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Spiritual Shoutouts

Spiritual Shoutouts

I know lately I seem to be blogging about the woo is me of it all. I don’t want to be coming across like that. I have a lot in other ways to be grateful for.

Sometimes no matter how many people are around you, you feel alone. The reality is, you could have the whole of NYC around you, and feel alone, it’s a state of mind. Till you find someone who really get’s you, who really understands what you are going through, then you will feel alone, no matter how many people are around you. The reality is almost always that you are not truly alone. In this great big world, there will almost certainly be someone that has gone through something similar to you, and it’s just a matter of finding that right person, or those right people. With Gang Stalking there are other targets out there, so you are never truly alone.

Then there is wealth. You can be Donald Trump wealthy and crying about money, because you lost a few million here and there, and now have 5 properties instead of 10. To the begger in India that has no home, no food, no real way out, your problems are small in comparison. They truly have less, and even though your problems seem big relative to your situation, things could always be worst.

I heard that 40% have left the mortgage program, that was to help American home buyers, so again, looks like things will get bad for some again in future.

I do have people that I am greatful for. I don’t mean to make it sound like I don’t. There are those who I could not make it through without. People who are kind, who have true empathy and understanding, and those people are vital. Greatful for them. I am hoping the good they have done, the faith they have shown, catches up.

In spirit, the last several months have been great. I found just what I needed, when I needed it, and for the most part have been happy. The last little while feels like it’s been one hot mess, but beyond that, in spirit I can never be thankful enough for the help and support that I received when I needed it. I will always be greatful, thankful, and think I made the right choice, on that level. Sometimes it would be just kinda nice if I could find the same sort of balance on all levels.

Someday’s you just have to see through the clouds, and hope that the sunshine comes out again.

August 24, 2010 Posted by | Gang Stalking | , , , , | 5 Comments

Happy

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I am happy. I have not been able to say this for a really long time.

I mean the gang stalking has not been great, but even that get’s old after a time. The same stupid stunts, people that I think are too stupid to wash a car, much less following me around, I watch them act hysterical at times and think, gosh they are stupid. After a time I learned to tune that out, and focus on my spirit.

See I really do believe that we are mind, body and spirit. I think we are spirit, having a human experience. You hear that on talk shows a lot, but what does it mean?

As I have explained before, I think we start off as spirit and come to earth, or other plains of existence to have experiences we could not have in spirit.

I believe one thing I came here to learn was about man’s inhumanity to man and how that could happen. When I was younger, the history books, just could not explain how people could be so mean to each other, how they could hurt each other so much. WWII Germany and the events that happened as taught by the history books made no sense, and a large part of what I wanted to do was understand how people could be so mean to each other. I understand this now. Without the Gang Stalking, I could not have. So was this experience arranged to help me understand, reach a higher spiritual level?  Maybe. Maybe this experience was called into my realm, cause I so desperately wanted to understand how people could be so mean to each other.

Still aside from that, I wanted to focus on my spirit. Gang Stalking can really kill the spirit, if you let it. It put’s you in the midst of people who hate you for no real justifiable reason except they believe some fake label that you have been given, is it right, is it fair? No but it’s life.

A couple of years ago, I thought I was going to embark on a truly wondrous spiritual journey. I though maybe I was going to be lucky and finally understand more spiritual things. Instead I think I let in some bad spiritual elements, which took my soul on a bad journey, that I could have done without. I think I really tuned out of some things spiritual, because I simply was not happy, and wanted things to change on a spiritual level, but did not know how to make it so. I believe we have a human will, and a spiritual will, and the two do not have to see eye to eye.

So I just tuned out, and I think when you are around bad or parasitic elements, if they see the opportunity, they will just take advantage, and it draws worst, and worst things into your realm. Also more and more paracitic elements. I think also the opposite is true, when you have good elements around you, it makes a world of differenct. I think that is where I was. Then I did a lot of praying. Some times when you are bummed out, you forget what an effective weapon prayer is. But I prayed, and recently, much to my absolute shock and amazement, I tuned into my spirit to find that my spirit is happy.

Happy is not the right word, but it’s the polite one that I have decided to use. Somewhat like going from a sunless sky for years, to your first rays of light in a very long time. Like breathing in air again. Ofcourse tuning into my spirit created a few dilemmas. Awareness is such a strange thing, however being spiritually aware, even if it’s only a little bit changes things, vs someone who is completely blank.

I think two people could be in the exact same place spiritually and one be really aware and affected by it and another not. In researching Gang Stalking, I was surprised that there were quite a few targets that were emotionally aware of the energy draining affect of being around the informants. I think I have discussed spiritual shielding before and why it’s needful in a situation such as the ones we find ourselves in.

So my spirit is in a legitimate place, a bit settled and happy, but I am here, being Gang Stalked and trying to prove the conspiracy. I wrote a long time that I think you can live in two worlds, by saying that, I was referring to a blog I came across http://www.in2worlds.net, and by that I just mean you can have a physical experience, but be aware of your spiritual life as well.

I think for me this creates another dilemma currently, and being happy in spirit, really does bleed through the matrix, just like being sad in spirit does. I deeply hated being unhappy in spirit, cause you feel like spirit is this thing that is separate, that you have no control over. I still feel this way, but I think you can influence your spirit for the better, and I think that is something each person should strive to do.

So dilemma that I had I temporarily solved it. I have to some degree tuned out of my spirit again, blocked out some aspects, not cause I want to, but I think it’s the right thing to do for the time being. I am a bit of a wet blanket that way.

I do know now that when I dream, I am happy, I just don’t recall too many of them, but I like dreaming now, where I don’t think I did for a while previous to this.

I think it’s good to be aware of the fact that we are body, mind, and spirit, but it’s also good to be aware that it can cause some unexplained delima’s sometimes.

So my gratitude for sleep that is actually peaceful, and an internal world that is for once calm, and well. My awake world remains as it always has been, but I have a slight, faint awareness of being happy, somewhere else, and the little that I let through, I am grateful for.

March 7, 2010 Posted by | changing vibrations | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Jesus was Neo

Jesus was a total Neo. He came, and yes he existed. He came here and he saw and observed the system for what it was, and warned people future forward, or rather phase forward of what would be happening. Cause it’s the same game that’s being played out now that was played out then on him. The way and the light.

It’s funny but just by following the bible, and living these boring lives, many of us avoided some of the trappings that would have long ago, turned us into a part of the system. Interesting. Guess he really is the way,the truth and the light.

Judas the other informants, people turning or betraying each other, he warned of this. Because it’s the same system, that he came up against. He also talked about the rulers of this place, but Jesus was this being that is said to have been able to manipulate his environment, to control the matrix.

He was totally aware of spiritual warfare issues, which most people now do not even believe, but check out some of the David Icke stuff.

Then Jesus mentioned something like a thousand years here, being like one day, or something like that makes more sense. If on different plains time moves way differently than we observe it, or think about it here. Interesting.

Water to wine, walking on water. He spent hours daily meditating and things. He was very intuitive. I wouldn’t say telepathic exactly, but he had a way of knowing what was being said, discussed. He could definitely tune right into people’s feelings and emotions.

He also could get into a state where he seems to have some contact or remembrance of his pre-existence sell and just knowing his mission and what he was meant to do.

He predicted stuff that would be coming down the line during this phase. He spoke communicated via meditation, with higher level beings. He was aware.

When you really look at it, and read about things that have been said about him, and discussed, and the system that he came across, he was like a total Neo.

It’s just neat. When I was observing this, I didn’t write down the points, so the comparison was better, but I don’t have the time right this minute to do that, but yeah, he was a total Neo.
(For those who don’t understand the reference, movie Matrix. Neo is from the Matrix. Wakes up sees that that the world is not what he thought it was, etc.)

Makes sense to try to spread disinfo about him, or make people think he never lived, or was not what people thought he was, but he was a total Neo. That’s pretty cool, when you hone in on it that way.

February 11, 2009 Posted by | david icke, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking, Jesus, Matrix | , , , , , | 3 Comments

The Inner Realms

What happens when we dream? Is it really just dreaming? Is the mind really just working out the days events replaying them over and over again? I think that is true in some cases, but I think that the dreams are the souls communications with the conscious world.

Yes this post is one of those posts that has very little if anything to do with gang stalking.

Now as I have already posted about here, I think that we do come back from time to time to this plain that we are calling the earth.

I have come to the belief that we do exist before we come here, and we come here for experiences, for understanding, sometimes to complete a mission of some kind.

I believe we are all part of one conscience, then if we choose to we can take form. Spiritual form if you want to call it that. Once we take spiritual form we learn, we grow, we experience, similar to what happens here on the earth realm. I believe at some point in spirit there are things that we can not fully understand, appreciate, or experience and so we choose to take physical form.

I believe that in a spiritual form we can create things with our minds, which is great, but at times this can make things too easy, or not challenging enough so we choose to come to this realm which offers a few more challenges and opportunity for learning and growth. I think that this is a large part of what this plain is about. Not just learning but the ability to bring about change, challenge, growth and inspiration for ourselves and others.

I believe that beings can be created in spirit, and thus why we have so many billions of human beings. People always ask the question, if we are all merely being reincarnated, where are all the people coming from? The answer to that question would be that they are being carnated, created, in the universe, within. I believe it’s all possible.

I think once we come here to this plain we still have some connection to the other realm from whence we came, for some that connection is very strong, and some children will remember their previous lives, or they will remember choosing their parents. According to what I have read on this, these spiritual being will choose their parents in order to have certain experiences or challenges. Most times this can be true with birth or adoption.

The above is hard to believe because their are so many messed up people, and situations in the world, and it’s hard to believe that people would choose to come to this realm in the first place, and it’s even harder to believe that they would choose specific situations, but I think in many cases this is the reality. I know, that’s hard to believe.

As we grow, the subconscious which is the part that remembers our previous existence, is walled off from the conscience with good reason. This of course is not the case for everyone and some people do remember or have a great connection with what once was. We know as children get older, they tend to loose certain abilities they had in childhood, abilities linked to Extra Sensory Perception and things along that line. The conscience mind is walled off from the subconscious, because we are here to have experiences and remembrance or full remembrance might hinder our purposes for being here.

This also means that the subconscious stores all memories from every former existence that you previously were. So you could be a psychopath in one existence, a kind knight in another, a poor flower girl in yet another, and on and on. You could even be the head of a KKK organisation in one lifetime, and a poor black southern girl in another. You will likely never have any remembrance of the previous existence. There might however be moments where you meet people and you have a strong feeling of remembrance and or recognition and you just don’t know why. The same goes for phobias, people we love, hate, etc. Of Course we know some people do remember past lives, but that’s another story.

Apparently what happens when we dream is that the barriers are lifted and the subconscious carries on with it’s existence. I have been reading about this and it’s interesting. You have multiple plains of existence, most of us will never be aware of this, or accepting of this reality. In the western world, we tend to laugh and make fun of these types of beliefs. In other cultures, like the Buddhists, they are well aware, and even go on expeditions to locate reincarnated souls.

Now this gets interesting, because we do retain the memories of those that we once were in the subconscious, I think much like in Star Trek, Deep Space Nine, you could find circumstances as I have written about before, just like where Dax remembers her wife that she had when she was a guy. I also believe these struggles can happen on a conscience level, but also on a subconscious level.

