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United we stand. Divided they fall.

Total Recall

There are so many movies out there with the theme of revelation. Where the main character starts off leading a fairly regular, boring, even mundane life, and then the character discovers that things are not quite what they appear to be, or things around them are not what they thought.

Eg. In the movie the Matrix, Mr Anderson discovers that he is not truly an accountant, but that he is infact, not even existing in the Matrix reality, he is someone else existing fully in another reality and the Matrix is just a f aux existence.

The main character till then had lived his life with the false belief of who he was, and who the world around him was. Now I often tie the whole Gang Stalking thing into this movie, because this or the Truman Show are two good examples of this. (No I do not in any way shape or form, believe that targets have the Truman Show Syndrome, I just think that referencing that movie is ok, in some ways for this example that I am trying to make.)

Truman show the main character again has lived his whole life in one reality, but starts to be suspicious of things around him, he then uncovers the truth that his reality is a lie, and the world around him is something quite different.

In the movie the Bourne Identity, Jason Bourne wakes up, not knowing who he is, what is going on, and he discovers that his identity is one of many. He goes searching for the truth of who he is, only to discover many strange twist along the way.

In the movie the terminator Sarah Conner discovers that she is not just a waitress, no she is in fact a target, she is targeted because she is to perform a specific duty in the future and that the terminator has been sent back in time to destroy her and stop the future from happening. She goes overnight, not even overnight, in a split second from a boring life, to one that is quite out of the ordinary. Struggling for survival, in a nightmare that will not quite end, no matter how hard her and the character Kyle try to terminate the terminator.

In the movie Long Kiss goodnight, Charlie discovers that she is not who she thought. Even those she has some idea that the life she is living is not who she was in the past, and that she has a case of amnesia, she does not realize that her past is something quite spectacular. She has an accident and eventually has total recall over who she was, and what she use to do. Quite a good movie for those who have never seen it. We watch as she has flashback, after flashback piecing together the pieces of her life, and incorporating those back into the boring reality that she had come to know and believe.

Then there is the movie total recall with Arnold Schwarzenegger. Remember when he use to do movies vs politics? Anyways another good movie. He starts off having this boring life, with this wife, etc, etc. Only to discover that who he thought he was is not the truth, and he finds himself in a fight for his life, the wife trying to kill him, and he has to connect with his former self to survive. Only there is also a twist, who he thinks he is, is also not the truth, the truth is something different, and he finds out sometimes you can’t even truth yourself. I won’t spoil it for those who have not seen it, but also a good movie. Lots of language and scenes of violence advance warning for anyone who has not seen an Arnold action movie.

All of the movies above are pretty much good movies and worth watching, but the point that I am trying to make is that sometimes life starts off boring, and you think that you know the truth about everything around you. With an event such as Gang Stalking, you soon discover that the world is nothing like you thought it was. Those around you are controlled. Things around you are controlled, the society is controlled. A co-ordinated symphony and orchestra, that you had no idea existed. Think how many times people meet, marry, mate not on their own accord, but because the system, created the opportunities? Creepy controlled system put someone in their path. This is one of the first things targets have to tune into, and something many of them have complained about. As a target here, that was something that I caught onto right away, putting certain friends in my path, people in my way. All of which were avoided.

Now that is well and good, you can control the factors around you, but what if you had factors you could not control? Well if those factors caused any hurt or embarrassment to those around you, or those that you cared about, you could ofcourse apologize, and an apology would be owed. The only thing that you could do is be aware of those factors, and then try to find ways to lessen any future issues that they might cause.

I think it would be the worst thing to think that you could trust yourself, and those around you, only to find that your actions, or the actions of someone you trusted had hurt another. I would feel horrible, even remorseful in both cases. Being able to have faith and trust in ones self, or knowing that others can as well is very important, it’s been a consistent theme in my life, and in this realm, I have for the most part always been able to control this factor. What I am doing now however realizing is that you can not control ever factor all the time. You can not always be omnipotent, but you can do what you are able, and hope for the best.

For me as mentioned before, this means to put yourself into a state of readiness for anything that might come your way that you were unaware of. Eg. With Gang Stalking, I did not know what was happening, but I put myself in a state of acceptance, for whatever might come. I knew it was going to be strange, did not know, or have a clue, it would be this weird.

I think it is always a good idea for individual in general to try to be in a state of preparedness for anything that might come their way. I don’t even believe that you can truly be fully ready, but I think you can try to be in a state of awareness, and acceptance, that the world is not one dimensional, and strange things might happen from time to time. The more prepared and open you are, the more likely you are to encounter those things along the path. What I have now done in short order is put myself in a state of readiness, acceptance, thus if weird factors do come my way, they will not be such a shock to the system, and if no strange factors come my way, it never hurts to prepare.

Quick recommendations. Check out the movies, most of them are really good. Know that as much as we might want to control all factors in life, even with the best intentions, we might have factors in our lives that we were unaware of, or are not fully in control of. If those factors hurt those around you, cause people to feel that they can not trust you, all you can do is apologize in short order, and hope for the best in the future. For future events be in a state of readiness as best as possible, and try not to let things shock or overwhelm you too much, if weirdness does come.

August 14, 2010 Posted by | Gang Stalking | , , , , , | 3 Comments

It’s not real. None of it is real.

I have wanted to do this post for some time, but just never got around to it.

The post is about the fact that some people think that we might already be living in a Matrix type reality. Here is an article about it from some months ago, when I meant to do this post.

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http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/march2007/080307sonymatrix.htm

Sony Brings Real Life Matrix A Step Closer
Sets precedent for future artificial utopias constructed to escape hellhole of real world

Paul Joseph Watson & Alex Jones
Prison Planet
Thursday, March 8, 2007

Sony is preparing to unveil a simulated reality world in which Playstation gamers can create a new life for themselves, complete with their own apartment, friends, movies, shopping and entertainment, bringing the reality of an actual matrix a step closer.

“Sony has unveiled plans for its own virtual universe for the PlayStation 3 where users will be able to socialise, shop and even go to the movies — all without setting foot outside in the real world. The service — a kind of MySpace meets Linden Lab’s Second Life meets the video-sharing site YouTube — will become available for PS3 users worldwide in late 2007, Sony announced in a statement available here Thursday,” reports AFP.

The concept of simulated reality is understood to mean a computer generated world that is almost indistinguishable from reality. Though Sony’s “Home” service is at its foundation just a souped up interactive entertainment platform, the technology to in effect step inside the screen, similar to a virtual reality experience, is close at hand.

The technology to take a video capture of an individual, turn it into a kind of hologram and then beam it to the other side of the world and have that hologram interact with others already exists. Within the next fifteen years we are likely to see the transformation of online shopping to the point where buyers can actually walk through virtual reality stores and pick up and inspect the holograms of the products they are interested in.

Projecting even further down the line, simulated reality allied with hologram technology will allow individuals to attend social gatherings, educational classes, sports events and more without having to leave the comfort of their own home. Whether such events are actually taking place in the real world or are solely artificial creations of the virtual environment will be down to the discretion of the user.

All this paves the way for a potential Matrix-like scenario where people are literally plugged in to a falsely constructed reality. Whoever controls that Matrix thus controls the activities of its users and participation may eventually become mandatory, with babies subsequently being born directly into the matrix.

Or on the other hand, the Matrix could act as a kind of subscription based escapism, where users pay extortionate fees to exist inside a mock utopia in order to flee the horror of the real world.

This scenario was fictionalized in the popular 1990’s UK Sci-fi sitcom Red Dwarf, where the crew partake in a “Total Immersion Video Game” called Better than Life, a virtual reality paradise where one’s every demand is instantly gratified.

In the novel of the same name, the characters are unaware that they are living in an artificial reality and the system even causes the users to imagine semi-plausible explanations for strange events so that they never come to the realization that their life is a technologically induced hallucination. Meanwhile, the bodies of the users in the real world wither away and die while they are consciously locked into the game.
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Pretty scary right. Well there is technology right now that as you know is allowing people that are paralyzed to move things with their minds.

http://english.pravda.ru/science/tech/13-07-2006/83282-brain_gate-0

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There are a lot of paralyzed and disabled people around the world today. These people cannot imagine their life without others and many of them feel uncomfortable about it. For many years scientists have been doing their best to help such people and to ease their lives and only today they seem to have found the solution.

A brain implant makes it possible for paralyzed patients to move a robotic arm and a computer cursor with some ease, says a study released Thursday.

The report published in the journal Nature comes amid intense efforts by neuroprosthetics researchers to give paralyzed patients more normal lives.

A second journal study involving two monkeys suggests such implants may allow paralyzed people to type the equivalent of 15 words a minute.

Brain implants “are really a launching pad for a whole new kind of neurotechnology,” says John Donoghue of Brown University in Providence , co-author of the first study. He and colleagues report that an implant enabled a 25-year-old paralyzed man to squeeze a robotic hand and use a robotic arm to move objects and a computer cursor.

Unlike efforts that employ non-invasive scalp readings of brain activity, researchers surgically attached a rigid 100-electrode sensor, about the size of a pencil eraser tip, atop the motor-control region of the paralyzed patient’s brain, USA Today says.

Ninety-six electrodes, which sit on a 0.2-square-inch (4-square-millimeter) panel, were implanted into the patient’s motor cortex, a part of the brain responsible for movement.

The electrode panel is attached by a cord to a penny-size titanium disk on the outside of his skull.

The disk serves as an attachment for wires that connect to a computer, which has been programmed to interpret the messages of the man’s firing brain neurons. [/quote]

Pretty cool right? Think what we will be able to do in 5-10 years. Moving things with just your mind. Think what we can do if we start to teach kids to do this from a really early age. they will just get better and better at it.

Imagine being in a virtual world where you move things with your mind? Imagine if you were born into that world, how would you know it?

What if the world was just one big hologram? That might explain why there is no past, present, or future, and just simultaneous events happening at different times.

http://www.amazon.com/Holographic-Universe-Michael-Talbot/dp/0060922583

Have not read the book, but I have been following off and on the theory, but I have not been able to follow it to the degree that I would like to. Here is a partial review of the book.

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scientific data?, January 8, 2001
By Damian Nash (Durango, Colorado) –
This is one of the most provocative books I have read in years. In the first few chapters Mr. Talbot describes the emerging holographic paradigm in science, drawing on David Bohm’s work in quantum physics and Karl Pribam’s work in neuroscience. I found both descriptions to be fascinating, and especially enjoyed the historical context for the work of these two seminal thinkers. As a person with a master’s degree in neuroscience and chaos/complexity theory, I found a couple of his simplifications misleading, but would give him high marks for his overall comprehension of the conclusions of Pribam and his followers.

The remaining 2/3 of the book is a discussion of how the holographic paradigm may provide a rational basis for interpreting a wide variety of phenomenon located around the fringes of established science. He looks at everything from strange historical “miracles” like stigmata and appearances of the Virgin Mary to modern psychic abilities and LSD experiences, from out-of-body and near-death-experiences to UFO abductions. In addition, he compares language used in the modern scientific discussion of holography with the language used by ancient mystical traditions.

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The US is creating something called sentient world simulation. The goal is to create an environment to create psychological operations. It will help the military to test multiple courses of actions. To be able to anticipate and shape the behaviour of adversaries, neutrals and actives.

A virtual world with every person on the planet. Sounds interesting. What if they have already done something similar. The video says they are pouring millions into this.

In the video she wonders if our clones in the parallel universe could help us figure out a way to fight back. Oh she also talks about Pat Tillman.

I just saw an article about this. But that is another post.

She also wrote an article. Here it is.

http://www.populistamerica.com/us_military_psychological_operations_and_you

What reminded me to post this was a comment that was left on one of my blogs.

https://gangstalking.wordpress.com/2008/11/29/truman-show-delusion/

[quote]t’s All Fake, The Matrix / Truman Show is Real – The Real World Does Not Exist

Recently published scientific research states that most people don’t have first hand evidence of distant places. People only travel in a small area around their work and home.

The whole world is living in a real Truman show/ Matrix.

What people know of the real world has nothing to do with real life experiences but is second hand from books, TV and the Internet.

People tend to visit the same places over and over again.

On the Truman show the main character is imprisoned in a massive television sound stage that contains his entire home town. He fights to escape when he realises his world is fake. His world had defined boundaries, the walls of the sound stage.

Intuitively we think that we understand our own natural behaviour….

For research and more see
http://www.deathtoglamour.com/cat/3-blogs/articles/401-its-all-fake-the-matrix

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I will agree that most people really don’t travel that much. Could we really be living in a virtual reality?

Anything is possible. With research on things like the holographic universe, advances in science like getting people to move things with their minds, and the armies simulated world project, you can never discount anything.

Now the question remains is we are living in a virtual world, where are our real bodies, and where is Morpheus to help us get out?

Oh one last thing. If the world is one big Matrix, then the rapture the bible speaks of could be one big unplugging for all those who survive this Matrix.

Fun things to think about.

April 19, 2009 Posted by | Awareness, Matrix, Quantum Physics, Science, Seal, society, The Matrix | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 5 Comments

Brighting other observations

Brighting.

Remember how we were told that this was used for gaslighting targets at night? Well I think this might not be the case. I recently had an opportunity to be exposed to this phenomenon and I have a few observations.

I don’t get exposed to this phenomenon too much so, it’s been very difficult observe it properly and to do a proper assessment. Well recently they were circling me, I use this term, because they remind me of sharks, but they don’t really circle, so much as drive up the street and flash the high beams at you a few times.

Now in the past when I have been exposed to this, it’s been one car, I usually sneer at them and go on my way, but recently I had a few cars in a row do it, and I realised, I don’t think it’s gaslighting or it’s not just gaslighting alone.

After a few of this, I realised that they were waiting for something so I flashed them the open communications and on observation signals. (Yeah I emotionally showered after.) I don’t do use the signals too often, in early research when I was learning what they were, I used them to confirm that I was correct, and then most times they are put away, till I have to be around the informants for long periods of time, or if I have to do field testing to confirm things or test things out.

Anyways, after this, the circling stopped. So think about it. During the day, the foot patrols signal to the people in the cars, right, well at night it’s dark, so you are a snitch in your car, you see someone walking, you want to know if it’s one of yours, so you flash the beams at them, and if they are, they should signal back the appropriate signals right?

Think about those old spy movies, and they flash the highbeams, and then the person responses by lighting a cigarette or something.

Now I have not had any real time to field test this, and they don’t use brighting on me enough, so it could be awhile before I get to confirm this, but if any other targets are out there and they get this, then you might want to field test it. It might help give you a one up.

So that would make brighting a little bit more important than once thought. It’s been close to three years and it never really occurred to me, that’s why we need to keep thinking outside of the box, and again I have not had time to properly field test this, but I have reason to believe the hypothesis is correct.

The other concept that I want to touch on is one that I came across in Control Factor, Matrix, and I think the movie They Live.

It’s this concept that anyone can be an agent, just about anyone can be used. I came across it again in control factor, but it just also reminded me of the other two movies.

In control factor, what they can do is they can use a beam to almost like possess someone else and speak and act through that person, you see the same thing in the Matrix with them possessing people and taking them over, and in they live you never knew who might be one of them without your real world glasses on. It’s just an interesting concept and it’s also interesting because you see this theme in so many movies, and then we have a society where large portions are informants. Plus there is concept that some are in constant contact, with others who they are getting orders from and instructions. It’s interesting the movies that are out there.

Set Up’s.

Online recently other than falsely labeling my site, there seems to be an effort by some to paint me as a person who is bashing others and creating infighting. If bashing others means calling it like it is, and telling the truth about what is ongoing, then so be it, but the same standards they use for others, they better use for themselves. Second with infighting. Guess what, the reason I believe in a leaderless resistance is because for the most part it avoids that. The way this system works is that each sector does their own thing, it’s just like how each fusion center does it’s own thing, well if we want to be effective, each mini resistance to a degree has to do it’s own thing, no two can be or should be exactly alike, and that makes it harder to eliminate everyone. The same tactics they use, we should use similar. I remember in the movie V and V the final battle each city had it’s own chapter of the resistance.

Therefore since I tend to stay separate for the most part, unless someone does something deliberate like attacking my website, with some phony witch hunt, then I don’t have a problem with anyone, but if you expect to attack me or mine without getting it back, or getting called on it, it’s not going to happen.

Offline.

They seem to be really trying to squeeze my resources. Not just me, but those around me and anyone that might be of aid or assistance to me. I remember when Mark M. Rich on his old site talked about this. He had a couple of sisters and they all sold their homes and moved into smaller places, places that he would not be able to stay at if he should become homeless.

I remember that they made Rachel homeless, and another target was homeless when they further took his resources away, arrested him, and turned him into an informant. See that’s why I try to not judge people, because I remember some of the stuff that I have read.

Also the reason some of stay alive this long, I like to think it’s because we are a bit clever, but in reality it might just be because they can keep us on the borders. See people like Jeremy Blake and Theresa Duncan, they had means, and Jeremy was loyal to her. You could not get them both by making them poor, unemployed whatever, so Theresa was found dead one day, apparently a suicide, and Jeremy shortly after because he was so upset about her suicide. I have always believe these were not suicides, but proving it is another story.

For those who don’t know the story here is a link.
https://gangstalking.wordpress.com/category/jeremy-blake/

I should point out that Theresa on her blog if I recall correctly had her FOIA and it showed that she had been investigated. I would have to double check this, but I think that is correct.

http://gangstalkingworld.com/Forum/YaBB.pl?num=1201450715

Also Ruth Goodman seems to have been someone ok, in that she owned her own home, and she had gotten past the psychological attacks when they had her arrested, implanted her in some way, and that’s when the audio harassment started. She died shortly after that, supposedly under mysterious circumstances.

The closest I ever came to know more about Ruth, was finding one of her postings on a forum, but the time I went to find out more information about her, I found out that she was already dead, but her story moved me, and I have remembered it.

I think the reason they were taken out is that the state did not readily have ways to make them vulnerable, and wanted to find other ways to deal with them, and thus they did.

This is a path that no one should have to travel alone, and yet in some ways we might be safer if we do. I would remind people about some of my experiences on some of these forums, and some of the tactics that disinfo agents and informants use.

https://gangstalking.wordpress.com/2008/09/21/disinformation/

Also offline they seem to be trying for mini setup’s, little things that you might not think of, but things that might get you in trouble. I have always been law abiding, and continue to be, but that does not mean they are not testing the waters to see if they can find a weak spot or a way in, trust no one, seems to be the key. It’s pretty horrible, how they own people once they do set them up. I have witnessed this close up, seen people that I use to know, and they are shells, it’s like they own their souls or try to, whatever they do, it’s sick, and I would say it’s against God, because what they do, contributes to the darkness of this world, and it’s not in favor of the light what they do. All good people, must stand against this.

Rachel Hoffman is a good example of how they can make a good kid turn desperate. She was so desperate to have her own charges dropped that she was willing to first try to set up one of her friends, and then she was willing to do a drug buy, to try to get her records dropped and get the hell out of dodge, but she lost her life doing this, and the same way they can make someone like Rachel Hoffman desperate, is the same way they work on other people, little by little. There is something truly wrong with these people.

https://gangstalking.wordpress.com/2009/03/02/rachel-hoffman-disturbing-thoughts/

Anyways just to bear witness for myself again, I am anti drugs, never dabbled in anything illegal that I am aware of, don’t plan to.

Again I would remind people the material is there, use it, while it’s still available. Back it up, post it in various places, etc. I have seen a lot in just the last three years, and pray constantly, I think it’s one of the only ways we can hold back the darkness, for any length of time.

April 14, 2009 Posted by | Gang Stalking | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Brighting and other observations

Brighting.

Remember how we were told that this was used for gaslighting targets at night? Well I think this might not be the case. I recently had an opportunity to be exposed to this phenomenon and I have a few observations.

I don’t get exposed to this phenomenon too much so, it’s been very difficult observe it properly and to do a proper assessment. Well recently they were circling me, I use this term, because they remind me of sharks, but they don’t really circle, so much as drive up the street and flash the high beams at you a few times.

Now in the past when I have been exposed to this, it’s been one car, I usually sneer at them and go on my way, but recently I had a few cars in a row do it, and I realised, I don’t think it’s gaslighting or it’s not just gaslighting alone.

After a few of this, I realised that they were waiting for something so I flashed them the open communications and on observation signals. (Yeah I emotionally showered after.) I don’t do use the signals too often, in early research when I was learning what they were, I used them to confirm that I was correct, and then most times they are put away, till I have to be around the informants for long periods of time, or if I have to do field testing to confirm things or test things out.

Anyways, after this, the circling stopped. So think about it. During the day, the foot patrols signal to the people in the cars, right, well at night it’s dark, so you are a snitch in your car, you see someone walking, you want to know if it’s one of yours, so you flash the beams at them, and if they are, they should signal back the appropriate signals right?

Think about those old spy movies, and they flash the highbeams, and then the person responses by lighting a cigarette or something.

Now I have not had any real time to field test this, and they don’t use brighting on me enough, so it could be awhile before I get to confirm this, but if any other targets are out there and they get this, then you might want to field test it. It might help give you a one up.

So that would make brighting a little bit more important than once thought. It’s been close to three years and it never really occurred to me, that’s why we need to keep thinking outside of the box, and again I have not had time to properly field test this, but I have reason to believe the hypothesis is correct.

The other concept that I want to touch on is one that I came across in Control Factor, Matrix, and I think the movie They Live.

It’s this concept that anyone can be an agent, just about anyone can be used. I came across it again in control factor, but it just also reminded me of the other two movies.

In control factor, what they can do is they can use a beam to almost like possess someone else and speak and act through that person, you see the same thing in the Matrix with them possessing people and taking them over, and in they live you never knew who might be one of them without your real world glasses on. It’s just an interesting concept and it’s also interesting because you see this theme in so many movies, and then we have a society where large portions are informants. Plus there is concept that some are in constant contact, with others who they are getting orders from and instructions. It’s interesting the movies that are out there.

Set Up’s.

Online recently other than falsely labeling my site, there seems to be an effort by some to paint me as a person who is bashing others and creating infighting. If bashing others means calling it like it is, and telling the truth about what is ongoing, then so be it, but the same standards they use for others, they better use for themselves. Second with infighting. Guess what, the reason I believe in a leaderless resistance is because for the most part it avoids that. The way this system works is that each sector does their own thing, it’s just like how each fusion center does it’s own thing, well if we want to be effective, each mini resistance to a degree has to do it’s own thing, no two can be or should be exactly alike, and that makes it harder to eliminate everyone. The same tactics they use, we should use similar. I remember in the movie V and V the final battle each city had it’s own chapter of the resistance.

Therefore since I tend to stay separate for the most part, unless someone does something deliberate like attacking my website, with some phony witch hunt, then I don’t have a problem with anyone, but if you expect to attack me or mine without getting it back, or getting called on it, it’s not going to happen.

Offline.

They seem to be really trying to squeeze my resources. Not just me, but those around me and anyone that might be of aid or assistance to me. I remember when Mark M. Rich on his old site talked about this. He had a couple of sisters and they all sold their homes and moved into smaller places, places that he would not be able to stay at if he should become homeless.

I remember that they made Rachel homeless, and another target was homeless when they further took his resources away, arrested him, and turned him into an informant. See that’s why I try to not judge people, because I remember some of the stuff that I have read.

Also the reason some of stay alive this long, I like to think it’s because we are a bit clever, but in reality it might just be because they can keep us on the borders. See people like Jeremy Blake and Theresa Duncan, they had means, and Jeremy was loyal to her. You could not get them both by making them poor, unemployed whatever, so Theresa was found dead one day, apparently a suicide, and Jeremy shortly after because he was so upset about her suicide. I have always believe these were not suicides, but proving it is another story.

For those who don’t know the story here is a link.
https://gangstalking.wordpress.com/category/jeremy-blake/

I should point out that Theresa on her blog if I recall correctly had her FOIA and it showed that she had been investigated. I would have to double check this, but I think that is correct.

http://gangstalkingworld.com/Forum/YaBB.pl?num=1201450715

Also Ruth Goodman seems to have been someone ok, in that she owned her own home, and she had gotten past the psychological attacks when they had her arrested, implanted her in some way, and that’s when the audio harassment started. She died shortly after that, supposedly under mysterious circumstances.

The closest I ever came to know more about Ruth, was finding one of her postings on a forum, but the time I went to find out more information about her, I found out that she was already dead, but her story moved me, and I have remembered it.

I think the reason they were taken out is that the state did not readily have ways to make them vulnerable, and wanted to find other ways to deal with them, and thus they did.

This is a path that no one should have to travel alone, and yet in some ways we might be safer if we do. I would remind people about some of my experiences on some of these forums, and some of the tactics that disinfo agents and informants use.

https://gangstalking.wordpress.com/2008/09/21/disinformation/

Also offline they seem to be trying for mini setup’s, little things that you might not think of, but things that might get you in trouble. I have always been law abiding, and continue to be, but that does not mean they are not testing the waters to see if they can find a weak spot or a way in, trust no one, seems to be the key. It’s pretty horrible, how they own people once they do set them up. I have witnessed this close up, seen people that I use to know, and they are shells, it’s like they own their souls or try to, whatever they do, it’s sick, and I would say it’s against God, because what they do, contributes to the darkness of this world, and it’s not in favor of the light what they do. All good people, must stand against this.

Rachel Hoffman is a good example of how they can make a good kid turn desperate. She was so desperate to have her own charges dropped that she was willing to first try to set up one of her friends, and then she was willing to do a drug buy, to try to get her records dropped and get the hell out of dodge, but she lost her life doing this, and the same way they can make someone like Rachel Hoffman desperate, is the same way they work on other people, little by little. There is something truly wrong with these people.

https://gangstalking.wordpress.com/2009/03/02/rachel-hoffman-disturbing-thoughts/

Anyways just to bear witness for myself again, I am anti drugs, never dabbled in anything illegal that I am aware of, don’t plan to.

Again I would remind people the material is there, use it, while it’s still available. Back it up, post it in various places, etc. I have seen a lot in just the last three years, and pray constantly, I think it’s one of the only ways we can hold back the darkness, for any length of time.

April 14, 2009 Posted by | Awareness, Citizen Informants, Civilian Spies, Cointelpro, Conformity, conspiracies, Conspiracy, control, Covert investigations, electromagnetic frequency, Gang Stalking, Informants, Jeremy Blake, Matrix, Social Control, society, Spying, Stalking, Stasi, State target, Surveillence, Targeted Individual, The Matrix, Theresa Duncan, Thought Police | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Spending time with an old love.

Spending time with an old love.

Not what you think. I am spending with an old love indeed, but not what you think. I use to have these other places that I loved hanging out at, before I was fully aware of this weirdness, there was at least one other place that I like hanging out at. It was just a fun place, and I started it.

It was very active, then it had died, and then I had started it up again. It was during my time spent getting harassed at one of the banks, (the one I tried to take to the human rights commission. The one where Carol and Ian called me into Carol’s office and said if I didn’t drop the case, they would ask that I see a company health professional if I choose to go ahead with my case at the commission. Make a stink go see a shrink.) At the time I didn’t know anything about how companies operate and the dirty things they do, I just knew that Carol from HR and Ian my senior manager had just tried something really dirty, and I was just really shocked, and yes I still went ahead with trying to take them to the commission, but that was also where I learnt that there was something systemically wrong. Eg. My multiple lost faxes, my case being switched every week to someone new, my cover page being mysteriously lost, so I would have to start the whole process over again, and it when from there. Fond memories.)

Anyways, three years ago, I had been rejuvenating this place, when I realised that some weirdness was going on. This other place that I liked to hang out at, it was great, I was there almost everyday, I liked the people that hung out there. What was weird is what they would drop hints or say things, or do things that pertained to my offline world. I didn’t know any of these people except for online, so it was weird that they were intimating things about my offline life.

I knew there was something going on, I asked a couple of them that I trusted to tell me what was going on, in subtle ways, but no give, but I knew something was up. So that’s where it began. There is no way that people that I have never met offline, that I only knew online could know anything about my offline world, also most of them were from various countries, or different parts of the country so that also made no sense. That’s when I started to think that maybe I had a key logger on my computer, maybe one of them had sent me an email with something? That didn’t make sense either, because the stuff they were alluding to is not stuff that I kept on my computer, they were mentioning people that I knew in subtle ways, like how the snitches offline, will repeat conversations of our personal life.

So then I thought, maybe someone is watching me from outside. I noticed that were my computer was situated that there was a window and it was conceivable that someone across the other apartment building with a telescope was seeing what i was doing online, and had joined the forum, and was maybe going behind my back and spreading stuff, but then there was more to it than that. Why would these people I trust, just not tell me?

So that’s when I started saying stuff in my apartment, I wanted to see if it would get back to me. Waited long enough and it did, something very specific, from someone very specific that you just don’t hear everyday. The people at work knew specific things that were happening in my apartment, and shortly after that is when I found out I was being followed around on the streets. I didn’t just out of the blue believe it. I went up and down the city, in allies, underground, above, above ground, to one end of the city to the next, lane ways, I was always followed. It was creepy. There was one specific incident that made realise that something was wrong. I was at this one store, and suddenly this guy comes in, he rushed in like it was urgent, but when in the store, all he did was try to listen into what I was saying, he had no other purpose or agenda, and I knew it. I knew he was there for the sole purpose of me, but it made no sense, but it stayed in the back of my mind, it was too specific what had happened. The next time a citizen snitch followed me, I became aware of it. This time it was a woman, she followed me so closely she brushed into me, then I tried to lose her, she would just go everywhere I did, (I kept it subtle, cause I didn’t want them to know that I knew) then finally I thought I had lost her, but what I realised is that another woman had picked up the trail where the first one had left off. This is when I then spent the next few weeks, up and down the city confirming what I knew, felt, but could not believe.

These people had every end of the city monitored, I mean every end of the city, they still didn’t know that I knew at the time. At some point after this or around this time, I came across a posting about Gang Stalking, but when you read about Gang Stalking, you are like, that can’t be happening to me. Vigilante groups, what the heck? However I would also come across more credible sources.

Around this time is when I realized the phones were tapped, all my conversations with every lawyer, had been listened into. That’s how these people always stayed a step ahead, and every time it would look like I was going to go ahead with the harassment case, the harassment would intensify, within the workplace and outside the workplace.

That whole time period is still so confusing, it has a lot of trauma attached to it, but that’s around the time I started trying to talk about it online, the threads getting shut down, deleted, my accounts banned, blocked, it was so weird. How did they have so much influence? How could they get to places I had just registered at and get the accounts banned, or get admins to shut down threads, and this was not just once or twice, this was several incidents.

Anyways I would quit the job, take the next ten months to find out that it was systemic, we live in a corrupt system, I was not the only target that had experienced this, i would learn more about mobbing and the similar experiences in the workplace, via other forums I learnt that sexual harassment targets, mobbing targets, bullying targets, etc, all had similar stories about systemic corruption, lawyers, stories about these people always being one step ahead of the game.

So if you have read my blogs, you know most of the journey after that, and then the site was created, and you have seen it grow, mature, and change as new information becomes available, and now you have a cute ebook that you can get for free, paid for by the blood and trauma of this little journey.

This system has always been in existence in some form or another, the informant system is not new, and it would seem that in every generation most of the population is brought into the fold in one capacity or another, and this has been happening for some time, it’s nothing new. It’s the way the society has always been. In my opinion it’s not a free society, not the way we were taught, or made to believe. Also just because the society has always been this way, does not mean that it should always be this way.

The daily electronic harassment that they are using is no better than how they use to try to whip slaves into submission. Being followed around the city, airplane surveillance, it’s not a free society, but most people are still comfortable enough, still helplessly attached to the system, that they will see you as the enemy, and it’s all so true. The Matrix Movie had more truth than I ever knew.

So back to the old love. I loved that place, but I left that place, because I could not be there, with these people that I had once trusted, who I would in time realise what some of their roles had been, why others could not say anything even though I knew they wanted to at the time, and the rest was pretty easy to fill in after that.

It’s been a journey, I feel like I have done the whole Lord Of The Rings adventure, but only a small part of the world realise there is a dark Sauron army waiting to take over and enslave the world. One ring to rule them all, one government to rule them all. Same thing.

I had stayed away from this place, I had left it to die again, let it get run down again, but recently I returned, and it felt good. I had missed that place. So I performed some long over due maintenance, gave it a new virtual fence so to speak, a new web coat of paint, and it looks so good. It’s such a fun place to be, so I have been spending time with an old love. Not that I don’t love all my Gang Stalking peeps, and my blog, and Gang Stalking World, but it’s been nice spending time with an old love, and so that’s where I have been.

In going over the reasons I left, it brought up a lot of the memories from that time, some that I had not gone over since then, because at the time it was all really confusing, traumatizing, and as I have stated before, that is around the time I was introduced to the fun world of electronic harassment, I guess they hoped I would break down and kill myself, or just go crazy, and drop the suit these people are so messed up it’s not even funny.

Anyways it’s been a fun clip trip through memory lane, but when I got through all the bad memories, I had a lot of other fun ones that could also be accessed and called upon as well. So if you wonder where I am and what I am doing, well I am spending time with an old love.

March 28, 2009 Posted by | Awareness, Citizen Informants, Civilian Spies, community mobbing, Conformity, Conspiracy, control, Controlled society, Corruption, Electronic harassment, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking | , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment