Closing The Gap

Closing The Gap takes a deeper look into the Gang Stalking phenomenon and how community notification programs are being used and abused to destroy the lives of innocent citizens. These programs are being used to create a system of state control and conformity.

The citizens of democratic countries have been mobilized as weapons for the state. They are being used as a clearing house for those who the state see as unfit, and undesirable. The state in every community, workplace, and most families have created a disturbing, interconnected system of surveillance, and control.

Once targeted, the person in question is blacklisted. Then those around the target are categorically enlisted into the states monitoring, supervision, and annexing of the target.

Protecting that which is sacred

Protecting that which is sacred

Sometimes you have to draw a line. See people complain about the coming new world order, rights and freedoms being systemically removed, and that is all happening, but where do you draw the line?

Do you sit back and cower while these are all being taken away, grumbling in your keyboard, or do you do something about it?

The thing that I have learnt most about being a target is that you have to fight back. You have to be willing to try to protect those things that you hold sacred, or the dogs that they have yapping at our feet will try to destroy that.

As targets we see our lives systemically destroyed, some targets experience such fun things as people breaking into their homes and sabotaging the diabetic medicine for their child. Other experience car accidents, some fatal, some have had car accidents meant for them affect a loved one. We see some strange deaths in the community.

Some of the women in our community speak of being sexually assaulted while in their homes. Activists like Ramona Lopez, who tried to stand up to drug dealers in her community, only to discover that they had the full blessing of the police. Once she tried to stand up, she had her whole like torn apart, including these types of assaults. Others have even made it to the news for the same reason.

http://www.kens5.com/home/Stalked-drugged-and-raped-Is-it-happening-in-San-Antonio.html

Others have been so damaged by the weapons that they use to monitor us that they have had to have eye and other types of surgery. Some have other medical problems due to long term exposure to some of the technology used for monitoring.

Most of society really does not care. They either really don’t understand what is happening, are too shallow to really get it, or  they just have never experienced the kind of evil that we see, feel, and are exposed to. That’s fine, but then all that evil needs is for good men to do nothing.

Most people would be shocked and outraged if they were being watched in their homes. Monitored 24/7 like a prison movie, but many do not seem to understand that if it’s not acceptable for them, it should never be acceptable for anyone else. To be monitored in your home, is to give some lowlife individuals access to your person that they would not otherwise have, and it’s just as violating on many levels, as having consistent home break in’s.

Then when it come to partnerships, most targets if they are not already in a relationship have to ensure that they people that they do come across are not intimate infiltrations. People hired to enter their lives, and monitor them on the inside.

If you are lucky enough to find a good partner, then you have to hope that they are sensible. The thing that Cointelpro liked to do the most, and that these programs do is they try to break up relationships. Remember they go after the things that are important to targets. Their friends, families, their financial well being, their ability to support themselves, or those that they love. Their reputations. They will spread any and every type of rumour, and the target hardly ever has the chance to defend themselves.

With new technology they will be able to try to manipulate the dreams of people. There is technology now, that could potentially implant characters, events into dreams. I am not sure how advanced this is yet, but in future you might dream of complete strangers that you don’t know, only to have real life versions of those people manipulatively cross your path. Your subconscious might then be tricked into feeling comfortable around those people. Making them friends. The technology could be used to implant other images, other scenarios. These are sacred places that the state should have no access to, but want to.

As mentioned many times, they are working on mind reading technology, and have even hinted that they wanted to have these installed in airports. It’s scary the technology that is coming up the pipeline to an unaware population.

The thing about resisting and fighting back is that the system does not like it. Be it William Wallace, or any other such character, when you fight back against the system, they see that as an affront to their authority. See the system wants people to cower, to bow before them. They liked scared victimized people. People that are so traumatized and so broken that they will go along with anything. The system is not accustomed to fighters. To people who will hit back. They like to come out with their groups and legions, they love it when it’s not a fair fight. They love to have dozens of informants against one target, and they hope in most cases that target is going to be wimpy and break. What they do not like, and often do not expect are people who will fight back, who will not cower before this system. Yet people like William Wallace, even Jesus for his time did just that, and changed the course of history for those around them.

People can have change, but they have to be willing to fight for it. Targets are in a battle for their existence. The system will and does use every dirty trick out there. They go after our reputations, lives, and the things that we hold precious, sacred. If you thought this was something simple, or that these people are harmless trouble makers, think again, cause you would be severely wrong. These people are destructive, and targets have to do everything that they can in their power to fight back, and to protect themselves from this evil horde.

They are the same now as they have every been, and the only real way to survive, is to fight back, and resist this system in every way possible. It’s not enough at times just not go along with evil, at times you must openly oppose it. The system like cowards, yes men, people who will and do grovel at it’s will. Evil people get advanced, because they will give their full allegiance to this system. Good, decent people get destroyed, they get pushed to the way side, and if this system is every going to change, then people have to stop being unwitting agents in this regard and capacity. They must not assist evil in anyway.

This battle will not be won by sitting back and cowering. I am not even sure people want to win this battle. They like the things the system gives them, just go to the downtown core in any major city on the weekend. The things of this world keep people enslaved, but they like them so much, they would almost be willing to sell their souls for the things of this world. The system can change, but only if people want it to change. If there is not that will, not that desire, then things will remain the same. As long as society keep allowing themselves to be pacified with the things of this world, turning a blind eye to the evils at hand, then the world will be like this, and then you really should not wonder why it is like this. The answer is already there.

A little understanding

Cranky Posts

I want to say sorry to my blogging audience. My posts have been a little bit more crankier than I am use to. You would think that I would be use to the remote torture by now, but apparently not.

I think it’s easy at times to take the anger that is meant for the douchbag snitches out on others at times, and for that I am sorry.

Something about the torture that targets go through and that need for understanding at times is just vital. I do get a bit angry when people don’t get it and treat my life like it’s some fun little joy ride, like I am here blogging, cause it’s some fun little past time.

This week they used something that was remotely capable of fibulating my heart, now they are back to using heat for confirming my location in my home. Heat which is capable of causing body burns.

For me personally if others can’t understand this, or get this, then really it does not do me a lot of good. Right now I do need understanding. People to understand what is happening. I do believe that people who genuenly care about you, open themselves up to understanding, and they find a way to get it. Others never will, and that’s ok. This is not the type of targeting that I really want others to get, but at other times that understanding is almost vital for survial.

So again if I am angry, cranky, it’s the informants that I really want to direct my negative emotions towards, and not anyone else, so I can only try to work at placing the anger where it belongs, and work to get past it like I usually do. For those around me, I can only hope that they come to some sort of understanding of my circumstances.

Spiritual Shoutouts

Spiritual Shoutouts

I know lately I seem to be blogging about the woo is me of it all. I don’t want to be coming across like that. I have a lot in other ways to be grateful for.

Sometimes no matter how many people are around you, you feel alone. The reality is, you could have the whole of NYC around you, and feel alone, it’s a state of mind. Till you find someone who really get’s you, who really understands what you are going through, then you will feel alone, no matter how many people are around you. The reality is almost always that you are not truly alone. In this great big world, there will almost certainly be someone that has gone through something similar to you, and it’s just a matter of finding that right person, or those right people. With Gang Stalking there are other targets out there, so you are never truly alone.

Then there is wealth. You can be Donald Trump wealthy and crying about money, because you lost a few million here and there, and now have 5 properties instead of 10. To the begger in India that has no home, no food, no real way out, your problems are small in comparison. They truly have less, and even though your problems seem big relative to your situation, things could always be worst.

I heard that 40% have left the mortgage program, that was to help American home buyers, so again, looks like things will get bad for some again in future.

I do have people that I am greatful for. I don’t mean to make it sound like I don’t. There are those who I could not make it through without. People who are kind, who have true empathy and understanding, and those people are vital. Greatful for them. I am hoping the good they have done, the faith they have shown, catches up.

In spirit, the last several months have been great. I found just what I needed, when I needed it, and for the most part have been happy. The last little while feels like it’s been one hot mess, but beyond that, in spirit I can never be thankful enough for the help and support that I received when I needed it. I will always be greatful, thankful, and think I made the right choice, on that level. Sometimes it would be just kinda nice if I could find the same sort of balance on all levels.

Someday’s you just have to see through the clouds, and hope that the sunshine comes out again.

Fairy God Parent

Lately some people seem to be under the false impression that I have some sort of genie in a bottle, or magical elf watching over me or something like that. Though I wish it were true, let me assure you it’s no such thing. On this realm I am as I have always been.

I am still struggling to bring about my own happy ending. I am happy for Lindsay Lohan, more than I can say, if I can’t watch my own come about, then at least I can watch someone else’s.

Since I have had to focus on the usual life needs, it’s shifted my focus a bit from the things I need to be looking into. What else is new. Usually it balances out quickly, but this time around, it’s still taking forever.

I am like a lot of other targets. I don’t have anyone truly looking out for me. I do get help and support from the people who visit the site. Thank you for the helpful posts, and kind words that you leave behind. For anyone who has ever bought a mug, t-shirt, anything, thank you, every little bit has helped. For those offline who have helped in anyway thank you. This stretch is just worst, and like I said it’s made all the worst, because people seem to think I have some kind of help looking out. Least not the earthy kind, I like to think that some higher power is watching over all this. Things here are as they have always been, but this stretch is a little worst than normal, but that is life, and still hoping for the best.

Others who know nothing about how targets are tortured remotely in their homes, probably read this and think, what a head case. Or if they could read our files, they would likely be silly enough and basic enough to believe the lies. I have watched even people who should know better be lead to believe lies. Look how easy it is. Look at how people were believing that Lindsay Lohan was crazy. People are quick to believe the worst, and they are so easily tricked and manipulated, not by targets, but by others. They are so stupid at times, but it’s what we end up having to live with at times.

So they have gone from trying to give me a heart attack, back to basic heat sensing, which might leave some burns if I don’t shield carefully, but this is sort of like back to normal in comparison. At times like this it’s easy to feel alone, but like I tell other targets, I know that we are not alone, because well they are going through the same things.

Finding a lawyer, or an affordable one might be a bit difficult, Lindsay Lohan’s lawyer now that she has been through this and has a bit of an understanding of wrong or misdiagnosis, might be able to write up a little guide for others, who knows. I hope they do something to pay it forward, but who knows.

For now I am focusing on the basics, survival, finding a way to take care of the things that so desperately need to be taken care of, and hoping things work out for the best, on all levels.

Lindsay Lohan Update

Lindsay Lohan could be out soon.

As many may have heard she was wrongly misdiagnosed as mentally ill, and a drug addict. Now for months, Gang Stalking World has maintained that she was neither, that she was in fact a target, and being systemically destroyed by the system.

http://gangstalkingworld.com/Forum/YaBB.pl?num=1270214437

She want from having her dad and the police trying to have her listed as a danger to herself and others, or possibly greviously disabled like Britney.

Catching onto what was being done to Lindsay early, might well have made a difference, in ensuring that she did not end up like Britney Spears. I admit last month it was ruff to watch her go to jail. I really felt like the whole thing was a bit of a failure, not just with the one target, but with other things that were happening to other high profile targets.

The judge that was so gunho to put her in jail, and stick her in rehab has recused herself from the case. I really feel that that judge had it in for Linday and it’s nice to see one target rise above this stuff.

Lindsay has never claimed to be a target, but based on everything that was going on over the last several months, the changes are very good that is what she was. Will she share what happened with the false diagnosis, and maybe help targets with her story? Don’t know.

I do wish her well, and would love to see her out of rehab, and I am glad that a lot of this is hopefully behind her. If one target can get this stopped, then maybe there is hope for the rest.

http://gangstalkingworld.com/QuickRef.pdf

Faking Death

Do people ever fake their own deaths? Sounds like a stupid question but it happens more than you think.

You see it a lot in movies. Eg. In Sleeping with the enemy, the character that Julia Roberts plays fakes her own death to get away from an abusive husband.

He later finds her and she has to kill him at the end. A really good movie, and a really good acting.

Another movie along that line is Double Jeopardy. Staring Ashley Judd. In the movie her husband fakes his death, get’s wife to take the fall for his death, only he is not dead, and wife has to spend most of the movie trying to prove that he is not dead, only to kill him at the end of the movie.

Then there is real life, I am not sure how many people know this, but Olivia Newton John, Sandy from the movie Grease, in real life her boyfriend of several years faked his own death.

He did it really well, but  an investigator that kept looking for him, and it was sometime this year or late last year that he was found.

http://www.vancouversun.com/Olivia+Newton+John+boyfriend+found+alive+five+years+after+mysterious+disappearance/2754159/story.html

So weird things do happen from time to time. Of course if you are the type that can fake you own death and can Jason Bourne it, requesting a new identity, passport, and relocation, then you probably fit more into secret agent profile than just average people who fake their own deaths.

I just thought it was interesting, because I was remembering the Olivia Newton John thing. The loser kept her in a state of suspended animation, she never knew for sure if he was dead or alive till last year. I think she spent four years trying to find out. It was just a really weird case that I had heard of over the years, but never paid much attention to, till the story broke earlier this year, and meant to blog about it but forgot to. Not really Gang Stalking related, but interesting.

Remote attack

Heart attack?

For the last week or so, the informants in my vicinity who have been on watch, have been using something akin to possibly an ultrasonic, or electromagnetic remote device on me. It feels sort of like a reverse suction. It basically feels like your insides are pulsating on high speed. Now they do things like this consistently to targets, and the shielding that I use, usually stops most of this, but what they are doing right now, is aimed I would guess at my upper body, heart being on of those things. It’s vibrating my upper body to a dangerous degree.

Now I am trying to shield, but my normal forms of shielding have been limited. Since I am in pretty good health, not suicidal, or anything, there should be no reason for me to have any problems. Now because they are stupid they could just be aiming at my heart as a way of monitoring, but what they are doing is vibrating my chest to such a degree that it’s really not ok, and I would say dangerous.

So I just thought I would point this out. Usually when targets write about their targeting, it just encourages the little s*its to do it more, but I thought it would be a good idea to point out what the little creatures are doing. Evil sometimes just has to be stupid to carry out evil, or it can be deliberate.

Either way for those who do not understand the situations that targets face, their first thought might naively be, well why not call the police? Because as every other target has discovered, the police are not our friends, and most times they are in league with what is ongoing. Not every officer is like that, but even the good ones often don’t have ready answers or solutions. Others might think it’s just a harmless game of being followed around, but the monitoring that they do, not only qualifies as human torture, at times, it should qualify as murder.

We have all heard of 23 year olds investigating 9/11 dying of heart attacks and so forth. Not likely, but I can think of such cases and it has always made me wonder, but when you are associated with no one, and no one of any consequence has any attachments to you, it can be quite easy for such things to go unremedied.

Even when high profile people advise us of conspiracies against them, and then they expire, most people are in limited positions to do any kind of investigation what so ever, it’s just the way of the world, and it sucks. It really truly sucks.

I also believe that those in positions of power are so far removed from the suffering of others, that they have no idea what is truly going on. So even if we got the attention of those in positions to help, if they have no empathy, no sympathy to our plights, they may well not be the best ones to help. The best people who are able to help are those who believe targets, those who have compassion for what they are going through.

I know one person who is being electronically harassed, and this person absolutely refuses to acknowledge that it’s going on, and also is of little use to anyone else when it comes to discussing it. Even targets themselves who are like this offer very little help to their own cause, much less the plight of others. Do I blame this person, yes to a degree, but really to discuss it would also put this person at risk of being listed as mentally ill, so it’s hard to say.

I think the best people in any situation who can help, are those who are willing to reach out, lend a hand, an ear, those who understand that this system is not what it’s meant to be. I think those who still believe this in this system might be too far removed to really understand what needs to be done, might also be too attached to this system. That is why nothing was done with the DeCamp case, where Senator DeCamp tried to help the kids that had been victims of a pedophile ring. All the kids were humiliated, sent to jail, killed, or silenced. All to protect the system. Till people at all levels stop protecting this system, then a lot of the wrongs will never be righted.

http://www.educate-yourself.org/cn/franklincoverupexcerpt.shtml

http://www.amazon.com/Franklin-Cover-Up-Satanism-Murder-Nebraska/dp/0963215809

For me I hope to find people that are empathetic to what I am going through, who can really truly understand what is happening, I think those are the best people who can help, and others well meaning are not, might just be unable to render the proper assistance that is needed, no matter what level they are at in society.

Angel Of Light

Even the devil use to be an angel of light. See when things happen we tend to want to see only the bad in people. We want to see people like Omar Thornton and the Craiglist killer as all bad, immoral demons without a soul, but Omar Thornton even though he did bad, he was not always a bad person. Even the worst person, might have something redemptive about them.

I don’t like to believe that anyone was born bad. I like to think that circumstances in many cases turned them bad. I think if you take an innocent child and put them in the worst situation, then they can turn bad and in turn do bad unto others.

Then there are others, people are deliberately manipulative. It’s almost as if they had some strange ability to charm and make friends of those around them. Then you find out they are not who you thought they were. People like that are hard to determine. You don’t want to believe the worst, but you can’t deny that they have done some bad things to others around them.

The question is how do you separate the bad from the good? When we see people like Omar Thornton on the news it’s easy to judge, some think that he was all bad, but for people who knew Omar many think that he was for the most part a nice person.

What about other people like Robert Blake, OJ Simpson, if they really did the crimes that they were accused of, does it make them all bad? I don’t think that anyone is all bad, maybe some, but not most people.

I think we come here to this realm in many cases to do good, to be helpful. I think for whatever reason things can change, and you don’t end up on the path you thought you would.

I like to believe that there is the possibility of redemption for anyone. I do want to believe that anyone is all bad. Some people might be easier to forgive then others.

I like to believe that the Karma that people put out, the good or the bad that they do will be recompensed.

I like to believe that when people leave this place, that they will have a chance for redemption. That if they have done bad things in any realm, that there will be a chance for redemption and renewal.

I believe that you can be a serial killer in one lifetime, and a saint in another. I think we have many lifetimes to live out, to try to get things right. To make up for wrongs of the past, missed chances, or lost opportunities.

I think that is why there are so many realms, so many lifetimes. I don’t think we get it right, or sometimes forces conspire to corrupt what might otherwise have been good intentions.

I don’t know if anyone comes as all bad to this realm, it’s possible, but I prefer to think that people lose their way, get corrupted, and sometimes it’s not possible for those mistakes to be corrected this time around.

What I am learning is that hanging on to hate and anger is no good. I am not the forgiving type by nature, but I am learning that to forgive and heal the things that have gone past, is sometimes the best way to get the Karma to clear itself up, not only for your own healing, but for the healing of others. I am learning a lot about forgiveness.

I want to believe that people can learn from the things that they have done, that with all the lifetimes that happen, and the various realms, that if someone was less than perfect in this realm, if they did bad things elsewhere, that there will be a way for them to gain redemption.

I don’t know if any of that is true, but I have heard so many stories. Like the guy who was hit by lightening and changed overnight. He writes about what a horrible person he was, how horrible he was, but after a near death experience, he claims that something in the light, something about crossing over changed him, and he became a different person.

Many Targets encounter people on a daily basis that we hate, that do bad things, things that rip and tear at our souls. Most think that they can never forgive, that the light will never come back, or they will do so much damage, that we will never be free of what they are doing. Is it possible to ever forgive these people?

I don’t think of myself as the forgiving kind, but in time, I have learnt to forgive many if not most of the people who lied to me, withheld the truth from me. I don’t like to think of myself as forgiving, cause somethings are unforgivable, but sometimes I surprise myself, I am not as unforgiving at times as I like to think.

I just honestly pray for all the wrongs in this world and others that they can be made right, that light can shine where there is darkness, and that maybe if people do bad things for whatever reason, that next time they will choose the path of redemption, and maybe get it right the next time.

Absolute Proof

Absolute Proof

I keep thinking about when I was trying to figure out the whole Gang Stalking thing, and I had all the information up to a point, and had to make an analysis of the situation. I went with what I had and linked it to the closest thing that I could find, and that was Cointelpro.

Well then some time later the information came to light about the lists that they keep, under these awareness registry type programs, and only then could a different determination could be made, but what if you don’t have that luxury?

http://www.modernmom.com/hottopic/2010/aug/16/craigslist-killer-philip-markoff-commits-suicide/

I was just thinking about cases of murder, rape, pedophilia, or even arson. All the evidence points to one thing, one person, but like the case of Cointelpro vs the awareness registry, what if everything matches up to a point, but you just don’t have absolute proof? Absolute proof such as seeing the person commit the action itself?

With murder you see the dead bodies, with rape you can pull a kit and gather evidence, with pedophilia you can see signs of abuse, and with arson there is a fire, but how do you find absolute proof in some cases, when you don’t have visual evidence?

Hire a psychic? We do use forensics, and so forth, but sometimes that is not always enough, what if the thing you seek, the thing you most desire, the absolute proof, is just not available, then what?

Do you keep the suspicions to yourself, do you share them with others, do you admit a shadow of doubt when all evidence points to the same place? Do you go with your instincts, or wait for absolute proof that will may never come?

In normal circumstances a lot of this plays out privately in the minds and hearts of the individual, but in future this could well play itself out publicly. With mind reading technology, this could well play itself out publicly. This means that anything a person is thinking, feeling, trying to figure out, could be read, and feed upon, and acted upon by others, before you have time to make a proper determination.

The Craigslist killer took his own life, so naturally we assume that this is a sign of guilt, but even innocent people do stupid things, they panic, freakout, and do stupid things. Being accused of being a murderer is no small thing, in fact it’s a huge thing. Innocent people have in fact confessed to crimes that they did not do, and visa a versa as we all know. When you know that a crime has been committed, it’s so important to gather and to have absolute proof, before making a determination. If that time between is perverted or prevented by other forces, this might become difficult in the future.

I think most crimes are forgivable in time, rapes, murders, arson, the one crime that I don’t think is forgivable is harming a child intentionally. Purposely going out and harming or perverting an innocent child. That is why proper determinations must be made in all cases, before jumping to any conclusions.

I think in a fit of rage you could burn down someones home, kill another, even violate/rape someone against their will, these are acts which are wrong, but I put these actions on a different level, than the other as far as things that can vs can not be forgiven.

In a perfect world we have all the answers, but in an imperfect world, that might not always be the case. In future this might be made even worst if we do not have the time to investigate and reach our own conclusions, eg. the case of mind reading technology, which would jump on, or act on our very thoughts, and interpretations. Mind reading technology that might take action, wither we make a determination or not. Wither we would take action or not.

Some things I will leave to chance, but most things, important things, I would want absolute proof before I make a final determination, and sometimes unfortunately that is not always there at the time, sometimes the information only comes later on, and sometimes never at all.

I think sometimes only God can give the answers that we seek to certain questions. Only God may play judge and jury, and something only God can decide, not man.