Insanity

[quote]Train: Calling All Angels

I need a sign to let me know you’re here
All of these lines are being crossed over the atmosphere
I need to know that things are gonna look up
‘Cause I feel us drowning in a sea spilled from a cup

When there is no place safe and no safe place to put my head
When you feel the world shake from the words that are said

[Chorus:]
And I’m calling all angels
I’m calling all you angels

I won’t give up if you dont give up [Reapeat x4]

I need a sign to let me know you’re here
‘Cause my TV set just keeps it all from being clear
I want a reason for the way things have to be
I need a hand to help build up some kind of hope inside of me

[Chorus]

When children have to play inside so they don’t disappear
And private eyes solve marriage lies cause we don’t talk for years
And futbol teams are kissing Queens
and losing sight of having dreams
In a world that what we want is only what we want until it’s ours [/quote]

Insanity. That’s what I want to call the new campaign.

I realised that this is insane, tell me something that I don’t know. Getting stalked and tracked around the city. Apparently cause I am so nutty that I need to be kept in my place. My fellow citizens thinking that they are doing something good, when all they are doing is helping enslave themselves and those of us who would fight or at least stand against this oppression. It’s insane. I know I have had two years to try to adjust to this, but there isn’t a moment where I just don’t shake my head and go, this can’t be real.

My democratic country, or so I thought, is nothing better than a Stasi Snitch State with most of my fellow citizens, already ensnared. That is insane.

The fact that some people do realise what is happening, but can do very little about it, or care to, that is also insane.

The fact that I parade around the city seeing if I can lose them every now and then, in this crazy game of cat and mouses, well it’s insane.

The fact that in a few short years, we might all lose our Internet privileges, because the big cable companies want to make it like cable TV, yes people, they want to make the Internet like cable TV, you get access to a few dozen popular sites, and any additional sites you have to pay for to visit. In a night when doing research, hard research, I can hit dozens of sites in just one night. If the Internet was not as available as it is now, I don’t know if I could have done the research which lead to finding out that we are in such deep waters.
I am not naive enough to believe that these people will not eventually find a way to curtail the Internet, and then what? You have seen how well these cable channels, newspapers, etc tell the truth, they don’t. This is one of the last few free foundations and we need to do everything that we can to keep it that way.

Also the fact that I sit idly by and let this happen, that’s insane. Don’t get me wrong, I have done some stuff, but there is not a day that goes by, that I am not going, what else can I be doing? I am not doing enough, I need to be doing more. I mean this is our future, and the future of some of your children.

It’s insane that I daily have to come home, and try to figure out if my websites will still be up or shut down. This week they have really been playing with me, and so it was my time to play back. Anyways on that topic, should the site not be available you can use the http://www.geocities.com/gangstalking/ to access the information or the wordpress blog.

Mark has done a really good job in making sure his site is up and running, but the best example I have ever come across is http://www.hightechharassment.com. I think the way this site is set up, is the likeliest for longevity.

I think it’s insane that these people have stolen everyone’s voices, hopes and dreams and they are emotionally, destroying people with this system that they are bringing in. People are killing themselves, some I do believe have taken the lives of their children rather than watch them suffer the upcoming fate.

I think it’s insane that I have to watch little children snitching and spying, it’s disgusting. I believe in patriotic children, I believe in teaching right from wrong, but there is just something so wrong and so base about turning the innocent into snitches. Hitler did this, and we were disgusted, or have we forgotten? It’s no better because we are now doing the same thing. It’s truly disgusting.

It’s insane that we are not doing more, there is a small window that we can still swing this, and I am not that hopeful, but we must always hang on to hope. If we sit and do nothing, then we will get nothing, and we will be left with nothing, but that future that we can not walk away from.

I think it’s insane that I have helicopters and other planes occasionally helping to stalk me. It’s like one of those movies where they use planes to monitor the inner cities, except our cities do this in the downtown core. That’s insane. This is your Orwellian 1984 crap, come home to roost. It’s insane.

I also think it’s insane that I can’t remember what a good nights sleep is. I find myself now just dosing off at odd times. I don’t know if it’s cause my body after two years of electronic harassment is just finally getting tired, or if it’s that my body is finally adjusting to some really bad stuff I went through recently and am just getting past now. I have not been getting a lot of sleep, and the last few days I am finally sleeping a bit more, just in odd places. The other day I woke up, and my body just refused to move, I was so tired. It’s insane that these pretend democratic countries allow this.

It’s insane that dozens, or hundreds, or thousands are being targeted in this way, and we can not get it together and do something to stop this. It does not take a lot, just the right concerted effort, but we are always trying to second guess as what that should be, which is always part of the plan. Keep them separate, keep them guessing.

It’s just bloody insane. That such a time like this should happen again, unchallenged, unwittingly, unappologetically, it should not be so, but it is, and will be, unless we do something.

That’s always the question, do something, but what?

For the targets out there, do what we have been doing, but more of it. On a daily basis at work, on the street, in the underground we have contact with Citizen Informants. Some know what it’s all about, some do not. Many think that they are following around some dangerous Target, insane, might snap at any minute. Yeah.

Well let’s give them what they are looking for. They want insanity let’s give it to them. I am suggesting. (Suggesting being the operative word.) That we educate them as best as we can. We don’t have to talk to them, we simply need to point them in the right direction.

The offline world is a lot more sheepish than the online world. What if we could show them what they are really a part of, sure many would still do what they are doing, but we might just might be able to swing some light our way. Some desperately needed light.

If our daily encounters with these Citizen Informants, we directed them to sights such as http://www.Thehiddenevil.com or http://www.GangStalkingWorld.com or http://www.TargetedIndividuals, or name a sight of your choice. Mark sites explains really well what is happening, and his site is a real wake up call. What if in our daily encounters, we directed our Citizen Informants there, or to other sites, how much more effective might we be, in helping people to wake up before it’s too late?

I am suggesting what I have always suggested, but just more of it, and a concerted effort. If you are a target, and have nothing to lose, then by all means. Again you have to go with what suits your comfort level.

Small flyer’s, business cards, posters, whatever you can get your hands on, with a few words that are relevant to them, and to our plight. Nothing too wordy.

I am calling the campaign Insanity, cause that is what this is, and that is how they brand the majority of us, so why not use what we have against them? Shine a light back in their faces, hope that we penetrate the darkness. So that this will not be the fate for others.

There are lot’s of local places that do flyer’s really cheap, and lot’s of places online that provide business cards, flyers really cheap. If the targets from London, New York, Toronto, Japan, China, etc all took the time, then we might be able to make a small dent, but it might help tip the scales. This is happening so quickly, and quietly, that by the time those remaining wake up, or those ensnared wake up, it will be too late, if it is not already too late. Think of those zoombie movies that popped up out of nowhere, all of a sudden, that is what it will feel like.

I don’t know if times like these must always come, I mean maybe when a society get’s too decadent, wasteful, and stupid, this is maybe a sort of natural cleansing process, I don’t know. Maybe like how lemmings kill themselves, when the population get’s too much. (Seriously, they all run and jump off a cliff, and drown in the water.) Maybe these times come to bring back order. It reminds me a lot of the movie apocalypto. I don’t know why these times come, but according to Naomi Wolf, there is a small window of opportunity when these times do come to turn it around. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RjALf12PAWc

Mark M. Rich also has his new book out at Lulu.com. http://www.lulu.com/content/3307984 it’s a book that can be passed along to others.

I know it might seem easier to sit back and do nothing, but that doesn’t feel right to me. However what works for one might not work for another. All I am saying is try, in your own small way try, because the alternative that is waiting is just not a future worth having for some.

RFID Technology and Targeted Individuals.

I did some research to better understand the recent mechanism that had been used to track my movements. It seems the little door opening device that I was handed by a third party had a RFID tag inside.

I did some research on RFID tags some time ago and for a time was trying to stay away from stores and companies that would be using this stuff, but with other things on the brain kind of forgot about it, till this happened.

Apparently the little door opening device is made by a company that has been a trusted name in RFID technology for over a decade. Good to know, I don’t want to be tracked by anything but the best.

Now I did some quick reading up about RFID, and how an IPOD or Cellphone could be used in conjunction with a device that has RFID tag to track another person.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/RFID

[quote]
An EPC RFID tag used by Wal-Mart.Radio-frequency identification (RFID) is an automatic identification method, relying on storing and remotely retrieving data using devices called RFID tags or transponders.

An RFID tag is an object that can be applied to or incorporated into a product, animal, or person for the purpose of identification using radio waves. Some tags can be read from several meters away and beyond the line of sight of the reader.

Most RFID tags contain at least two parts. One is an integrated circuit for storing and processing information, modulating and demodulating a (RF) signal, and other specialized functions. The second is an antenna for receiving and transmitting the signal. Chipless RFID allows for discrete identification of tags without an integrated circuit, thereby allowing tags to be printed directly onto assets at a lower cost than traditional tags.
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I also learnt that the smallest RFID tag can be as small as half the size of a grain of sand. I know the ones that they put into people a few years back were the size of rice grains, but I am sure it will be smaller than that now.

Anyways apparently the RFID tag uses radio waves, and ofcourse if you have a receiver that is tuned into the specific tag, you can read the signal from several feet or meters away, depending on how strong the signal is. But do Ipods have receivers that can do this?

I found an article about a Nike sport kit. Apparently it has a sensor that goes into your NIKE shoe, then there is a receiver that can be attached to an IPOD, and the IPOD then get’s the signal from the RFID and then can tell you how far you walked, and all this other neet stuff.

http://www.wired.com/science/discoveries/news/2006/11/72202

[quote]Nike+ IPod = Surveillance
Annalee Newitz  11.30.06

The Nike+ iPod consists of a small sensor (right) that fits under the pads of your Nike sneaker, and a receiver (left) that plugs into the iPod Nano.

If you enhance your workout with the new Nike+ iPod Sport Kit, you may be making yourself a surveillance target.

A report from four University of Washington researchers to be released Thursday reveals that security flaws in the new RFID-powered device from Nike and Apple make it easy for tech-savvy stalkers, thieves and corporations to track your movements. With just a few hundred dollars and a little know-how, someone could even plot your running routes on a Google map without your knowledge.

The Nike+ iPod gives runners real-time updates about the speed and length of their workouts via a small RFID device that fits into the soles of Nike shoes, and broadcasts workout data to a small receiver plugged into an iPod Nano.

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Now clearly in my case, I am not wearing NIKE shoes, but I was carrying a RFID tag that was given to me by a third party. A tag that I needed for obvious reasons. So that was the how it could be done.

The passive tag in the sensor could when prompted give out some sort of a signal, that could be picked up by these “Headphone kids”, Civilian Spies with IPOD’s, cellphones with RFID technology or other similar devices.

Now for me, I thought that maybe the underground stops were being announced, via the RFID tag, the same as what had previously happened with my Laptop, but I can not be sure. Again I only suspect that is what might have happened. Remember this is taking place on the underground, where radio signals should be harder to pick up, but with something like a close rage RFID tag and a receiver a few feet away, I am sure things are slightly different.

So I can confirm that A. I was carrying a RFID tag with me. B. That it is possible for IPOD’s and other such devices to have a receiver what can pick up RFID signals.

Can a passive RFID tag pick up underground announcements, don’t know, but I do know it can give off information, that would lead it to a target, that’s enough to help me start to confirm what I was observing. I have more reading to do, cause I would like to know, ways to counteract this.  

http://www.eetimes.com/news/latest/showArticle.jhtml?articleID=180201688

http://www.engadget.com/2006/02/15/rfid-tags-attackable-by-your-cellphone/

[quote]Using these scanning techniques for cracking the crypto wasn’t expressly mentioned, but Shamir did announce that a modified cellphone would have more than enough power to attack and compromise all RFID tags in the vicinity.[/quote]

Can the passive tags in RFID chips be reprogrammed? Yes they can. Found that out in this next great article.

http://www.wired.com/wired/archive/14.05/rfid_pr.html

[quote]James Van Bokkelen is about to be robbed. A wealthy software entrepreneur, Van Bokkelen will be the latest victim of some punk with a laptop. But this won’t be an email scam or bank account hack. A skinny 23-year-old named Jonathan Westhues plans to use a cheap, homemade USB device to swipe the office key out of Van Bokkelen’s back pocket.

“I just need to bump into James and get my hand within a few inches of him,” Westhues says. We’re shivering in the early spring air outside the offices of Sandstorm, the Internet security company Van Bokkelen runs north of Boston. As Van Bokkelen approaches from the parking lot, Westhues brushes past him. A coil of copper wire flashes briefly in Westhues’ palm, then disappears.

Van Bokkelen enters the building, and Westhues returns to me. “Let’s see if I’ve got his keys,” he says, meaning the signal from Van Bokkelen’s smartcard badge. The card contains an RFID sensor chip, which emits a short burst of radio waves when activated by the reader next to Sandstorm’s door. If the signal translates into an authorized ID number, the door unlocks.

The coil in Westhues’ hand is the antenna for the wallet-sized device he calls a cloner, which is currently shoved up his sleeve. The cloner can elicit, record, and mimic signals from smartcard RFID chips. Westhues takes out the device and, using a USB cable, connects it to his laptop and downloads the data from Van Bokkelen’s card for processing. Then, satisfied that he has retrieved the code, Westhues switches the cloner from Record mode to Emit. We head to the locked door.

“Want me to let you in?” Westhues asks. I nod.

He waves the cloner’s antenna in front of a black box attached to the wall. The single red LED blinks green. The lock clicks. We walk in and find Van Bokkelen waiting.

“See? I just broke into your office!” Westhues says gleefully. “It’s so simple.” Van Bokkelen, who arranged the robbery “just to see how it works,” stares at the antenna in Westhues’ hand.
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This was for a door where they cracked the code, but I came across other articles, where they cracked the codes on passports, and medical implants, that are suppose to be uncrackable. So there is hope, ways to crack RFID chips, and so why even use them? Because eventually they want to have everything tracked, monitored and locatable.
http://news.cnet.com/2010-1069-980325.html

[quote]You should become familiar with RFID technology because you’ll be hearing much more about it soon. Retailers adore the concept, and CNET News.com’s own Alorie Gilbert wrote last week about how Wal-Mart and the U.K.-based grocery chain Tesco are starting to install “smart shelves” with networked RFID readers. In what will become the largest test of the technology, consumer goods giant Gillette recently said it would purchase 500 million RFID tags from Alien Technology of Morgan Hill, Calif.

It becomes unnervingly easy to imagine a scenario where everything you buy that’s more expensive than a Snickers will sport RFID tags.

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The problem with RFID tags is they are in more and more things daily. So eventually one way these people illegally tracked me all over the city, could happen to other targets, if it’s not happening already. Just a heads up. People that are concerned about privacy, should take note of this. If it can happen to one, it can happen to many.

Think about how many of us use pass cards, to enter and exit buildings, points cards that could have RFID tags, new cell phones with RFID technology. 
http://radio.weblogs.com/0105910/2004/04/14.html

[quote]Nokia has quietly launched last month the first RFID-enabled cell phone. The Mobile RFID Kit will be available later this year and only for the 5140 model. This accessory allows the user to easily launch services and conveniently access phone functions simply by touching the phone to an RFID tag. The phone accesses the RFID tag data when an RFID reader emits a short-range radio signal that powers a microchip on the tag, allowing the ID information and other stored data to be read. Nokia doesn’t intend to sell this kit to ordinary consumers like you and me. Instead, the RFID kit is designed to extend the mobility of workforce already on the move, such as security guards or maintenance people.
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There was a great article about a phone that has a reader and receiver, I came across last night, a bit more up to date than this one. Apparently by 2009, 50% of cellphones will be RFID enabled.
http://www.mobilemag.com/content/100/102/C3673/

[quote]Wednesday January 26, 2005 1:09 PM CST -

Electronics and Technology Research Institute (ETRI) plans to complete development of a built in RFID reader chip that will allow cell phones to receive RFID signals. This would enable users with the device embedded into their cell phone to receive info based on their surroundings. Such as, standing in front of a movie poster and hearing the latest soundtrack from that movie, or even view a teaser trailer.

The Ministry of Information and Communication of Korea is exploring new business models combining mobile infrastructure and RFID. Their goal is to push the mobile RFID to commercial service in 2007.

Once RFID receivers are built into cell phones the possibilities are endless. For instance; buy a product off the supermarket shelf, the RFID tag will identify itself, and your phone can download the recipes associated with the product. It is a great technology; the only thing that worries me is the human branding implications. Remember 1984? [/quote]

They will soon be able to use it in most of our clothing to track us and then what?

http://www.homelandstupidity.us/2008/08/14/spy-shoes-rfid-to-be-embedded-directly-into-clothing/

[quote]
Spy shoes: RFID to be embedded directly into clothing
Homeland Stupidity Exclusive
By Michael Hampton
Posted: August 14, 2008 7:05 pm

Protesters gathered Wednesday afternoon at the opening of the RFID in Fashion conference in New York City to urge clothing manufacturers and retailers not to embed tracking chips into articles of clothing.

The industry conference, one of several hosted by RFID Journal magazine, allows clothing manufacturers to learn the state of the RFID industry and meet with RFID suppliers and industry executives. RFID, or radio frequency identification, is a small chip with a unique identifying number which can be read from as far away as 30 feet. The RFID in Fashion conference is being held Wednesday and Thursday at the Fashion Institute of Technology in New York.

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As I mentioned it will soon be in all of our cellphones as well, and yet we seem to almost passively trance like move forward to total enslavement.

http://radio.weblogs.com/0105910/2004/07/19.html

http://medgadget.com/archives/2007/05/

diagnostic_sensors_read_by_rfidenabled_cell_phones.html

[quote]A particular focus area for Gentag using RFID cell phones are diagnostic applications. RFID sensors can be integrated into low cost disposable diagnostic devices such as “smart” disposable wireless skin patches or personal drug delivery systems and read directly with a cell phone under existing Gentag/Altivera patents.[/quotes]
I found a company that is making edible RFID tags, for medical purposes, we have already seen the attempts to implant the elderly, newborns, soldiers, and pets. Oh and McD’s is getting into the game.

http://blog.wired.com/gadgets/2008/05/mcdonalds-tries.html
[quote]McDonald’s to stay relevant is through a new e-coupon system that it is currently testing in Japan. Called the Kasazu coupon (or contactless) it is a payment application that is downloaded into your phone and is then placed on top of an RFID reader by the user for instant payments and coupon redemption.

Many other companies are using this, such as Visa, and RFID is being used for everything from paying for parking meters to expediting border crossings in RFID-enabled passports.

 According to the press release, McDonald’s will begin using the tech in 175 stores and eventually expand it to the other 3,800 stores in that country. There’s no word on when they expect to move this option to U.S. stores. 
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I think many of us for sometime have know where RFID and RFID technology is going. However this brings me full circle with the very real experience that I just had, which is my RFID tag device which was given to me by a third party, for something that I need, eg. Getting into my home, was also used to track me around the city, without my knowledge, or consent. Don’t get me wrong, the snitches will still track me if they can, but why make it easier for them, which this did. It gave them an unseen leg up, that they had no right to have. This is one of the more violating things that I can think of in a long time, and I guess the reason for that is because it really makes the future human enslavement scenario, that much clearly for me.

Consent had to be given somewhere however. Maybe the headphone kids don’t know, or take the time to wonder how someone is so conveniently being tracked, or maybe they don’t care, too busy out being James Bond to care, that this predatory behaviour of being tracked like this, is also their future, and their children’s futures.

Right now, it was not that hard to narrow down what was being used to track me like a criminal around the city, but in the future it could be anything, used on anyone of us, without our consent, without our permission, or knowledge, because some unseen, uncaring, unfeeling, government entity gives the open or underhanded ok for some equally unfeeling, unthinking subordinate to do such a thing. This is what’s in store for all our futures if we don’t start to wake up and do something.

Abductees and Gang Stalking

A long time ago someone on one of my forums tried to point out that there might be a connection between Gang Stalking and Alien Abductions. Now I was fairly new to the Gang Stalking thing, I had just discovered that there were people online that were disinfo agents and that were trying to lead targets in the wrong direction, eg. Trying to persuade them that vigilante groups were doing this and all other sorts of things, to keep targets in the dark about what was really going on.

At some point one guy on my forum tried to point out that there might be a connection between members of the alien abduction community and members of the Gang Stalking community, in similarities of experiences. I was pretty short with the person at the time and pretty much dismissed the idea, because at that stage I was still hoping that there was a simple explanation for the Gang Stalking stuff. I now see that this person might simply have been trying to make a valid point, and for my short sightedness I am sorry.
Later again while on the brain manipulation forums someone pointed out that there might be a corrolation, though I took it more into consideration, I still didn’t research this aspect of it, because the idea was coming from the brain manipulation forums and I really didn’t know if the source could be trusted. Well recently someone left a message on one of my blogs again about being an abductee and that there were some similarities. I think it might be worth looking into this a bit more based on what I now know about Governments, the experiments they have done past, and present. The ability for Governments to implant memories, to put people to sleep at will, artificial telepathic communications, and the ability for them to control electronic devices.

Eg. As a Targeted Individual you get to have the fun of seeing the snitches play nic nac with your electronic devices. Eg. Fridges, DVD players, computers, radios, tape players, I have heard of other examples, but it’s not too hard to believe or understand that these people could have other objects that could stop car batteries and do a lot of the stuff abductees talk about. I am not dismissing the idea of aliens and other entities, but I do think there could be a large Government presence behind the abductee phenomenon.

I also fully believe that much like the stealth bombers that had been available for years before the gulf war, but kept secret, that much of the UFO’s phenomenon can be traced to secret technology that the government has had available for years. When doing research into Gang Stalking two accounts really stuck into memory. One was John Lennon saying that he had seen a UFO, pretty descriptive account. The other was a report from a peace rally of some sort, who reported these UFO’s during the rally hovering overhead. I personally think because John Lennon was under surveillance this sort of technology as far back as then if it was available might have been used for surveillance, and again at this peace really where the account came from.

If this is true and this technology does exist, then someday we might even get a fake alien invasion as others have suggested, orchestrated by our governments to help bring about this one world government. At this moment it’s all speculation however. Not that the technology exists, but what it will be eventually used for. The ATS forum is a good place to check out these types of discussions. http://www.Abovetopsecret.com or also SOTT http://www.cassiopaea.org/forum/

Back to the abductee community. I remember watching a movie several years back, this psychiatrist was doing regression with patients, and many of them remembered being abducted. I think at first he thought that they were having other memories, but as the movie progressed and as he worked with them he got tangled into this web, and by the end of the movie he’s asked by the government to join them in this secret conspiracy of contact that’s been made. Can’t remember the name of the movie.

In the movie you had abductees who remembered being kidnapped from their homes, experimented on, some were being impregnated, or having seminal samples taken. If I remember correctly, one woman was having issues because her babies had been taken from her womb, she had something like 5 miscarriages and in regression, came to realise that it was not miscarriages but abductions or something like that.

I mean that would be a pretty messed up mind job, getting impregnated by some unseen alien source, then having your unborn taken, never knowing how many times this had happened, the genders of the children that were taken, or ages. That has to be right up there with none consentual rape or necrophilia, just a thought. Anyways in the movie she is one of the main stories that was focused on, but I think the movie was suppose to be based on true accounts.

If this is the case, with what we know about implanted and false memories it’s not that big a stretch to believe that the government could have a hand in this stuff. If they are doing this, what are they using these unborn fetuses for? Do they have humans being grown? Who knows.

This brings me back to some of the watching and monitoring that abductees talk about. Now I use to know a lot more about the alien phenomenon. I was pretty well read and well versed several years ago, but between the workplace mobbing, trying to stay alive, I admit that I have not had a change to keep up on this stuff.

I do think it would be worthwhile to look into some of the experiences that the abductee community are having and then see if there are any similarities with some of the Gang Stalking stuff. One of the reasons many in the Gang Stalking community really wanted to stay away from this was to keep the 2 worlds separate. I mean if people start linking the two together it might take away from some of the work that has been done to legitimise one or the other. However I do think now if there are large correlations, then they should be examined and cross referenced.

If anyone can shed some light on the similarities, or possible similarities this would be great, or if someone has already done some research into this then please post a link, if not this might be one channel to research.

Actually I think Carissa Conti from http://www.in2worlds.net/ has an ebook download that might cross reference some of this stuff so that is one place to start. She is a member of the abductee community, but also sights Gang Stalking. http://in2worlds.net/ChasingPhantoms.pdf

I think the same way people cross referenced the Near Death Experience (NDE), and alien abductions, it might be worth cross referencing Gang Stalking and Alien Abductions just to see if there are any similarities of experience. Specifically I would be looking for the stalking, monitoring, aspects if there are any.

Patterns that repeate.

I am going to use this analogy to talk about patterns that repeat themselves. At one of my old jobs we had these three people in a repeating pattern. Two were into the game and third was trying to leave the game.

It was a bit of a dating game. Guy was into girl number one, then started seeing girl number two on the side. Every time girl number one would try to leave the game, girl number 2 and the guy would have a noisy break up in the middle of the workplace, he would swear it was all over, girl number 2 would throw a fit in the middle of the job, then the guy would chase off any other guys and try to get girl number one pulled back into the game.

He didn’t just do that however, he would come off looking like the wounded victim that was not being treated fairly, even going so far as to lie to about his continued involvement with girl number 2. Then once he had the game back on track, the game would start again, with girl number 2, then the noisy break up’s. etc. The guy and girl number 2 seemed to get off on the game and the noisy break up’s and getting back together, because it allowed them to parasitically feed on a third party. Much like our stalkers feed on us with their games, and yes I do think some of them do get off on it.
One of the things that Targets have to be careful with is patterns that repeat. There own patterns and those of the snitches.

I mean they do the same things over and over again so we should be able to get use to it, but we don’t.

We also have to be careful to avoid our own patterns. Patterns are a thing that you have to be able to look for, recognise and find a way to break, or work around.

Eating patterns, they watch us in the grocery store to try to figure out what we are buying. This can be done for a few reasons. Several targets have complained about specific items they buy being out of stock every time. They can use this to figure out our diet. If we move they can find us that way as well.

Shopping patterns. Go to a store too much and ever notice that suddenly a new face is there? I don’t want to give too many details, but it’s something to be aware of, especially with food places. If the normal store keeper will not report your eating habits or tamper with your food, the new face just might.

Also your shopping routes. They know where you go, so if you go missing they start to look for you on the old familiar routes. They have them mapped and they will report it to the foot soldiers.

This is why targets sometimes complain about things like, it was all set up before I got there, it’s like they knew I was going to be there. If you have been there before that could be why, or it could be you were discussing it on the phone, or worst case scenario, you were thinking it.

Sleeping, bathroom, sexual, dating, Internet, workplace, etc. We have patterns and one of the things that these people try to do is to learn them. We are creatures of habit and we have to try to break away form those patterns when we can.

They have patterns also, if we learn some of these, we can deal with them better. I spent a lot of time watching them early on, trying to figure out some of the ways that they functioned, ticked, worked, etc.

Learning as much as you can about the one handed sign language would be a good start. Second if you have a sensitivity, what is the pattern they are using for trying to keep you sensitised? Eg. They used my sensitivity for over 8 years in and out of the workplace. 

What are the patterns they are using to set you up? Themes that they are trying to throw your way, eg, Mark M. Rich said he thought they were trying to set him up to make him look like a rapist at one point.

What are the harassment patterns, sleep deprivation, street theatre, electronic harassment, online stalking?

Looking for patterns helps us to know what to expect, they are pretty predictable, and it helps us to be better prepared in knowing what to expect.

Since this thing started, I am so disappointed to know just how pattern filled I am in some ways, and what a creature of habit I am in others. I have had to learn my own patterns, and try to change some, modify others, and just get new ones from time to time.

I have had to learn theirs, so now I can know, ok it’s going to be one of those days, expect cars to be lunging at you, people trying to bump into you, etc. Or expect extra electronic harassment tonight, etc. Kind of like trying or learning to predict the weather.

Another pattern that they now have is that in the area where I am, they use these headphone kids, on the trains. I am trying to figure this one out.

Now everyone has ipods and stuff, but what we have here is people 20-30’s and they are always on the subway, one guards each door, it’s not just random, these people have ipods and at times it appears that they are listening for something, other than the music. My best guess is the announcements of stops.

I know when I use to carry my laptop, it would announce the train station that I was at, and I know it could be heard somehow, thus I stopped carrying the laptop. I know the train stops were being heard via my laptop because at a previous job, when we had a meeting, my laptop in the middle of the meeting while turned off, started announcing stuff. I took the battery off, and there you could still hear the train stops being announced. I was about 20 floors up, and it was not the stop near where I was.

I never hear the laptop externally do this again, but I have strong reason to believe that it was being used in this capacity for this reason. Picture this. You are a head phone kid, you are on the same train as the target, the targets electronic device picks up the sound of the stop being read out, eg. “redwood, we are approaching redwood station.” They hear this over their ipods, or other headphone devices, meaning that they are on the correct train with the target. The ones who do not, know that the target is not on the same train, and so therefore bugger off. Very cleaver and oh so illegal, but when has that ever stopped the government from allowing the snitches to do this sort of stuff, nice democratic country.

 

Try to remember that electronics can be used to track locations, and anything that has a microphone, can be used to listen in to conversations.
http://www.gangstalkingworld.com/Social/article.php?sid=2

What I don’t get yet, is how ipods and things like that can be used to listen to something like a specific station being announced? What frequency would they tune into?

Recently I had some luck in being alone without the above mentioned scenario, and it was pretty different. For a good 30 minutes they did not know for certain where I was, and I noticed that I did not see the headphone kids, as I have nicknamed them. In fact the experience was so different it’s hard to explain.

This again brings me back to snitches and trying to manipulate the targets sense of reality and perception. Because what a target experiences day by day is so all encompassing, it could be as bad as we think, but it might also not be as bad as we think. What I mean is, the few times I have slipped away, I have noticed openings, in how things are laid out. Point being if they know where the target is going to be, they have time to set things up, and to make it seem complete and all encompassing.

Spotters, you have to be careful with these, these are in all the old familiar places, if you do elude the snitches for a time, you have to be careful to avoid places that are familiar, because familiar locations have spotters who recognise the targets and can easily snitch you out.

There is a lot more to say, but some of it, I have to hold onto. The point is however, be cognizant of patterns, they have a tendency to repeat, your own and those of others. You can not not break the pattern of others, all you can do is be aware of them, find a work around.

Your own patterns you can control, and those you have to try to change if you are going to survive being Targeted Individuals. They had to change how meetings were conducted due to Cointelpro Infiltrations and we are no different. http://gangstalkingworld.com/Forum/YaBB.pl?num=1174082279

The last thing I wanted to point out, yesterday after posting about how I can’t get on the Internet without the snitches, I noticed a change the next time I logged on. It seems that there is a wireless override which allows them to log onto my computer anytime they wish, which I can see, but it also appears that some sites that I am accessing might not be what they appear to be.

In some cases it might almost be like I am accessing an intranet, vs an Internet, but since I have no definitive proof of this yet and just a suspicion, my observation continues. However this is something you might want to be cognizant of.

Anyways patters repeat if we start to look for them, we can change them, manipulate them, and hopefully even free ourselves from them, or at least be on our guard for them. We have patterns and they do too, learn theirs and your own, then use it against them, or at least use it to protect yourself from them. Many of them are parasitic, they do get off on what they do to targets, and they like the game that is being played, where many of us just want to get out.

What does it mean to be a Targeted Individual?

A lot of people hear the term, but what does it really mean to be a Targeted Individual? I mean we all think we know about the torture, survellence and betrayl, but it’s just the surface. You can never fully describe the experience till you have lived it.
Family-If you have a family and you are a target it means having to watch your family get torn apart by this. It means being brutalised daily. It might mean having a spouse who is a Citizen Informant/Snitch divorce you and get custody of the kids.

There are lot’s Citizen Informants, (snitches) men and women, who do these things. Marry people just to mess them up later. Markus Wolf coined the term Romeo Traps, Honey Traps as seen in the article below to describe these people.

http://gangstalkingworld.com/Forum/YaBB.pl?num=1203026503

 

Partner-If you are lucky, and mean lucky enough to find someone who loves you, cares about you, and can handle this, then you are doing well. The last thing you need is someone who is an intimate infiltration, or just a really bad choice.
http://gangstalking.wordpress.com/2008/03/11/emotional-sapping-and-intimate-infiltrations/
Even if you are lucky enough to find loyalty and someone who won’t betray your trust, then you might still end up like Jeremy Blake and Theresa. Jeremy seems to have stayed loyal and true to Theresa and what did it get them?
http://gangstalking.wordpress.com/2007/08/17/double-suicide-sounds-like-gang-stalking/#comments

 

Children-You can expect your children to be targeted.

One man has had to move his family 5 times, he has had to watch and listen to his young children be tortured in their beds, while they try to sleep at nights. He blew the whistle and now he has lost his job, and is forever on the run. Many people have lost their kids, or had to go through the horror of seeing what is being done to them, perpetrated on their kids.

School-I have heard of Targeted Individuals who have their kids attacked, or picked on at school, by the children of the Citizen Informants, just one more way Targeted Individuals are made to suffer.
http://www.thehiddenevil.com/targets.asp

Eugenics

For some reason, there are considerably more women targeted than men. Why would women be targeted at a much higher percentage than men? This is another question we may never have the answer for, so this is partially speculation. But one possible answer is that the elite have sponsored eugenics projects worldwide for decades. Removing fertile females from a target population is apparently a standard eugenics procedure. Families such as DuPont, Harriman, & Rockefeller have funded projects for population control.

“It was John D. Rockefeller III who was appointed by Richard Nixon as chairman of the newly created Commission on Population Growth and the American Future,” stated Allen. He quotes Rockefeller as saying, “Rather than think of population control as a negative thing, we should see that it can be enriching.” Allen contends, “Curbing population growth is just part of the Rockefeller war on the American family.”

If you are a chic and you are targeted, expect them to try to fry, microwave your reproductive organs, and if you are lucky enough to still be able to get pregnant after that, then expect them to try to go after your child in-utro. If you are pregnant, my suggestion, don’t mention it. If they have not already tried to destroy your reproductive organs, or unborn, then don’t give then reason to.

The thing about being female is you carry all the eggs you will ever have, and if they do fry and destroy what you have, that might be it, well expect for cloning ofcourse.
If you are a guy, expect them to go after the nether regions, luckily guys can reproduce from scratch and it won’t mess up your reproductive organs, unless they use the radioactive stuff like they did in East Germany. Still you are better off being a guy than a female when it comes to this aspect of the targeting.
Betrayl-Oh my favorite one. Expect to be betrayed, till you bleed emotionally. Friends, family, strangers, co-workers, you will literally have a whole society that is out to get you, or it will feel that way. Many may not want to, but they still do it, and it’s still betrayal. You will learn not to trust, you will learn that just like East Germany, most people have a price and when things get just a little bit uncomfortable most people crack. Most people are not geared for government torture or torment.

Jobs-Most TI’s can not hold down a job. Before my targeting started, I don’t think I ever lost one job. After that was another story, as you can tell by some of my postings. The last two years have been interesting. Not to mention the 8 years before of workplace mobbing, harassment, etc.
Travel-I don’t really travel much outside the country. Travel to work is again filled with community spies traveling with you from one place to the next.

For Targets that have travelled outside of the country and to other places, I have heard that it often times makes little or no difference. You are followed, so travel is not that much fun.
Everyday Life-
http://www.thehiddenevil.com/tactics1.asp
http://www.thehiddenevil.com/tactics2.asp

http://www.gangstalkingworld.com/United/index.php/Main/Techniques

Rumours- Having people say you are crazy, pedophile, rapist, racist, prostitute, etc. You pick something they will use one or more and then have you destroyed reputation wise by false rumours.

 

Surveillance-24/7. This means you can expect to never have any privacy again, it’s like getting violated by the eyes and ears of the state every freaking waking hour. It’s like being under the eye of Sauron in Lord of the Rings.

Attacks-Physical and psychological attacks become routine. Cars trying to hit you, people trying to provoke you, psychological warfare, that I am told is used on prisoners to break them, is used on you.
Monitored-Again everywhere you go, everyone you talk to, it’s the same thing. They want to know everything you say and do, and yes they will if they can, get mind readers, or use artificial mind reading to monitor you. That is messed up.

So if you are a target, have a cell phone, computer, they could remotely download software, and use your camera and microphone, to monitor you. Hear everything you say, do, and monitor your location.
Eg. As far as I know, I can’t get on the Internet without some freaking snitch remotely giving me access. My computer use to always log on the Internet. Now before it does, I can hear from outside, the signal being given, and then my computer get’s on the network. They can shut down my access to the net, when they want to, seen it before.
Followed-24 freaking 7. Never a day goes by when you are truly alone.
Finances-Expect to have a lot of downtime. A lot of times targets don’t or can’t hold jobs, due to the physical and psychological attacks. Many like Mark M. Rich have to find other ways to survive.
Torture

Burns- What can I say, when they use lasers on you, microwaves, static electricity? Expect burns. I have almost been electrocuted. I have had electrical burns, parts of my skin peel off in the shower, due to burns. I mean I have been worked over for the last two years, but it comes with the territory. Like Kyle from Terminator says, you just learn to disconnect from the pain. You don’t fully, but you adjust, and you learn to shield.

Poisoning-Been pretty lucky on this one. Well I pretty much switch to one person helpings, out of cans, and try not to do fast food unless I can see it being prepared.

If you have kids, get one sized portion servings of milk, and never leave anything over. I also wrote about the mom that found her son’s medicine for his diabetes had been watered down. Take medicine with you.
Sleep Deprivation-Well I have not been getting much for the last two years, as you know they try to keep me awake at nights by frying and trying to burn and shake the daylights out of me. Again you learn to function on very little, and get what sleep you can.
There is so much more fun stuff that I could write about, but to get a cumulative picture, you have to read the blogs of others, watch their YouTube postings, visit their sites etc.

This is not even close to some of the stuff that’s happened. This was just some off the top of my head stuff. What it means to be a target, means in some ways to be an outcast to a life you once knew, or thought you knew, it means to be betrayed and lied to, by your country, friends, family, loved ones. It means to be unable to plan for the future the way you once did. You don’t know if you will have a job, any kind of relationship, and if you do, you don’t know if your partner will be some snitch hired to mess you over.

It means really thinking about having kids. If you don’t already and you are a targeted individual, I would really think long and hard about it. Eg. How do you support kids without a job? Watch them get tortured?

It’s to worry about this creepy society trying to put you in jail, a mental hospital, force you to commit suicide or to get so pissed you one day open fire, like Kimveer Gill did.

It means so many things you never thought that life would mean. It means taking it day by day. It means surviving one day at a time. It means going numb, but not too numb, learning to not feel, too much. Learning not to trust. It means that life is never going to be like how you thought it was going to be. It might also mean never really finding someone you can trust who will understand this. It means going up against the state if you don’t want to turn Citizen (slave) Informant.

It means so many things, I can’t even begin to list or think about, but it means that your life will never be the same again, not the way you once knew.

It means getting a little tougher, getting your game face on. Learning to truly see and regard humanity for what it always was, what it probably always will be. Learning to get in touch with your inner who you are going to become. Seeing if you have what it takes and realising that you must or else your destiny will be one of the above mentioned, jail, instituation, suicide, or mass murder. (Sure there might be other options, but those are the popular four.)

Crying at times, losing it and getting angry at times, especially in the beginning. (Save up the anger stuff for home, as best as you can.)

If mean so many things, it means saying good-bye and hello to an unsure future, but then realising that the future was always unsure, the world was too, and it’s just your realisation that’s changed. Everything is just the same as it always was, it’s just your awareness that’s changed. Those are some of the things that it means to be a Targeted Individual.

What does it mean to you? Let me know. Holla back, and remember.

“The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy.”  Martin Luther King Jr.

PSI Phenomenon.

I thought this would be a fun little post about psi phenomenon. Since I have been reading up about reincarnation, not really psi phenomenon, but interesting. I thought I would do a quick blog post about some of the other stuff that is out there.
ESP-Extrasensory perception [(ESP) is the purported ability to acquire information by paranormal means independent of any known physical senses or deduction from previous experience. ]

Basically it covers the others senses that are not discussed openly, but that science and others have been aware of for some time, and that your governments are dipping into, more than the you want to know.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Telepathy

[Telepathy-Telepathy (Greek τηλε, tele meaning "distant" and πάθεια, patheia meaning "to be affected by",[2]) describes the purported transfer of information on thoughts or feelings between individuals by means other than the five classical senses

Transhumanists believe that technologically enabled telepathy, called “techlepathy”, will be the inevitable future of humanity, and seek to develop practical, safe devices for directly connecting human nervous systems.]

Imagine being able to talk and communicate this way with others, not needing to use words, just thoughts. I like to believe that this can be done, but I think you have to be pretty open to others for this to be achieved. I also think we close off these channels early in life, and that’s why it’s important to teach this stuff at an early age, as experiments into this have shown. Also if we are emotionally or psychically closed off from others, this could block the communication channels as well.

This of the uses. Going to be late for the movies? No need to text, or call on the cell, just send a telepathic communication that you are going to be late.

Of course if your signals are not being picked up by the other party, then keep the cell or text messaging option handy.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Astral_projection

Astral Travel- (Having an Astral Body)

[Astral projection (or astral travel) is an esoteric interpretation of a type of out-of-body experience that assumes the existence of an "astral body" separate from the physical body and capable of traveling outside it.[1] Astral projection is experienced as being “out of the body”.[2]

The idea of astral travel is rooted in common worldwide religious accounts of the afterlife [3] in which the soul’s journey or “ascent” is described in such terms as “an…out-of body experience, wherein the spiritual traveller leaves the physical body and travels in his/her subtle body (or dreambody or astral body) into ‘higher’ realms.”[4]]
Just think of the uses, this is every nerd boy’s fantasy. That hot supermodel you could never get near, now you can.

It means never having to ask for permission again. No doors to be screened through, no walls to hold you back, or restraining orders.

This would be like the ultimate way to stalk someone. Imagine being a target and having to deal with stalkers who can get past walls?

You could stalk the ex-wife this way. Continue that family that you always wanted, even after she moved 3000 miles to get away from you. It means never having to break up again, or being able to.

You could peek in at the creepy things your government is doing, no too boring, and does anyone really care?

You could be with the love of your life, no matter how far away they were.

If you are a kid you could go to school, and attend classes this way. (I like this one.)
Mind Reading-Reading someone else’s thoughts.

Uses, when we can’t find the target just ask the the mind reader where the target is.

At work just ask the mind reader that you have place right across from the target what they are thinking, so that they don’t have any hostile thoughts.

Find out all the targets secrets and share them with others, cause life isn’t violating enough without this aspect.

Try to understand others better. Keeping in mind what people think and do are not always the same thing. People’s minds are not there hearts. 

 
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reincarnation

[Reincarnation- Reincarnation, literally "to be made flesh again", is a doctrine or metaphysical belief that some essential part of a living being (in some variations only human beings) survives death to be reborn in a new body.]

I don’t know if it’s really psi phenomenon, but since I have been reading up on it a lot lately, thought I would add it.

Uses, you could come back and get all the people who targeted you in this life time.

Or you could come back and find true love, and fix all the stuff you did wrong last time. Ofcourse if you screw it up again, then maybe quit trying after like the third incarnation or something. However that’s what’s  neet, you never have to stop trying.

You could stalk someone through every single incarnation, obsessive love anyone?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Teleportation

[Teleportation-Teleportation is the movement of objects from one place to another, more or less instantaneously, either by paranormal means or through technological artifice.]

Jumpers is the only movie that really deals with this. Don’t know if it’s being studied by the government, but we do know science has had quit a bit of luck with this stuff via artificial means.

Uses, I am sure you can think of a billion. First and foremost, getting away from the creepy government that is keeping everyone enslaved.

Failing that, how about a trip to Paris, Rome, Milan, New York, etc.

Pick up stuff at the grocery store, never be late for work again. (You know you would still be late for work.)

Telekenisis-[The term psychokinesis (from the Greek ψυχή, "psyche", meaning mind, soul, heart, or breath; and κίνησις, "kinesis", meaning motion; literally "movement from the mind"),[1][2] also known as telekinesis[3] (Greek τῆλε + κίνησις, literally “distant-movement”), sometimes abbreviated PK and TK respectively, denotes the purported ability of the mind to influence matter, time, space, or energy by means outside the laws of physics.[4] It has been called the most powerful of psychic powers, essentially the power of a god.[5] Examples of psychokinesis could include distorting or moving an object,[6] or influencing the output of a random number generator.[4][7][8]]

Have a prom night to remember, just like Kerri did in that Steven King movie.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pyrokinesis

PyroKenis- [The term pyrokinesis is derived from the Greek words πυρ (pûr, meaning "fire, lightning") and κίνησις (kínesis, meaning "motion"). It literally means "to move fire," but more commonly denotes the ability to create fire using only the mind.]

Be a little fire starter, like Drew Berrymore, in that other Steven King movie.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Empathy

Empathy-[Empathy is the capacity to recognize or understand another's state of mind or emotion. It is often characterized as the ability to "put oneself into another's shoes", or to in some way experience the outlook or emotions of another being within oneself.]

You could be all like councillor Diana Troy on Star Trek, Next Generations.

Remote Viewing-[Remote Viewing (RV) refers to the attempt to gather information about a distant or unseen target using paranormal means or extra-sensory perception. Typically a remote viewer is expected to give information about an object that is hidden from physical view and separated at some distance.]

Uses for this, well you could find your cell phone, ring, etc that you left someplace.

Stalk someone, cause that restraining order is just a suggestion.

Work for the government in finding hostages. I wonder what the pay for that is?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychometry

Psychometry-[ (Greek: ψυχή, psukhē, "spirit, soul"; + μέτρον, metron, "measure") is a form of extra-sensory perception in which a psychic is said to be able to obtain information about an individual through paranormal means by making physical contact with an object that belongs to them. ]

Uses, where did the target go?

Who do these grungy socks belong to?

What political figure do these illegal narcotics belong to?
Here are a few more that I found, and I am sure there are a billion that I have forgotten, or don’t even know about.

http://www.wingmakers.co.nz/Blank_Slate_Technology.html

Telekinesis (the ability to move objects with thought alone) 
Hydrokinesis (the ability to manipulate water) 
Cryokinesis (the ability to manipulate temperature) 
Pyrokinesis (the ability to manipulate fire) 
Geokinesis (the ability to manipulate earth) 
Photokinesis (the ability to manipulate light) 
Magnokinesis (the ability to manipulate magnetic fields) 
Gyrokinesis (the ability to manipulate gravitational fields) 
Aerokinesis (the ability to manipulate air) 
Combinations of the above (example: hydrokinesis and cryokinesis to manipulate ice) 
All really interesting stuff, which I use to sort of know about, but kind of forgot. Guess it’s a time for remembering.

I wonder if the government gathers list of people who take these types of classes in high school, college, and university?

Where in the world have I been?

Where have I been? God that’s such a hard question to answer. Feels like nowhere and everywhere.

I have a billion movies to update you on.

Harold and Kumar part 2.
The Chronicles of Narnia.
Apocalypto.

A few others that I can’t remember right now. They all have interesting things to say.
Thoughts that I want to share, such as:

1. What if East Germany really was just an experiment? Some people say that when WWII ended, all of Germany could have been taken by the allies, but that they were given orders to stand back, allowing Russia to take over a part of the country. The theory is that the East German snitch society was a planned thing, and if they could do it there successfully, they knew that they could do it with the rest of the world. Don’t know, but it’s a fun thought.

I find it really hard to blog, sometimes I just don’t feel like. A bit of burn out setting in, plus been dealing with other things. Sometimes you are going through a bad situation, (Yeah Gang Stalking, Government targeting is a bad situation.) You are going through that, and then some people come into your life and make it 10 times more difficult, and devastating, and make the Gang Stalking look like child’s play. I have been marvelling at the wonder of that.

2. I think that if I ever go away, my sites would just go offline. As some of you will remember before, my sites use to go down a lot, switched companies and everything was fine, more importantly, I have been online a lot. Recently I took some away time, and the sites were off most of that time. Sometimes I really feel like I am doing this by myself. I know I am not, but sometimes it feels like it. I just wish more Targets would do there part, and get this information out there, back it up, or whatever, but we each journey alone at times.

3. Mark M Rich is ok. I really hope he is a target, and if he is, I really, really feel for him. When I think I have it bad, I just read some of his stuff he’s going through, and it makes me just want to put up with my stuff more. His most recent entry made me pretty sad.

http://thehiddenevil.com/status.asp

If he is a target, don’t know why he has not written about the one handed sign language being used yet? Anyways if Mark is a real target, then he needs some prayers right now.

I am so tired. I have had a lot of my own stuff to deal with. Stuff that was not or who knows, but not Gang Stalking related that I know of, but stuff that really threw me off base, that weird stuff that I don’t like to talk about, stuff weirder than Gang Stalking, if you can believe that.

4. My torture continues. Now that it’s summer, the places where they burnt holes in my skin show up as faint scars, but they are there to remind of of the fun times, I have had over the last two years. (Wow two years of this bs have passed.) No wait that should say two years of my awareness of this have passed, cause this has been going on much longer, if we include the workplace mobbing, and harassment. Two years of being online, and sometimes, I wonder if I have made a difference? I wish I knew how to fix this for so many reasons.

So they have been trying to sensitise me with cameras, and I think with chicks kissing each other. I don’t know, but with all that I am going through, you must be getting desperate, go back to jingling keys, at least then I could respect you. (Not really but, but I could at least pretend to respect you.) Like I said, I broke my sensitivity, and won’t be acquiring any new ones. Once you are aware, you have a fighting chance.

Anyways they took up the level of frying a notch the last month or so. Unlike the army where they aim high, these creatures have been aiming low. I don’t want to go into details, but let’s just say it’s been a shock to some lower parts of my system. Yeah.
Oh yeah the noise thing continues, if I get into a deep sleep, they will try to do something to wake me up out of it. The other day it was the fire alarm at 3:00 am to 3:30 am. Along with of course the all night room shacking, electronic frying stuff. Wonder why they would try to keep targets awake and not let them get to sleep, or electronically monitor them all day, and try to always crowd there space? Are you afraid that targets might get comfortable and dream there way out of this nightmare?

The psychological harassment continues, and even with all my private information violated and out there, they still don’t seem to be able to psychologically get the control they need. Some people have no real power of their own, and so they have to try to control others, or make others look weak or inferior, maybe mental. That’s not real power, but it is control. Just like others like to have power over children, and those that are young in spirit, easy to manipulate and control. The world is full of these types, no real power of their own, and so they take it out on others when they think they can, the old what can I get away with? And so these types will continue to get away with it, till someone put’s them in their place.

During the day they try to leave when I do, I had a bit of fun with them the other morning, which had snitches up and down the stairs trying to find me. Oh and the other night I want on my balcony at 2:00 am in the morning, the grounds were empty at first, then within 10 minutes the snitches were let out, it was funny. There were like about 6-10, who all of a sudden needed to be outside.

During the day they have cut back on trying to hit me with the cars, for the time being. They still have to try to crowd my space, or try to bump into me, but I have that pretty well handled. I have my days. Sometimes they get a little too fresh, and then I retaliate.

I am holding down income, for the time being. I found out that some people at my last job, due to a situation that I did not want to be a part of, cost me my last job. Being a state target is not bad enough, trying to keep a job to survive is not good enough, and then I have to have parasites on top of that, coming and screwing things up for me more. Anyways leaving that Karma to balance itself out.

Sometimes I don’t see this getting better. People are too base and common, not always, but how do you get to this? I mean we had the books, 1984, etc. We saw East Germany, and yet here we have it, societies where people would happily snitch out their own mothers. I just don’t get it.

5. Been dipping into the reincarnation stuff again, well not just that, but a lot of stuff. Picture this. You are born, you are in some other realm, like a spirit realm. You come here to have experiences so you can gain understanding and grow. You do this several times, each time you leave the earth realm, you go back to being yourself, but maybe you also join the whole again, until you are ready to take form again. You reincarnate again as someone new, but all the memories of the past existence are in the subconscious mind. Interesting thoughts hun?

Mark on his site said he was worried about mind readers. He should be, we all should be. you know when this stuff all started and people would talk about this stuff, I use to wonder if they were being up and up, or if they were just snitches making this stuff up. Now I know that they are on the up and up. I should say on the up and up about the mind reading, cause there are people that talk about this stuff that are still not legit.

I also know that there is way more going on than a lot of us know. I do know that there is more than one realm, there is a spirit realm and this realm, and who knows, maybe plenty of others. It still brings me back to the reasons that some of us are targeted. The real reasons, might not even be anything close to what we thought.

http://targetedindividuals.com/Community/forumdisplay.php?fid=27
I mean I still think the personality profiles fit, but I always wondered why so many targets seem to have some kind of spiritual leaning.

If there is a spirit realm, I accept that it might be more messed up than this realm, but I hope that we don’t have snitches there, but probably. Maybe there you can have kids, and families without all the craziness of having to watch them be tortured. Maybe.

What I do know is that we are creeping towards the one world government thing. Sometimes it feels like it’s going very slowly, like a snake digesting it’s food, or a frog getting boiled in water, but it’s getting there, by degrees and if we don’t put a halt to it, no one else will.

I don’t know how to stop it right this moment, I can’t even begin to think how, I just know that we have to try. People are so willing to give over their wills to this, then they don’t have to think, or function, it’s like letting the state seduce you, then you don’t have to think or feel for a time, but by the time you wake up, you are in a really bad situation, and won’t be able to come back from it.

I guess I will do what I always do under these trying times, pray, sometimes we forget the power of prayer. Sometimes when I have had the greatest breakthroughs, it’s been during those times. I encourage you to do the same.