What happens if these world’s collide? This hardly ever happens because again everything is walled off. One lifetime to the next and the subconscience from the conscious. In the rear case that these world’s do collide you could hypothetically be accessing one conscience and not even be fully aware of it. This just means you would be you, but your feelings and emotions would be those of a former existence. Sounds a bit like split personality, but it’s not the same thing.

We live from one life to the next. We do die, but then we have the ability to continue on a different plain, and we also have the ability to go back to the conscience soup that I mentioned before. Then to once again take on a new spiritual form and a new earthly existence. The memories of what was, are retained in what’s called the subconscious mind, which is normally suppose to be walled off from the conscious mind.

The danger of all this is what happens when science or an entity has access to these parts of your mind that you might not even be fully aware of, or cognizant of? What happens if you can be accessed on a subconscious level and not be fully aware of everything that is happening on a conscious level? Sounds weird, but if science has it’s way, we might be looking at more and more of these types of scenarios. We already of the concept of mind rape, where someone access’s your mind without consent, but that does not quite cover the scenarios with accessing your subconscious mind. Mind rape in my opinion more deals with accessing the awake mind without consent, not the subconscious mind.

It’s some food for thought. I know some people are very familiar with these concepts. I have only within the last several months really been looking and delving into understand more about these concepts. Being in the west, I was more skeptical previously. I really didn’t want to believe in reincarnation, but I realised a few years ago that I did, even though I really didn’t want to. Recently I realised not only do I believe in it, I am sure of it. Then even more recently I am coming to realise that we have many existences that we lead. Since I don’t believe that time is linear in the way we have come to understand it, could these different existence be happening simultaneously? I am sure the answer is out there somewhere. I think in trying to understand what was happening on a conscience level with gang stalking, why it was happening, and what could be learnt from it. I have begun to look internally at my world within. What goes on there? What is happening there? What goes on with our worlds within, to create our worlds without? These are questions that I want to find or rediscover the answers to.

I think it’s very possible to have one existence with our conscience mind and another with our subconscious mind. Mind Control Targets and D.I.D. individuals have shown us this. I think the same is true for the awakened mind and the sleeping mind. I think the only way to really have an understanding of what is happening and to gain control is to open ourselves up to the mystical and be more alert on both plains. This is I am sure a lot harder than it sounds. I have just started to look into this concept and it’s a hard one.

Most times we dream to escape the harsh realities of this existence. The thought that we might have to forgo letting go and remain awake to another existence or reality so that we can have full awareness of our inner and outer world is a very tiring thought. Yet if you want to quest or control your inner world this might be the very thing that you have to do.

If nothing else in the last couple of years, I have learnt that if you let things like gang stalking or people like stalkers take over, they will destroy your life and leave you with very little else. If you don’t find a way to deal with what’s happening in your world it can be very life destroying. This means figuring our what’s going on, and then getting a handle on it. I think with any scenario this means starting within and then going without. I again think that most of us are not aware that we have a world within, and we often rely on all things that seem external to bring about a change in our lives.

What I realise more and more is that if we want change we have to go within, take control of what is happening, no matter how scary that is, and then start to get back what is ours. If not you run the real risk of losing everything that you have worked for, and of letting unworthy things and situations run you straight into the ground.

Life is a journey, it’s about learning, experiencing and growth. We exist, and I don’t believe that existence fully ends when we leave this plain, I do believe it continues. I also believe that we have the real possibility of returning, time and time again, and fixing, correcting, redoing, relearning things that we did not get right the first few times around.

This also leaves the very real possibility of having someone be your friends, family, trusted companion, love, or confidant in one lifetime and in another having them be your enemy, rival, betrayer, destroyer, of foe. It’s all very interesting and fascinating and it’s all just one more things to discover of this amazing path that we call existence.

“Row, row, row your boat
Gently down the stream.
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily,
Life is but a dream.”

Old English Nursary Rhyme

November 16, 2008 Posted by | Awareness, changing vibrations, control, ESP, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking, Life, Mind Control, Mind Reading, Relationships, society, time travel, vibrations | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment