Dollhouse

Dollhouse,

http://watching-tv.ew.com/2009/03/dollhouse-joss.html?iid=top25-’Dollhouse’+becomes+pleasingly+complex%2C+with+more+info+and+action

Hey people, I forgot to share, for those of you interested in topics of mind control, you might want to check out the new series called Dollhouse, check out episode 6, that way you can decide if you want to watch the series.

It’s about these people who have their minds wiped and then any personality can be implanted and made to do anything. So you have dolls for sex, dolls for assassination, eg, beheadings, dolls for the hero roll, etc.

I think it might be a series you will want to catch, and I forgot to share this with you all earlier. The series just started in Feb and yes it is by the creator of Buffy The Vampire Slayer, but it’s totally relevant to what’s happening in the world now, and it has some great concepts.

There are also several great articles about how Joss and Eliza came up with the concept for the series if anyone wants to read them, just let me know.

Ok that’s my share for today.

Spending time with an old love.

Spending time with an old love.

Not what you think. I am spending with an old love indeed, but not what you think. I use to have these other places that I loved hanging out at, before I was fully aware of this weirdness, there was at least one other place that I like hanging out at. It was just a fun place, and I started it.

It was very active, then it had died, and then I had started it up again. It was during my time spent getting harassed at one of the banks, (the one I tried to take to the human rights commission. The one where Carol and Ian called me into Carol’s office and said if I didn’t drop the case, they would ask that I see a company health professional if I choose to go ahead with my case at the commission. Make a stink go see a shrink.) At the time I didn’t know anything about how companies operate and the dirty things they do, I just knew that Carol from HR and Ian my senior manager had just tried something really dirty, and I was just really shocked, and yes I still went ahead with trying to take them to the commission, but that was also where I learnt that there was something systemically wrong. Eg. My multiple lost faxes, my case being switched every week to someone new, my cover page being mysteriously lost, so I would have to start the whole process over again, and it when from there. Fond memories.)

Anyways, three years ago, I had been rejuvenating this place, when I realised that some weirdness was going on. This other place that I liked to hang out at, it was great, I was there almost everyday, I liked the people that hung out there. What was weird is what they would drop hints or say things, or do things that pertained to my offline world. I didn’t know any of these people except for online, so it was weird that they were intimating things about my offline life.

I knew there was something going on, I asked a couple of them that I trusted to tell me what was going on, in subtle ways, but no give, but I knew something was up. So that’s where it began. There is no way that people that I have never met offline, that I only knew online could know anything about my offline world, also most of them were from various countries, or different parts of the country so that also made no sense. That’s when I started to think that maybe I had a key logger on my computer, maybe one of them had sent me an email with something? That didn’t make sense either, because the stuff they were alluding to is not stuff that I kept on my computer, they were mentioning people that I knew in subtle ways, like how the snitches offline, will repeat conversations of our personal life.

So then I thought, maybe someone is watching me from outside. I noticed that were my computer was situated that there was a window and it was conceivable that someone across the other apartment building with a telescope was seeing what i was doing online, and had joined the forum, and was maybe going behind my back and spreading stuff, but then there was more to it than that. Why would these people I trust, just not tell me?

So that’s when I started saying stuff in my apartment, I wanted to see if it would get back to me. Waited long enough and it did, something very specific, from someone very specific that you just don’t hear everyday. The people at work knew specific things that were happening in my apartment, and shortly after that is when I found out I was being followed around on the streets. I didn’t just out of the blue believe it. I went up and down the city, in allies, underground, above, above ground, to one end of the city to the next, lane ways, I was always followed. It was creepy. There was one specific incident that made realise that something was wrong. I was at this one store, and suddenly this guy comes in, he rushed in like it was urgent, but when in the store, all he did was try to listen into what I was saying, he had no other purpose or agenda, and I knew it. I knew he was there for the sole purpose of me, but it made no sense, but it stayed in the back of my mind, it was too specific what had happened. The next time a citizen snitch followed me, I became aware of it. This time it was a woman, she followed me so closely she brushed into me, then I tried to lose her, she would just go everywhere I did, (I kept it subtle, cause I didn’t want them to know that I knew) then finally I thought I had lost her, but what I realised is that another woman had picked up the trail where the first one had left off. This is when I then spent the next few weeks, up and down the city confirming what I knew, felt, but could not believe.

These people had every end of the city monitored, I mean every end of the city, they still didn’t know that I knew at the time. At some point after this or around this time, I came across a posting about Gang Stalking, but when you read about Gang Stalking, you are like, that can’t be happening to me. Vigilante groups, what the heck? However I would also come across more credible sources.

Around this time is when I realized the phones were tapped, all my conversations with every lawyer, had been listened into. That’s how these people always stayed a step ahead, and every time it would look like I was going to go ahead with the harassment case, the harassment would intensify, within the workplace and outside the workplace.

That whole time period is still so confusing, it has a lot of trauma attached to it, but that’s around the time I started trying to talk about it online, the threads getting shut down, deleted, my accounts banned, blocked, it was so weird. How did they have so much influence? How could they get to places I had just registered at and get the accounts banned, or get admins to shut down threads, and this was not just once or twice, this was several incidents.

Anyways I would quit the job, take the next ten months to find out that it was systemic, we live in a corrupt system, I was not the only target that had experienced this, i would learn more about mobbing and the similar experiences in the workplace, via other forums I learnt that sexual harassment targets, mobbing targets, bullying targets, etc, all had similar stories about systemic corruption, lawyers, stories about these people always being one step ahead of the game.

So if you have read my blogs, you know most of the journey after that, and then the site was created, and you have seen it grow, mature, and change as new information becomes available, and now you have a cute ebook that you can get for free, paid for by the blood and trauma of this little journey.

This system has always been in existence in some form or another, the informant system is not new, and it would seem that in every generation most of the population is brought into the fold in one capacity or another, and this has been happening for some time, it’s nothing new. It’s the way the society has always been. In my opinion it’s not a free society, not the way we were taught, or made to believe. Also just because the society has always been this way, does not mean that it should always be this way.

The daily electronic harassment that they are using is no better than how they use to try to whip slaves into submission. Being followed around the city, airplane surveillance, it’s not a free society, but most people are still comfortable enough, still helplessly attached to the system, that they will see you as the enemy, and it’s all so true. The Matrix Movie had more truth than I ever knew.

So back to the old love. I loved that place, but I left that place, because I could not be there, with these people that I had once trusted, who I would in time realise what some of their roles had been, why others could not say anything even though I knew they wanted to at the time, and the rest was pretty easy to fill in after that.

It’s been a journey, I feel like I have done the whole Lord Of The Rings adventure, but only a small part of the world realise there is a dark Sauron army waiting to take over and enslave the world. One ring to rule them all, one government to rule them all. Same thing.

I had stayed away from this place, I had left it to die again, let it get run down again, but recently I returned, and it felt good. I had missed that place. So I performed some long over due maintenance, gave it a new virtual fence so to speak, a new web coat of paint, and it looks so good. It’s such a fun place to be, so I have been spending time with an old love. Not that I don’t love all my Gang Stalking peeps, and my blog, and Gang Stalking World, but it’s been nice spending time with an old love, and so that’s where I have been.

In going over the reasons I left, it brought up a lot of the memories from that time, some that I had not gone over since then, because at the time it was all really confusing, traumatizing, and as I have stated before, that is around the time I was introduced to the fun world of electronic harassment, I guess they hoped I would break down and kill myself, or just go crazy, and drop the suit these people are so messed up it’s not even funny.

Anyways it’s been a fun clip trip through memory lane, but when I got through all the bad memories, I had a lot of other fun ones that could also be accessed and called upon as well. So if you wonder where I am and what I am doing, well I am spending time with an old love.

Gang Stalking. The only word.

Gang Stalking the prefered term.
Now if you go to some websites they will tell you that the term organized stalking is the preferred term. Maybe in their little web 1.0 agent worlds, but in my world, Gang Stalking is the perfect term.

These people are nothing but thugs. Right now they are using intimidation tactics on my offline customers, some friends and family to intimidate them. My customers are scared and doing what they are told, that’s unconscionable.

You like to pick on the elderly, women, and others you think that you can intimidate. You are nothing better than thugs and punks. If anyone thinks that the term Gang Stalking is not the preferred term, think again, it’s the only term, that I would use to describe these people and their thug like tactics.

The street gangs could probably learn a thing or two from these people about dirty dealings. Not only are these intimidation tactics illegal, but I have no more delusions about democracy, wither it’s the airplanes tracking me overhead, should I go missing off the informant radar for 5 seconds, to the citywide, and country wide webs, that have been established. You people are creepy, and Gang Stalking is most definatly the correct term for describing you.

If people hear this term and it puts them in mind of a Gang, (which if you read the forums, the real people are not stupid and they do understand what the word means.) then it would still be the correct understanding for the methods that are being used by these people. 

Following people around, trying to intimidate them, or others around them, these people and this controlled structure is a fanatic entity that needs to be driven back. It needs to have enough light shone into the darkness that it is.

Just like the street gangs, mafia or any other organisation, they hold their power by making people feel scared. They want people to feel powerless, I keep telling you that we are devine, and when they make us forget this, when they try to take our power like this, that’s what gives them their power. The David Icke stuff has 95% truth, so keep that in mind.

We have vast power within, power that we never tap into because of worries. They keep our minds imprisoned in this deliberate slave society, thinking that we are free, giving us the illusion that we are free when we are not free. They want to control us without chains. They want to see everyone enslaved, and when you come along you follow a different concept, you don’t follow their rules, because you don’t know what their rules are, and more importantly you don’t care, you follow a different set of rules then they hate that, and want to take your power away from you.

Tuning or tapping into this is dangerous for them, because in some ways they are like the wizard, these creepy little men, pulling the strings, scaring everyone into compliance, controlling them. Getting them to control each other, slavery by the people for the people.
They are at every angle and in every way working towards this one world controlled government, and in every generation they decide who they feel should be a part of their snitching friends network, who they want to make game. They believe that if they enslaved the previous generation, they can enslave the current generation, and it’s been working, and until people start to push back it will keep working.

People are just comfortable enough that this keeps, and stays in place. Just because the society has always been like this, does not mean that it should continue to always be like this. This type of slavery works for some, but for others it’s chocking and life destroying, and just like in East Germany, when these types of programs come to town the suicide rates, and others rates go up.

Like I have said before, I can’t tell people to not be scared, these people are more dangerous than any street gangs or mafia. They are more lethal, and more silently brutal, they intimidate, try to control and instill fear, more than these so called punks on the street. The ones on the streets show their true colors, these people hide behind friendly facades. We are your friends, we are their to protect you, to serve you, to control you for your own good. Too many people by into and go along with this. They deceive you constantly with staged events for your own good. Problem reactions solutions, and you buy into it, you don’t question it. They scare you, you comply, you run to them, you give up your rights, begging them to protect you and you further enslave yourselves, and the next generation even more so.

When the new ones are born, they will grow up into a world where it seems normal to be loyal to the state, to turn in friends and family who are not complying. They will not understand that there is a better way, that there were other ways because it’s all they will have know. Who’s fault is that, who is responsible for that? Hold up the mirror, we all are, because to have these rights, it requires constant vigilance, but we are not vigilant, we let things slip by all the time, laws get passed that we have no idea about till it affects us. This creepy society I was not aware of for the longest time.

I don’t believe this place is democratic, not by a long shot, they are just better at getting people to believe what you want them to believe, but you won’t hesitate to pick on and intimidate hard working people. They won’t hesitate to scare the old, the weak the infirm, you won’t hesitate to make the young, thier slaves, and take their souls and their power with them.

I will never think well of the people or the minds that could set up such a slave society, it’s against everything that I grew up believing. I very much believe this type of set up is against God and the freedoms that were intended for us as beings. I grew up, I was law abiding, and I did everything right, but it makes no difference in a slave society, because you have freedom only if you stay in the preset lines that they think are perfect for you. They don’t understand and they don’t like when you step out of those lines.

I will remind you again how controlled things are, from the surveillance that you are now learning about, little bit by little bit, to the NSA whistle blower, to former governor Jessie Ventura and his revelations that the CIA is in every level of society. He says that when he ran for governor and was elected, they interviewed him for 3 hours in some underground location, and in his opinion it’s because they did not see it coming. They did not see how someone like him could get elected, and they wanted to be sure it didn’t happen again. Again you see the control that these people exercise? They try to control who get’s in, who get’s elected, who is complying, who can they control. They try to see what they have on this person, what can they use on that person, and the ones that have enough means, independence, and have risen to the stage where they can not readily be touched, other ways are found to deal with them.

If you don’t see, feel or understand the control that is being exerted, throughout all of society, then you don’t truly understand the world that we are living in. It’s a harsh realisation at first, but then it’s the only way to truly live, because when you have a realistic sense of the situation that you are in, only then can you start to affect change. We look at other countries and oh these people here, and these people their are so non democratic, they don’t have the same freedoms that we do, you don’t have freedoms either. You have a plan with limited minutes of use, most of us never reach those minutes, but the ones that do, and go over that plan, they see the world for what it is, and they understand.

So again for me, Gang Stalking is the only word that I could think of for describing these people. They are a gang and if you follow their rules do what the gang says then you get to live your life. Go outside those lines, and then you see their true faces, you see what they are really like, and if you are really unlucky you see what they are capable of.

I no longer play with the idea that this is a free society. I use to hear the stuff about East Germany, and this is worst, this is more controlled, it’s just we hold the facade of freedom, but I don’t buy it for a second. You are only free if you color within their pre-set lines. Just like Gary Webb, he thought he was free, writing really daring stories, it was only when he really wrote something daring that he found out what they are, and who they are, and he paid the price. If more people stood up for truth, and those who tell the truth, you would be so much further along, but you most times let your whistle-blowers and those who try to stand up for you get sacrificed to the dogs, and then back to the slavery that you understand and are comfortable with.

You follow the don’t rattle the cage rule, why, because that’s the way it’s always been. I have used the example before that social psychology uses. 5 monkeys in a cage, stairs to get to a banana, as each monkey tries to get to the banana, the others get sprayed with cold water, soon they start to attack any monkey that tries to reach for that banana. Remove one monkey, the other four attack the new monkey till it learns to not reach for the banana. Replace all the monkeys, one by one, and each in turn learns to not reach for the banana. Even when you stop spraying them with cold water, they keep attacking the monkey that tries to reach for that banana. Why? Because that’s the way it’s always been. You like to think that you are more intelligent than monkeys, but we are those monkeys in that cage, that cage is society, and those who try to reach for the top, or go out of the lines get beaten down by the other monkeys, till they in turn learn “the rules”. Then they in turn enslave others, and it goes on, and then you ask why, and it’s because that’s the way it’s always been. The ones that challenge that get beat down, assassinated, and then the other monkeys learn their lessons. Then they feel justified for their compliance, they fell like, see I told you to just comply and stay in lines. That’s not freedom.

Only when you stop helping to enslave each other can we be free, but that unseen invisible cold water is still getting sprayed, and the control is still getting kept, one generation to the next. Remove one monkey, as the old set die off, and the new are introduced into the world, and the other monkeys, society beat down those who don’t follow the rules, but who made the rules, and why should you comply? Because you live better, no because you are slaves, and these rules are used to control you, but you go along with them because you don’t know better. You understand the control and punishments that will be issued. It’s truly sad. Then you have the odd few that come along and show you a better way, their lights don’t last long, and most of their time here is spent being persecuted and belittled in their time phase, but then icons after they are assassinated, or whatever. Wash, rinse,repeat and the cycle continues. It’s crazy, like Susan Powter use to say, STOP THE INSANITY, you are the only ones who can. Take back some of your power that these people are trying to take away in little ways, by little ways. Support those who are trying to help you. Stand up for your whistle-blowers, if you did, you would probably have a lot more truth, but you don’t, you let them and others like them continually get destroyed, and then who’s fault is that?

I could write a novel about this creepy society and how the world is enslaved, but I think someone already did. There is a lot of truth in the bible just waiting to behold. I am going to look for some of that truth, from one who lived, worked, and died in this creepy structure, and saw it for what it was. It’s not about being religious, it’s the memoirs, of one’s who came, saw, and in some cases overcame the world.

I wish you well, I wish you truth, and I wish you peace.

Becoming

Becoming

http://www.twiztv.com/scripts/buffy/season2/buffy-222.htm

[quote]Cut to the atrium. Angelus plays with his sword, idly pointing it at Buffy. She looks up at him, frightened.

Angelus:  Now that’s everything, huh? No weapons… No friends… No hope.

Buffy closes her eyes and steels herself for whatever’s coming.

Angelus:  Take all that away… and what’s left?

He draws the sword back and thrusts it directly at her face. With lightning-fast reflexes she swings up with both arms and catches the blade between the palms of her hands. She opens her eyes and meets his.

Buffy:  Me.

She shoves the blade away from her, and the hilt of the sword hits Angelus in the face. He staggers back, and she hops to her feet and kicks him in the chest. He stumbles back even more, and she reaches down and picks up her sword. She swings it around and thrusts at him, but he
manages to parry. They exchange several blows, blocking each other.

Buffy spins around and swings her sword down at him from above. He holds up his own to block, but she hits it hard and he falls to one knee. She swings again, and he blocks. She spins around with a roundhouse kick to
his side, and he collapses to the ground.[/quote]

I don’t know how many people caught the show when it was on the air, but this was a really good series. I was pretty hooked on it at the time, and season 2 episode 2 becoming is one of the best.

I can still watch it and it’s still as good as it was then.

For those who didn’t watch the series or thought it was kind of light here is the run down.

The series was Buffy The Vampire Slayer, it was about this girl, who sort of discovers that she is a bit unique and her mission is to save the world by slaying vampires.

[quote]“Into every generation a Slayer is born. One girl in all the world, a Chosen One. One born with the strength and skill to fight the vampires, to stop the spread of their evil and the swell of their numbers.”[/quote]

I know it seems kind of cheesy on the outset, but this show spawned one of the most intelligent communities on the web at the time. No matter where I am, I still come across people from that community. I think about 3 people wrote there PHD’s on the topic of this show, just to give you an idea.

I digress, season 2, the Buffy Angel romance, or not so much romance, but the relationship that almost destroyed the slayer and ruined her life.

I am going to summarize part two, so bear with me.

Buffy Slayer falls for Vampire with a soul. Vampire falls for slayer and they finally come together at some point in season two, and the romance get’s serious. Angel has a moment of true happiness, with Buffy where his soul is content and at peace, this causes some gypsy curse to kick in, and he becomes Angelus, this evil vampire without a soul.

Anyways, he spends the rest of season two, killing her friends, psychologically terrorising her, and literally trying to destroy her. She spends the rest of the season coming to grips with the fact that he is not the person she once loved, and in fact his new mission is to destroy her.

We watch the slayer mature and come to terms with this, and then the final episode, we have the clip above. Most times he was able to use psychological manipulation and it worked to distract her from what she was able to do, by playing on her fears and weaknesses, the Angelus character once again attempts to do this, but instead of falling apart, this time Buffy comes back with me.

[quote]Angelus:  Now that’s everything, huh? No weapons… No friends… No hope.

Buffy closes her eyes and steels herself for whatever’s coming.

Angelus:  Take all that away… and what’s left?

He draws the sword back and thrusts it directly at her face. With lightning-fast reflexes she swings up with both arms and catches the blade between the palms of her hands. She opens her eyes and meets his.

Buffy:  Me.[/quote]

See sometimes in life this is where you are, specifically with Gang Stalking, this is where they want you to be, so that you can slip and fall, and become a snitch, or kill yourself, or end of in jail or a mental ward, and what you have to remember as things around you are falling apart, people are betraying you, and at every turn someone tries to destroy you, what have you got left? Me.

If you can remember this, and draw on some kind of reserve when that time comes, you might just be ok. More importantly, you might just find a way to get through. That is what we have to hold on to, and we know that in any realm, that is what these people do. They use things and people that you trust and turn them against you, and use them to help destroy you, it’s something to be aware of and come to grips with, and like the character Buffy, you have to mature and come to realise that people you once loved, and cared about, might not have your best interest at heart.

Now hopefully unlike Buffy, you won’t have to put a sword through your vampire lover and send him or (her) to hell, but if it comes to it, then do what you have to do. (I don’t literally mean that you will have to put swords, what I do mean, is you might have to psychologically shore yourself up, so that you don’t let things and people bring you down.

Ok I am going to leave you with the final scene for that episode. It’s bitter sweet, but such is life. The point is, you can triumph and overcome difficult situations, but it’s not easy, but do your best, and remember you always have you even if you feel like you have no one else.

[quote]Willow:  Asa sa fie! Asa sa fie! Acum!

Translation:  So it shall be! So it shall be! Now!

Cut to the mansion. Angelus has dropped his sword and holds his cut.
Buffy does a high kick to his face, and he falls backward into Acathla
and lands on his knees before her.

Cut to the hospital.

Willow:  Acum!

Translation:  Now!

The Orb glows brightly for a brief moment and goes dark. Willow suddenly
relaxes, and looks around blankly.

Cut to the mansion. Buffy raises her sword to dispatch Angelus, but
stays herself when he suddenly gasps loudly and groans in pain. She sees
his eyes glow bright red for an instant and go back dark. He looks up at
her, but quickly collapses to the floor, crying. Buffy stares down at
him, but still holds her sword raised behind her. Angel raises himself
back up, his eyes heavy with tears, and looks into her eyes.

Angel:  (softly) Buffy? (sobs) What’s going on?

She just looks at him, confused but not yet ready to lower the sword. He
looks around a bit and gets to his feet.

Angel:  Where are we? I-I don’t remember.

Finally Buffy realizes that the curse has worked, and she slowly lowers
her sword.

Buffy:  (softly) Angel?

Angel:  (sees her wound) You’re hurt.

She looks down at her wound and feels his gentle touch on her arm. She
ignores her cut, looks back up at him and steps closer. He embraces her
tightly.

Angel:  Oh, Buffy… God.

She still isn’t completely sure that it’s true, but accepts the hug.

Angel:  I… I feel like I haven’t seen you in months.

Finally she accepts it, closes her eyes and breathes out a deep sigh.

Angel:  Oh, my God, everything’s so muddled. I…

He holds her even more closely.

Angel:  Oh…

He sighs deeply and kisses her on the shoulder.

Angel:  Oh, Buffy…

She cries into his shoulder and hugs him back. Behind him Acathla lets
out a low rumble. Buffy opens her eyes and stares in shock as Acathla’s
face contorts. His brows angle down, his eyes glow red, his mouth opens
grotesquely and the swirling vortex to Hell opens, small at first, but
growing steadily in size and emanating a deep, red glow. Buffy lets go
of Angel and looks up into his face.

Angel:  (confused) What’s happening?

Buffy:  (whispers reassuringly) Shh. Don’t worry about it.

She brushes her fingers over his lips and across his cheek. She lays her
hand on his cheek and kisses him softly. He returns the kiss, and it
becomes more passionate. Behind them the vortex has grown to about five
feet (1.5 m) across and continues to get larger. Buffy breaks off the
kiss and looks deeply into Angel’s eyes.

Buffy:  (whispers) I love you.

Angel:  (whispers) I love you.

She touches his lips with her fingers again.

Buffy:  Close your eyes.

She nods reassuringly, and he closes his eyes. She tries hard not to
start crying, and kisses him again gently. She steps back, draws back
her sword and thrusts it into his chest. His eyes whip open in surprise
and pain, and a bright light emanates from the sword. She steps away
from him. He reaches out to her and looks down at the sword thrust
completely through him. He looks at her imploringly, completely
bewildered by this turn of events. She can only stare at the sword
protruding from his chest, and slowly steps further back.

Angel:  Buffy…

Behind him the power of the sword begins to swirl into the vortex. Buffy
steps further back, still looking only at the sword in his chest and not
into his face. The vortex has enlarged to about twelve feet (3.5 m)
across, and the two energies begin to interact. Angel still holds out
his hand to Buffy. When the vortex finally meets him it suddenly closes
into Acathla’s mouth without so much as a spark, taking him with it.
Buffy stares at the stone demon for a long moment, a light of awareness
dawning in her eyes as she truly realizes what she has done, what she
has lost. She begins to sob, her heart breaking. In the background “Full
of Grace”, by Sarah McLachlan, begins to play over the scene.

Lyrics:  The winter here is cold…

Dissolve to Buffy’s street. She walks across it toward her house.

Lyrics:  …and bitter / It’s chilled us to the bone / We haven’t seen
the sun for weeks / Too long, too far from home

She looks at the neighboring houses, then back at hers. Cut into the
house. Joyce climbs the steps and looks down the hall at Buffy’s door.

Lyrics:  I feel just like I’m sinking

Joyce:  Buffy?

Lyrics:  And I claw for solid ground

She walks to Buffy’s room and looks in. The windows are open, and some
of her daughter’s things are strewn on the bed. She steps in and looks
around.

Lyrics:  I’m pulled down by the undertow

She sees a note on the bed among a bunch of clothes.

Lyrics:  I never thought I could feel so low

She picks up the note and reads.

Lyrics:  And, oh, darkness / I feel like letting go

She begins to cry as she reads and sits down on the bed.

Lyrics:  If all of the strength and all of the courage / Come and lift
me from this place
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Oh and yeah, I can still watch this show and be on the edge of my seat on some of those scenes, this show crossed gender and cultural barriers, and it’s still as relevant today in many ways as it was then, special thanks to Joss Whedon for creating such a unique and memorable show, universe, and for an amazing and unique community the likes I have not yet come across again.

http://www.wat.tv/video/sarah-mclachlan-full-of-grace-10qab_wszu_.html

Gang Stalking World Offline

Gang Stalking World.
The site is offline right now and has been off and on for most of the month.

It’s a decided effort to keep the websites offline. I have been trying to find a suitable host. The one I used before was fine, but I recently changed. Had nothing but problems, which can happen, but I switched again, and less then 24 hrs later the site is offline again.

It seems to be a deliberate effort to keep me distracted and in that state that they like to try to keep targets. Also because I do a fair bit of my stuff online, this has been the only way to get to me, pretty much trying to keep the sites offline.

For me personally I am ok, but for anyone who has been trying to access the websites or leave email, your emails are not getting through.

If you want to find out more about who my current hosts are feel free to check into it. I don’t think it’s coincidental that the sites are going offline. There is a deliberate effort to put my sites and my offline. I am doing what I can to ensure this does not happen.

Please also be aware that my domain is being access and the ip keeps getting switched in another attempt to take the site offline. I am not sure why there is more than usual effort this month to get me offline, but there seems to be, so I just wanted to update you. Yes keep changing the login and it does not seem to help.
While I am at it, I want to take the time to thank those who made any purchases from the site or store. Your contributions are appreciated. I know it can be hard for those targeted and I am grateful for all that everyone tries to do.

In the mean time, while I wait for what hopefully will not be a long response, you should be aware that there is a decided effort to keep these sites offline. Again I always strongly suggest making backup’s, posting the pages to your own blogs. It’s very important that you do your part to help.

Thanks.

Facebook Group

Hey I just found a facebook group that references my blog.

http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=51808058393

Now I don’t know who this embious person is they do list their email, but as you know I pretty much stay off facebook for specific reasons. I think the speculation that it was created by the CIA to aggregate information the way Total Information Awareness was suppose to is pretty accurate.

Anyways for people joining the facebook group, it does list my blog, which is not a bad thing, but I don’t know who is running the show on this, so it could be another target, or an informant, I will do some more research into this, but don’t have time right now, but I just thought I would post about it.

So just to confirm, I am not affiliated with the group, though it does list my blog. I just didn’t want any confusion. I am also not affiliated with the gangstalking person over at myspace. I get emails all the time about that as well.

Bus Beheading

So many things to blog. I have been neglecting this story for some time, so here are some quick thoughts.

One about the bus beheading. Tell me if you have heard this before. An event happens the public panics, they agree immediately to have all their rights suspended and agree to draconian tactics they would never have agreed to.

Let’s see, mental detectors, cameras, you can no longer put your stuff on the overheads, and you get patted down? Do I understand this correctly. Greyhound buses have been in existence for years, this was one incident out of how many years of safe travel, and yet all rights previously enjoyed are gone. Remember these changes come after a two year study for greyhound security, and without this incident, do you think people would have willingly submitted to the changes?

http://www.thestar.com/News/Canada/article/547876

[quote] Starting this week, Greyhound passengers in Edmonton, Winnipeg and Calgary are being swept before boarding by hand-held metal detectors.

Passengers are also now required to store their luggage in the cargo hold instead of bringing it onboard, except for small personal items such as purses.

The new measures – which will also follow in other cities – come four months after a young man was stabbed and beheaded onboard a Greyhound bus near Portage la Prairie, Man.

Greyhound spokeswoman Abby Wambaugh says the extra security isn’t because of what happened, but stems from a companywide review that began in 2006.[/quote]

It’s almost too easy to get people to give up their rights without question. But those who give up liberty for a false sense of security shall in the end have neither. The irony of it all.

http://cnews.canoe.ca/CNEWS/Canada/2009/02/23/8499461-cp.html

[quote]The company is now beefing up security measures, including cameras, global positioning units and a panic button that immediately dispatches police to a bus’s location. Drivers are also getting more training in self-defence and conflict resolution.[/quote]

I know after 9/11 they were trying to find a reason to implement similar changes, but people didn’t agree, scare them a little bit, and viola, they will come to you. It’s classic, and from what I can see it works every time. Problem, horrific incident, reaction, solution, already waiting to be rolled out.

http://www.flixster.com/forums/topic/771141030

The bus beading is something I have never had the time to research properly. There were mentions early on that with his history of mental illness, he might have been a good manchurian candidate, but proving it, is another story. People should be looking into this, but they don’t.

http://ca.news.yahoo.com/s/capress/090303/national/bus_beheading_trial
[quote]He didn’t have many friends and was divorced in 2006. Li had “mental problems,” according to those who knew him, but they had not known him to be violent.

His former wife said he used to be gone for long periods of time, took unexplained bus trips and sometimes rambled. He was hospitalized briefly but never sought medical attention. [/quote]

Was he really completely crazy or was something else going on?

Well we now know why he switched seats after the smoke break, but was there a trigger word? Was he really crazy or being controlled? It’s impossible not to speculate when you have an awareness of the history of Canadian mind control experiments, and new technology that might be capable of communicating with a controlled target remotely.

http://cnews.canoe.ca/CNEWS/Politics/2009/03/03/8608416-cp.html

[quote]The voice told Vince Li to get on the bus and sit next to Tim McLean, Dr. Stanley Yaren told Li’s second-degree murder trial Tuesday.

“A voice from God told him Mr. McLean was a force of evil and was about to execute him,” Yaren, a witness for the Crown, told the judge hearing the case.

Li, 40, believed he had to act quickly to protect himself, Yaren said. [/quote]

Tim Mclean the perfect victim. Was he really a random victim? Was his being on the bus and intersecting with Li random, or preplanned. Yeah that get’s into the conspiracy files, but if the questions are not asked, the answers will not surface. Now Li says he thought Tim was a demon?

I believe there is much more to this story, but in the minds of the scared public, the right questions often never get asked, the helpless scared society look to the state for solutions, which usually involve taking away their rights and freedoms, it’s perceived to have been done voluntary, and all the focus shifts to the justice system, and not the possibility of much darker, and much more deliberate forces. In the end, if you don’t look out for your own rights and freedoms, no one else will, and if you agree to so easily give them away, then at the end of the day, maybe your fate is well met.

Those who would give up Essential Liberty to purchase a little Temporary Safety, deserve neither Liberty nor Safety. Benjamin Franklin.

Sensitivities and Setup’s

I have written about this before, but let me write about this again. I was recently watching the Russell Tice interview, you know the NSA whistle-blower and at the end of the show Keith Olbermann thanks him enthusiastically for at least letting him know what’s coming down the line, cause at least when you know what’s coming, you have a chance and you can fight against it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ibIUQOoRFx4

See this is what the Gang Stalking World website and others like it are equipped for. I remember when I first learnt about this stuff, it was shocking and if I had no idea what electronic harassment was at the time, I would have done really badly when they started burning and torturing me in my home.

It’s shocking at first to realise that you can be burnt, fried, and remotely tortured in your home. That you might have trouble proving it. But knowing what was coming down the line, I knew it might be a possibility and when it started happening, I knew what it was. I didn’t want to accept it, and it took me three full weeks to truly believe that it was happening, despite all the physical evidence to the contrary. I shared the details with very few people at first, and eventually started to talk about it more openly.

Being forwarded meant 100% being forearmed. The other thing was at the time when this was going on over 2 and a half years ago now I still had my sensitivity at the time. This means that I was still sensitive to the original sensitivity that they purposely sensitised me to.

I really needed to know what was happening, so I left the job, and used my own money to do the research into what was behind Gang Stalking. I think if you are dealing with something like being targeted in this manner you have to take the time to figure out what is happening, and how best to deal with it. At the time I ran a site for other forms of harassment and Gang Stalking World came to a little bit later that year.

I remember at first trying to talk about this stuff and posts would get deleted, or people would try to get the subject discussed, and threads would get closed. People wanted this out in the open but they just couldn’t talk about it. So for me, I couldn’t not talk about it. I think for people to not talk about Gang Stalking, is like when rape victims couldn’t talk about their rapes openly and it was a taboo subject. Well only by bringing taboo subjects to the forefront, does this change. Today the topic is openly discussed and debated online, and it’s become much more normalised in society. I can look back and see from whence we came, and we have made some ground.

Anyways back to my sensitivity. During the time I started to research this and my electronic harassment began, I stayed close to home, mostly spent hours online researching, you have the proof of that, via my various posting and the websites. I am good at researching. I love and did well in programs at school with researching. I think Karmically it’s in etheric genes. I think it’s always been a part of my makeup in one capacity or another. Even before Gang Stalking, my energies were diverted into research in other areas, you get small quirks of that via my postings here and there.

So during my time of initial research, they would burn me in my home remotely and try to sensitise me to loud drilling noises. Knowing about Anchors and what was coming, I never become sensitized to anything new. More importantly I had time to deal with my previous sensitivity. By the time I started a new job, the next year, my original sensitivity was about 75-80% removed.

The fun part was they were so sure they had tortured me till I had linked loud drilling and negatively correlated it. I would go to places, and by the time I would leave, a mini construction project would pop up. Someone with loud drill on the street, or sometimes even just fixing this elevator shaft, drill. I got a kick out of their stupidity, and my awareness of what they were trying to do. It was always a false report that I had become sensitized to this, but that did not stop them.

The original sensitivity would go away a few months later, while I was in between jobs again. The nice thing about those times is not only do I get stuff done, but I am able to work on me. The sensitivity didn’t just go away, I mean I had to work at it. It wasn’t just like it magically went away, I had to condition myself to not have a negative correlation anymore. This took time and practice, but I have not been sensitive since about June almost 2 years now. This coming June will be about 2 years.

They constantly try to make it look like I am sensitive. I have seen them, but I have not been for some time. This does not stop setup’s and the attempts to make it look like I am. The problem with the targeting is even if the target does not show a reaction to something, and they want to set up the target, or some nasty informant does, it’s quite easy. Much like getting someone fired from their job by bearing false witness against them, there are amoral douchebags that are willing to crawl out of every corner if you let them.

I have blogged before about being on the train and witnessing them harassing someone who was not the target, but they thought it was, that person was not happy about it, and eventually let them know it. The problem is, it get’s reported back as the target reacting. In another scenario when I was back at the original financial institution when I was still sensitive, a incident happened outside of the workplace, that much I am aware of. People kept coming by referencing this and that, and how could you? (Blatant idiots.) Since I wasn’t responsible, I just said nothing. A couple of days later, it became apparent that I was not the person at the heart of said incident. No apologies ofcourse, just the stupid fake niceness, which is almost as nauseating, if not more so. The point is, incidents happen all the time. It’s very possible for a snitch to misrepresent an incident, false report one, or just make stuff up. A lot of these people don’t have morals, and if they think you deserve it, they won’t hesitate. I have said it before and I will say it again,these people shouldn’t be anywhere near me, and in any position to come and judge me.

The problem is if they think that you are one of them, or on their level for some reason, they will do what they like. Usually I avoid things and people that might mistakenly lower me to that level, but no one is perfect, and well if you hang out with people that are dirt, people will see you as the same. Avoid people that are dirt. A simple lesson. Keep it in mind.

For targets who are sensitive I do think you can break your sensitivity. I have written about this before. I have shared the techniques that I used to break mine, and I think you can gradually breaks yours. I can’t teach you however how to stop yourselves getting set up by snitches, who have no morals or decency to speak of. The truth is, you don’t even have to be in attendance to get set up. These set up’s were prevalent during Cointelpro and they continue. The people that run these programs are not above it, and no matter how many times you relay that you are not sensitive, people are dumb enough to believe anything. You can’t and should not be held responsible for human stupidity.

Sometimes I think these people don’t like what’s happening to them, then other times I realise they are right at home with it in some cases. They are the same kinds or types of people that a specific messiah dealt with so many years ago, and the same is true now. You get people who are just there to try to provoke you and set you up, bear false witness against you. Then you get the few that really want to learn and that you can do some good for, and then the rest that are of the world and will continue to act accordingly. The reason these people have done so well in controlling these societies is because they know human nature they have studied it. They know the weaknesses, the vices, the failings and they manipulate and work on it. I like to believe people want to change, but most times when I see them, more and more I just think they are comfortable where they are. I am not saying they like it, but it’s just still comfortable enough so they don’t see a need to push back, it has not yet fully crossed that pain threshold, and by the time it does, people will be so hopelessly enslaved and monitored it will make little difference. (which reminds me I need to do a post about the switch from analog to digital.)

If you are a target, I would just say be aware of set up’s. The people running these program will set you up, they have no morals, no decency and you have no way of knowing what’s being said about you in most cases except for the fact that it’s not true. The army of informants are not moral, and they are not designed to be. They are designed to follow and carry out orders, and to find it funny to destroy targets. Again this is a broad generalization, because within this are decent people who are caught up in the informant game. There is good and bad everywhere.

For me personally I will be my own witness, since about June of just under 2 years ago, the original sensitivity has been gone, and I have never acquired a new one. Could it ever come back, don’t know, but so far it has not. I was able to recreate it, in scenarios with a normal functionality for a long enough period of time for the negative association to be removed. Again though snitch are stupid, not all, but enough so that they believe anything, and a people that will not think for themselves, are primmed to have other do it for them. Don’t like it tough, it’s true. I get that snitches can’t be everywhere at once, and trust the snitching hotline for their information, but this is where they are strong, and people this is where they are weak. The same way they can use it to destroy us, we can in turn use it against them. What’s good for the goose can work for the gander. Keep it in mind.

Not much else to say. For the people that are out there that are decent, I appreciate you, I am sorry for you, and I do hurt with you, and I don’t always know what to say, or do. I send you my best, I hope for you the best, and I do pray that we find a way out together. For the others, you are right where you need to be, with each other, and when you get your fate met, and dealt to you, you probably won’t even know the difference, because you already live, work, breath and vibrate at that level. I am going to leave the rest of this post for now. This is already long enough.

Protest and Privacy

http://www.jbhfile.com/resource_foipa.html

Some targets do get help from their friends. Joel is one such example. He has blogged many times before about the fact that his friends were kind enough to share with him that they had been approached and asked to spy on him. He also knows what they are making him appear to be crazy, and maybe some kind of a pervert or something.

What Joel also mentioned which really caught me by surprise is that his friends had been shown surveillance footage of him. I have come across other targets who have friends helping them or whatever, but Joel was the first to share that his friends had seen actual surveillance footage of him.

[quote]
December 10, 2006

Known and Existing Video Surviellance

This article makes public the details of conversations I have had with personal friends in which they have described in exacting detail the types of very real and actual surviellance footage of myself that the investigators have gathered to date; in other words, despite the set-up attempts, covert druggings, spreading of false and slanderous rumors and otherwise, there do exist real and actual bits of video and audio surviellance that the investigators have compiled from my daily life and routine over the past six years or so.

The above mentioned personal friends claim that the following bits of surviellance were used in various demonstrative ways as a means of attempting to coerce them into personal involvement in the investigation as informants or otherwise; apparently, the investigators did not count on these few individuals bowing out on conscience and eventually confiding in me personally

These bits of video and audio surviellance do not demonstrate behaviour out of the norm of the average american citizen; nor does the surviellance footage demonstrate abberance of behavior outside the norm of the same; what the compiled footage does provide to the investigators however, and *only* when coupled with set-up attempts specifically designed to supplement, further, or magnify said content … is a means of forcing the assumption and appearance of my needing some sort of psychological rehabilitation; or, at the most, an exploration of the need for such: psychotheraphy, regression therapy, discussion of past sexual relations, “is he a stalker?, a potential sociopath/violent offender?, worse?”

In other words, “what sorts of forced incrimination attempts would best leverage the existing and rather non-descript actual surviellance that has been acquired? how could we cast it in a more sinister light?” … or … “if the target is set up in a way that gives the appearance of his being an obsessive stalker of an ex romantic partner, then what sort of psychological argument could be made if the same target was actually caught on film supposedly ‘abusing’ his pet?”

This sort of thing.

This article aims to make public my knowledge of the general nature of said acquired surviellance as transferred to me by other personal friends who have been involved at one point or the other with the investigation.
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How creepy is that? Not only are these people Gang Stalking him, but they are video taping him in his home. When did democracy get that final stake through the heart? Did it ever really exist? Should we not be outraged by this?

The video or surveillance that his friends describe are two specific ones. One where he get’s home and the dog has made a mess and he get’s angry at the dog. I guess they wanted to use that off moment to make him look like an angry and irritable person. The next video is one where he is in a very private moment. According to Joel his friends have described seeing surveillance video of him self pleasuring himself.

First of all under what circumstances would that be anyone’s business? How would that help you make a case? How sick would you have to be to tune into footage such as that, and then to share that with his friends? Joel is pretty easy to believe and I have no reason to doubt this statement. It’s a form of violation, the system can’t get at him one way, so they go in for degradation of another sort.

I think this is despicable, but very little surprises me. For me personally if I found out that I was being recorded, I would just put up a tent, or something similar in my home and work out of that. I don’t believe in violent protest, but I do believe in protest, saying no, raging against the dying of the light, or in this case, the dying of democracy, or what I thought was democracy.

I don’t believe anyone has the right to do that to another, but more importantly I don’t think that had anything to do with surveillance to see if he was bad or good. It’s just one more way to say that they own their targets, that they have control. Before I would give up control like that, I would seriously live in a tent, or something similar inside my home.

So if you ever see surveillance video of me in a tent, blanket, or something similar, not crazy, just protesting. Also if there ever was surveillance video of me like that, then you would know that I was right, and would have proven my case.

People have a right to some freedoms, this is one of them, when do people stop letting the government do this? Only when they have had enough. East Germany had to spend 40 years plus before enough was enough, or rather I suspect that the experiment was a success and the powers that be, decided the same results could be achieved in the rest of the world.

I mean people found out that the government had been listing into their phone calls, monitoring emails and there are no protests in the streets. Journalists found out that they had been spied on, and there is no real protest. People are just so accepting of things. It’s tiring to watch.

I use to think people were so brave and heroic and that they would stand up against such times as this. The history books leave out so many things, they put in things that are not quite true, and always to the victor goes the spoils. I see them on the trains, and I think how can you be a part of this? It just bothers me the lack of protest. This surveillance society is just comfortable enough that people don’t want to rock the boat. It’s bad, but it could be worst, true, but you know what, it could also be a lot better. 

People have the power to change this to make it better, to say what will and will not go, what they will and will not put up with, or be a part of. That’s why some during the My Lia Massacre just went along with it, while a very few tried to get some of the women and children to safety. I do believe people have the power for change for better or for worst. I also believe that people allow things to happen.

Having been a target for several years, I have observed the people around targets, how they act, what they do when they think they can get away with it. The hideous mob mentality of it all. If they think a target is guilty or responsible for something and they want to punish them, as long as they think they can get away with it they will. They are like bugs, and with the right raid, they just scatter. It’s really irritating to observe this, but it’s also true. They will get away with what they think they can get away with. This goes from the top to the bottom, and we have to keep drawing those lines in the sand, to stop it or to keep it at bay.

People do what they are told. If they think they can get away with it they will. There morality is based on what is cool and popular from one minute to the next. What they are told is allowable from one minute to the next. People will be in favor of you if you are one of them, if they like your personal circumstances, or associations. These things have some value, but no real value, because they have very little to do with who you are, as a person.

Truth vs Fiction. Mind over Matter

The good news? Insanity paranoid or gaslighting, still seem to be some of the best tricks of the trade that these people have. Sometimes it feels like you are almost dealing with Beavis and Butthead, but a very virulent form of the two.

Now I did do a few posts about my emails, and it’s a good idea to try to fix the problem on your own, but then you also want to let other targets be aware of techniques that are being used, and that will be used, without sounding paranoid and crazy.

So how do you walk that fine line? Just tell the truth as best as you know it.

1. Emails bouncing. This escalated by about 80% since January. Is it possible that 80 plus percent of the people that I have been emailing have really bad mailboxes? Yes it’s possible, it it likely. Not really. The frequency seems to be outside of what can be expected, from multiple email accounts in different locations.

It’s not just any emails. The bounced emails have a specific theme to them. I have tested this out in several ways.

By sending emails that have to arrive right away. I will send an email and watch it not arrive. I will use another account and watch it arrive right away. Spam and junk emails arrive, important emails do not. It’s an interesting test to watch.

I mentioned that I tested this with the gangstalking world email. I tested sending email. Anything that had a spam title made it through, anything that had a useful title or urgent title, either did not make it though, or made it through hours or days later.
Is every email failure going to be a part of the Gang Stalking? No not necessarily. What I would look at is frequency, different accounts, doing specific testing, etc.

I have mentioned my ability to post on specific sites are being affected. This happened before when I first started to post about Gang Stalking, it had not happened again till recently, but it’s the same pattern of prevention.

Another thing I noticed, I have joined dozens of forums, over the years to talk about Gang Stalking. 99% of the forums I register to, you get through right away. Since the articles came out, forums that I join to discuss the articles, had a wait for moderation que, for the account to be approved, which did not happen in some cases.
Now I can’t prove this definitely, but 99% of the time, no forums had waiting for admin approval, then after the article about 75% of the sites that I tried to join had this feature. Might just have been a coincidence, but it’s something to be aware of.

The other thing that I mentioned is that I joined one site as gangstalking, tried to post a reply, suddenly I had this message that the site was under construction and would be back in an hour. So I waited nothing. So I opened a new window. I tried to log in with the same account. The same thing happened, under construction. I then created a new account, with a different name, and was allowed to post, without the under construction sign. Yet if I tried to login again with the gangstalking name, the same thing happened. It was interesting so I took pics of it.

I find that it helps when you come across little unique things like this to try to explain what is happening.

As far as this is concerned, it’s just their way of seeing what is working. If the target reacts, or complains strongly about something, they will do it the more, if the target does not react or complain, they will try something else. I find that you can use this technique against them, if you can get them to deliberately do something to incriminate, or get them to do something really obvious and record it then more power to you.

Otherwise blogging or posting about it will only feed the pigeons and there is no point in doing this unless you can document it in a credible fashion, or use it against them. So that’s something to be aware of.

For emails that are missing. I find that it’s nice to request a read receipt, this way you know it’s arriving. Wither you will get it back is another story.

For the bouncing email, create other accounts. I do believe this is getting done quite deliberately. Again the military created the internet. We know that email communications are monitored, filtered and yes can be disrupted. Others have talked about it, but it’s up to us to find workarounds.

I think what might be nice to do is have a little chat box on the site, so that people could confirm that email has been sent, so if you don’t receive it, at least you will know.

So that seems to be it so far. The best they have is trying to still irritate that target so that they will irrationally freak out and thus destroy their own credibility, when they are not trying to do it for you. Again it’s just a matter of stepping back and relearning some of the lessens that you already knew, and just not feeding the pigeons.

 

The other subject that I wanted to address, mind over matter. They want to engage your mind so that your thoughts are on them. This way your thoughts are not on your kids, forming new relationships, having fun, living, they want to suck the etheric life out of you, basically. So if you can get your mind around it, over it, under it, you have a fighting chance. This again requires great, consistent focus. They really do want to become the center of your world, so if you can center your world, and find something else, something useful to be absorbed with, you have a greater chance of getting rid of them. They want you to forget that you are a great spiritual being, capable of great things. These people want to bring every interaction down to it’s lowest common denominator, and we must no let them. So it’s a matter of focus, mind over matter. If they can get you to worry, be stressed, then they are doing their job. If you are happy, going about your business, they don’t like that, and that is when you know that you are on the right path. So it’s just a matter of getting back that focus, and keeping it.

It’s possible, but it does take practice. I have my moments.