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Awareness Register

http://www.torbay.gov.uk/violent_aggressive_and_threatening_behaviour.pdf

In Torbay Council the name of the program that keeps a record of all the targets is called the Awareness Register.

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Managers (via, and with the discretion of, the Health and Safety team) must keep details of dangerous customers. Employees must report any potentially
violent situations they are aware of via the Accident/Occurrence form.

Awareness Register

Definitions

Cross-directorate Awareness Register – a computerised database that contains names and/or addresses of persons (or dangerous animals at those addresses) who have initiated incidents of VATB against Torbay Council employees or whilst on Council premises. The data has a digitally encrypted password so that it cannot be read if copied.

The Data Protection Act – legislation which protects an individual’s rights regarding information held about themselves; information held on the Awareness Register must comply with this legislation.]An individual has the right to receive a copy (on written request) of the data held about them (and a right to compensation if the information is inaccurate).

Recording of Incidents/Individuals When an incident/individual is to be recorded on the Awareness Register, the Line Manager (or deputy in their absence) will:
· Countersign the Accident/Occurrence form before passing immediately to the Health and Safety Team; where inclusion is recommended, approval by a senior officer is vital in a situation should the record be challenged,
· Ensure there is a clear and accurate account of the incident (both relevant to the event and not excessive); officers can be held accountable for their decision to include on the Awareness Register,
· Ensure only those who are to interview, or visit people, will have access to information held,
· Ensure information on the use of the awareness register and safe working practices is communicated to employees at induction and regularly re-enforced.

Maintaining the Awareness Register

The Health and Safety team are responsible for updating the Awareness Register on receipt of the completed Accident/Occurrence form and providing general maintenance to the system. No other employees will make alterations to the Awareness Register. Individual managers will designate and authorise, by using form IT05, employees who have been identified through risk assessment by their line managers to have access to the Awareness Register.

Once a person, or address, has been placed on the register it will be reviewed for accuracy at six monthly intervals by the Health and Safety team and removed at the end of the expiration of the following periods where the threat to employees no longer exists:

Physical assault After 5 years Verbal threats and a person reasonably fears
for their own or another’s safety Review after 2 years Verbal abuse and a person reasonably fears for their own or another’s safety Review after 1 year The above limits will be halved where persons committing the incident were under the age of 17 at the time.

If there are multiple reports attributed to one person, a person’s name will be held on the register from the date of the last report.
The Health and Safety Team are responsible for monitoring issues concerning VATB, by reporting to the Health, Safety and Risk Management Forum.

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Do you know and can you imagine how many lives and targets might have been saved if they just knew that they were on some kind of  notification system? Instead their potential was allowed to be destroyed, while the parasites of society were allowed to feed on them. I don’t think that this is ok at all. I don’t think that the things that have happened are ok. I doubt these people will ever show any remorse for what has been done. The majority of the Stasi showed no remorse, and many Germans in WWI apparently saw what happened during Hitler’s reign as a good thing.

All targets can do is use the legal means at their disposal to try to get some kind of justice. Here are a few places to start.

Policies

http://www.osha.gov/
United States

http://www.ccohs.ca/
Canada

http://australia.gov.au/topics/health-and-safety/occupational-health-and-safety
Australia

http://osha.europa.eu/en
Europe
Lawyers.

Targets at this stage might just wish to focus on Privacy Lawyers, Labour Lawyers, Occupational health and Safety Lawyers, and maybe in the future human rights lawyers.

FOIA

The Occupational Health and Safety laws are the ones that are being used to enact this Program against our lives, so this would be the best place to start for Freedom Of Information Act request. Privacy commissioners might also be able to provide some useful and helpful information.

Community Health and safety is another name that often comes up in regards to the people who make the decisions.

What has happened to targets has been so unspeakably wrong, I am not sure that what has gone past will ever be corrected. In 30 years maybe some politician will look back at the lives these programs stole, the livelihoods, and issue some official apology, but it will never make up for what has been done.

Like others who have gone through similar times, we just have to do what we can. Many of the targets of the Stasi never regained what was lost, they never saw justice. Even though Cointelpro was recognized as an evil program, a lot of those targets still wound up in jail, died, or still are remembered in a negative light. What justice we can get we must find for ourselves. Making sure the stories are heard, the stories are some of the strongest weapons, for recording keeping of this evil time.

Till then targets must do what they can to raise awareness about this system, and how it destroys lives. What has been done is not ok, but Targets must find ways to move forward. Activism is a really good way to begin to heal. By healing others, sharing what you know, ensuring that others do not go through the same experience are some of the things that can be done.

I think those on the other side of the fence really do not have the capacity to understand what they did, and how truly horrible it was. It will never be ok, but I do believe that targets can find ways to heal, and move forward. Many targets of bullying, and even workplace mobbing have gone on to successfully start forums, write books, and help others avoid a similar fate, and those are some additional things that targets can do to help facilitate the healing process.

Healing is subjective, and it takes time, but I think it is possible, but it will not happen by covering up what has gone past, only by shining a light on what has happened, denouncing this program for what it was, can targets begin to remove so much of the devastation, and destruction that has crossed our individual lives.

For me there were so many times that I heard the stories of those in the community, our women getting attacked, assaulted, raped etc. Some of the men getting defamed, made to look like what they were not, and there was little that could be done, aside from trying to get others to understand, and care about what was happening. While the media wrote stories about how crazy our community was, while many of us battled it out on forums, with questions like: ‘why would someone spend so much time and money’, or snide remarks like, ‘oh you are not that important, what a big ego you must have.’ All this while many of our lives continued to be systemically destroyed and devastated. While so many innocent people, and their families fell by the way side.

This was truly something horrible to behold, and I don’t want anyone reading this to think it was something else, or to diminish what targets went through. Worst than the inability to help, was knowing that many of our counterparts knew exactly what was going on and would not help. Others did what they could, but so many targets went to lawyers, doctors, police, detectives, and no help in sight to end the torment that targets experienced.

What society really does this, and calls themselves a moral society? I understand the community need to feel safe, I even agree that people should be given warnings about dangerous situations, but to systemically destroy innocent people? Then to act like you have the best most unblemished human rights record around, what a joke. This might not have been officially sanctioned by the state, but every time a target cried out for aid, assistance, and a blind eye was turned, or their plea was used as a reason to further gaslight them, it was a form of consent, and it was wrong.

I meant for this to be a really short post, just a few words about where targets needed to do, which direction might best suite their needs, but I could not keep silent about how wrong this was. I understand that many in the situation felt that they were doing the right thing, following orders, etc, it’s the same excuses used in every time period.

I remain prayerful and hopeful. I am not delusional enough to think that this is over with, targets have a long way to go, but I hope some of this new information that has been unearthed, and uncovered will be of help.

I hope that the endless hours of research, digging, searching, can be used to help some of the innocent targets get what they can of their lives back. We were not in jails in the traditional sense, yet our careers in many cases, potential, livelihoods were bound, and diminished by this system. This system that saw us as less than in some cases, when that was  far from the truth. In other cases, our lives were destroyed because the system saw us as threats, people with too much potential, whistle-blowers, and others who they wanted to keep silent, and none of this has been ok.

I am disappointed that a country I once loved very much could do this to it’s own citizens. When I grew up, I honestly believed that only other countries acted in this way, and did such things to their citizens. I honestly believed that I was so lucky in where I lived, and where I grew up. I believed that people around me would never do things that I grew up hearing about in other countries. I honestly believed we were better than that, now I see that all humanity is susceptible to the same weaknesses.

This experience has really opened my eyes. Awareness Registry, I guess because everyone targeted by this system, becomes aware. Anyways this system will have different names for other locations, but the concept will be the same. I am sure that it’s had many friendly names throughout history, but the end results are always the same. In researching history, it’s not hard to see that this is a pattern that is constant, consistent, continual, something in the human nature just needs to repeat this pattern. Witch trials, inquisitions, Crucifixions, etc, it’s all the same. Why we don’t learn, why we have to repeat? I am not sure. I guess it’s because each generation starts fresh, they are told the basics, but the subtle aspects of what brought about those times, seem to be left out of the history books, and so each generation must relearn those lessons, and it’s hoped in time come to see that their actions were wrong.

Till then those who remain, must pick up what they can of the pieces, and try to keep enough history for the future generation, and those who again will see such times.

May 18, 2010 Posted by | activism, Awareness, Citizen Informants, Community harassment, community mobbing, Conformity, Conspiracy, control, Corruption, Gang Stalking, Health and Safety | , , , , , , , , , | 7 Comments

Killing us softly

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/northamerica/usa/barackobama/7564581/Barack-Obama-orders-killing-of-US-cleric-Anwar-al-Awlaki.html

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Barack Obama orders killing of US cleric Anwar al-Awlaki
Barack Obama’s administration has authorised the assassination of the radical Muslim cleric Anwar al-Awlaki, a rare move against an American citizen.[/quote]

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The decision to add him to the US hit list required a National Security Council review because of his citizenship.[/quote]

This story received a great deal of attention on forums and blogs, people seem to get it. The fact that you can not just label someone an enemy and then go out and have them killed, there is such a thing as due process. The constitution allows a fair trial.

In this case they get it, that there is something wrong with the killing of Americans in this manner. They realise that today it could be this guy, but tomorrow it could be them, if the government says that they are enemies, or flags them as such.

What they fail to understand is that within their cities, town, centers etc, is that people are being flagged. Innocent people are being flagged, placed on lists, and systemically destroyed. The deaths are not as immediate in many cases as they would be in the story above, but it’s the same concept. Without due process, without a trial, without notification, many of us have been targeted, flagged without ever knowing why if you will, and are being slowly systemically destroyed because the government has told you that we are bad, crazy, or into drugs, or something bad for the community, when in reality many that are being targeted are being targeted for other reasons.

Many understand why the killing of any Americans is wrong, because today it’s this guy, tomorrow it could be them. But when it comes to Gang Stalking, they fail to understand that it’s the same thing. Today it’s us, tomorrow it will be you, and once listed and flagged, no one will question it, the same way many of you are not asking questions about those that you are following around and targeting. About those being listed by the government.

http://gangstalkingworld.com/Media/2010/04/psychiatrists-say-that-being-angry-is-a-mental-illness/

[quote]Proposed updates to the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM) are prompting many to question whether or not the psychiatric profession itself has gone crazy. The latest additions to the alleged “mentally ill” could include hoarders, people who get angry every now and again, lazy people, and even those who get outraged over things like sex and violence on television.[/quote]

Also the ones that they are clearing out now, are the outspoken, whistle-blowers, intelligent, people who will stand up for things. Once this cleansing happenings, it will be far easier to get the others that to fall into line, and you will be the one’s to help accomplish this with this network that is now so nicely in place. This network that targets have been trying to warn about, which many of you already knew about, but believe is for your own good. Believe that it’s the states way of protecting you.

http://gangstalkingworld.com/Forum/YaBB.pl?num=1205738832/0

[quote]She describes them as “generally very highly intelligent people…” She says that the people her organization deals with “represent a wide range [of] every type of profession you can imagine.”

The women who are singled out tend to be independent, intelligent, & confident professionals. “There’s a heavy predominance of those types of woman in the TI community,” affirmed McKinney. Men are in a smaller proportion, & tend to be non-conformists. They usually have a “sense of self-esteem and pride that seems to invite targeting.” Remember, the MfS was a criminal federal police force that deliberately singled out people exactly like this on a massive scale.

Others that have been targeted include:

Those who have had a bad breakup with an ex-spouse who has influence
Criminals (This program may have begun targeting only criminals)
Those who have reported a crime where the perpetrator was a member of an organized crime ring
Landowners targeted by government or industry for land seizures
Gays, minorities
Inventors awaiting a large payoff
Mentally disabled
Those who have had arguments with neighbors who have connections
Those awaiting a large insurance claim
Convenient targets of opportunity
Those with special talents or abilities
Group members who act in unacceptable ways
Independent freethinkers who are not part of the herd
Those who are perceived as vulnerable or weak
Those opposing the New World Order

The pattern that is unfolding indicates that many targets are people who tend to be emotionally developed, self-confident, independent, free thinkers, artistic, people who don’t need the approval of others, & those not prone to corruption. They’re people who don’t need to be part of a group to feel secure-generally people who are not part of the herd. The financial elite throughout history have consistently hated these individuals. There’s one other type of person that the financial elite hate-truth tellers. They absolutely hate them. This is apparently why whistleblowers are targeted.[/quote]

By the time this system is finished it will cleanse and remove all that do not agree with it and all those who will not go along with it. That means when it’s your turn there will already be a network in place, primed, willing and able to target those who the state wants to eliminate. The network is connected, as most targets have described trying to move from country to country only to have the flagging or designation follow them. The silence of this program will almost silence anyone who is a part of this program, cause you will not be able to say anything about it even if you are targeted by it.

Ofcouse you feel good and righteous about it now, it’s cleaning the homeless, drug users, molesters, crazy people, people that are not good for society. You are putting them in jails, institutions, driving them from job to job, community to community, causing them death, or driving them to suicide, cause the state said it was ok to. You feel like you are doing something good, oh and you are, you are helping the NWO create it’s army of foot soldiers who will tomorrow be used in the same way. Today you target individuals without question, cause the state told you to. Many of us having no idea why, many of us are innocent. Tomorrow when someone get’s angry over the economy, health care, government mishandling, and those new DSM terms kick in, try speaking up, and out then. Then it will be your turn to be labelled, flagged, followed, and the network won’t question it anymore than they question following us around.

You understand why listing someone without trial, or the right to defend themselves is wrong, many seem to grasp the future implications and long term consequences, but when it comes to Gang Stalking, many are failing to bridge the gap, to understand the equal significance of what this will mean to them.

http://gangstalkingworld.com/Media/2010/04/big-brother-pre-crime-quiz-used-on-children/

[quote]The British government plans to collect lifelong records on all residents starting at the age of five, in order to screen for those who might be more likely to commit crimes in the future.

In a plan being piloted by Lincolnshire Community Health Services, all parents of children starting school are being sent an 83-question survey that asks detailed questions about their lives and their children’s behavior.

“This is incredibly intrusive and asks questions which, quite frankly, Lincolnshire Community Health Services do not need to know and have no right knowing,” said Dylan Sharpe of the group Big Brother Watch. “Even worse, the NHS Trust has failed to make it clear that this is a voluntary questionnaire. I would advise any parent receiving this to stick it straight in the bin.”[/quote]

The future is coming, but by bit it is unfolding. They are in every aspect of people’s lives, from the time your kids are born, they want to visit your home, monitor how your kids eat, play act, before they go to school, and once in school, then they want to see which ones need to be medicated, which ones might be more likely to commit crimes? Independent thought will be conditioned away, if not brutally bullied out. A generation of fully biddable, controllable citizens will be raised up.

The internet freedoms we enjoy are slowly being removed, in many cases without a gasp or a whimper.

http://gangstalkingworld.com/Media/2010/04/digital-economy-bill-rushed-through-wash-up-in-late-night-session/

[quote]Government drops clause on orphan works but inserts amendment criticised as over-broad which could block sites based on ‘intent’[/quote]

From Australia to the U.K., and many other parts of Europe, the government wants to tell you which sites are ok for you to visit and see and which sites are not. They have not yet been able to destroy net neutrality, so they are going at it in this angle, and the conditioned people sit back and slowly take it.

People are waking up, that’s great, but if you wake up, see what is happening in from of you and do nothing about it, well you might just as well have stayed asleep.

I don’t like violence like many people, I have been trying to think of what can be done, to fight this, but in the watered-down civil ways that we have all now been conditioned to think. In times past, people turned to civil disobedience. They just refused to ride at the back of the bus, or whatever public action they did not agree with. Greece recently had strikes, which shut the city down. There is a small window before all escape routes are closed off, I think people have to start to use it.

http://www.guardian.co.uk/uk/2010/apr/08/internet-piracy-bill

[quote]Internet provider defies digital bill

TalkTalk’s refusal to cooperate with ‘draconian’ anti-piracy measures reflect growing resistance to the digital economy bill[/quote]

I think this is the perfect example of what people, companies, communities can do, should do, and must do to reclaim what is theirs.

Also with the scanners at the airports, many people disagree with it, but are still going along with it, then it will be at libraries, stadiums, etc. Stop it at the airports, file lawsuits, protests, or just don’t go through, but these are the only ways that things will change. The other option ofcourse it to be overwhelmed, retreat into ones self and do nothing.

We each have to try to take individual action to do what we can. I am doing what I can to help targets like myself that are on these charming lists, where we are being systemically destroyed, ironically enough by our fellow citizens, in the communities that we might actually be able to do some good in.

The system works because we let it work, if it actually stops working for us, when we are out of accord with it, and what it does, then and only then will change happen. Till the it will continue to squeeze us and squeeze us, killing us softly, but dealing us a deadly blow, no less fatal than the order to kill Anwar al-Awlaki.

April 11, 2010 Posted by | Children, Citizen Informants, Civilian Spies, Community harassment, community mobbing, community policing, Conspiracy, control, Controlled society, crazy, Gang Stalking | , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Letting the hate all hang out

Letting the hate all hang out.

I have been doing little things to fight back recently. The informants are still trying to mess with every aspect of my life, I find them disgraceful, I find the society disgraceful, because it allows such.

I have a client who is long over due paying some funds, but refuses to as instructed by the informant force. I have rallied back with revoking business services till payment is rendered. Now the informant force are doing everything they can to try to get me to bend on this matter. They seem to think that if they just keep messing with my life I will suddenly bend, and see things their way. Keep trying away, it just makes me more determined, I hate to watch such people triumph over others. Their actions remind me of specific cases that I have heard where they (the controlled courts) give a child to a known pedophile because the pedophile is one of theirs and the other parent was not cooperating with them, or refused to put up with abuse anymore. I have heard cases such as this, they truly are vermin and this system truly is corrupt. It’s disgusting, but this system does not care about morals, it cares only about compliance and ownership of people. 

Anyways I have been doing little things lately like filing complaints about every thing that they do, the same way they give us no room, we must do the same thing back to them into a corner the same way they would us. I don’t mean for targets to become hate filled people, but to sit back and watch injustice day after day is a little too much for the human soul.

Yesterday I let some of that hate hang out. I have been trying to not be a hate filled person. I have been trying to do the right thing, to remember to rise above the hate, but they really deserve what they get. I can’t feel sorry for them, because I realise that this is ongoing because so many people are complacent with it. Just like the abuse of children and those societies that kept it secret, and I am disgusted. Just because this system has always been like this does not mean that it should continue to be like this, and just because the silence you now keep is similar to the silence people kept about the mafia at one point, not talking about it, or denying it’s existence, does not mean it has to always be like this. I realise that people have the ability to change this if they want to, but currently they are not choosing to, and that just makes me angry.

I am a pretty nice person, but how long day in day out can you watch injustice before you become truly disgusted and truly hateful? I really try to remember not to become hateful, because that’s another trap that I absolutely don’t want to fall into.

So yesterday I let the hate all hang out. I wrote down everything that I was feeling about the informants and how I hoped they would pay for all the horrors they have caused. I hoped and I wished that the worst things would happen to them. I know that’s just so opposite to what Christianity teaches, but I am human and they really are making themselves worthy of my despise. I wrote for like 15 minutes straight, and it felt good. I just let the hate all hang out, and it was like an enema for my soul, it just released all the bad negative, hateful things that I had been hanging on to, trying to not let myself surrender to. I let it all out and it’s not mine anymore. (Well it’s a work in progress. One just logged onto my computer and I just let them have it. I really do think that they are vermin, and I really don’t like them, but I have to rise about it.) 

I woke up this morning and I felt so much better. Yesterday I followed up my release with catching up on some of the websites, and contacting some lawyers. (Whenever I start emailing lawyers oddly enough my emails stop working, or I don’t hear back.) I believe that since the ACLU has acknowledge that investigations are happening on innocent citizens, and they can go on for some time, with no one taking responsibility that targets have a better chance of using this to get legal help. See they don’t like it when we get legal help, or start to try to take legal action, so I believe this is the way to go. They also do whatever they want till you smack them back. Everytime they have gotten out of line, and I have taken direct action, they have fallen back. So be it reporting them repeatedly for things I can report them for, or documenting any noise, better to record, document, then report, it’s stopped. See if there is any chance that they will be caught or discovered they fall back. They are like those people who wear masks to commit their evil deeds and if they are unmasked or if there is the chance that they will be unmasked they don’t like that, so you have to use what you can against them.

These people are so funny, they would be the first to pretend that they are doing something for the betterment of society, but they are the most hateful people. They say hi in the hallways, but make sure to record every move you make, and they work with those who would try to come into our homes and poison our food, or do other destructive things. (I will never forget the story of the women who found that they had messed with her child’s diabetic medication.)  See people are quick to target people who say things out loud. It’s popular to target extremist sites or what they call hate sites, but over the last three years, I have not met anything so hateful as these people. They pull their hate crap on the down low. They pretend to be good citizens, they pretend that we have some kind of normal society, that it’s not some twisted freakish mess, that harbors a creepy secret. They pretend that they are decent, but if you look at what they allow to happen to Targeted Individuals at every level of society, they are the truly hateful ones, they are just good at masking it.

I have made some peace with the fact that the world has been like this for some time, I am clear on this fact, and I don’t dwell on it. This has been going on for generations, this is not new, only my awareness of it. However I refuse to be accepting of people and their complacency. I will not accept that anymore than I accept people who are complacent with letting little kids get hurt and harmed. Society is like this, because it’s been allowed to be like this. Sure many would like to do something to change this, but many others are so comfortable with the way things are. They protect the system and that is why this remains. It’s not because they don’t know, it’s because they are all too aware, and they know what can happen if they try to interfere with the system. Also many don’t want to interfere, they like it, it gives vermin power they would not have in any decent functioning society.

People think it’s wrong to say hateful things, and they are quick to target so called extremist sites, but I like my extremism where I can see it. I think sometimes having a place or being able to let it all hang out can be a good thing. I think in fact if we did not have places where people could let it all hang out, we might have bigger problems in society. I know for me, getting it all out helped, I feel cleansed. I think in some ways when you try to suppress people, or they feel that they can’t say what they wish you potentially create more problems than you solve. I am not saying let free flowing hate go unchecked, but I am starting to realise that sometimes being open where we can see and be negative just might solve a lot more problems than they create in society.

For me there is nothing more hateful and creepy right now, than the good citizens of the society who are in league with evil. They go along willingly in some cases unwilling in others with what is happening to thousands of people. It’s so gross. They pretend to be good, to have some kind of morals, but it’s a joke. Because they know what’s happening and they go along with it to protect themselves and this system. They smile pretend to be good, but work in conjunction for evil. I finally just got disgusted, because it is hypocritical.

We lie and we pretend that our society is not doing what others have done in the past, and it’s not acceptable. We like to bury our heads in the sad, enacting draconian laws about what people can say, and think, but then on an underlying hidden level, we commit all this true evil, and just because it’s not open we then get to think and pretend that we are good, but we are not.

This targeting has given me some real perspective. Right now I am prayerful again. I don’t want to let hate become who I am, I have come too far, but it’s good to recognise this aspect, and that’s why I have to focus on finding ways to overcoming such a hateful and destructive system.

I am saddened by much of what I have seen, by much of what I now understand about society and how it really functions. Yet I also know that we must retain hope.  Change can happen but not if people are in denial or happy with the way that things are. Change will only happen if people understand and acknowledge that there is a problem. Till then the usual suspects will just continue to be sacrificed to the system, and much of society will go about their business with a pretend blind eye, hoping that their turn never comes.

May 27, 2009 Posted by | Controlled society, Corruption, Gang Stalking, Gangstalking, Informants, Life, Minorities, Snitches, Targeted Individual | , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Bedbugs vs Gang Stalking

First let me start off by saying that I am truly sorry for anyone who has had a bedbug infestation. I am sorry for the pain and trauma some of you have obviously gone through. However I was thinking about your situation in comparison to ours and I was thinking which is more annoying bedbugs or Gang Stalking?

I have not been through a bedbug infestation, but I did read several of your stories and so am able to make some comparisons.

I read believe it or not a few stories where people were paranoid after a bed bug attack, that’s right paranoid. They said that they could not sleep at nights, that they would check for spots and were kind of hypervisulent in some cases, because of these bed bug attacks. The attacks were happening all over the place. It’s apparently become a real problem in America, UK, Canada in the last several years, so has Gang Stalking.

http://www.gangstalkingworld.com/

http://sleepdisorders.about.com/od/othersleepdisturbers/a/bedbugs.htm

I had heard about this a couple of years ago, but to be honest had not kept up on what was happening with the bed bug situation and yes had my own trauma based situation to deal with that was leaving me feeling a bit paranoid, upset and yes unable to sleep at times as well.

Let’s break down some of the finer points of our mutual (infestations) situation.

At first you notice strange things when you first have bed bugs, but often don’t know what it is, of the whole thing goes unregistered for some time. Many people said they had red wells, rashes that would not go away, itchy rashes. Many had gone to doctors looking for help, only to be prescribed creams and potions. One person after a series of allergy tests had been told that they were allergic to themselves.
Some of the victims of the bedbug infestations are lucky and they get a note from a landlord or someone clues them in, others never find out for months and seek out help in vain.

Well we also at first coincidental start out finding out that strange things are happening to us. We have series of unfortunate events, turns of bad luck, conversations of our private lives discussed in public, people coming into lives and gaslighting us.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gaslighting

The Gang Stalking target often at first suspects that something is happening, but does not know what. Some will go to doctors, to see if there is anything that can be done to no avail. Others to friends, with the same sense that something is not quite right, but not quite sure what. Other are lucky and will come across a website, and be tipped off before the Gang Stalking infestation get’s too our of hand. Eg. Before they lose jobs, homes etc.

The next stage for many is getting real confirmation of what is happening. For the victims of the bedbug’s it’s often seeing those critters for the first time, or getting such a bad set of rashes that you know something is really wrong. Many first get their proof in the middle of sleep, when they finally wake up in time to see on or several of the critters scurrying away.

For many of us, the confirmation only comes when we finally come across a website or network with other targets who are going through the same thing, and that is in part how we get our conformations.

Unlike victims of bedbugs who can take the squashed carcases of their harassers to get confirmation, we can not. We have trouble proving what’s happening to us.

With bedbugs you often have some idea of how your infestation started or where it came from. Many of you can reference staying at that fancy hotel, or getting that mattress from Joe your former friend, or it’s an infestation of the place where you live.
With Gang Stalking many of us never have such reference points and can often only guess where our targeting started or why?

With bedbug infestations the longer it goes untreated the worst it gets. The same is true for Gang Stalking, the longer it goes unattended the worst it is for trying to have any kind of normal life.

With Bedbugs you can get rid of them. It might be a long and drawn out painful process of several traumatising months, but you can get rid of them. With Gang Stalking we have no such relief in sight. Ours is a situation that will often continue in one capacity or another, for months and years at a time.

With bedbugs you have moments where the situation tapers off and then continues again. We also have moments where the harassment get’s less severe, but then it continues and exacerbates again.

With bedbugs there is lot’s of awareness happening. You get to have the major newspapers on your side. You have famous lawsuits that make the papers. We do not have the same level of awareness happening with Gang Stalking. We do not have the major newspapers on our side. Our lawsuits do not get into any major newspapers and many of the suits are ignored, for a situation that is emotionally painful and traumatising.

http://bedbugger.com/2007/01/15/bed-bug-lawsuit-against-the-mandarin-oriental-hotel-kensington-london/

There are laws being passed to protect people from bedbug infestations. Laws such as making it illegal to sell reused mattresses. We have no such laws being put into place to protect our needs or well being.

http://www.nysun.com/new-york/bedbugs-emerge-as-new-area-of-housing-law/86658/

You have forums and blogs being set up to support each other. When you speak of your trama and torment you are supported and loved. When we speak of our tortures and torments, we are at time mocked or jeered, in many cases this is after experiencing one of the most traumatizing things a person can face.

http://bedbugger.com/forum/
http://bedbugblog.blogspot.com

http://gang-stalking.blogspot.com

When you rant and rave and curse and swear at these creatures that have ruined and destroyed your lives for months, you are understood, and ever parodied. When we express the same views for the creatures that have torn our lives apart and traumatized us, it is to be seen as paranoid or not justified.

http://www.craigslist.org/about/best/chi/196226851.html

http://apictureofme2.blogspot.com/2004/08/bedbug-bed-bug-bite-pictures.html

http://www.gangstalkingworld.com/United/index.php/Main/Stories

People can understand how upset bedbug victims are about losing sleep, being woken up in the middle of the night. Many of the people we interact with on a daily basis do not understand what we are going through and may not care to, this includes Judges, coworkers, family, friends.

http://www.law.com/jsp/article.jsp?id=1087501796449

In the case of bedbugs you have people taking rapid action to try to see what’s happening and to prevent it from spreading further. There are very few truly trying to stop what’s happening to us. Even though we will live with what is happening to us for months and years.

http://www.abqtrib.com/news/2007/jun/07/blood-sucking-bedbugs-once-thing-past-menace-peopl/

The bedbug infestation is unpleasant and I am sure that it is no fun to deal with. Still after doing a side by side analysis of the two situations, I think it’s fair to say that Gang Stalking targets go trough a fair bit of psychological trauma that most people can never hope to understand. I also say Gang Stalking targets have to be very perseverance, as what happens to them stretches from months into years.

October 13, 2008 Posted by | community mobbing, Gang Stalking, harassment, Laws, society | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Walls

I was just thinking of the walls that separate people. Some of them are needful, such as boundaries. These let people know what’s acceptable and what is not acceptable. These walls are needed. During the course of Gang Stalking, I had to extablish a lot of these. If you don’t people will walk right over you. I mean I have these creates try all sorts of unheard of stuff. Just stuff that’s wrong. Boundaries were the best way to get some of those things stopped, they were needed and had to be implemented.

Some of them are stupid and artificial. Like money and social status. Who can walk free and who get’s to be stalked. Who get’s to be loved and who get’s to be hated in this world and why.

Some are completely unneeded. Color barriers, age, race, gender, fear, trust, anger. However these are used in society all the time to keep people apart. To control many in society. Being targets of Gang Stalking many of us have seen these barriers used to try to create fear, and hatred within us. Used to manipulate and separate in society.
Others are ones that we are not even aware of. Walls that separate one realm to the next. However once you become aware, you can never become unaware again.

Someone just reminded me how us targets put up these walls. How we learn not to trust, and learn not to hold onto things. It’s true in a lot of ways. It’s a survival instinct. I mean over the last 2 years, people that I should have been able to trust, are some of the people that have betrayed me the most. Your instinct for survival becomes to go for the hills without looking back.

People who you thought would always be there for you, situations that you always trusted, your government, family, friends, all gone. You are betrayed by everything in your life, and you learn to view things with those shades on. It’s a wall of thorn that is needed for survival. It’s what’s sane in a world that suddenly becomes insane.

Are all the walls that go up needed? Hard to say, each person has to judge this for themselves. I mean for some they have been able to keep those walls down, I say good for them. For me it was not the case. Does it mean that you always have to leave these wall up? Not always, but maybe.

There are some walls that targets do not want up. Eg. Targets with children, do not want to have the walls up around their children. Children are too important and the walls should always be left down where they are concerned.

If you happen to already be in a situation with someone who you love and who loves you back, who is not out to destroy your life, then try to keep the walls down. I get so many people writing in to me, to tell me that their families are being destroyed. One partner is being affected by the stalking more than the other. They are stressed and the family is about to fall apart, and I always tell them to fight for their families. It’s one of the best defences you have. You might want to put up a wall to defend your family, but keep the walls down within your family. I always thing that people with families would have it better, but in some ways they don’t cause they have more to loose. Yet if they can hold it together, they have more to gain.
Being single in this realms is tuff in some ways, but it’s nice in others. It’s a balance.

The idea as a target is find some of that balance. I think being a target you can get into a really closed off place, not a bad thing for survival. However as a person who has become aware that there is more to life than just what we see and experience with our physical beings, I am aware now that we sometimes live in 2 worlds at once. I realise that if you want to explore and have access to those worlds, you have to let yourself be open. Also I realise that by letting yourself get closed off, to the mystic, the divine, the happy, the joyful, the laughter, etc. You give these people what they want, you let them rob you of what they don’t have. You let them feed off of you, and that is not a good thing.

There are a lot of things I don’t want to be closed off to, but still am cause I like feeling safe, and for the longest time those walls were my protection. Trusting people does not come easy for many people, it’s just one of the things that holds us in place here. As a target we learn not to trust 100 times more than that. Not each other in some cases, and not the world at large. There are still some good people in the world, but we must help light their way as much as we must light our own, no one else is going to do it for us.

So though walls are good for somethings, and they can keep a lot of bad stuff out, sometimes they are restrictive, and preventative, and they separate you from things, people, places, realities that you really do want to be in touch with. It’s all about finding a balance.

Walls are just like people, some people are open and they share everything, and they have no walls up. I think that’s great. I think that gives you the ability to touch base with so many things, and it’s a wonderful way to be, but then other people are like me, and we are walled off, for safety, yet that also shuts things out. I realise now that both can be a bad thing, and it’s good to find balance. As a target you might tend to forget this overtime, because these people tend to strip our humanity, and they often rob us of what is good and beautify within. I think we have to fight really hard not to loose sight of that.

May 13, 2008 Posted by | Gang Stalking | , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 3 Comments