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Become the hero

I read a post by a person today who is having trouble adjusting to change. I really felt for this person, they really felt that the world was changing and that there was nothing left, it was heartbreaking to read the post, because I believe the person genuinely felt this way.

Change can be hard, it can be life changing, but it can be what we make it. The person wanted to know where the hero was, who was coming to save the day. What I have learnt from my Gang Stalking experience is that when there is no hero, you become the hero, you can’t control everything, God I wish we could, but you take control of what you can, and you encourage others to do the same.

The first and normal reaction to change is to hate it with a passion, to want to fight against it, to rail against it, to cry out and to mourn for what was. That is a natural and very human reaction to have, but once we have that reaction we can and must start to make what we can of our new circumstances. I can be very hard, it can almost be heartbreaking.

My life was really good, I live a boring but on track life. I had played life carefully, I had kept good credit and had a great relationship with my cc company. Platinum card while still very young, good jobs, etc. All the stupid material things they teach you to work and strive for. Then this crazy Gang Stalking stuff happened and my life changed. My expectations have not changed, but I had to adapt, I am still adapting. The things that so easily should have been, currently are not. Life is not the way that I want it to be, but I can’t afford to give up. I can’t let it get me down and I can’t afford to grow hateful, resentful, or give up on the life that I still have. I can’t afford to let it make me stop living.

Change for many others can happen in other ways, the death of a loved one, divorce, moving, changes in society, change in what’s happening with the country, etc. Change can make you feel scared, depressed, and many don’t know what to do about it, and it can overcome you if you let it, but you can’t let it do that. You have to fight back. You first have to get a grip on yourself, the world is not ending just yet. It might feel like it, but it’s not.

Then come to terms, mourn, get angry, cry if you have to, take the time you need to deal, but you also still have to find a way to function. I went through a lot of this with the Gang Stalking stuff, and it was horrible, because while I see this as horrible, many are just going right along with it, many like this, but I don’t want the world to be like this, I don’t want to live in a society of informants, but I do. Most days I would love to be just off on an Island, just me, no crazy Informants burning, tracking me, no crazy society, but that is not happening right now, so I have to find ways to make of it what I can. I have to find ways to survive. It can be very heartbreaking, but it can also be very character building.

Change in part is what you make of it, and how you react to it. The other thing is if you are feeling this way change that is happening in your life, the changes are good others feel the same way, and it might be good even healthy to converse or socialize with others who feel the same way. It can be cathartic, and it can also help you find ways to cope together. Chance can be heartbreaking, but never lose site of your goals, and your dreams, never lose site of hope. It’s one of the most important things that I have learnt from my experience.

Kyle Reese might not show up to save you in your hour of need, but then you just become the hero in part two and save others. Once you get a hold of yourself, become the hero for others. By helping others and doing something for others, and taking an active stance, that is one good way to start to heal and make the best of what you can.

( user Offspring1014 Video Hero.)
When there is no hero, you become the hero. Sword in hand, you pick yourself right up off the ground, and you rise from the ashes of oppression, whatever that may be, and you become the hero.

May 29, 2009 Posted by | future, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking | , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Bedbugs vs Gang Stalking

First let me start off by saying that I am truly sorry for anyone who has had a bedbug infestation. I am sorry for the pain and trauma some of you have obviously gone through. However I was thinking about your situation in comparison to ours and I was thinking which is more annoying bedbugs or Gang Stalking?

I have not been through a bedbug infestation, but I did read several of your stories and so am able to make some comparisons.

I read believe it or not a few stories where people were paranoid after a bed bug attack, that’s right paranoid. They said that they could not sleep at nights, that they would check for spots and were kind of hypervisulent in some cases, because of these bed bug attacks. The attacks were happening all over the place. It’s apparently become a real problem in America, UK, Canada in the last several years, so has Gang Stalking.

I had heard about this a couple of years ago, but to be honest had not kept up on what was happening with the bed bug situation and yes had my own trauma based situation to deal with that was leaving me feeling a bit paranoid, upset and yes unable to sleep at times as well.

Let’s break down some of the finer points of our mutual (infestations) situation.

At first you notice strange things when you first have bed bugs, but often don’t know what it is, of the whole thing goes unregistered for some time. Many people said they had red wells, rashes that would not go away, itchy rashes. Many had gone to doctors looking for help, only to be prescribed creams and potions. One person after a series of allergy tests had been told that they were allergic to themselves.
Some of the victims of the bedbug infestations are lucky and they get a note from a landlord or someone clues them in, others never find out for months and seek out help in vain.

Well we also at first coincidental start out finding out that strange things are happening to us. We have series of unfortunate events, turns of bad luck, conversations of our private lives discussed in public, people coming into lives and gaslighting us.

The Gang Stalking target often at first suspects that something is happening, but does not know what. Some will go to doctors, to see if there is anything that can be done to no avail. Others to friends, with the same sense that something is not quite right, but not quite sure what. Other are lucky and will come across a website, and be tipped off before the Gang Stalking infestation get’s too our of hand. Eg. Before they lose jobs, homes etc.

The next stage for many is getting real confirmation of what is happening. For the victims of the bedbug’s it’s often seeing those critters for the first time, or getting such a bad set of rashes that you know something is really wrong. Many first get their proof in the middle of sleep, when they finally wake up in time to see on or several of the critters scurrying away.

For many of us, the confirmation only comes when we finally come across a website or network with other targets who are going through the same thing, and that is in part how we get our conformations.

Unlike victims of bedbugs who can take the squashed carcases of their harassers to get confirmation, we can not. We have trouble proving what’s happening to us.

With bedbugs you often have some idea of how your infestation started or where it came from. Many of you can reference staying at that fancy hotel, or getting that mattress from Joe your former friend, or it’s an infestation of the place where you live.
With Gang Stalking many of us never have such reference points and can often only guess where our targeting started or why?

With bedbug infestations the longer it goes untreated the worst it gets. The same is true for Gang Stalking, the longer it goes unattended the worst it is for trying to have any kind of normal life.

With Bedbugs you can get rid of them. It might be a long and drawn out painful process of several traumatising months, but you can get rid of them. With Gang Stalking we have no such relief in sight. Ours is a situation that will often continue in one capacity or another, for months and years at a time.

With bedbugs you have moments where the situation tapers off and then continues again. We also have moments where the harassment get’s less severe, but then it continues and exacerbates again.

With bedbugs there is lot’s of awareness happening. You get to have the major newspapers on your side. You have famous lawsuits that make the papers. We do not have the same level of awareness happening with Gang Stalking. We do not have the major newspapers on our side. Our lawsuits do not get into any major newspapers and many of the suits are ignored, for a situation that is emotionally painful and traumatising.

There are laws being passed to protect people from bedbug infestations. Laws such as making it illegal to sell reused mattresses. We have no such laws being put into place to protect our needs or well being.

You have forums and blogs being set up to support each other. When you speak of your trama and torment you are supported and loved. When we speak of our tortures and torments, we are at time mocked or jeered, in many cases this is after experiencing one of the most traumatizing things a person can face.

When you rant and rave and curse and swear at these creatures that have ruined and destroyed your lives for months, you are understood, and ever parodied. When we express the same views for the creatures that have torn our lives apart and traumatized us, it is to be seen as paranoid or not justified.

People can understand how upset bedbug victims are about losing sleep, being woken up in the middle of the night. Many of the people we interact with on a daily basis do not understand what we are going through and may not care to, this includes Judges, coworkers, family, friends.

In the case of bedbugs you have people taking rapid action to try to see what’s happening and to prevent it from spreading further. There are very few truly trying to stop what’s happening to us. Even though we will live with what is happening to us for months and years.

The bedbug infestation is unpleasant and I am sure that it is no fun to deal with. Still after doing a side by side analysis of the two situations, I think it’s fair to say that Gang Stalking targets go trough a fair bit of psychological trauma that most people can never hope to understand. I also say Gang Stalking targets have to be very perseverance, as what happens to them stretches from months into years.

October 13, 2008 Posted by | community mobbing, Gang Stalking, harassment, Laws, society | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment