see. I also got to see the two banned episodes of this show called the boondocks. It was time well spent.
Blogs

Let’s go to newly discovered blogs next. I discovered all these great blogs this weekend. Most of them can be found on the links section of the website, but if you don’t want to visit it on your own, let me highlight just a few of the many I discovered here.

http://apocalypto-wanderings.blogspot.com/

Now this is Bills blog above. He is a retired pilot who lives in Floria. He has a wicked attitude and he is not afraid to scare off perps with the great liberal gun laws that Florida has. (Hey I am not advocating, but it was a funny and refreshing read.) However lately they have been hitting him with what sounds like microwaves as well. He’s a tuff one like me and he is hanging in there. He says that Florida is a great place for targets cause they have all these liberal gun laws. Anyways a nice read and lot’s of fun.

http://badexperiment.com/

A blog by a Targeted Individual. The blog is suppose to be from a Christian perspective. (Aren’t most of them?) Anyways, this target claims to have gotten over gang stalking. I am not sure that is the case, but the blog is a refreshing read. The story is told eloquently and it’s easy to follow and just flows. I really enjoyed this blog more than I expected. I added some of the choice posts from this blog, to the posts with the most section of the site.

http://in2worlds.net/gangstalking-and-targeted-individuals

In 2 worlds. Oh my gosh this blog was just so in tune with what I was going through. Where my thoughts were heading. It really goes ahead of the game. I only got through a few really good quality posts. I wish I had had more time to get through the whole blog, but my weekend was a full one online. However this blog rounded out the day and it just seemed to fall right in line with all that I had read and experienced. For the first time since Gang Stalking started. I really feel like I am falling back in sync with where I am suppose to be. As you saw from the mini blurb I posted on the site.

Finding the potentials. You know from my last posting that I am on a real find the potentials kick. So really this weekend was all about that. I don’t really know how to find them offline. Well accidentally I do, but not deliberately. There was that one time, but I ended up following the wrong person, this is before I understood more of the one handed sign language.

Anyways so I spent some time on google, yahoo, youtube trying to find them. That took up a good chunk of the weekend. However I discovered a site called http://www.experienceproject.com

There was a group called “I Am Being Stalked And My House Is Being Bugged And Wiretapped – Forum ” Can you believe that. There were like 5 people in that group, that had experienced this stuff. None of them had a name for what was happening to them, or anything. I think I can say I hit the jackpot with this group. So I spent the weekend emailing them, and just adding a whack of stuff to their group. Eg. Links, articles, books, videos,etc.

Before i got there they were getting the usual community support. Eg. You are nuts, why would strangers want to stalk you, you are not that important, have you seen a doctor, I was on drugs and thought that was happening to me. etc. Anyways I shone my gangstalking light into that darkness. Notice the haters faded away?

After that I started a Gang Stalking group on the site. This occupied most of my afternoon.
http://www.experienceproject.com/group_profile.php?g=88474

Feel free to join if you wish. Ok, but I did not stop there. I also found one more potential and someone who had questions.

http://www.safe4all.org/forums/message-view?message%5fid=61437

I think this also sounds like it could be Gang Stalking.

Then I found this great Oprah thread. Bout time someone there strikes up the conversation.

http://www.oprah.com/community/message-view.jspa?messageID=449335&stqc=true

I had other fun online, but I think that is the bulk of my shenanigans.

I also felt for once that i was experiencing something really spiritual. I realise that the body can be in one place, but the mind can almost be walking in 2 worlds. Again why discovering that blog was so in tune with my thoughts.

Anyways it was such a fulfilling weekend. I really felt in sync with so many things. I think spiritually I am getting back to where I need to be, where I was before a lot of this started.

The thing I am discovering about targets is more of what I knew. They are these bright, intelligent people. The things that they are into. When I read their blogs, it’s just really shines through for me, and a lot of times I see a lot of me in their postings. It’s amazing, but I am actually finding people I like, and would want to connect to. People that I have this amazing, albeit weird shared experience with. It’s great in some ways, but painful in others, because I wish that I could do more.

Like one potential said to me on the weekend, what’s the point of these sites if they can’t tell us how to get justice or how to get this stuff to stop? My answer is that it’s just knowing the truth, having the shared experience, knowing you are not going crazy. For me when I found out there was a name for what was happening to me, I was so happy. The potential I spoke to on the weekend, was crying, she could not believe that after how many years there was a  name for what was happening.

I do wish that I could have done more, but for now, being able to find her, and put a name to what was happening to her, (provided she was a real target) was all that I could do. I am hoping that by finding them, it will help to give them a fighting change. I know it did for me. I will always be grateful for finding that link to Gang Stalking. It answered years of questions, and it finally confirmed things that I suspected, but would not, could not voice. It was a light and if I can pay it forward I will.

Anyways, I have not heard back from any of the other potentials, but I will keep you updated. They all were sent emails, but wither they arrived, is another story.

Oh I also touched base with DaveinDublin, he has seen the post, but it’s hard to say much else on the subject, so I won’t.

Anyways, it was such a fulfilling and worthwhile weekend. I am sure the outside world missed me, but I was doing what I could do and it felt so good. Also it’s the one weekend where if I was charged with a crime, I could pretty much prove my whereabouts, just by my online postings and interactions. Kinda neat. 🙂

April 22, 2008 Posted by | changing vibrations, crazy, Electronic harassment, future, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking, Gratitude, harassment, Health, Laughter, Life, Online Stalking, paranoid, Relationships, Science, Single, Snitches, Social Control, Socialnetworking, society, Stalking, Targeted Individual, youtube | , | 4 Comments